Drifter – Part 9

By D

 

 

Chapter XVII

 

The return of daylight caused Koko’s blue eyes to open with a feeling of satisfaction.  She stretched gingerly, glad there was only a residual ache in her bones and pleased at the lack of actual pain she felt in her belly.  All in all it could have been much worse and she knew it; she was glad Donoma had been right about needing rest to heal.  She blinked, trying to clear the sleep from her eyes, then turned her head, noticing Donoma’s tired countenance across the fire.  Koko kept her eyes glued to Donoma’s face as she allowed her knowledge of the last few days to roll through her consciousness. 

 

She remembered Donoma’s anger and her compassion; she recalled the conversation with her father.  She remembered the men who were chasing her and the warriors that followed her into battle.  Koko remembered everything.  Now she just had to decide what to do about it.

 

She shifted on the furs and was pinned in place by suddenly piercing green eyes.  Koko smiled, but Donoma merely continued to stare at her.  “Donoma?”

 

Green eyes blinked and Donoma stretched before sitting up and rubbing her face.  Koko Kanti,” a cross between a greeting and an accusation.  “How do you feel?”

 

“Much better, actually.  You were right again... as usual,” offering another smile.

 

Donoma’s lips twitched, but she didn’t allow them to crease into a full smile.  “Good.  Do you feel like you could be up for a while then?  I need to air out the tent and wash the illness from it.”

 

“I could help... or maybe I should go wash the illness from my body,” when Donoma’s eyes grew glacial at the suggestion.

 

“You will let me help you do that Koko Kanti.  Until I get a chance to check your injuries and can be sure that things are healed enough....”

 

“I am not a child, Donoma,” Koko stated firmly and with vehemence.  “I can take care of myself.”

 

“Not until I give you leave to do so, warrior.  I am also no longer a child you can make decisions for.  I am a healer who has learned my craft through the blood of my clansmen and the sweat of my own brow.”  She paused and took a deep breath, willing her anger down.  “Warrior, this has nothing to do with everything else that is still between us.  This has to do with my unwillingness to be irresponsible about your care again.”  She rose from her pallet and crossed to Koko’s side, extending her hands down to her.  “Come... let me examine you.  If I am satisfied with your progress, I will allow you the privacy to bathe in while I air out my home.”

 

Koko accepted Donoma’s hands, easing into a sitting position before rising to her feet.  Donoma released her hands as soon as she was sure Koko was steady on her feet, letting her hands roam impersonally over the rough and smooth sections of skin while she inspected the damage. 

 

Koko tried to remain unmoving, allowing the different sensations Donoma’s touch was causing to wash past her conscious mind.  She was focused so hard that it took Donoma cupping her face in both hands to bring her back to the present.  Koko looked into green eyes clouded with worry. 

 

Ka’eskone?” covering Donoma’s hands only to have Donoma slip free of her grasp.

 

“You had me worried, Koko Kanti.  You seemed to disappear for a moment.”

 

“I am sorry, ka’eskone.  I was trying to clear my mind.”

 

Donoma smirked.  “I hope it worked.”  Then she turned serious.  “Your wounds look much better, Koko.  I believe you will be all right on your own for a bit of time; just be careful.  You are still likely to be very weak.”

 

“I will not go far, ka’eskone.”

 

Donoma nodded and watched as Koko went back into her home to gather her bits of soap and drying cloth to carry with her to the creek.  When she was out of sight, Donoma went back into her tent and began to drag everything out, intent on taking advantage of the warming sun and fresh air as much as she was able.

 

In only a few minutes Donoma had everything laid out and the bottom of her home rolled up to allow the breeze to blow through.  She carefully tamped the fire out and swept the ashes from the doorway, scattering them carefully into the wind.  Then she took the furs and blankets that Koko had been treated on and walked down to the creek to give them a good scrubbing, well away from where Koko was bathing.

 

Washing them was easy... wringing them out to dry was something else again and by the time Donoma had finished with them, she and everything she wore was soaking wet.  She sighed and struggled out of the wet leather.  “Well,” she muttered to herself, “I needed to do this anyway.  I just wish I had brought something to dry off with.”  Then Donoma got down to the business of cleaning herself.

 

It didn’t take long, but she felt much better by the time she was done.  She spread the wet things on top of the tall grass and having little recourse, padded back to their small camp naked as the day she was born.  Not that being naked bothered her – on the contrary, it was quite liberating – yet it still wasn’t something Donoma would have chosen to do in front of Koko.  There were too many things left between them to assume that sort of intimacy.  But there was nothing to be done for it.

 

So Donoma shook the excess water off her body and walked back into the camp, ignoring the stare she could feel coming from fiery blue eyes before she disappeared into her home to change into the clean, dry clothing she found among her things.

 

Koko looked down as soon as she realized she was staring, but by then Donoma was out of sight.  She sighed.  This was going to be a lot harder than she thought, because Donoma was certainly not the child she had left behind.  Suddenly the fact that Donoma was a woman was coming home to Koko in a very real way.

 

When Donoma stepped from her home, she was combing through her hair, gently removing the tangles with her fingers.  Koko itched for the privilege of doing it herself as she had before, but knew well there were things that had to be settled between them first.  Then perhaps Donoma would consider something more than the friendship they had always known.

 

Koko remained in her place, facing out from the camp looking towards the west.  There was nothing to see in that direction more than any other, but it afforded Donoma the opportunity to decide when they would speak.

 

Donoma stood watching the warrior for a long moment.  Her back was ramrod straight and Donoma knew it would be up to her to initiate any conversation between them.  Even if she was misunderstanding Koko’s words from earlier in regards to the deference a warrior showed to a woman, the fact of the matter was she knew how stubborn this particular warrior could be when she made her mind up – her five year disappearance was proof enough of that.  She took a deep breath and came around to stand in front of Koko Kanti, waiting to be acknowledged.

 

Koko looked at Donoma briefly before dropping her gaze to her lap, giving Donoma the position of power.  For this time, what happened would be Donoma’s choice.  Donoma sighed silently – it was impossible to hold onto her anger when Koko reminded her so much of a chastised child waiting for punishment to be meted out.  She took a seat next to Koko, but facing her as well.  Then Donoma reached out and cupped Koko’s chin, bringing their eyes back to a level.

 

Green eyes searched blue for a long time and Donoma wondered at the trembling she could feel through the touch she had on Koko’s face.  Finally, “The time has come for truth between us, Koko Kanti.  I promised Rae’l that I would offer you another opportunity to be honest with me.  If you feel like you cannot do that, I will dismiss you from my presence and you will no longer be welcome around the campfire of my fathers.”

 

“Would you do that, ka’eskone?  *Could* you do that?”

 

“I would not want to, warrior mine, but I could if I had to.  I cannot continue on this way.  I have been angry for a very long time... at you, at me, at the world... and it has affected everything and everyone around me.”  She dropped her hand from Koko’s face and would have moved away had it not been for the fact that Koko caught her hand and held on as tightly as she dared.

 

“I could not bear that darkness, ka’eskone.  The only reason I survived the darkness I brought between us was because I thought you would find happiness from it.”

 

Green eyes glowed in their anger.  “How could you think that, Koko Kanti?  How could you believe that your absence from my life would do anything but destroy me??  You were my whole world and you walked away without an explanation – you left me without saying goodbye!  Do you have any idea what that did to me... what it did to the tribe while I struggled to come to terms with your desertion?  Do you know how angry I became or how impossible it was to use my gift because of it??”

 

Koko sat quietly, stunned by the anger and passion she could feel flowing from Donoma simply through her words.  She watched in fascination at the play of emotion over her face.  The child she remembered had grown up into a beautiful, passionate woman and Koko couldn’t stop the smile that wanted to cross her face.  That just made Donoma angrier.

 

“You think this is funny, warrior?  You think this is a game?”  She jerked her hand from Koko’s... or attempted to... astonished by the gentle strength that suddenly held both hands in one of Koko’s and cradled her face in the other.  Koko Kanti,” Donoma hissed, her face flushed red, “remove your hands from me this instant.”

 

“Not until you give me a chance to explain, ka’eskone.  Not until you promise to listen to me with both ears and an open heart and mind.”  Koko paused and exhaled softly.  “I was not laughing at you, Donoma Chepi – I was noticing what a vibrant, fiery woman has become of the child I once knew so well.  It made me smile to remember and to see the changes our time apart has wrought in you.  Despite the bad things that happened, some of the differences are good ones, ka’eskone.”

 

Donoma paused to breathe and let Koko’s words wash through her.  “Does that mean you are ready to explain to me the actions of five cycles ago that brought us to this place?”

 

“It means that I will try, ka’eskone.  But I will ask you to be patient with me.  This is very arduous for me to share.  Only my Neho’e knows the story, and only those parts I chose to share with him.  I would like to share the whole story with you, ka’eskone, but it may take some time.”

 

“You have all the time you need, warrior.  You need only tell me the truth.”

 

Koko sat still for a long time, gathering her thoughts.  Donoma watched in fascination the myriad of expressions those thoughts took and questioned what caused such pain, such misery to flow over the expressive countenance.  She could not recall there ever having been an occasion for them before Koko left and wondered what she could have missed in her youth and inexperience.

 

“Do you remember,” Koko said softly at long last, “when we first met?  When you led Takoda to my Nahko’e and me hidden in the hills not far from the summer camp?”  Koko met Donoma’s eyes and waited for her to nod.  “My life changed that day.”

 

“Both of our lives did, Koko.  You were the first real friend I ever had... the first one who accepted me without question or expectation.  That’s why....”  She broke off, not wanting to regain the hurt and anger she had managed to set aside somewhat to listen to what Koko had to say.

 

“I realize that now, ka’eskone, and I am sorry for have unwittingly put you through such distress.  That was certainly not my intention.”  She paused and bit her lip, never losing eye contact with Donoma, needing her friend to see the truth she had to share as well as hear it.

 

“But I had never met someone like you.  You were bright and spunky and outspoken – something even the warriors of the tribes were not with all their swaggering bravado.  But more than that – you looked at me as a friend and a warrior and a protector, and I knew right then that I could never let you down.  And when I made you my warrior advisor and I became your warrior, I found myself committed to your well-being and happiness.”

 

“As I was to yours, Koko,” Donoma broke in.  “I would have done anything for you.”

 

“I know, ka’eskone.  *That* is why I left.”

 

Donoma’s brow furrowed in confusion.  “I do not understand, Koko Kanti.  You are making no sense.”

 

Koko blew out an impatient, frustrated breath.  Story of my life lately,” she mumbled in English.  Donoma arched her eyebrows, having understood the words even if she didn’t quite get the connotation in terms she recognized.  “I am sorry, ka’eskone,” Koko apologized again.  “I am having difficulty putting my thoughts into some semblance of order to present them to you logically.”

 

Donoma took Koko’s hands in hers, chafing the unexpectedly cold hands lightly to restore a bit of warmth to them.  “Try thinking a little less, warrior, and speak from your heart.”

 

“Do you remember the day before I left?”

 

“In very vivid detail, Koko.  For a long time I spent every day going over and over what I could possibly have done to have turned you away from me without a word.  I never did understand exactly what precipitated your departure.”

 

“Tell me what you remember.”

 

************

 

The sun had been warming the earth as spring returned to the land once more.  Donoma breathed in deeply, appreciating the fresh air and the smell of wet, growing things.  She had seen the speculative looks some of the warriors were beginning to cast in her direction now that she had passed her fifteenth cycle, but she put it out of her mind when Koko returned to the camp after her morning drills.  The rest of the warriors were dragging tail behind her, glaring at Koko before collapsing around their various campfires in time for lunch.

 

“You must have had a good day,” Donoma commented quietly as Koko took a seat at her campfire.  “You are the only one smiling.”

 

“I did well enough,” Koko said calmly, though she couldn’t hide the twinkle in her eyes.  “Well enough that we can spend the whole afternoon together if you would like.”

 

Donoma almost squealed, but she managed to contain her enthusiasm to a wide grin.  “I would most definitely like, my warrior.  I seem to see you only briefly in the afternoons and again for a few moments in the evenings any more.  I miss you, Koko Kanti.”

 

“I miss you as well, ka’eskone.  It feels as though lately everything is conspiring against us to keep us apart.  I miss your counsel and your conversation.”

 

“I just miss being with you, Koko, even if all we do is sit quietly.”

 

“As do I, ka’eskone.  So let us finish eating so that we can have a nice long walk today.”  And they rushed through lunch much to the amusement of Takoda and Litonya.  When they were out of sight and out of hearing, Takoda and Litonya turned and looked at one another solemnly for a long moment before their faces creased into smiles and they started laughing.

 

“Do you think they will figure it out?” Litonya asked.

 

Koko Kanti knows... I am hoping she will enlighten Donoma Chepi before the suitors start calling.  I do not want to have to fend them off until Koko decides the time is right for Donoma to know the truth of what is between them.”

 

“How can she not know?  Even those without sight can see it.”

 

“Maybe because she is too close to the situation, Litonya.  Or maybe because she is afraid of what it will mean... what it will change between them.  It is not something she has discussed with me.”

 

In the meantime, Koko Kanti and Donoma Chepi were out walking among the grasses of the prairie, not sharing conversation except to point out something particularly striking.  Donoma caught Koko’s hand and held on, swinging them gently between the two.

 

“Thank you for spending the day with me, warrior,” Donoma confessed.  “Nayeli.”

 

“Do you really, ka’eskone?  Do you love me?”

 

“With all my heart, Koko.  I have always been so glad that you came into my life.  You have made such a difference in my life.”

 

“As you did in mine.  Maybe one day I can share with you how much.”

 

Donoma smiled shyly.  “I would like that, Koko.”

 

************

 

“The next day you were just... gone,” Donoma concluded as she came back from her memories.  “I never understood what I had done or said to drive you away... unless it was my telling you I loved you.  But that had never bothered you before.”

 

“That never bothered me at all,” Koko confessed quietly.  “It was something I always cherished close in my heart... something I still cherish, even if it is no longer true.  But that is not all that happened that day – do you remember the rest?”

 

“I remember Ahanu talked to Takoda about marriage between us and I told Ahanu no. I had no interest in marrying him or anyone else.  I was complete in the life I had.”

 

“THAT is why I left, Donoma.”

 

“You left because I was happy so you could make me miserable??”  This time when Donoma pulled away, Koko let her go, knowing she needed to get away from her pain and the cause thereof.  “Why would you do that, Nutta?  Did you hate me so much for loving you?”  She turned her back to Koko so the warrior could not see the tears that wanted to spill down her face, but her back was ramrod straight and Koko could no longer bear the anguish she felt rolling from Donoma in waves.

 

Koko rose from her place slowly, unwilling to make a spectacle of herself by doing any more damage to her body in her haste to reach Donoma.  She walked slowly towards the seer, making sure her steps were heard until she was within touching distance of Donoma Chepi.

 

She grasped Donoma’s shoulders, only to feel them stiffen at her touch before slumping in defeat.  Koko slid her arms around Donoma until their bodies were touching.  “No, Nutta.  I left so you could find happiness – so you could have a family and children if that was your desire.  I could not be the one to hold you back from such things.”

 

Donoma jerked away from Koko, separating them again.  This time when she looked at Koko, the fire had returned to her gaze and Koko nearly flinched from the intensity.  “What gave you the right to make such a decision, Koko Kanti?  What gave you the right to choose for me?”

 

“I loved you, ka’eskone.  I only wanted your happiness.”

 

“What about now, warrior?”  At Koko’s confused look Donoma continued.  “You said that you loved me, Koko Kanti.  What about now?  How do you feel about me now?”

 

“I still love you, Donoma.  I never stopped.”

 

“Idiot warrior,” she growled.  “Did you never stop to think that *you* made me happy – that you were all I needed.”

 

“Are you saying...?”  Her world spun and her breathing was shallow and fast; Koko closed her eyes briefly to regain some sense of balance in her body while her mind and heart continued to soar with the implications of Donoma’s words.

 

“I am saying that we need to sit down and have honest speech between us, Koko.  We need to decide how we feel and what we want to do about it.”  Koko’s knees gave way at the sudden shift in Donoma’s attitude, and Donoma was at her side in an instant.  Koko gazed up at her with a dazed expression and Donoma bit off the grin she could feel forming despite herself.  “First, however, I think we should see about having a midday meal.  I do not wish to keep nursing you back to health.”

 

Koko nodded and rose to unsteady feet.  Suddenly the day looked much brighter.

 

 

 

Chapter XVIII

 

The two went about their chores silently.  Donoma had wanted Koko to sit and let her take care of getting their lunch, but she could feel the sudden wave of restless energy flowing from the warrior like a tangible thing.  So Donoma sent Koko to check on the horses and asked her to check on the bedding while she was out.  Koko nodded her assent and took off at a slow pace, though the air vibrating with electricity all around her made it seem like she was running.

 

Donoma watched her until she was out of sight and shook her head.  Never in her wildest dreams would she have ever imagine being in this place with Koko, and then she stopped cold to wonder why.  Why had she not seen this?  Why had she not known how Koko felt... how she felt... what was really between them??  Wasn’t that what her gift was – being able to see what others could not?

 

She stood still so long that she never heard Honiahaka's approach and jumped when his hand landed lightly on her shoulder.  She thought of screaming for Koko briefly before she looked closely at him, wondering who the warrior in front of her was and why he seemed so familiar – and then he smiled.  And Donoma immediately recognized Koko's father for who he was.

 

He gestured her over to the spot on the ground that had been cleared for sitting and eased her into place before squatting down beside her.  "Because seers and shamen are never allowed to see what the future could be for themselves – only for those around them," he said, answering her unspoken question as though he had heard her.  "Hello, Donoma Chepi.  My name is...."

 

"... Honiahaka," she breathed softly.  "Koko Kanti's Neho'e."  She smiled at him bashfully under his frank appraisal.  "I recognized your smile."

 

The smile became a grin and then a hearty laugh.  "I wondered why you did not call out for my nahtona.  You are a very wise woman, Donoma Chepi."

 

She shook her head, blonde braids falling into her eyes.  "I do not feel very wise at the moment, Honiahaka.  I feel something of a fool."  He arched his eyebrow in a familiar gesture, taking a seat and wrapping his arms around his bent knees.  His attitude was one of patient waiting and Donoma had a feeling he would last longer than she would if they were to play a waiting game.  "How could I have been so blind, Honiahaka?  How could I not have realized...?"

 

"You alone are not to blame for this situation, Donoma.  Koko bears the brunt of the responsibility for the circumstances you now find yourselves in.  Although her intentions were honorable and with your best interests at heart, she could have handled it better.  But tell me, if she had stayed, what would you have done?"

 

Donoma's brow furrowed.  "I am not sure I understand," she stated honestly.  "Things would have continued on much the same, I suppose."

 

Honiahaka looked out towards the prairie in the direction he knew his daughter had gone.  "That was killing her, Donoma.  Not physically, of course, but inside.  She left to protect herself as much as she did to give you the opportunity to find happiness with someone who could give you the family she thought you wanted and knew you deserved."

 

"But why, Honiahaka?  Why leave?  Why did she not simply talk to me?"

 

"Donoma, I am going to share something with you I will deny to your dying day if you share it with my nahtona.  Koko Kanti is the bravest warrior I have ever seen and yet when it comes to matters of the heart, she is shy and fragile... afraid of being hurt.  She always cared for you more than she thought she should.  At first she put it down to gratitude and the fact that you were 'differents' together.  Then she figured it was because you were best friends and you hero-worshipped her."  He sighed and looked into trusting green eyes and recognized his daughter's dilemma.  "It got worse when she realized what she felt for you; she became an adult - you were still a child.  She never acted on her feelings... never would have, but she loved you even then.  There was always something between you...."

 

Donoma nodded.  "There *was* always something between us – even as a small child I understood that.  I never analyzed it, never tried to explain it in words, but I knew it was there."

 

Honiahaka nodded.  "Koko could not bear to keep you from finding happiness... but she could not bear to stay and watch you find the happiness that she wanted with you with someone else."

 

"So she did not talk to me because...."

 

"Even the bravest warrior has moments of fear, and even the wisest among us sometimes do foolish things for the right reasons.  Her heart was in the right place, Donoma Chepi, even if her mind led her astray.  I know you are angry; I cannot blame you for that anger.  But you should know that she suffered as well during your time apart from one another."

 

"That does not make me happy, Honiahaka.  Despite my anger towards Koko Kanti, I never wished ill will towards her."

 

Honiahaka smiled.  "I know – I think your brethren had that covered quite nicely."  He looked around suddenly and rose from his place.  He extended a hand down to her and drew Donoma to her feet.  "It has been a joy and a pleasure to finally meet you, Donoma Chepi.  I can see why my nahtona desires you for a mate."  He chuckled when her eyes got impossibly round.  "Do not worry, ka'eskone," addressing her familiarly for the first time.  "You have my blessing and Rae'l's for this union.  Be good to my nahtona, ka'eskone.  She may be a stoic warrior on the outside, but she is a caring woman inside.  She will need your strength as well as your love and tenderness."

 

"You seem so sure, Honiahaka."

 

"She is my nahtona, Donoma.  I am.  Now I must go.  Rae'l and I will be nearby if we are needed, but we will not be watching your every movement."  He shook his head trying to rid his face of the blush Donoma could see through his dark skin.    "There are some things that should remain private between the two of you and any number of other things that a parent should never know about a child."

 

Donoma couldn't help it – she laughed.  And then jumped again when Koko Kanti clasped her elbow and looked at her in concerned amusement.

 

"Should I be worried, ka'eskone?" Koko asked, letting her eyes roam over Donoma's features.  "You are standing in the middle of the encampment where I left you and you do not appear to have moved, yet you are laughing for no apparent reason.  Is there a problem?"

 

For answer, Donoma turned and cupped Koko's face gently within her hands, tracing her skin with the lightest touch of her thumbs.  Koko struggled to keep her eyes open against the cascade of sensations Donoma was creating throughout her body.  Quite without her permission, Koko's hands dropped to Donoma's waist and she held on for dear life.

 

Donoma could no more halt the sharp intake of breath caused by Koko's grip than she could stop breathing completely.  She saw Koko's eyes darken in response and hesitated.  She had never garnered such a reaction in her life – at least not one she was so conscious of.

 

Koko released the hold she had on Donoma's waist and clasped the hands cupping her face in her hands instead.  "Not yet, Nutta... but soon.  We still have much to discuss."

 

"But only one thing of real importance," Donoma replied without losing eye contact.  Koko nodded slowly and stepped back a pace, wanting Donoma to be comfortable.  In turn, Donoma stepped forward and caught Koko's hand again.  "No more running, Koko.  There is no one but us here, and you have nothing to fear from me."

 

“Are you so sure of that, ka’eskone?” Koko asked in a whisper.

 

“As sure as I am that the sun rises in the east every morning and sets in the west every evening, warrior.”  Donoma held Koko’s eyes and watched them search her countenance for reassurance.  She knew the identical moment that Koko found the proof she needed – she lifted a shaking hand to Donoma’s face and tenderly traced the features there.

 

“Are you sure, ka’eskone?” she asked again, but this time, she was asking a completely different question.

 

“Do you love me, Nutta?  Do you love me with the love one mate has for another?”

 

Koko shook her head and Donoma’s head dropped as her heart shattered.  Her humiliation was complete.  She released the hand she held and stepped back... or would have had Koko not shifted one hand to the back of her neck and slid the other arm around her waist to hold onto her with gentle strength.

 

Ka’eskone, look at me,” she pled softly to the top of the blonde head that shook rapidly.  Donoma Chepi,” she growled.  “Look. At. Me.”  This was a command and Donoma reluctantly raised her head, biting her lips to keep the tears that sat on her lashes from spilling down her cheeks.  Koko gazed intently at her for a long moment, letting the love and affection she felt roll over them both in wave after wave of warmth.  Donoma blinked in her confusion and the tears rolled off her lashes and onto her cheeks.  Koko leaned down and kissed them away, then moved her lips to Donoma’s ear, speaking so softly it could hardly be considered a whisper.

 

“Beloved,” she said in English, causing Donoma to start in surprise.  “Nayeli... with all my heart.  But, Nutta – it is beyond the love one mate has for another.  That cannot begin to compare to what I feel for you.”

 

Donoma pulled back – far enough that she could see the truth of Koko’s words in her eyes.  “Tell me, Koko,” she demanded quietly. “Tell me what it is you feel.”

 

“It is love, ka'eskone, but far beyond something so basic.  It is soul completion, beloved."

 

Donoma slid the hands that were trapped between her body and Koko's up and over Koko's shoulders, locking them behind her neck.  "Nayeli, Koko Kanti."

 

"Nayeli, Donoma Chepi."  Then she gave in to the gentle pressure Donoma was putting on the back of her neck while urging Donoma's body closer to her own with the hands she slid around the slim waist.  Then she bent her had and brushed her lips over Donoma's once... twice... watching as her eyelashes fluttered and finally closed.

 

With that, Koko allowed her eyes to close, absorbing the sensations of the kiss through taste and scent and sound.  She lightly traced Donoma's lips with her tongue, capturing the gasp with a smile and plundering the mouth that opened beneath hers.  Donoma groaned and allowed Koko to have her way for a few moments before she returned the favor, examining every part of Koko's mouth until they were forced to separate for lack of oxygen.  Koko started to speak but found herself pulled back to Donoma's mouth and this time, Donoma took the lead.  Koko just held on for the ride.

 

When they pulled apart... slowly, reluctantly... Donoma kept her hands wound tightly round Koko's neck and Koko never lost her grip on Donoma's waist.  They simply leaned their foreheads together and breathed one another's air.

 

“Welcome home, Koko Kanti,” Donoma whispered with a smile.

 

“I will never go away from you again, ka’eskone.”

 

************

 

They had finally pulled apart from one another, their grumbling bellies making it impossible to concentrate on anything other than the physical hunger pangs that called to them... loudly.  They exchanged embarrassed glances then broke into laughter, diffusing the sexual tension they could both feel roiling just below the surface.  Donoma turned to collect the small cache of food supplies from her home, surprised when Koko followed her.

 

“I need to retrieve my things, ka’eskone, and move back into my own home for the time being.  I cannot stay here with you any longer.  You deserve better than that.”

 

“Does this mean you intend to stake your claim as a warrior?”

 

“I do indeed, Donoma Chepi.  I want there to be no doubt of my claim or my intentions towards you.  I left to give you a chance to choose another; that opportunity is gone.  However, if you do not intend to favor my petition, I ask that you tell me now so I can spare us both the humiliation of rejection.”  Blue eyes twinkled with merriment, but Donoma could see a clear fear of rejection lurking in the back of that gaze.  She cupped Koko’s face in her hands.

 

“Can you still have doubts, warrior mine?”

 

“You were very angry, Nutta.”

 

Donoma nodded.  “Yes, I was.  There are still some things I am upset about... some things we need to talk about – things I need to know and things we need to share with one another.  But none of that will stop what is happening between us.  Nothing can stop that except us, Koko Kanti, and I for one do not want to stop.  Do you?”

 

Koko shook her head vehemently, reminded again at the difference five cycles of seasons had made in Donoma’s demeanor.  The Donoma she remembered, while never shy of speech when conversing with Koko, had never been so sure of herself.  Donoma smiled and Koko couldn’t help but respond in kind.

 

“Then you only need to know one thing about your claim, warrior.”  Her eyebrow arched and her eyes twinkled and her lips spread into a wider grin.

 

“What would that be, ka’eskone?”  Koko feeling her own smile grow in reaction to the teasing.

 

“Do not make me wait too long.  I have waited a lifetime already.”

 

Before Koko could respond, their stomachs growled in hunger once again and she shook her head.  “I think we should at least wait until after we eat something.  Otherwise, the entire tribe will come back looking for us, thinking we have been run over by a rogue herd.”

 

Donoma couldn’t help it – she laughed.  Koko had delivered that last bit with a completely straight face and the truth was, she could honestly see that happening. As it was, she was still a little amazed at Takoda’s willingness to leave her alone with Koko, given her previous anger – then she wondered if he had seen something she had not.

 

“All right then... you take your things to your home and I will begin preparing something for us to eat.  Then we will see what comes next... aside from reclaiming the furs and blankets.  With this breeze, it should not take too long... I hope.”

 

“I will check again after I move my things over.  If I stay around here right now....”

 

Donoma smiled gently, but nodded her understanding.  “Just be careful, warrior mine.  You are still healing, despite how good you feel at the moment.”  She looked at Koko who was dressed in a set of white man’s clothing she hadn’t seen before.  “Though how you can be comfortable in those clothes....”

 

Koko shrugged.  “I am used to them.  Besides, I am saving the leathers you and Nahko’e created.  They will be for claiming you as mine.”

 

“Then I will look forward to the day I see you in them again, warrior. Now go... I have work to do.”  And so they separated to complete the tasks they had set for themselves, comfortable in the knowledge that despite everything, things between them were going to work out.  That was something they both wanted to happen.

 

Koko picked up her saddlebags carefully and went to her home while Donoma opened the supplies and pulled out the stuff she needed to start soup.  She headed back out to the fire that needed tending and heard Koko start back towards the small creek where the furs and blankets were drying.  Donoma was thankful she had managed to get water on to heat; with any luck it wouldn’t be long before she had something prepared for them to eat.  She was anxious to feed them both so they could settle down and just talk for a while.  It was something Donoma had missed with aching intensity and then there was the added incentive of wanting to explore this relatively new facet of their relationship.

 

She smiled when she felt strong arms wrap around her middle and she straightened to lean back into the firm body, mindful that it was still healing.

 

“I missed you.”

 

“I missed you, too.  But at least there were no unexpected visitors this time.”

 

“Excuse me??” Koko sputtered, but stopped when Donoma turned in her arms and put a hand to her lips.

 

“Your father came to see me, but we can add that to our list of things to talk about.”

 

Oooookaaaaay,” Koko drawled thoughtfully, wondering what had brought her Neho’e out into the mortal plane again so soon.  “Um, I think we should move the bedding closer to the camp.  Just in case the weather turns... at least we would be able to drag it inside fairly easily then.”

 

Donoma nodded, knowing how quickly the weather was prone to change at this time of year.  “Thank you for not doing it on your own, Koko.  You could definitely have hurt yourself and despite my confidence in my abilities as a healer, I do not want to see you suffer needlessly for your pride.”

 

Koko ducked her head.  “I did think about it, but I knew how disappointed you would be if I was that careless.  The foolishness would have simply made you angry and I would rather not do that any more for a while.”

 

“The stew should be fine on its own for a few minutes.  Let us go see if we can bring things closer.  I have no desire to sleep on wet bedding tonight.”

 

“And then we will talk?”

 

“And then we will talk,” Donoma affirmed.  “We have five cycles of seasons to catch up on.”

 

Koko smiled.  “I guess we are going to be talking for a while then.  I am glad though.  I have missed it.”

 

“So have I warrior.  So have I.”

 

Part 10

 

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