Drifter – Part 15
Chapter
XXIX
"This
bed is very decadent, warrior," Donoma commented when they were curled up
together later that evening. Koko had
been as good as her word and she had taken Donoma around the small meadow and
down along the small creek that ran behind the cabin. Donoma took great delight in watching Black
and Dapples chase up and down the wide prairie.
She idly wondered what determined the boundary they seemed to respect,
but it was only a passing thought.
Mostly, she was simply enamored of the beauty surrounding her – surrounding
her being quite literal in her case.
Donoma
leaned back into the strong body wrapped around hers as they watched the sun
set. Only when the sun dropped below the
horizon did they head back indoors, leaving the horses to play. It was then that Donoma sat down upon the
featherbed for the first time, a look of shocked pleasure crossing her
face. Koko just grinned at her, sitting
down and pulling Donoma into her arms before laying them down together in the middle
of the bed.
"You
did not try the bed when you came in earlier, ka'eskone?"
"I
was waiting for you, warrior. You
promised me a tour – I expected that to include the bed." Koko laughed and Donoma smiled at the joy
that spread throughout her at the sound.
"Instead, I emptied out the saddlebags and put things away. I probably did not put things away where they
belong, but for the time being they are put away."
"You
did not need to do that, Donoma."
"I
know," came the reply. "But it gave me a chance to look around
a little, Koko. You are very skilled, my
warrior. You have created a lovely home
here... very pleasant."
"I
have had time to make it comfortable – to learn how to create the things I
needed to be so."
"You
have been happy here then?"
"I
have been... content... here." Koko
sighed. "I expected this to be my
home until I died, Donoma. I never thought
I would ever go back to the People... not for any reason. When I was not out hunting bounties, I was
here, and you know I was never one to sit quietly."
"Unless you were listening."
"Unless
I was listening," Koko agreed.
"But I could not sit and listen all the time. So I had plenty of
time to build this place and to make it a comfortable place to be. I discovered I am not fond of unexpected
storms if I have no where to escape to.
Denim does not dry well and it chafes."
"Do
you like it here?" No accusation,
just curiosity.
"I
like parts of it," Koko said honestly.
"The peace, the privacy, the featherbed," she added with a sly
grin. Donoma chuckled. "I would have remained content, Donoma,
but I never would have been happy."
Donoma
listened to the words and the tone and snuggled further down into Koko's embrace.
"I could be happy here, Koko.
The bed is very comfortable and I like the cabin. But I will be happy anywhere we are
together."
"As will I, beloved." A beat. "What would you like to do
tomorrow?"
Donoma
shrugged. "I do not know,
Koko
squeezed Donoma gently. "It
depends," she answered truthfully.
"Some days I would go into town... for supplies or to check in with
"Why
would you want a tub, Koko?"
"For bathing in, ka'eskone... to get clean."
"But
why do you need one, warrior? You have a
perfectly nice stream right outside your door... literally."
"Ah,
Donoma... one day you will have to let me introduce you to the pleasures of a
hot bath." Donoma's
brows furrowed and she sat up to look at
"Why one day, Koko? Why not now?"
Koko
chuckled. "Well, mostly because I
have not built the tub yet and the only other place to get a hot bath nearby at
the moment is at
Donoma
scowled. "Who is
"I
promise I will introduce you if and when we ever go into town. She owns the local saloon and brothel and she
already knows all about you. She's the
one that looked after me when I first came to town – gave me a place to sleep
and taught me who and what to look out for.
She has spent many nights listening to me talk about you."
"And
why does she have a tub? Are they not
common for the white man?"
"No...
they are considered a luxury. It seems that more folks back east have
them... you know, where the big cities and the wealthy are. White men that travel out west though, they
tend to have little room or regard for items that are deemed luxuries. So
Donoma
cocked a questioning eyebrow at Koko.
Koko smiled and smoothed it out.
"She
runs a brothel, ka'eskone," she reiterated, then realized Donoma had no
frame of reference for the term.
"She keeps a house where women are available for mating for a
price." There was a look of horror
in Donoma's eyes.
"I know, Nutta, but it is the way of the white man here. But," Koko continued, "
Donoma
chewed her lip thoughtfully. "Then
perhaps we need to make a trip into town.
I believe I would like to meet
"Are
you sure, ka'eskone? I do not want you
to be uncomfortable and people will stare.
Not because you are of the People or because you are a woman, but
because you are new and different. They
will watch you to see if you can function in their society."
"Are
you trying to talk me out of this warrior?
I thought you wanted me to go into town."
"I
do, Nutta, but I want you to go on your own terms... not because you feel
compelled to do so."
"Will
you be with me,
"I
will not leave your side, ka'eskone."
"Then
I have nothing to worry about."
Koko
smiled. It had been a long time since someone
other than herself had shown such unwavering faith in her and she found she
liked the way it made her feel. The fact
that is was Donoma simply made it sweeter.
"We can go into town whenever you want, Donoma. I told you that decision would be left
completely up to you."
"Then
let us go into town tomorrow,
"And
why is that, ka'eskone?"
"Several
reasons, actually. One is because I
cannot let this fear rule me; another is there will be little time for people
to start talking... and we both know they will – it is the nature of
things. But mostly because I could not
find anything to make dinner with that did not come out of the
saddlebags."
Koko
laughed at the seriousness with which Donoma delivered her reasons. Donoma sat up and crossed her arms over her
chest. Koko sat up behind her and
embraced her, holding on when Donoma tried to shrug out of her grasp. "I am not laughing at you, Nutta... I am
laughing at me."
Donoma
turned and cocked a disbelieving eye in Koko direction. Koko leaned forward and kissed her nose. "Your reasons are well thought out and practical, and I agree with them completely. I just had not realized that I had neglected
to show you the storage room."
"The
storage room," Donoma repeated with a frown. "Is that not where we placed all the
things we removed from the horses?"
Koko
shook her head. "No,
ka'eskone. That is technically
the storage shed." She unwrapped
herself from Donoma and stood, then offered her hand to help Donoma stand as
well. They took the few steps required
to get to the tiny area Koko had built as her kitchen, and she bent and tugged
on a groove in the floor Donoma hadn't noticed before. When Koko pulled hard enough, the floor moved
and revealed a cellar.
Donoma
peered down and then looked back at Koko.
"That is very clever, warrior, but is it not terribly inconvenient
for you?"
"It
could be if I did not have small containers up here that I refilled from the
larger ones I keep down there. This is
so I do not have to go into town for supplies except once or twice a
year."
"Can
we go down there?" For answer, Koko
lifted the lantern from the wall and took Donoma's
hand, leading her down into the cool darkness.
Donoma
marveled at the cool, dark space – lined with shelves and containing large
casks in the middle. Donoma did have to
wonder how Koko had managed to lug them down the stairs safely, then took the time to look around. She found the casks contained dry staples –
sugar, flour, salt and cornmeal. Another
cask held a brine that Koko explained was salt pork
and two smaller casks held hardtack and pickles. The brine made Donoma sneeze and wary of
trying either the pork or the pickles.
On
the ceiling against one wall hung a variety of smoke cured meats and two walls
held a huge assortment of glass jars.
Moving closer, Donoma could see that many stood empty, waiting to be
filled while the rest held food products of some kind, though she couldn't
readily identify them from where she was standing. There were also two large bins that contained
some wrinkled potatoes and green-topped onions.
"This
is amazing,
"I
have learned to do many new things since coming to the white man's world to
live, ka'eskone. It was the only way to
survive – they do not live as the People do."
Donoma
looked around again. "I can see
that," she acknowledged, looking around once more before turning to head
back up the stairs. Koko followed her,
snagging the lamp and closing the trap door when they were both clear. "The People would not know what to do
with such bounty or such indulgence," motioning to the bed.
Koko
smiled. "I think they would adjust
if they had to, ka'eskone, just as I did.
But I would not change the old ways; they have served the People well
for many generations. I would not want
them to be like the white man. Too many
white men remind me of my
"Then
why do you stay, warrior?"
"Because
in some twisted way, ka'eskone, I fit in here and I have a purpose."
"You
*had* a purpose with the People,
"But
until just recently I thought that purpose was lost,
Donoma
shook her head. "I cannot believe I
had never heard that name before."
"That
is because the People have stayed off the path of destruction the white man has
carved for himself across the west. I
fear that that will not always be the case.
There is much greed here – they covet our horses and our land... land
that we have respected for ages. That
greed is behind the attack that was perpetuated against you."
"Will
that cause problems for us if we go into town, Koko?"
"No, ka'eskone. I told
"Probably,
given my hesitation this morning, but I think it is best to get it over
with. Besides, I am somewhat anxious to
meet this '
Koko
grinned and drew Donoma down to the bed, seating her and then kneeling in front
of her to remove the soft hide boots she wore.
Then she stood and began disrobing, nostrils flaring at the look of
desire that burned from Donoma's eyes. She had a feeling sleep might be coming for
them later rather than sooner tonight.
************
Cast the first Stone. STOP. (it read) Vengeance is ours. STOP. Time for payment.
STOP.
Washburn
scrubbed a hand over his chin, the buzzing sound a loud rasp in the otherwise
quiet room. Telling his father about the
death of his younger brother hadn't been pleasant, and from his response,
The
problem was that men who had been part of
Not
that that particularly bothered him really, except as it affected his bottom
line. Mercenaries and outlaws tended to
want a larger cut of the profit than soldiers he could order to do his bidding. However, at this juncture, he really didn't
have much other choice – his father would just have to understand... or not, as
the case may be... that his profit margin was fixing to drop significantly.
His other problem... finding Stone... that was more a
matter of patience on his part. If she was still alive, and he had no reason
to believe otherwise at this juncture, he merely needed to wait until she made
her next trip into town. Then he could
make his move to exact revenge. If she
had been killed by
The
sad thing, Reuben reflected as he sat back in his chair, was that Reb Stone
would have been a fabulous ally had she been amenable to his suggestion that
she join them, and Leroy would probably still be alive. Of course,
That
would have been effective,
For
that reason
So
he got up from his seat and went to the window, letting his mind wander as he
tried to decide the best way to respond to his father's telegram. The bell announcing the evening meal rang and
he turned back to the water bowl to wash up.
He
wiped his hands on the towel kept beside the bowl for that purpose, then
snatched up his hat and headed out the door.
He had a little time to consider his answer to his father. Right now, he needed to focus on his
duties. There was no reason to draw any
more attention to himself at the present.
Perhaps
that is what he would tell Mordecai – that
With
a sigh,
Then
without any further ado,
Chapter
XXX
It
was an odd noise that drew Donoma from the depths of sleep. She blinked open green eyes, causing the body
beneath her to shift and tighten the embrace she was being held in. Donoma blinked again, this time eliciting a
chuckle from deep within Koko's chest. Lips brushed over the top of her head.
"It
is just the rain, ka'eskone," the low voice burred. "Go back to sleep."
Donoma
shifted her head on Koko's shoulder, allowing her to
listen to the strange sound of rain falling on wooden shingles. Her hands started drifting in random patterns
over Koko's skin and Koko reciprocated by running her
hands up and down Donoma's arms.
They
basked in their shared warmth and the tingles their touches caused in one
another, slipping into a comfortable place where only the two of them
existed. Eventually, however, Donoma
broke the silence.
"I
guess this means we will wait to make our trip into town."
Koko
smiled, and though Donoma could not see it, she did hear it in her voice. "I believe you are correct,
ka'eskone. Somehow, I cannot garner much
enthusiasm for being out in the cold rain when I can stay in this soft, warm
bed with you."
"Never
let it be said you are not a woman without priorities, warrior mine. Perhaps this is a sign from the Great Spirit
that we should slow down and enjoy life together for a bit."
"And perhaps it is simply rain,
Donoma, though I will never turn down any opportunity to enjoy life with
you. I feel like we have so much time to
make up for." A
beat. "Do you remember the
last time I held you in my arms like this?"
Donoma nodded her head against Koko's torso, her hair tickling the warrior and making her
squirm. "Oh yes... it was right
before you left. We had gone out to find
some silence....
************
Despite
the warmth of the day, the nights tended towards chilly, but made the sky
clearer and brighter as the stars emerged from their daylight hiding
place. Donoma and Koko had gone out into
the vast prairie in the late afternoon, determined to find a bit of peace. The tribe had been celebrating some victory
or other, but all Koko wanted was to bask in Donoma's
presence in the quiet of a wide open sky.
When
they were far enough away, Koko flopped down onto the ground and tucked her
hands under her head. Donoma laid her
head on Koko's belly and together they stared up the
cloud filled sky searching for patterns in them. This was almost as fun as star chasing and
Koko planned to stay out long enough to do that activity as well.
The
sun went down, creating beautiful, colorful patterns on the western horizon
even as the eastern sky darkened with night.
Slowly, the stars began to peek and pop out and Donoma shifted her
position to curl up in the warmth of Koko's strong
arms.
"How
is it you always manage to be so warm, Koko?" she asked shivering. "It is not even remotely warm out here
now and yet you are toasty almost to the point of being hot."
"It
must be the company I keep, ka'eskone.
The Great Spirit has determined my sole purpose in life is to keep you
warm – therein lies my skill as your protector.
Hey!" jumping when Donoma poked her in the ribs. "What did you do that for?"
Donoma
rolled her eyes and smirked. "Like you do not know,
"Yes,
but what are the skills of war worth when you so obviously do not require them
as you do the warmth which I regularly supply you with? I believe the Great Spirit is showing me a
new path," laughing this time when Donoma poked her.
"I
believe you need to turn your attention to the stars, warrior and see if
perhaps there is a message there.
Although," Donoma continued with a smirk, "after the cloud
chasing we did this afternoon, I fear for your eyesight. You have <ahem> interesting
vision."
Koko
poked out her lip so far, Donoma had to bite her own to keep from laughing out
loud. Honestly... any farther and it
would get stepped on. "You do not
like what I see in the clouds?"
"I
do not *see* what you see in the clouds, warrior, anymore than I see what you
see in the stars." Donoma leaned up
on her elbows and brushed the unruly hair back out of Koko's
eyes. Then she cupped her face in one
hand and rubbed against Koko's bottom lip until it
retreated and feeling Koko shudder against her.
"That is why I find them interesting."
Koko
looked at her disbelievingly at the glib explanation, but Donoma's
expression showed only sincerity. She
tightened her hold on Donoma's body, forcing her to
lie down once more, then she kissed the blonde head
that tucked itself under her chin.
Donoma angled herself so she could hear Koko's
heartbeat beneath her ear, never realizing when the strong steady beat lulled
her into sleep.
***********
"That
was only a few days before you left," Donoma said softly. "I remember the feeling of completion and
warmth and protectiveness that I felt that night – it is still one of my
favorite memories." She
paused. "I look back now and wonder
how I could have missed what was so clear in your eyes and expression... what
was so obvious in my own heart and mind despite my blindness to it. You never let anyone take liberties with you
the way I did."
Despite
Donoma's serious demeanor,
"
Donoma
didn't answer verbally – Koko had robbed her of thought, of speech, or her very
breath. Instead, she leaned down and
brushed Koko's lips, barely touching and causing Koko
to follow her as she pulled away, seeking a deeper touch.
Donoma
pulled back, teasing Koko, confident she would pursue. Not only did Koko pursue, but Donoma suddenly
found herself at the bottom of a very warm, wonderful pile of focused warrior
passion. It was a while before thought
or speech or breathing were part of her processes again.
************
"I
did not tell the truth," Donoma said some time later. "*That* is the most peaceful way to
start the day," stretching luxuriously against all the bare skin she was
tucked into and giving Koko a satisfied smile.
She shifted until she was turned on her side, tracing the smooth skin
beneath her fingers with the gentlest of touches, edging carefully around still
tender skin. "I could stay here
with you...."
A
rumbling between them short-circuited Donoma's words
and caused a chuckle to ripple through both of them. They caught each other's eyes and Donoma slid
from her place at Koko's side, allowing Koko to get
up with her. They slipped into the bare
minimum of clothing they could manage to ward off the chill, and Koko made her
way to the small stove to light it while Donoma started gathering supplies to
put together a meal for them.
She
decided she really liked the cellar pantry, despite the chilly darkness. She wondered if Koko would teach her how to
keep things in the empty glass jars once the garden was producing. Donoma thought planting in the white man's
world would have to be similar to what the People did – the only difference
being that the People left it to grow on its own while they followed the herd
and the white man tended to remain in one place to care for it.
The
stove was lit and Koko was doing the same to the fireplace when Donoma emerged
from the cellar. She shivered and moved
closer to the stove, greedily glad for the warmth it provided. After a moment, she felt the warmth of Koko's body against her and sighed in contentment.
"It
is funny," she commented as she relished their closeness. "If I was outdoors with the People in
this weather, I would not notice the cold dampness unless the fire was put
out."
"That
is one reason you felt it so much," Koko agreed. "Neither fire was lit and
I have noticed the larger the space, the cooler the air when it is wet like
this, no matter the thickness of the walls." She leered in Donoma's
direction. "That is one reason it
was so difficult to get out of bed this morning."
"Will
it always be like this for us, do you suppose?"
Koko
shook her head thoughtfully after a few minutes of silent consideration. "No, ka'eskone... I do not think it
will. Our relationship has been evolving
since we first met. It was always
becoming more, better, different. I can
see no reason why that would change now."
Donoma
turned to face Koko. "I think I
like that, warrior. Now, let me prepare
us something to eat, then you and I need to do our
exercises together."
Koko
patted Donoma on the bottom and snatched up the pail closest to the door. This was going to be a whole new
experience... for both of them.
************
Their
meal was incredibly successful, especially when one stopped to consider that
never before had Donoma attempted to cook on a stove or the enclosed fire that
came with it. Koko was thrilled, comforted in a way she never expected to be in
this place. Donoma was a little more
frustrated, but knew that with time she could find the best way to make
flatbread in that confounded stove.
At
the moment, however, the two women were engaged in the defensive routine Koko
had taught Donoma when she was seven.
Koko was a little rusty, having very little opportunity to indulge in this
sort of practice and being predisposed to reaching for her guns at this point
in her life. They had saved her life
many times in the five years she had been away from the People, and she didn't
regret her efficiency with them. But she
had missed this more than she'd allowed herself to realize... especially with
Donoma.
Koko
stood back at first, watching the beauty of the dance as Donoma made her way
through the movements Koko had so painstakingly taught her years before. After the first circuit, Donoma stood back as
well, pinning Koko in place with her gaze.
"Are
you going to simply watch me, warrior, or do you plan to participate in this
little exercise at some point?"
"I
was enjoying the image in front of me, if you must know," Koko replied
drolly.
"Uh
huh... and it has nothing to do with the fact that you haven't done this in
years."
A
dark brow spiked into an equally dark hairline.
"Are you saying I no longer remember how to defend myself against a
lightweight like you? You think the
ingrained habits of a lifetime simply disappear if they are not utilized
properly every day?"
"I
seem to recall getting a similar lecture many times during my training,
warrior... something along the lines of needing to train every day to keep from
losing my skills. Are you telling me
that it is not true now?" stalking closer to Koko. Blue eyes widened comically – Donoma had
never been so aggressive and there was something surprisingly appealing about
it. Then Donoma was completely in Koko's space and poking a finger into her chest. "Tell me, Koko – were you lying to me
then?"
"No,
of course not, ka'eskone," holding up her hands in surrender.
Donoma
grinned. "Defend yourself then,
warrior," and she moved swiftly into a defensive position. Koko blinked then grinned ferally.
"Prepare
yourself, ka'eskone. I may not have done
this in years, but it is still a very real part of who I was... and who I
am."
"Put
your arrows where your bows are, warrior."
Then there were no more words as they started the dance between them
once more.
When
they were done, Koko was smiling broadly.
"You have done well, ka'eskone.
You have far surpassed the skill you had achieved training with me. Did you practice with your hestatanemos while I was gone?"
Donoma
shook her head. "No,
Koko
nodded. She was well acquainted with Donoma's stubborn streak.
She bit her lip pensively and took a deep breath. "Did you... did you ever consider
leaving the People – coming to find me?"
Donoma
stared into blue eyes for a long moment.
"Not as a realistic path that I could follow, no. You must remember, Koko,
that at first I believed you were only going to be gone for a few days
and at that point,
She
paused a moment and straightened, crossing over to the half filled pail and
scooped out a bit of still cool water.
She swallowed carefully then met Koko's eyes
again. "In some ways I wish I had;
in others, I am glad I did not."
Koko
cocked her head. "How do you mean,
ka'eskone?" Her voice and
expression were neither accusing nor judgmental – there was more curiosity than
anything else.
"I
wish I had in that we would not have lost so much time between us. I am glad I did not as I am not confident
things would have worked out so well if I had forced the issue then. You would have been angry as well."
"That
is very true, Donoma. I would have been
defensive... moreso than I have been now."
"It
would be nice, though, if the Great Spirit would be a little more exact when he
shares visions," Donoma added ruefully.
"It would make things a little less complicated and perhaps
somewhat easier to figure out the interpretation of them."
Koko
laughed heartily at Donoma's pronouncement. "Oh beloved," she gasped in
English. "I do not think the Great
Spirit or the gods of the white man have any desire or intention to make things
less complicated for the creatures that call themselves human beings. There is no entertainment for them in making
life less difficult for us."
"You
believe that is why we are here,
Koko
took Donoma's hand and led her to the small sitting
area in front of the fireplace. "I
believe," she said as they settled together comfortably in a corner of the
tiny couch, "that the Great Spirit offers guidance to those that seek it and
that our Mother Earth provides for us as long as we do our part in providing
for ourselves." She shrugged and
shook her head. "I cannot say about
the gods of the white man; there appear to be many."
"Do
they not believe in the Great Spirit and Mother Earth then?"
"Not
that I have been able to discover," Koko replied. "There is a man in town known as
"Such as?" Donoma asked, cocking her head to one side.
Koko
shrugged. "Hard to know for sure –
for some it is money or drink or the pleasure of women as they can afford
them. For others it is what they can
claim... what they can own for themselves.
Then there are a few who believe in only themselves or do not believe in
anything at all – they are the ones struggling to get by." She shook her dark head. "I still do not understand much of their
ideas."
Donoma
blinked slowly as she pondered Koko's words. "I can understand your difficulty,
warrior. I cannot comprehend that way of
thinking."
"Good,"
Koko stated firmly. "I never want
you to become like the white man is, Donoma.
So many of them are cold and careless and unfeeling. I love your warmth and caring and passion –
even when the passion is anger. I hope
you never learn to understand."
Donoma
curled into Koko's arms and laid her head on her
shoulder. She smiled when Koko tightened
her embrace and leaned her cheek against her blonde head. The next little while passed peacefully –
until Koko determined it was her turn to cook for Donoma.
It
was a most interesting afternoon.
************
The
next few days passed in very similar fashion.
The rain continued – sometimes heavy... sometimes barely misting. But Donoma and Koko fell into a comfortable
routine, appreciating their time alone together in a different way than they
had out on the prairie. Donoma didn't
take time to analyze it – it was enough to simply enjoy.
Donoma
was thrilled to find that Koko had added to her mother's somewhat meager
collection of books and they spent evenings snuggled together reading new
material and savoring old.
When
the rain stopped, the ground was more than saturated and Donoma realized it
would be even longer before they were able to take that trip into town. She found that didn't bother her – despite
her enthusiasm for it before, she'd realized that it would happen in good time
and for the time being, she was more than content with transitioning into the
white man's world with only Koko for company.
With
the return of the sun, Koko decided it was time to air out and clean the cabin
and Donoma agreed with her. Soon they
were cleaning floors and walls and clothes and bedding, opening the windows and
doors to allow the air to filter through.
It
was slow going, but they took pleasure in doing the task together and they took
their time – enjoying the fresh air and sunshine. Finally, though, their home was sparklingly
clean and fresh as were they and their clothing.
That
evening, almost two weeks since they had run into Stephen Murphy, they curled
up together again in the middle of their large, fresh bed. Too tired to do anything more than cuddle, they were almost asleep when Koko mumbled softly,
"Do you want to try to go into town in the morning?"
Donoma
nodded her head, and they settled down to sleep. Tomorrow would come soon enough.
Part 16