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To the many of you that have taken the
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Author’s
Note: The Storyteller’s Cardinal Rule has been suspended for the telling of this
tale!!!
That’s right – the ending of this story is not a happy every after... yet.
So if you want the happy ever after ending, please wait to read this. It
will happen eventually – just not here. Consider yourself forewarned.
This does pick up where
A Valiant Life left off.
A Valiant Mind
Prologue
A rasp of air and
the click of a lock in place were the only sounds the door made as it shut then
stillness was all that was left in the room, save the occasionally popping from
the fireplace. A flick of a wrist and even that comforting sound
disappeared, leaving the tense figure alone in the abrupt silence.
For long moments,
the woman stood ramrod straight, clenched hands at her side the only testament
to the frustration running through her body. Without warning, she brought
both fists down on the low table in front of her, watching dispassionately as it
splintered. Then her body sagged in defeat, and she slumped into a chair
and stared unseeingly at the silent flames as the coldness in her soul became
unbearable.
When the torment
grew to be too much, she brought her clenched fist up into her lap and slowly
opened her hand, revealing a ring she’d never expected to hold like this again
in this lifetime. The Soulmate’s Ring. Her mind turned to
the last words that had been spoken between them before
“I never thought I
would do this
The sound of a
shuttle preparing for take off interrupted her reverie, and
The Marine made her
way to the bedroom they had shared together for such a brief time here, finally
understanding instinctively that there was no happiness in this house... not
then and certainly not now. Blue eyes stared out the window, tracking the
progress of the small blonde woman towards the shuttle. The grief was
almost overwhelming now, and the warrior couldn’t stop the lone tear that
slowly, silently rolled down her planed cheek. She leaned her head
against the cold glass, wondering what had gone so wrong that they’d come to
this place.
The shuttle rose,
and the Sabre felt her heart break.
The Marine watched
the craft fade out of sight, and still stood staring sightlessly into the void
into which it had disappeared. She cast her mind back, trying desperately
to find the compelling cause that had brought them to this point in time.
It had all started
out so wonderfully....
Chapter
I
The
slight warmth of the waning sun was decidedly welcome against the sharp cold of
the wind that blew against them, even as they slowed upon reaching the
bridge.
“Ya
know, Little One,” she growled low in her throat, though the twinkle in her
blue eyes could be readily seen. “I’m sure I can find a payback for this
when we get home.”
“It’s
different this time, isn’t it?”
“Yeah,”
came the quiet reply. “It really is. I don’t understand it.
We’re still the same people we were when we left. How do a few words
spoken in front of our friends make such a difference?”
“And
yet everything changed. It’s real now. Not a dream or wishful
thinking or private hopes. This is real, and the reality of us together
is simply beyond anything we had imagined. What we have is....”
“What
we have is a gift beyond price that no one can take away from us, and now
everyone knows that.”
“Exactly.
That’s what makes it real.” She let her hands drift upwards, eliciting a
soft moan. “I love you,
“Helmet,”
the Sabre commanded gruffly before revving the bike and shooting across the
bridge.
“Guess
who’s home?”
“How
do you figure, hon? Things’ll be back to normal finally.”
“I...
but....”
Her
expression became pensive. Although truth to tell, she wasn’t altogether
sure they were going to be able to give the puppy up when
Carbon
opened an eye at her and let out a long yawn, then looked at her reproachfully
before returning to his slumber.
She
cast her eyes in the direction of their bed where
She
smiled again. It was a pleasant exhaustion for a change though, and one
they were both happy to have. She was hoping the memories of their time
here would help
Her
mind continued to wander freely from subject to subject as she rested, her eyes
unfocused on the vista before her until a movement from the direction of the
“Come
in,” she said. “Sorry... they just fell asleep about twenty minutes
ago. It’s been wild around here today.”
“Are
you kidding?”
“Well,
“A
little privacy for their first night home, huh?”
“I
think I’m being pandered to,” he said with a scowl, crossing his arms over his
chest. “I just don’t see....”
A
chuckle from the bed made three heads swivel towards it. “Tommy, my
boy... do yourself a favor and let it lie,” Geoff said in a voice still rough
from sleep as he eased himself out from under Randall’s small body and scooted
to sit upright. “You’ll be farther ahead.”
“But....”
“So,
“So
do you think the folks will be offended if we skip the hellos this evening?”
“
“
The
eyes widened slightly and the bottom lip stuck out just the tiniest little bit.
“AUGH!!
She
missed the almost comic look that crossed
“Well,”
The
four adults looked at one another, then
“Mama?”
“O
go too?”
“O
go too,”
The
older couple exchanged glances and nodded without words. “We’ll
try. Worst that happens is we wait on the path through the woods, right?”
“Absolutely,”
“Good,”
Then
the troupe slowly made their way to the
They
separated just slightly, eyes still closed and breathing one another’s air as
they absorbed the sensations of being together for the first time as a married
couple in their home. Slowly their eyes opened and they gazed at one
another, smiles crossing both faces before
“I
love you,
“I
love you too,
“Now,
you wanna put me down before you hurt yourself?”
“I
think you overestimate yourself there, bard. You’re no heavyweight, ya
know,” said with a big, teasing grin and a twinkle.
“Are
you calling me a lightweight there, gunny? Huh? Are ya??” She bit
her lips to contain the laughter she felt bubbling up. “Why I’ll have you
know....” Then she clutched at
“Yeeeessss?”
the warrior drawled, pecking
“Um,
there was a question?”
They
held each other in the same position for some moments before
The
gown was sheer almost to the point of translucent, leaving only teasing
glimpses of the assets it protected. The warrior felt almost overdressed
in the royal blue silk robe she had donned until she caught the look of lust
and desire shining from the verdant eyes now locked on her own.
“You
look wonderful,”
Finally,
they pulled apart a little winded.
“C’mon,
beautiful. I wanna dance with you tonight.”
“Music,”
“Welcome
home, Reed,” Chief Screaming Sky beamed, giving the Sabre a careful
embrace. The tribe had spent the few days since
“Hello,
Tiny. Welcome back,” he offered, extending a hand for the big man to
grasp. Tiny did so gladly, happy to be in a place that looked out so well
for his beloved.
“Hi,
Chief. It’s good to be back here, regardless of the reason.”
Sky
nodded with a smile, though his eyes turned somber. “It is always nice to
have you both here, though I wish it was just for a visit and not....” He
glanced around, noting the unobtrusive looks they were garnering among the
clansmen. “Come,” he said quietly. “Let us go to my home.
There is much for us to discuss, and I think you would prefer to see what I
need to show you in private.”
His
hesitation was answer enough.
“Bring
them to my house,” Sky cut in. “I thought it best for you to stay with me
this trip.”
“Oookay,”
Tiny drawled. “You two go ahead. I’ll be there as soon as I get the
bags from the shuttle,” assuming they would like a little time alone to discuss
what had happened. He was surprised when Sky shook his head.
“I
will give you a hand and then we will all go together. I would prefer to
only have to do this once.”
“But
I thought....”
Tiny’s
flow of words was halted by Reed’s hand on his arm. “Sweetheart, trust
Sky. If he thinks you need to be there, then there is a reason for
it. He wouldn’t ask otherwise.”
“All
right. I just didn’t expect... I mean usually....”
“It’s
all right, my friend,” Sky commented as they began their short trek back to the
shuttle
“
“Oookay,”
he drawled again. “Are they part of the tribe that they’ve been given
names, or...?”
“That
is part of the long story,” Sky replied. “I promise things will make a
lot more sense for you both very shortly. Even if you don’t like the
picture they make,” he added with dark intent. The two Sabres exchanged
glances and followed the chief towards the shuttle.
“On
the day that Nanny died,” Sky started, handing them each a cup of herbal tea
before seating himself. Then he shook his head. “No, that’s not
right... on the day Nanny was killed, I saw a darkness I had never seen
before.”
“You
mean
“Well,
yes, sort of, but not exactly. I mean,” Sky continued rapidly at their
confused looks. “Seeing her function in the capacity of a Sabre was
almost... frightening. She has a darkness within that she calls upon to
become the person she needs to be to do the job she’s been tasked with. But
no,” he said shaking his head again. “It wasn’t that, though that
experience was enlightening.”
Sky
set his cup on the table and leaned forward with his elbows on his knees.
“Before
the incident... before those animals came in and tried to destroy our home, I
chanced to touch Ravenhawk very briefly. The flashes of images I saw...
well, see for yourself.”
He
extended his hands, palms up and waited for Reed to place hers on top of
his. She reached forward hesitantly, knowing that what was coming was
going to be painful. Sky’s words made her halt her efforts.
“Wait.
Tiny, sit behind Reed and place your hands on top of hers. She will need
your strength.”
The
big man nodded and hastened to do the chief’s bidding. Momentarily, they
were arranged to Sky’s satisfaction and the chieftain proffered his hands once
more. With Tiny’s support, Reed felt more comfortable in allowing Sky to
share his vision with her, and she tendered their hands to meet his.
Time
slowed for Reed as her hands touched Sky’s and she was able to see the same
images he had seen with much more clarity. The darkness she felt
engulfing her was almost overwhelming, and she spared a momentary thought of
thankfulness for the stability and strength that Tiny surrounded her with.
For
the two men the encounter was mercifully brief and they opened their eyes
slowly, Sky looking exhausted and Tiny was more than slightly confused by the
impressions the images had left him. But what was shocking was the look of
pain so evident on Reed’s frozen features.
Sky
removed his hands from hers and Tiny wrapped himself carefully around his
partner, surrounding and shielding her as much as was physically
possible. Without warning, Reed collapsed in his arms and the big man
looked at Sky in alarm. The chief placed a comforting hand on Tiny’s
shoulder.
“It
is to be expected, my friend. She has absorbed much, and she sees and
understands more than most. She needs to rest now. When she
awakens, we will talk. Come,” he continued as he rose and waited for Tiny
to lift his burden into his arms. “Let me show you where you can
rest.” And he led the way to the same room Randi and Gwen had shared mere
days before.
They
mounted the stairs slowly, and Tiny was reassured by Reed’s deep, even
breathing. He understood more than most outside the tribe and even by
many within it just how draining these episodes were for Reed. And given
how tired he felt from his transitory impressions, he could only imagine the bone-deep
exhaustion she was now experiencing.
Sky
pulled back the covers and Tiny gently deposited Reed onto the soft cotton and
turned to tug the bedding over her form. A hand on his arm stopped his
motion, and he looked up into Sky’s dark brown eyes.
“No,
my friend. Stay with her. It is time to rest... for all of us,” and
he allowed Tiny to see the sheer weariness he felt in his very being. “A
few hours will make no difference in the outcome of things at this point, and
we would all do better to start fresh.”
Tiny
nodded, suddenly uncomfortably aware of the extreme lethargy in his mind and
body.
“Thanks,
Sky. We’ll come find you.”
Then
the house settled into silence.
“But,
Master... I don’t understand. Usher was my right hand and my best friend.
I don’t see what letting him die... letting that she-demon kill him,
accomplished. I’m going to need him....”
“ENOUGH!”
Ares roared, wrapping a strong hand around the young man’s throat and lifting
him up negligently. “You don’t question me. You do as I command.”
Bramble
nodded, swallowing hard as he realized his allegiance to this god might be more
costly than he had initially planned. The war god was simply supposed to
give him the means to defeat the woman who had cost Bramble the mother who’d
been indoctrinating him from his birth. Instead, Bramble was beginning to
feel more and more like a pawn in a game he hardly understood.
He
cast his mind back to his mother’s words when they’d discussed religion and
gods.
“Remember
son, there is always a price to pay. Religion is a power base, and the
gods take advantage of man’s greed and desire for that power. But there
will come a time, maybe sooner, maybe later, when payment will come due, and it
never comes cheaply.”
Her
words rang truer in that moment than they ever had, but Bramble had decided
long ago any price was worth Randi Valiant’s demise – even his own life.
He would die happy if he knew he could take her with him. He reaffirmed
that belief within himself, then refocused his attention on the war god that
stood before him, angry brown eyes locked with his own.
Bramble
lifted his hands to the one around his neck and gently removed the tight clasp,
trying not to gag as he found himself suddenly able to breathe again.
“My
apologies, Master. I did not mean to question; Usher’s death was just an
unexpected development for me. But it’s nothing I can’t work
around. We will still have Miranda Valiant when all is said and done.”
Ares
gave the young man a cold smile. “Yes, we certainly will,” the ice in the
words sending chills skittering up and down Bramble’s spine. The young
man had no way of knowing what having Miranda Valiant was going to cost...
everyone.
Ares
stood in his dark domain, handsome face distorted into a hideous snarl.
He was looking in his scrying bowl, watching with malice the loving interaction
between Miranda Valiant and Gwenivere Goldman. He was unmoved by the love
and passion they shared, except for the anger it produced in the depths of his
heart. He embraced the burning in his guts, knowing that his time had
finally arrived – that soon the world and Randi would be his for the
taking. He twisted his features into an evil smirk.
“Eat,
drink and be merry tonight, my dears, for tomorrow, you shall surely die... or
at least be MINE!!!”
His
laughter rang throughout the halls of Olympus causing a cold, unreasoning fear
to follow in its wake. Randi and Gwen continued their silent dance to the
music of their heartbeats, blissfully unaware of what lay on their horizon.
Chapter
II
Few
things in life were worth waking up before daylight for, Randi mused idly to
herself in the gray dawn. She closed her eyes as the touch that had
awakened her from such pleasant dreams became a reality that skimmed over her
eyes, nose and lips. The Marine felt Gwen smile when she puckered up at
the touch and kissed the bard’s fingers as they brushed over her lips. Blue
eyes blinked open to meet sparkling green and they smiled at one another.
“Good
morning,” Randi said hoarsely, voice burred with sleep.
Gwen
didn’t answer verbally; she simply let her lips replace her fingers for a long
moment. Then she curled back down into Randi’s side and gave the warrior
a full body hug before she resumed the tracing over Randi’s features.
It
wasn’t sexual in nature, but at once both sensual and comforting in a way that
so few things in their lives had been, and they sighed in unison at the
feelings the exchange evoked in them. Finally the sunlight began to creep
over the horizon and Gwen slowed her fingers, letting them follow the curves
and hollows of Randi’s body and sliding around and on top of the Sabre until
she was in perfect tickling position.
“I’d
think real hard about that, bard,” the warrior growled giving Gwen a mock-glare
but unable to completely hide the twinkle in her eyes.
“Oh
yeah?” Gwen challenged with a mischievous grin. “Whatcha gonna do about
it, Stud Muffin? Hmm? I pretty much got ya where I want ya.”
Randi
tucked her hands behind her head and crossed her ankles, biting her bottom lip
when Gwen used her location to good advantage. She just managing to
swallow the laugh that wanted to erupt at the touch. She cleared her
throat.
“You
um... you think so, huh?”
“Yeah,
I do,” Gwen said, tilting her head to one side and surveying the long body
beneath her own.
“Well,
I’m glad we decided to come to bed last night,” the Sabre said
conversationally. Gwen scrunched up her face in thoughtful
confusion. The change of subject was somewhat baffling, but she couldn’t
help returning the frank grin Randi was bestowing on her from her fairly
vulnerable position.
“Me
too,” the bard agreed. “Making love with you just about anywhere is a wonderful
experience, but I prefer waking up in your arms in our bed. Besides,
every time we’ve fallen asleep in front of the fireplace, one of us ends up
walking funny.”
Randi
laughed silently, shaking the body perched above her and causing Gwen to review
her words before blushing a deep red. The blonde smacked the muscular
belly beneath her lightly.
“Smart
ass! You know what I meant,” Gwen huffed but couldn’t keep the smile from
her face. She crossed her arms over her chest and looked down at Randi
haughtily. “Just *why* are you glad we came to bed?”
The
world moved and tilted so quickly that Gwen barely had time to realize what was
happening before she found herself wrapped snugly in Randi’s arms securely
cradled beneath the Sabre’s firm body. Randi just smiled at the bard.
“Because
it is much more comfortable for me to do things like that.”
“Hmm...
good point.” Gwen draped her arms around Randi’s neck and urged her down
until their noses were touching, hoping the warrior would conveniently forget
the incident that had brought them to this latest entanglement. “So now
what?” she asked, realizing her error a moment too late when a expression she
characterized as pure evil looked back at her from beneath dark lashes.
“Well,”
Randi drawled, slipping down just enough to reach Gwen’s neck with her
lips. “I thought....” nipping the skin at the bard’s shoulder
juncture. “We should....” licking along her collarbone.
“Finish....” moving her lips up Gwen’s neck and across her jawbone to her ear.
“What....” tracing the shell of the bard’s ear and smiling at the muffled moan
it elicited. “You....” biting lightly on Gwen’s earlobe and feeling the
smaller body squirm beneath her. “Started....” leaning over and licking
Gwen’s pert nose before launching an all-out tickle assault.
Gwen’s
focus was somewhere else entirely and Randi caught her completely by
surprise. Squirming and squealing, she struggled to fight back, to get
away... anything to get an edge in the tickle war, but her laughter was severely
hampering her retaliatory efforts. Fortunately, Randi was plagued by the
same malady and it wasn’t long before they were comfortably tangled up together
still giggling softly and trying to catch their breaths.
“Whoo,”
Gwen said as she fanned herself. “That was a great way to wake up.”
Randi
chuckled and ran a hand over her face. “Yeah, it was. But it always
is when I wake up next to you.”
The
bard turned on her side to face the warrior and cocked an eyebrow. “You
think so?”
Randi
turned on her side facing Gwen but let her eyes drop to the bedding, a little
stung. “Well, yeah,” she said slowly before lifting wide blue eyes to
Gwen’s. The bard gasped at the hurt she could see peering back at her
from them. “Don’t you?” continued in a whisper.
Gwen
took the large hands in her own, chaffing them lightly to restore the warmth
that had fled from them. She wondered idly where the bout of insecurity
had come from in light of everything they had been through to be
together. She shook her head.
“No,
love. I *KNOW* it is. Enough to know I never, ever wanna wake up
again anywhere other than in your arms.”
Randi
didn’t answer. She merely wrapped herself around Gwen and held on,
burying her nose in the blonde hair. Gwen didn’t understand the
vulnerability she felt coming from the warrior, but she knew it was there, so
she simply returned the embrace until she felt Randi’s grip loosen.
“Better?”
she asked.
The
Sabre dropped a kiss on Gwen’s head before she pulled back completely.
“Yeah,” she replied softly. “I’m, uh... I’m not sure where that came
from... but thanks.”
Gwen
smiled so brightly Randi returned it reflexively. “Anytime, Stud. I
have an unlimited lifetime supply just for you.”
“A
lifetime supply, huh?”
“Yeah,
an eternal lifetime.”
Randi’s
grin turned rakish. “I like that idea.” She rose from the bed,
pulling Gwen up with her. “Now c’mon. Enough mushy stuff. I’m
going running. You wanna come?” She moved away from the bard and
walked over to the dresser, pulling out her workout clothes. Gwen just
watched the play of light over muscle, completely losing the thread of
conversation in lieu of focusing her attention on the very real body in front
of her.
Randi
looked back over her shoulder, noting the unconscious clenching and unclenching
of the bard’s hands, the flared nostrils and the uneven breathing she could
hear. Then she realized where Gwen’s attention was concentrated and felt
the blush rise up her body even as the smirk crossed her face.
“Gwen?”
“Huh?
Uh... oh... um....” realizing she’d been caught staring. Then she
straightened and smiled. Suddenly, being married took on a whole new
meaning. She sauntered up to Randi and wrapped her arms around the warrior’s
neck, bringing them into skin on skin contact all along their length.
Gwen pulled Randi’s head to hers and claimed her lips with a possessive
passion, not releasing them until they were both a bit breathless and then only
letting go with small nips and kisses when they finally pulled away.
“Mine,”
Gwen growled.
“Yep,”
Randi replied, running her hands lightly up and down Gwen’s bare skin.
“Always have been.”
Randi
found the blush that traveled over Gwen’s body at her words charming, but the
blaze of possessiveness in the green eyes started a burn in her belly that had
her seriously rethinking the need to go running. Surely there were other
ways to expand the energy she now felt beating a pulse through her body.
She jumped when Gwen’s nails raked her ass, ending with a light pinch to the
firm muscles.
“Go
for your run, love. I’ll clean up here and start breakfast.” She
looked around the scrupulously neat room, seeing their bags still packed on one
side. “Not that it should take much effort,” she noted with a smile, “so
don’t be too long.”
“Waffles,
maybe?” Randi asked, eyes wide with only the tiniest hint of pleading.
Gwen
grinned. “I imagine I could do that.” She smacked Randi’s bare
behind. “But if you’re going, you’d best go on. It’s not gonna take
me that long, and I like my waffles hot, ya know.”
Randi
finished dressing and was putting on her shoes before Gwen was done
speaking. “Once around,” she promised. “I just need to shake the
cobwebs loose.” She headed out the French doors and down into the
sand. “Be right back.”
Gwen
stood at the door and watched Randi stretch before she took off at a good clip
down the beach. Then the bard went back inside, and started preparations
for what she considered to be their first real day of married life together.
There
was something soothing about the rhythmic sound of the waves rushing to meet
the shore. Unconsciously, Randi’s footsteps joined that rhythm, keeping
pace double-time as she began running. Her focus was broad this morning,
not concentrated on anything except how good she felt, and how wonderful simply
being alive and part of Gwen’s life again truly was.
She
felt the presence before she saw anything, and it brought every defensive
instinct she had to the fore. A low chuckle rewarded her reaction.
“Some
things never change,” the deep voice said before a good-looking masculine
figure formed around it. He reached out a hand towards Randi, only to
find himself flat on his back, squinting up into the early morning sunshine.
“I
don’t know who you are or how you got onto this island,” Randi said darkly as
she knelt on his chest, “but I can fix that little problem. Get up,” she
added, grabbing him by his ear and pulling.
He
winced at the pain that caused, then simply disappeared from her grip to
rematerialize right behind her. She whirled and glared at him, her eyes
boring into him. He grinned sinisterly to himself. He couldn’t have
chosen better and to know that her darkness finally, finally lay within
his grasp made him shiver with excitement.
“Allow
me to introduce myself,” he said, folding his hands together and giving her the
minutest of bows. “I am Ares, god of war.”
He
wasn’t sure what reaction he was expecting, but it was a sure bet it wasn’t the
one he got.
Randi
raised an eyebrow at him and gave him the most skeptical look he had ever had
the misfortune of being the recipient of.
“And?”
Ares
cleared his throat, visibly thrown of stride by the obvious disdain she felt
for him.