Drifter Part 11
Chapter
XXI
Donoma
walked out onto the prairie in the direction of the horses, laughing out loud
when Dapples ran to her and butted her gently in the chest to encourage her to
scratch the mare behind the ears.
Obediently, Donoma lifted her hands and rubbed Dapples' ears and
neck. The mare pushed more firmly
against her chest, forcing Donoma to grab onto the pony to keep from falling
ass over teakettle. "Dapples!"
The
horse whinnied in perceived laughter and Donoma shook her head. Then a snort was heard from the far side of
the plain and Donoma looked up to find the big black was shaking his head at
her. She planted her fists on her hips
and glared at him.
"Whose
side are you on?"
The
black trotted majestically across the prairie and Donoma watched entranced,
inevitably reminded of Koko in the smoothness and grace of the movement. He butted her in the chest with much less
force than Dapples used and she reached up and hugged his neck.
"Oh,
Black what am I doing?" Sensing
her distress, Dapples moved up and nuzzled her back. "Should I not still be angry? After holding on to it for so long, is it
right that I give it up so easily?"
She closed her eyes and leaned against Black's neck.
"Are
you that afraid to be happy, Donoma Chepi?
Do you need that anger to be part of your life?" Donoma scrunched up her eyes, then sighed when a hand landed between her shoulder
blades. Then she turned to see
She
sighed again. "
"Donoma...." She paused.
"We can do this all afternoon, but I do not think we will make much
progress that way. Tell me why you are
so scared of happiness."
"I
am not scared of happiness,
"Do
you believe that you will never have cause to feel
anger towards my nahtona again if you give this anger up, Donoma? Do you think things will change
completely?"
Donoma
turned her eyes to the prairie, so that all
"That simple?"
"Sometimes
I wonder at the Great Spirit's wisdom in making us quite so human." This
time
"Be
happy,
"Thank
you,
"And
you will then do as I say,"
"I
will... urk," unexpectedly gasping for breath as the sound of the shot and
the burning pain that accompanied it reached her senses. She looked down and
watched with a bemused expression for a moment as blood blossomed on her dress,
then crumpled to the ground.
"Take
the horses, sergeant," the blonde lieutenant commanded. "I have waited a long time to own this
stallion." The sergeant nodded and
slid from his own mount, only to find himself under the hooves of an angry war
horse. He screamed and the lieutenant
placed his hand on the butt of his pistol.
He had no time to draw it, however, before he wound up crushed under the
hooves of his own horse as he shied away from the teeth of the Appaloosa.
The
five men four privates and a corporal - left in the scouting party looked at
one another in confused alarm, backing away slowly as the big stallion
approached them snorting and huffing while the dappled horse remained guarding
the woman they'd shot.
"I
don't care what the lieutenant said them two horses ain't worth dyin'
for."
"I
thought there was s'posed to be a whole herd of 'em."
"Well,
I ain't seen nothin' that looks like no herd and we
ain't found no Injun tribes neither. I
think somebody done lied 'bout something and I ain't getting into trouble fer
this."
"What
about the woman?" the youngest of them asked. He hadn't understood the need to shoot her to
begin with. It wasn't like the army had
need of these two horses. And given the
lieutenant's words, this was personal for him.
The
corporal shook his head. "Nothing
we can do for her... or for them," motioning to the now still, mangled
bodies of the two dead soldiers.
"Leave her be them we gotta take back to the Cap. He can dispose of 'em."
"We
wont get into trouble?"
"Not
like we would for goin' back without 'em or desertin'. Drag 'em away from the woman first, then load 'em up on the backs of their mounts. We got a long ride aheada us and they're
gonna start stinkin' before we get back iff'n we don't move."
The
men did as the corporal commanded and the horses allowed it as though sensing
the immediate danger to them was passed.
In very short order, they were loaded up and moving back the way they
came. As soon as they were gone,
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Despite
all her good intentions, Koko had fallen asleep almost the moment her head had
hit the furs. Now she was having the
oddest dream all colors and shapes, but no sound... until suddenly there was
a loud pop. Still in the throes of her
dream reality, she didn't even try to make sense of the sound or figure out
what it might mean in the real world.
It
was only when she felt the very real heat of warm breath on her neck that she
blinked opened her eyes, then started back when she
met the liquid brown eyes of her horse instead of the warm green she was
expecting.
"Black?"
raising a hand to make sure her vision was accurate and she was awake. Though not what she had been dreaming, this
was such an unheard of event in her reality that Koko wanted to be sure her
dreaming had not merely shifted gears.
But the prickly hair of Black's muzzle convinced her she was awake, and
Koko rolled up slowly until she was sitting.
"What are you doing in here, boy?" her mind still trying to
shake the cobwebs from her thought processes.
"What
is it, boy? Why are you here instead of
out on the Plain with Donoma? Does she
not have a tre...?" A cold chill
skittered across Koko's skin and down her backbone as she understood exactly
what
Before
she could give the command, the stallion knelt and took her weight easily,
standing as soon as she had a secure seat and racing back across the
prairie. Koko only hoped they were not
too late.
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Her
guts were quaking but her hands were steady as she cut the blood-soaked
material away from Donoma's body, stripping her and throwing the ruined cloth
to one side to deal with later. The
bullet appeared to have gone straight through and even now, the blood loss was
down to a trickle. Koko looked around,
then remembered she had moved her saddlebags back to her home and with a groan,
rose and went to retrieve them.
She
dumped them carelessly beside her and pawed through things until she found what
she wanted. Not her first choice, but at
least the whiskey would clean the wound and help stop the bleeding
completely. That plus the alum powder
she had left meant Donoma had a chance of survival... if she hadn't already
bled out too much.
Carefully
Koko emptied the bottle, doing her best to coat both sides of the injury. Then she took the powder and sprinkled it
inside the hole, continuing until her supply was gone. That done, she found the waterskin and
cleaned the excess blood from Donoma's body, sparing the barest thought for how
beautiful her ka'eskone had grown up.
When she was finished, Koko moved Donoma to the furs and covered her,
then made to clean up the mess and leave.
Her body had other ideas and she crumpled, landing beside Donoma on the
furs.
She
grunted, her injured side taking the brunt of the fall as she tried to fall away
from Donoma. Without thinking about it,
Koko rolled over and slid closer to Donoma, then cradled the smaller body in
her strong embrace. Despite her pain, or
maybe because of it, Koko fell into the sweet oblivion of sleep.
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It
was dark when Koko woke up with a start, wondering what had brought her back to
consciousness. Then Donoma moaned and
she realized that Donoma was starting to wake up. Koko eased up onto an elbow and started a
light massage over Donoma's torso to help her relax a little. After several long moments, Donoma's eyes
blinked open, and though Koko couldn't see them, she felt the change in her
breathing and awareness.
"Hello,
ka'eskone. How do you feel?"
"Like
Dapples danced on my stomach." A
gasp as she breathed too deeply.
"What happened?"
"You
were shot," Koko informed her grimly.
"What? By who... and why?"
"I
do not know, Donoma. I was hoping you
might have seen something.
"Remind
me to thank
Koko
smiled in the darkness, then chuckled to show Donoma
the mirth she could not see otherwise.
"I am not an accomplished cook like yourself,
ka'eskone, but I did manage to learn a few things while I was away. I could probably prepare a broth we could
consume."
Donoma
nodded. "That would be
perfect. I do not think I actually have
the strength to chew at the moment. Do
you think we could get some light in here as well?"
"I
will start a fire. I do not want you to
catch a chill or a fever. In fact, if
you like, I will cook in here as well. I
do not think I am up to maintaining two at the moment and I would rather be
where I can keep an eye on you. I
certainly never expected to be in a position to need to do so like this."
"Neither
did I, warrior, but I am glad you are here to do so." She yawned then winced. "As for the other, please. I do not care for the smell of the medicine
you used."
"Well,
whiskey is not my first choice," Koko admitted, "but it did what I
needed it to do. At least I did not get
it on the furs we would have had to have thrown them out. You rest," feeling Donoma's breathing
start to slow and deepen. "I will
wake you to eat when it is ready."
All
she got in response was a mumbled agreement, but it was enough.
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Koko
shook Donoma gently once the soup was warm.
It took a few moments for Donoma to come out of her deep sleep, and she
blinked rapidly to clear the sleep from her eyes. Donoma made the mistake of
trying to adjust on her own and hissed at the pain that shot through her body
with the movement. Koko placed a gentle
hand on her shoulder.
"I
realize we are neither one at our best, Donoma, but we have to help each
other. The kind of injury you have will
be slow to heal and you will find it interferes with every move you want to
make."
"Guess
this means we will not be going anywhere tomorrow."
"Good
guess," Koko smiled. "Though at least we do not
have a schedule to keep. We will
go when we go and get there when we get there.
In the meantime, you need to eat, and so do I. Then we can rest again and see how things
look in the morning."
Donoma
nodded and waited for Koko to ease down into a sitting position. Then she scooted slowly up the warrior's
body, taking care not to bump along the wounded side. Finally they were set so that they could eat
together and bit by bit they drained their bowls.
Koko
had thought ahead and removed the larger pot from the fire and placed it close
enough to reach for seconds that she finished and Donoma made an effort
at. When they were done, she slipped out
from beneath Donoma and placed the pot to one side of the fire for reheating
later.
"I
am going to check on the horses, then I will get my
furs and bring them in here. I would be
more comfortable not leaving you alone tonight."
"I
would be more comfortable not being alone tonight," Donoma admitted
softly.
"The
horses have not gone far, so I will be right back."
Donoma
nodded her head in agreement and closed her eyes. She had never felt pain like this before and
was anxious to slip into a meditative state of sleep that would allow her to
work through it until she could tuck it away out of her conscious mind.
Koko
went to the far side of the dell's perimeter and hugged the necks of both
horses. "Thank you Dapples for
watching over Donoma and protecting her.
And thank you, Black for coming to get me so quickly. You probably saved her life with your
actions."
She
held on for a long time, recognizing in that moment that she could have very
easily lost Donoma. The realization made
her shake, and the horses stepped closed to her, understanding her
distress. After a bit, Koko came back to
herself and hugged both horses again before straightening and stepping away.
"Thank
you both," she said sincerely, then turned and headed back to the
camp. She and Donoma both had some
recovery to do, and the sooner they started, the sooner they would be able to
head away from this place and towards the relative safety of Koko's home.
Sooner
or later, the warrior in her would need to find who did this to Donoma, but for
now, it was enough just to be together and know they were all right.
Donoma's
breathing was deep and even when Koko stepped through the doorway of her
home. She debated for the space of about
half a second before carefully placing her furs right beside Donoma's. The
warrior part of her knew it was less than honorable, but the human part of her
couldn't deny herself the comfort of being close enough to reach out and touch
the woman she loved.
Koko
eased into a sitting position, suddenly feeling all the stupid and rash things
she had done during the day, but not finding it in her to regret one of
them. She pulled another fur up over
Donoma's body and tucked her in, then sighed and lay back on her own. She lay completely still for a long moment,
relishing the feeling of relaxation that washed over her making her feel
lethargic and sleepy. Koko let her eyes
close and she released a deep breath.
Today
had been a day she could truly have lived without the good parts if it meant
skipping the bad as well. It occurred to
her as she pulled a fur up to cover herself that she had been intending to woo
Donoma tonight to approach her seriously as a suitor. Ah,
she thought with a wry smile on her face, the
best laid plans....
She
rolled carefully onto her side, facing Donoma's profile in the fire lit space
and just staring at her for a bit. Koko
reached over a hand and took Donoma's limp one in hers, grinning when Donoma
returned the squeeze with just the barest amount of pressure.
Then again, she thought as her eyes closed again as the warmth
of the blanket seeped through her body and caused sleep to be an acceptable
alternative to staying awake. We are together at the end of the day. Can't ask for more than
that.
Then
she let the sleep take over and surrendered herself to its healing
properties. With a little luck, tomorrow
would be a better day.
Chapter
XXII
Donoma
blinked her eyes open slowly, wincing at the amount of pain present in her
body. She closed her eyes again and took
a slow breath, struggling to relax and willing the pain to the back of her
mind. It took a long time, but she was
finally able to put it out of the realm of conscious thought and although it
was still there, it became at least tolerable.
She
lay still, finding it was easier to maintain the block if her eyes stayed
closed and there was no movement to disturb her thoughts. Donoma felt fingers tighten their grip on her
hand and she couldn't stop the smile as they loosened to gently trace a pattern
on the skin immediately surrounding them.
That, even more than her meditation, was taking her thoughts off of her
injury.
Without
warning, Koko buried her face in Donoma's neck, breathing in her scent before
kissing the self-same spot. Donoma
forced her eyes open again and turned to find blue eyes in very close proximity
to her own. She pulled her head back
just enough to keep her eyes from crossing and smiled, watching in delight as
Koko's face reflected the expression.
"Good
morning, warrior mine."
The
smile went from happy to outright dazzling with her greeting and Koko leaned
down to kiss her lips tenderly.
"Yes it is, ka'eskone. It is a very good morning. How do you feel?"
"Worse
than I did yesterday," Donoma replied truthfully. She eased a hand up to cup Koko's face,
allowing her thumb to trace the sharp planes and hollows it could reach. Koko smiled and Donoma let her fingers track
the curves of her lips. "But
somehow it does not seem to bother me as much lying here in your arms. Maybe I could just stay here until I am
healed."
"Maybe
you could just stay here."
Donoma
smiled. "As tempting as that
sounds, I need to go out."
Koko
returned the smile. "So do I," she confided.
"Let me get up and then I will help you up. And then we can see about getting something
to eat."
Donoma
chuckled, then stopped with a gasp. "Ouch..." she wheezed. "We are quite a pair."
"Yes
the question is... a pair of what?"
Koko
eased to her knees, then helped Donoma into a sitting
position. Once she was sure they were
both stable, she rose to her feet, wincing at the amount of residual soreness
she still felt throughout her body.
Taking a deep breath, she offered a hand to Donoma, knowing that the
location of her injury would preclude using more than one hand to aid her in
getting up.
It
was a slow, painful process for both of them, and they were both wincing and
gasping by the time Donoma was standing upright. Koko wrapped a fur around Donoma's nudity to
protect her modesty respecting that she was an unattached female in the
presence of a warrior. Once she was
satisfied she had done the best she could, they leaned into one another for
support and slowly made their way out into the brightly lit day, shutting their
eyes in reflex for a long moment before blinking rapidly to adjust to the
change from the duskiness of indoors.
Then
they moved to relieve themselves another challenge in and of itself before
Koko helped Donoma over to where the horses still stood sentinel over the
encampment. Then she moved off to
restart the fire and collect water for their use while Donoma talked to the
horses.
Koko
watched for a moment, charmed by the way the animals responded to her
ka'eskone. Then she turned and headed
out to accomplish the chores she had set for herself. Now more than ever, she wanted the safety the
four sturdy walls could provide her with.
Donoma
one-arm hugged first Dapples, then Black, murmuring her thanks and gratitude
into alert, twitching ears. She
scratched them both gently and kissed the ends of their noses, then slowly made
her way back towards the fire pit area that lay between her home and
Koko's. She felt weak and exhausted and
fell into a light doze, only to be awakened when Koko dropped the chips she had
collected and knelt beside her.
"Are
you all right, ka'eskone?" she asked lovingly. "Aside from the obvious, I mean."
"I
am just tired, warrior... drained. I
will be fine with a bit more rest."
She looked into the haggard blue eyes that stared at her. "As will you. This is not helping your recovery."
"As
you said, Donoma... I will be fine. I
will get the fire started, then I will start the soup... what?" she asked
when Donoma shook her head.
"If
you will start the fire, I will prepare the soup. You need the rest as much as I do,
Koko
nodded, easily reading the determination in the green eyes facing her. "Very well, ka'eskone. I collected water already. I thought you might want to clean up a
little. I am not sure I got all the
blood off when I did it."
Donoma
took a deep breath. "I am not sure
I can manage," she said honestly.
"But I will try."
Koko
rested a hand on Donoma's arm. "I
will help you, ka'eskone. I did not want
to make you uncomfortable by suggesting it."
"Koko,
I think we can agree we are dealing with far less than normal circumstances
here. I think the elders would
understand if we have to bend convention and tradition a bit to accommodate the
special needs we are both functioning with at the moment."
"In
other words...."
"In
other words, I do not think that seeing one another naked or helping each other
bathe is an untoward situation given the circumstances we find ourselves
in. You have made your intentions clear
and when the time comes, my answer will most
definitely be in your favor."
Donoma watched the relief flow across Koko's body, though nothing
changed in her expression except for a twinkling that started in the back of
her blue eyes. She tilted her head
slightly. "You doubted so
much?"
"Not
your love,
"Could
you have been that merciful to me?"
"Of
course," Koko replied without hesitation.
"Donoma...."
"Warrior,
if the situation was reversed, you would be forgiving me, not yourself. Though I do not agree with what you did, I
understand why. And even though I still
get angry when I let myself brood about... things...
Donoma
closed her eyes and breathed, trying to dredge up the strength to finish. Koko wrapped a tentative arm around her but
didn't speak, sensing Donoma wasn't done speaking. She had cultivated her patience for years under
her father's tutelage and the intervening years had only served to hone it to a
fine art. So Koko sat patiently waiting
and lending her own waning strength to the woman in her arms. Finally her patience was rewarded when Donoma
opened her eyes and smiled.
"Thank
you, warrior mine. I am sorry...."
"Do
not apologize, ka'eskone. I have nowhere
else I would rather be, and we are not running a race."
"
"That
is very true, ka'eskone. Even if you did
not return the love I feel for you, I would still never allow anything to hurt
you that it was in my power to stop. I
gave you my word to protect you,
"In
that case," Donoma said with a tired grin, "build the fire, warrior,
so I can prepare us something to eat.
Then we can get some rest.
Cleaning up will wait until we have both had some rest."
Koko
nodded wearily. "I concur,
ka'eskone. I feel like I have been
fighting all day." Then she shifted
her weight to move closer to the fire pit and began laying the chips. Donoma closed her eyes, thankful for the
respite. After several minutes, the
noises stopped and the crackle of flames could be heard. Donoma opened her eyes when she felt Koko
lean against her and trace her face with a delicate hand.
Their
eyes met and Donoma turned her head to kiss the calloused fingers. "Let me put the soup on and then we can
rest while it heats." She noticed
that Koko had already hung the large pot full of water over the heat and had a
smaller one sitting beside it and looked back at smiling blue eyes. "Thank you, Koko."
"I
know you said cleaning up could wait, but I thought
you might appreciate the chance to get rid of the itch."
Donoma
shifted uncomfortably, dumping a selection of the supplies Koko had set beside
her at some point into the heating water.
"How did you know?"
Koko's
smile broadened. "I have been where
you are, ka'eskone, on more than one occasion.
There is nothing pleasant about it.
But sometimes the itch from the dirt and old blood and healing can be
more irritating than the original injury itself." She leaned forward and swiped the smaller pot
from its place beside the fire.
"Here," she offered.
"You can do the front, and then I will clean your back."
Donoma
accepted the cloth from Koko's hands, then dunked it into the warm water... and
realized she wasn't able to squeeze it out.
She looked over her shoulder at Koko, and Koko stared back dumbly for a
moment before realizing the problem with the situation. She shrugged sheepishly. "Sorry, ka'eskone. I forgot about that." She took the cloth and squeezed out the
excess water then passed it back to Donoma.
When
Donoma was done with the front, which Koko had been able to mostly clean before, she
dropped the cloth back into the water and let the fur slip down to her waist. Koko winced when she looked at
the damage, then gently wiped away the grime that
still coated Donoma's back. Even as
gentle as she was, she could feel Donoma flinch. Koko bit her lip and finished as quickly and
carefully as she could, feeling Donoma's sigh of relief as her own when she
pulled the fur back over her shoulders.
They
leaned against one another waiting for the soup to boil, both falling into a
light doze in the process. The bubbling
and hissing brought Koko's eyes open and she grimaced a bit before smiling at
how quickly she and Donoma had resumed their comfort level. She gently shook Donoma awake.
"Wha...? Oh... sorry Koko I...."
"Shh, ka'eskone. We need the
rest. We will eat, then we can rest some
more. It will take a little time, but we
will get through this."
"I
know, but a healer usually makes the worst patient." Donoma blew out an impatient breath. "I wish I could have seen this
coming."
"As
do I, Donoma I would have spared you this pain if I could have."
"I
know, warrior. I have always wondered
why the Great Spirit chooses to make some things known and keep other things
hidden. And how things
are chosen. This is something I
think I would have chosen to reveal."
She grit her teeth and shifted, accepting the
bowl that Koko passed to her.
"Those are good questions,
"You
do not...."
"I
do, ka'eskone.
If not for the promise I made to you, then simply because it is who I
am... it is what I do, Donoma. I find
the guilty and I bring them to justice... one way or another. I cannot do less for you than I would do for
strangers, Nutta. Please do not ask me
to."
Donoma
shifted again, hissing but continuing her movement until she could look
directly into Koko's eyes. "I would
not ask you to be less than you are,
"I
understand, ka'eskone."
They
finished the remainder of their meal in silence, then
Koko helped Donoma to her feet. They
shuffled back to Donoma's tent and Koko eased Donoma back down onto the furs
and turned to go... only to find her ankle clasped in Donoma's hand.
"Donoma?"
"You
need rest as well, Koko."
"I
know, ka'eskone," Koko replied with a smile. "I will be right back. I want to retrieve the soup for later and
extinguish the fire so we will not be spotted from the smoke." Donoma released her grip and true to her
word, Koko was back swiftly, placing the still boiling soup in the cold fire
pit and settling into her own furs beside Donoma.
It
didn't take long and they were soon tangled together as much as they could
comfortably manage, sound asleep.
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The
next few days passed much the same, except for an inordinate amount of
rain. They slept a good deal of the
time, waking to eat and relieve themselves as nature required and spending time
in conversation, healing on the inside as well as their physical bodies.
After
almost a week of recovery time, they were both feeling much more normal and
were happy to wake to clear skies.
"It
is nice to feel the warmth of sunshine again," Donoma commented as they
stepped out into it again.
"It
is indeed, ka'eskone. Go and enjoy your
bath; I will cleanse your dwelling. Then
I will see if I can find something fresh for our dinner. I cannot speak for you, but I would not be
adverse to a change in our diet."
"Neither
would I, warrior mine. Are you sure you
can manage the cleansing alone?"
"I
am sure, Donoma."
"Then
I will go get clean myself. I believe I
have lost my sense of smell in self-defense.
I would hate to scare off the opportunity for something fresh to eat
with my scent."
Koko
chuckled. "I happen to like your
scent, but you're right... it would probably scare off any game I could
find. Besides, you will feel
better."
"I
will indeed," Donoma agreed.
"And so will you."
"I
know; I will go when you have returned.
By then, I should have completed my other tasks. However, I will accompany you to the creek
and you need only call for me if you need my help and I will come."
"I
will be fine, warrior, but I would welcome your company."
When
they were both clean and well-fed on the prairie chicken Koko had gotten for
their dinner, Donoma laughed at Koko's antics and groaning after she finished
up the last of the bird.
"That
was wonderful, Donoma, but how could you allow me to eat so much?? I am so full."
"Allow
you, warrior? When did I start allowing
you to do anything?? I have only ever
been your advisor."
"You
should have advised me more carefully then." Koko paused and looked down at the ground
before catching Donoma's eyes and holding them.
"Or perhaps instead of simply my advisor, I should offer you a
position of significantly more power."
"Such as?" her eyes steady but her lips and
voice trembling. Koko placed a kiss on Donoma's hand, then
rose from her place and disappeared into her own tent. Donoma watched her go, shaking with nervous
excitement fairly certain what was coming next.
It
didn't take long but it seemed like forever before Koko emerged from her home
dressed in the leathers
Koko
strode to where Donoma waited, and mindful of both their injuries, gently but
forcefully pulled her to her feet.
"Join with me, Donoma," she commanded firmly. "Be my chosen mate."
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The
captain sat brooding in his office. His
brother had been right - no damn woman needed a horse as fine as the black
stallion Reb Stone rode, and
Killing Reb Stone would be a good place to start.