Drifter – Part 14
Chapter
XXVII
He
washed his face, trying to remove the grit from his eyes. A knock on the door made him turn around in
surprise – most folks didn't knock before they came into his office; it was the
jail after all. Before he could call
out, the door opened and
"Am
I interrupting?"
"Goddamn
but I'm tired."
"Rough
ride?"
"Rough
night's sleep. I've gotten soft staying
here... used to a bed and my coffeepot."
Murphy's
eyebrow went into his still wet hairline.
"You expecting that to happen soon?" He leaned back in his chair and crossed his
arms over his chest.
"I
think the thought of being an Army wife scares her."
"Well,
maybe she can talk to Stone's new bride.
That should make being an Army wife look like a piece of cake."
"Come
again, please?
The
front legs of the
"I
take it this means you found her... them?"
"Yep,
although actually... they found me."
"Oh?"
accepting the cup
"Whose
idea was it for them to go looking for horses?
I know you said you sent them, but whose idea was it originally?"
The
colonel leaned back in his chair and sipped his coffee. "It came up in a staff meeting," he
reflected. "I think it was
"Well
it appears that
"What
makes you say that, Murph? And better yet, can you prove it?"
And
"And
you believe them, Murph? You believe both of them?"
"So,
we have a case of 'he said, she said',"
"Well,
without proof, you can't charge Stone with anything anymore than you can
Washburn."
"No,
but it also means there's no real way to put the rumors down either. It might stir up bad feelings among those who
already have issues with Stone... especially if she comes riding into town with
some Indian woman claiming to be married to her."
"Probably. I'll do what I can on this end and I'll keep
in touch with Stone. Hopefully we can
get to the bottom of this before she and her mate venture into town."
"With
any luck, it'll be a while before they do.
I'm not sure what sort of reception they'll get."
And
with that
************
"You
are sure about this, Honaw?"
"We
witnessed it with our own eyes,
Litonya
danced for joy for a very long moment, drawing attention to herself and
bringing many of the tribe closer to learn her news. Many suspected, since they were all aware of
where and why Honaw and Keeheekoni had traveled away
from the tribe alone. However, they had
all waited a long time to hear this particular bit of gossip and no one wanted
to spoil Litonya's moment.
After
a long moment, Litonya raised her hand and called the People to her fire. Swiftly, they gathered closer, anxious to
hear what she had to say.
"My
friends," she greeted them.
"It gives me much joy in my heart and happiness in my feet to share
the news that my daughter
"How
can we know this, Litonya? Who bears
witness to this union?"
"I
do," Honaw spoke up firmly, doing his best not to growl.
"As
do I," Keezheekoni replied.
"Even though it is not at all necessary that there *be* witnesses
for a joining among us to be recognized, Honaw and I saw the entire mating
ritual. And if that was not
enough," glaring around at the few who dared questioned not only Koko and
Donoma, but also his and Honaw's honor, "we
spoke to them about it. They are mated."
"So
it is written," Odahingum stated without hesitation.
"So
shall it be," Takoda answered.
"We
must celebrate," Litonya exclaimed when the men finished their
posturing. "We must celebrate and
offer our thanks to the Great Spirit."
Takoda
laughed, though he couldn't keep the grin from forming on his face. "You are simply looking for a reason to
have a good party," he accused and Litonya didn't deny his words. "But I think you are right, Nutta. We should commemorate this event. We have lived under a cloud for so long
because of the unresolved tension between Donoma and Koko. It will be good to celebrate a return to the
peace we knew before the rift." He
turned to Honaw. "When do you
expect them to return?"
"I
do not,
"I
think we can celebrate without them," Litonya declared, "and then we
will celebrate again when they return to us." Odahingum laughed with enthusiasm.
"I
agree. We can rejoice at their good
fortune and ours now and then celebrate their joining together with them
later." He turned to Keezheekoni. "Do they know how to find us... do they
know we have left the path of our buffalo brothers?"
"They
are aware,
"Then
it is settled," the chieftain announced.
"We will have a party now and a celebration later."
At
this proclamation, another cry arose, even from those who still questioned the
validity of the joining. A party was a
party and any excuse for one was reason enough... especially after the dark
cloud they had traveled under lately. It
would be good to enjoy themselves again.
************
"It
is very big, warrior," Donoma said as they approached the tiny cabin she
called home in her life as Reb Stone.
"What is it made of?"
"Mud,"
Koko replied succinctly. "And river
rocks."
"It
is very pretty," Donoma commented after a moment. "I like it."
Koko
looked down at her indulgently.
"Would you like to see the inside?" Donoma nodded and Koko took Dapples' reins
from her hand and looped them loosely with Black's around the hitching
post. She tugged gently and led Donoma
onto the small covered porch, dropping her hand to open the door. Then Koko pulled Donoma into her arms.
"If
we were a traditional couple in this world, one of us would carry the other
across the threshold to mark the beginning of our new life together in our new
home. However, although I appreciate the
sentiment, we are not a traditional couple in any sense of the word as far as
the white man is concerned and I have no desire to anger my healer by straining
myself."
"You
are a very wise woman," Donoma started before narrowing her eyes in Koko's direction.
"Wait a minute,
Without
warning, Koko scooped Donoma into her arms, hiding the wince the effort cost
her as it pulled at still healing flesh.
Not to be deterred, however, she captured Donoma's
lips in a passionate embrace, kissing her ardently as she stepped across the
threshold and into the cabin.
The
lip lock went on heatedly for some minutes before they were forced to pull away
slightly to accommodate their lack of air.
Donoma closed her eyes and leaned her forehead into Koko's,
smiling softly.
"I
take back what I said, warrior mine."
"Which
part, ka'eskone?" Koko asked with a chuckling tone.
"You
are not weak."
"Am
I still wise?"
"Yes,
but not as much as I am," Donoma admitted smugly. "You see, I have you for a mate. You cannot possibly compete with such
wisdom." Koko pulled her head back
to comment and Donoma's eyes opened in surprise,
widening more when she looked around.
"Oh... my...." she breathed.
"When did we move inside?
You really...? And here I thought
Mother Earth was simply stretching her legs when I felt movement. You um... you can put me down now."
"I
happen to like where you are," Koko confessed, though she loosened her
hold on Donoma and let her slide down til her feet touched the floor once
more. "However, we will come back
to the remainder of our discussion later.
First, I need to unload the horses and get them settled and you need to
acquaint yourself with our home."
"I
will help you unload things, warrior.
Then we can come back inside and you can help me get acquainted with our
home. Despite your impressive display of
strength, I have no desire for you to overexert yourself by caring for
everything on your own. We are mates,
Koko
smiled. Here was the child she
remembered whose memory she'd cherished grown up. She nodded her head and took Donoma's hand, allowing her mind to travel back to another
place and time as they walked back out the door together... side by side.
************
Even
at the age of seven, Donoma had been small – not only short, but petite...
dainty. It was one reason Takoda was so
protective of her – she simply wasn't as big as the other children her
age. She wasn't as big as some who were
younger than she was. But she had a
fierce determination to do anything and everything Koko did... even when she
really shouldn't.
So
it wasn't all that surprising to Koko that Donoma insisted she was old enough
to begin training as a warrior. Litonya
was horrified –
Takoda,
on the other hand, knew Donoma would not be convinced that she was unable to do
anything her beloved best friend could.
This was a lesson that needed to be learned by hard experience. So he gave his consent for her to begin her
training, but only allowing Koko to be her teacher. He knew not only would she take it seriously
and try to teach Donoma, but she would also be better equipped to let Donoma
down gently when she was unable to keep up.
He
hadn't figured on Koko's desire to see Donoma happy
or Donoma's resolution to make Koko proud of her.
The
first day had been grueling for them both.
Koko had shown Donoma what a real warrior went through on a daily basis
during their training period. Several
times Donoma wanted to cry in frustration or pain, but she bit her lips and continued
to try and follow the instructions that Koko gave her. When the day was over, Koko invited Donoma to
her fire. They sat down together side by
side; Koko folded her hands together and looked seriously at Donoma.
"
"We
are best friends, Koko. I want to be
able to help you... to protect you the way you protect me, and I cannot do that
if I am not a warrior. It is my place to
help you."
Koko
took both of Donoma's small hands in hers. "
"How
so?"
Koko's
eyes widened. She should have known
better than to confess so much so easily.
"It will make you strong without forcing you to become a
warrior."
"I
would like that. I would like to be
strong like you."
Koko
smiled, and so began Donoma's training in
self-defense.
************
Donoma
caught the smile and faraway expression on Koko's
face and squeezed the hand she held to get Koko's
attention. Koko came back to the present
with a start and allowed Donoma to pull them to a stop, her eyebrow arched in
question.
"What
are you smiling at?" This got
Donoma a full-out Koko Kanti grin.
"Your
words earlier reminded me of a certain precocious seven year old who was
determined to help me by becoming a warrior."
Donoma
smiled wryly. "Do you know how close
I was to quitting after that first day?
I hurt so badly.... I was so
happy when you offered to teach me differently." She paused in thought. "Would you have taught me to be a
warrior if I had insisted?"
"For
as long as you would have been willing to train, ka'eskone. But I knew then even as you did that being a
warrior was never a part of your destiny."
"No,
but I remember how proud I was to learn the defensive techniques you taught
me."
"I
remember," Koko answered fondly and they both let their memories journey
back to that time and place.
Chapter
XXVIII
It
was early, before the sun peeked over the horizon, when Koko called softly for
Donoma. Takoda blinked sleepily in the
darkness, wondering why he had thought that this was such a good idea. Surely Koko could have waited until a more
decent hour to begin Donoma's training. Then he remembered that she had not been
excused from her regular chores and duties and figured she was trying to fit it
in without disrupting her normal routine.
Donoma
stumbled around quietly, trying to slip into her moccasins without disturbing
the rest of her family. She finally made
it outside and Honaw sat halfway up and looked at Takoda through partially
opened eyelids. "Why is Donoma
Chepi wandering outside in the dark with Koko Kanti? It isn't even close to daylight yet."
"Koko
Kanti is going to teach your sister to be a warrior."
That
made Honaw sit all the way up and open his eyes to look at Takoda fully. "Excuse me? Neho'e, I know I misunderstood you. Donoma is a seven year old girl – a seven year
old girl gifted with sight by the Great Spirit.
She has no business training to become a warrior."
Takoda
sat up and then rose fully, motioning to Honaw to follow him outside. He stirred up the banked fire and added a few
chips, waiting until the blaze caught.
With a flick of his wrist, he pulled his blanket more fully wound him
and took a seat; Honaw did the same.
"She
wants to learn, Honaw. She must learn
that not all are cut out to become warriors.
And Donoma being who she is, she will not learn unless she tries for
herself."
Honaw's
brows rose, but he did not smile.
"You expect Koko Kanti to keep her from becoming such? Neho'e, I cannot believe Koko would be so
unfair to her advisor."
Takoda
shook his head. "I expect Koko
Kanti to be honest with Donoma. If she
is honest... if she is fair... Donoma will soon realize that she is not meant
to be a warrior. Her gifts lie
elsewhere. Koko knows this. She will do what is best for Donoma."
"You
trust her." Takoda nodded. "But you do not trust us... why?"
"It
is not a matter of trust, Honaw. It is a
matter of responsibility." Takoda
sighed when Honaw frowned. "Donoma
is not like the rest of us – not simply because she was not born of our blood or
because she has such a strong gift of sight, but because there is something
different about her soul. It is old,
Honaw – it is seen many things and borne many burdens. The rest of the People sense this, even if
they cannot understand what sets her apart from them. It is why the other children hesitate to
include her and why the adult shy away.
It has made her sensitive... and the fact that she is small for her age
only compounds that."
"That
still does not explain why you allow Koko to teach her things we are not
allowed to. I know she is a better
warrior, Neho'e, but Donoma is ours.
Shouldn't the responsibility for instructing her be ours as well?"
"Not
in this case, Honaw. When Donoma found
Koko Kanti and Rae'l, it was because one old soul
called out to another. They took
responsibility for one another from the beginning. Donoma would never accept training from you
or any of her other hestatanemos; as much as she
loves each of you, the bond she shares with Koko Kanti is what compels her to
this path. She will soon come to
understand it is not a wise choice for her."
"You
believe so strongly, Neho'e... have you seen?"
Takoda
shook his head. "Only what I can
see to be truth between them with my own eyes.
The Great Spirit has shown me nothing else regarding them. However, if it would make you feel better to
observe them, I will grant you permission to do so...." He held up his hand to keep Honaw from
answering before he could finish.
"With the understanding that you are not allowed to interfere. You have to trust that Koko Kanti will do
what is best for Donoma."
Honaw
nodded gravely. Despite his misgivings
about allowing Donoma the opportunity to train as a warrior, he trusted Koko
Kanti completely. It was just hard to
accept such a dramatic change in Takoda's attitude
concerning Donoma's safety that he was having a
difficult time wrapping his mind around the changes.
"I
will not interfere, Neho'e. I will
simply watch and report to you what I learn."
"No
Honaw... there is no reason to report anything to me. I told you – I trust Koko to do what is best
for Donoma... just as I would. Just as I
would trust you and your hestatanemos had the
obligation and responsibility fallen to you.
Now go... the sun will be up soon and Koko will have started Donoma's training without you."
Honaw
nodded and rose from his place then headed out towards the prairie where he
suspected Koko would start Donoma's training. Takoda watched him go, shaking his head. He couldn't blame Honaw for his questions; he
only hoped Koko would be as understanding.
Honaw
found Koko and Donoma about where he had expected – he knew if Koko was going
to train Donoma, even if it was only to show her that being a warrior was not
her path, she would take it seriously enough to train her as she would any
other warrior candidate. And since the
People moved very slowly with the grazing buffalo, the spot didn't change that
often or that fast.
So
he took a seat close enough to watch but too far away to be a distraction; then
he waited... curious as to how Koko would accomplish what Takoda expected of
her. He believed Koko had Donoma's best interests at heart, but sometimes it was a
difficult line to walk – Koko stretching to adulthood while Donoma remained a
child.
Koko
was adjusting the straps on the small knapsack, making sure it fit
correctly. Then she rose and looked at
Donoma, crooking an eyebrow at her in question and receiving and affirmative
nod. She smiled briefly, and they took
off at a gentle lope with Honaw following at a safe distance behind them.
Koko
led Donoma out onto the plain where the buffalo were milling in the pre-dawn
darkness. Honaw frowned – warriors
didn't gather chips... it wasn't part of their responsibility to the tribe. Then he cocked his ears and forced himself to
focus until her could just make out Koko's words.
"It
is the job of the Nahko'es and the nahtonas to collect chips for the fire. But I am going to teach you as my Neho'e
taught me – and he taught me that it is the responsibility of the warrior to
protect and defend. And if in doing so
we are able to ease the burden of those who feed and clothe us by their efforts
on our behalf, then it will be to our credit when our time comes to face the
Great Spirit for our reward." Donoma's eyes were wide and round as she listened to Koko
speak of the warrior's ways, knowing by the earnestness in both eyes and voice
that Koko spoke the truth to her. She
nodded and waited for the knowledge Honiahaka had imparted to his daughter that
she was willing to share.
"So
to that end, this morning we are going to fill your pack with chips. It will serve as your weight as you run and
train today. Then tonight, we will give
them to the women of the tribe to use for their fires. We will do this every day until your warrior
training is complete. It will help you
build strength and endurance and it will also keep you a contributing member of
our society. My Neho'e felt very
strongly about that."
Donoma's
nose crinkled adorably in distaste and Koko had to bite her lips to keep from
smiling. Picking up chips was her least
favorite chore and she had secretly hoped that warrior training would get her
out of that particular job. However, Koko
would not lead her astray – she had promised to teach her and Donoma knew Koko
would do teach as she had been taught until such time as Donoma was a warrior
in good standing or she decided to quit the training.
So
Donoma sighed deeply and began slowly picking up chips... until she realized
that Koko expected her to run. Then the
race was on.
She
filled the pack up quickly, then they were headed out across the plain at a
run. Koko deliberately went slower than
normal to allow Donoma to keep up, but fast enough that she had to push herself
to do so. They traveled in a wide circle,
jumping and rolling along the ground at odd intervals. Donoma wondered what any of it had to do with
becoming a warrior, but Koko was so good at it, there was obviously a point in
learning. So she bit her lips to keep
back the tears that wanted to fall and pressed on, intent on keeping up with
her best friend and now teacher.
They
ran all morning and Honaw was impressed by Donoma's
determination and Koko Kanti's fairness. Everything she had done so far was exactly as
she had done with him and Keez and the rest of the
warrior trainees of his age group. There
was no quarter given for the fact that Donoma was much younger or smaller or
that she was Koko's best friend as well as her
warrior advisor. Honaw knew that was
because Koko knew all too well that those things didn't matter on the
battlefield – therefore, they had no place in training. Either you learned or you died.
When
the sun reached its midday zenith, Koko brought them to a halt and Donoma fell
to the ground unmoving. Koko knelt
beside her, speaking so softly Honaw couldn't make out the words, but it was
clear from the look on her face and the look on Donoma's
that Koko was concerned with Donoma's
well-being. Donoma was equally
unwavering in her single-mindedness to continue whatever course Koko had set
out for them.
With
a nod of acceptance, Koko rose from her place and began giving Donoma
instructions on her next task... in this case, that of building a fire for the
two of them to share.
"Eventually,
you will learn to hunt and trap and fish as all warrior must to provide for
their needs and the needs of their family, but today we will share the meal
that my Nahko'e prepared for us."
Koko opened her own pack and removed the food that Rachel had given her
that morning – meat pies and trail bars.
Donoma accepted the food, but she merely looked at it for the longest
time... so long that Koko raised an eyebrow at her questioningly and reached to
take the sustenance away. Donoma shook
her head and clutched the food to her.
"Donoma?"
"I
will eat, Koko Kanti. I just need to
rest for a few moments."
"Rest
quickly, Donoma Chepi. We still have
much to do today."
Donoma
sighed heavily, but started eating, knowing if the afternoon went like the
morning had, she would need every bit of strength to endure to the end.
Koko
allowed Donoma to rest a little longer than she normally would, not taking any
pleasure from the pain Donoma was suffering but knowing it was the only way for
the child to realize that being a warrior was not her path. But far sooner than Donoma wanted, Koko was
putting out the fire she had so painstakingly built and standing to her feet.
Donoma
rose slowly, the heavy pack making it difficult with its added weight and
distorted balance. Finally she was
standing and she looked at Koko expectantly.
Koko smiled gently.
"One
of the first things a warrior needs to learn is how to listen," she
instructed softly. "Not only to my
words, but also to the world around them."
She blew out a breath.
"However, I do not think that should be our primary concern with
your training at the moment... not when Takoda is still training you to focus
your gift inwardly. You must master your
gift of sight before we can turn your attention to the world outside your
mind."
"But
Koko...." Donoma stopped speaking
as soon as Koko held up her hand and looked at her.
"There
are still many part of warrior training you can work on in the meantime. Today we are going to work on
balance." Koko knelt and opened up
her pack, removing two smooth, heavy stones from within. "Hold out your hands, palms up,"
she commanded softly and Donoma did as she was told, accepting a stone into
each hand. "Now... stand perfectly
still, wavering neither left nor right, forward or back."
Donoma's
eyes widened. Surely Koko had to be
kidding... this wasn't part of warrior training, was it? Donoma had expected warrior training to be
about fighting and technique and defending herself – not about picking up chips
and running and holding heavy rocks.
She
felt herself falling to one side and shifted her foot to keep herself from
falling. Immediately Koko was in her
face... not in a hateful way, but drawing Donoma's
attention to herself. "Donoma
Chepi... look at me," waiting for the green eyes to lock on hers. "You must focus, Donoma. You have to be able to maintain your balance
in all types of situations without thinking about it. But to ingrain that behavior, you must first
train your body to do so. That is what
this exercise is about... focusing your mind so that your body learns to do
instinctively."
"This
is hard, Koko Kanti," Donoma stated plaintively.
"Yes,
Donoma... it is. It is also necessary. This is how my Neho'e taught me and how I
have trained those I have instructed. I
know no other way to teach you."
Donoma
nodded slowly. "I will try, Koko
Kanti. I will do my best."
"That
is all I ask, Donoma. It will not come
easily or quickly. But it will
come."
Honaw
watched in silence as Donoma endeavored to remain completely still and
balanced. It was so difficult, he
remembered, thinking back to the time when he had been the one training. Koko had been a little less indulgent with
those already in warrior training. They
should have had balance and endurance, but she had found them lacking. Not only the trainees, but also the
instructors – she had embarrassed the lot of them who challenged her, as Honaw
recalled.
So
he sat and observed, noting that even though Koko seemed to be in a state of
meditation, she was hyper-aware of Donoma's every
movement. For hours Donoma stood and
Koko knelt in front of her. Only when the
sun was stretching towards the horizon did she rise and remove the rocks from Donoma's hands. Donoma's arms dropped to her sides and her chin went to her
chest, but otherwise she didn't move.
Koko placed the stones in her pack and she motioned to Donoma to
move. Unlike the morning, Koko did not
force Donoma to move at a run. Instead,
they walked briskly back towards the camp, Donoma tripping and stumbling to
keep up.
When
they reached the camp, Donoma went directly into the home she shared with
Takoda and Litonya and Koko continued on to her own. After several minutes, Honaw followed Donoma's steps while Takoda crossed from Odahingum's tent where he had been sitting with the
chieftain.
"May
I?" waiting for Koko to invite him to sit before doing so. She motioned to the seat beside her and
Takoda took the place she offered. Koko
looked at him and cocked an eyebrow, waiting expectantly. "How did it go?"
"Honaw
did not speak to you?" knowing he hadn't but interested in hearing why
he'd had Honaw keeping an eye on them.
"You
know he did not, Koko Kanti. There was
no opportunity for us to do so... even if I had wanted to do so. He went of his own accord, Koko Kanti. He could not understand why I would allow you
to teach Donoma Chepi the way of the warrior when I have been adamant about protecting
her."
"He
did not trust me?"
"He
did not trust *me*. There is a
difference. I did notice that Donoma
looked as though she wanted to cry."
"She
did well, Takoda. I pushed her – not
hard, but I did push. She never cried
and she never quit."
"Do
you think she will take to it then?"
"No,
Takoda; she wants to do this for me... not for her. I am going to talk to her after the evening
meal and give her another option. I am
going to offer to teach her some defensive arts. Personally, I would feel better if she could
defend herself and it will help her body to become stronger. I think she would take to it much better than
the hard-core training that the warriors go through. But I will not force her, Takoda; it will be
her choice."
"I
understand, Koko. Thank you for looking
out for her."
Koko
smiled. "She is my best friend,
Takoda... my warrior advisor. It is my
privilege to do so for as long as she will allow it."
************
"Did
you really tell my Neho'e that?" Donoma asked as they slowly unloaded the
horses. The saddlebags were placed on
one side and the rest was stacked neatly on the other to be put away in the small
lean-to that was attached to the cabin.
They released the horses to run in the meadow behind the small house and
started picking up the things to put them away.
"Yes,"
Koko finally responded. "I did."
"I
am glad I did not know that before we talked; I was already angry enough at
you. That would have simply made it
worse."
"Because
I lied?"
"Because
you took my choice away when you left.
But we have talked about that, and you did give me the choice you told
Neho'e you would. I am so glad you
did. I liked learning the things you
taught me; it made me feel strong and capable."
"You
were always strong and capable, ka'eskone.
I simply helped you focus."
They put away their loads and returned to pick up more. "Tell me... do you still do the
exercises I taught you?"
Donoma
smiled. "Up until your unexpected
return to my life, I did them every day.
It was a way to keep you close even when I was alone. No one bothered me when I was engaged in
practice. But for some reason I have
been a little preoccupied since your arrival."
Koko
grinned. "I cannot imagine what
could have possibly caused you to lose focus like that. But perhaps we could work on it together
again."
"I
would like that, Koko. It is something I
was always happy to share with you."
"So...
tomorrow morning then or would you prefer tonight instead?"
"Tomorrow
morning – it is the most peaceful way to start the day. Besides, you promised me a tour when we are
done here and if you want to know the truth, I would like to spend tonight
just... connecting."
"I
would disagree on that point, ka'eskone... the most peaceful way to start the
day, I mean. I would never disagree
about connecting with you, beloved.
There is nothing more precious to me than that."
"Then
let us finish putting things away, Nutta.
I want my tour and some quiet time with you. Tomorrow is soon enough to begin our
exercises again."
Koko
smiled at Donoma's words and hefted the last of their
belongings into her arms. "Take the
saddlebags inside, ka'eskone. I will
return as soon as I have stored these.
Then you will have your tour."
Donoma
returned her look and headed inside.
Life had certainly taken an interesting and unexpected turn and she was
looking forward to exploring it with Koko.