Disclaimers: None. If you’re still reading my stuff at this point, you pretty well know what you’re getting into. If you don’t have an open mind, why exactly are you still reading this far into the series? However, if you do read it and you find something you think needs disclaiming, you are still more than welcome to let me know. It won’t change anything, but it may make you feel better. Ugliness will earn you a smack to the back of your head.
Thanks: To Phil for sticking around to beta read for me. She’s picked up all kinds of dropped letters because Pink and Fluffy tend to leave a trail of them. All errors belong strictly to me.
Special Thanks: To the many of you that have taken the time to send your kind words about the Valiant Series thus far. I greatly appreciate your feedback and your patience in waiting for this installment. I was actually writing this and Brave New World concurrently, and I appreciate both your patience and your indulgence.
Author’s Notes: Words and music used belong to Martina McBride. No money is being made from it and no copyright infringement is intended. The rest of the author’s notes will follow at the end of this story though the Storyteller’s Cardinal Rule is finally back in effect.
A Valiant Option
By D
Prologue
“NO!” The furious sound echoed across the hall of the temple as Sky gave Tiny his assessment of Randi’s condition. A vase flew into the wall with the single flick of a wrist and Ares stomped back over to the scrying bowl, watching the scramble of activity taking place in the palace room. “No, Randi! This isn’t supposed to happen!! I didn’t hit you hard enough to kill you.” He rubbed a hand across his face. “Damn it all to Tartarus!!” He watched a little while longer then roared in absolute frustration when Gwen was rushed to Randi’s side on a hover board and curled her body around Randi’s.
“No! It’s not supposed to be like this, dammit!! You’re supposed to call on me to join you so we can rule together, Randi. You’re not supposed choose that irritating little blonde over me and you’re certainly not supposed to die!” A beat. “C’mon! C’mon!” Ares growled as he continued to watch Tiny and Lacey fight to keep Randi’s body alive. Then everything came to a screeching halt when Gwen sat up in the bed with a single cry....
"RANDI!!!"
“Oh, no!” bellowed Ares. “No! It’s not going to end like this between us, Warrior! You’re mine now! I own you! You don’t get to choose your path!” And with that pronouncement Ares disappeared in a shower of blue fire.
Chapter I
“Are you sure about this, Rosie?” Lacey had set up her equipment to breathe for Randi, thus keeping her body alive, then set up the remainder to monitor both Randi and Gwen. Then at Rosie’s instruction, everyone had moved away from them. Now Geoff looked to the shamaness for some answers.
“I’m sure, Geoff. We’ve done all we can do. It’s up to them now. There’s nothing we can do except wait and hope.”
“How long?”
Rosie shrugged. “There’s no way to know. It depends on them and....” Whatever she had been going to say next was interrupted by the shimmer of dark sparkles that filtered into the room as Ares materialized next to the bed. Everyone shifted into action and what happened next was like a blur in super slow motion.
Ares lifted his hand to move Gwen off Randi’s body. Reed, Lacey and Rosie scrambled towards the bed as a single unit to protect them. Ares sent a burst of energy towards the three, knocking them across the room and into the wall. Tiny, meanwhile, headed directly for Ares, only to find himself thrown into Sky who was following behind him and together they slid down the wall next to the other three.
Fury lent strength to Geoff’s legs and the distraction of the rest allowed him the chance to slide into position covering Gwen and Randi with his own body. Then he screamed in agony when Ares’ hand landed on his back, but he refused to move from his place protecting them. Jill ran towards Geoff only to find herself physically assaulted when Ares backhanded her away from him, putting all of his anger and frustration into the blow.
Before he could turn to finish her off, he found himself being transported out of the palace against his will. “NOOOOOOOO!!!” he screamed, catching a glimpse of his three sisters connecting together to send him out of the palace. When he was able to see again, he didn’t recognize where he was; but he knew instinctively it wasn’t anywhere close to the palace.
He growled and orbed back to his temple on Olympus, intent on finding a way around this latest complication to his victory.
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Aphrodite, Artemis and Athena looked around at the carnage Ares had created. The five human beings slumped against the wall were slowly starting to stir, and Artemis crossed over to check on them. Athena went immediately to Jill who lay face down on the floor some distance from the bed. Blood trickled from her ear and onto the carpet beneath it.
Dite moved to the bed, anxious to check on Gwen and Randi, but also concerned about Geoff’s stiff, unmoving form. He seemed frozen in agony, and when Dite touched him he simply collapsed away from the pair he had been so desperate to protect. “Athena! Athena, NOW!”
“I can’t, Dite! She’s dying!” motioning to Jill with her head. Both hands were occupied with trying to heal her. Ares had done serious deliberate damage and Athena wasn’t sure she could heal her completely, not with the time factor working against them. She had to get to Randi and Gwen.
“The, I think he’s dead already,” Dite insisted, wanting to be grossed out but not really having time for it.
“Well, check, Dite!!” But she didn’t have to. Artemis had been successful in getting the others to their feet, albeit shakily, and Tiny stumbled to Geoff’s side with Lacey right behind him. The rest were a little slower, but they followed as quickly as they could manage. By then Tiny had scooped Geoff up in his arms and was moving him over to the couch. Lacey was quick to move over to help, opening his shirt and visibly flinching at the amount of physical damage Ares had done to Geoff. She exchanged a glance with Tiny and shook her head slightly, but still proceeded to start resuscitation and regen processes on him.
Dite’s focus immediately went to the two women still wrapped around one another on the bed, completely unaware of the drama being played out around them. She placed a hand on Randi and the other on Gwen, trying to sense them. Artemis walked over to Athena and checked on Jill’s condition before she allowed Sky to pick Jill up and move her over to the couch with Geoff. Athena continued to channel healing to her and Artemis lent her strength to help Athena.
The restrictions placed on them and the rest of the Pantheon made everything more difficult, and that was never more apparent or more frustrating than it was at this very moment in this time and place. It should have been so easy, and yet they were forced to allow things to play out to their conclusion with only a minimum of interference. Their only mission here was simply to protect Randi and Gwen until Randi could make her own decision. The rest was a calculated risk, and only the fact that the damage was done by a god made it even possible.
“Goddess, is there anything we can do to help?” Rosie asked, directing her question generally.
Dite pulled her hands away and shook her head. “There is nothing any of us can do,” she said quietly. “It really is all up to them now.” She blew out a deep breath. “Let’s go see if we can help them,” motioning to the small group on the couch.
“But what about the antidote?” Rosie asked. “Surely we can....”
“We found it, but it’s here on the physical plane. They have to be awake... here... for us to make the offer. We have to wait for them to come to us... or not,“ said Artemis.
“Rosie, were you able to set up a perimeter when you moved here?” Athena asked as Jill continued to heal ever so slowly. She wondered if Jill were resisting the healing because of her husband’s condition or if Ares had done irreparable damage.
The shamaness nodded vigorously. “Apparently Geoff rounded up all the local military and Sabre members he could contact, and we sent the People out as soon as Gwen demanded we move her back here. I’m not sure what happened after that except that the People knew to reset a perimeter here as tightly as they could manage. I’m not sure how you or Ares were able to penetrate it, in fact.”
Reed answered. “They weren’t focused on keeping gods out here since we never expected an attack from Ares against Randi. We figured he would target Gwen though given that obvious error in judgment, maybe we need to change that,” gesturing to the mess around them. “They were simply trying to bolster our strength.” Reed looked around. “Let me go take care of that.” She slipped out of the room and the rest went over to see how the Goldmans were doing.
Reed took a deep breath as she walked out the door. Her defenses had taken quite a beating once she had lost direct support from Rosie, though her barriers were more intact than she’d had any reasonable hope of expecting given the current situation. Still it was good to get out of that room and into the strong support she could feel flowing from the People in waves. She realized that the military and Sabres that Geoff had managed to gather together had been interspersed among the People and were doing their best to follow the example of those around them, and there were so many that they were within touching distance of one another. Reed stopped at each person to thank them for the support and to give them new instructions on changing their focus. Some of the regular military members didn’t understand, but they were willing to try. Fortunately the Sabres and the People did understand, and they would be able to redirect the rest. When she was finished, she took a deep breath and crossed back into the bedroom.
Rosie met her at the door, taking her hand immediately and providing her with some much needed relief. “How are you doing, my friend?” Rosie asked as her eyes began to glow once more as she channeled the enormous amount of power she was able to gather from the room into Reed.
Reed nodded. “Better now,” she acknowledged. “This hasn’t been anything like I thought it would be. Thank you for being here, Rosie. I wouldn’t have survived this without you. None of us would.”
Rosie bowed her head slightly to acknowledge the compliment, then looked around. Lacey and Tiny continued to work over Geoff’s unmoving form; Sky cradled Jill while Athena healed her and Artemis provided support for them both. Only Dite sat apart from the group, her focus totally taken by the two who remained motionless on the bed.
“What is up with them, Reed? Can you sense... anything?”
Reed shook her head. “Only a residual trace. It’s like they have gone somewhere beyond themselves – probably... hopefully, they are in Randi’s safe place in her mind.” She blew out a breath and glanced over towards the bed before looking back at Rosie. “The thing that concerns me – two things actually – are that Randi’s physical body is only being kept alive by Lacey’s machines and the fact that I can’t seem to reach Gwen. I feel like we’ve let them down.”
“Faith, Reed. Gwen knows we’re here and when we can help, she’ll let us know.”
“I hope so, Rosie.”
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Gwen struggled to look around the darkness. When Randi’s chest had stilled here in the Empress’ safe place, everything had been plunged into a thick, inky blackness. Now as Gwen searched with her hands, she realized that Randi had moved out of this room, and Gwen knew of only one other place she could have gone. Unfortunately she wasn’t sure how to find Randi’s other safe place without at least the smallest amount of light and even wishing for a light hadn’t garnered her any. So she closed her eyes against the blackness and simply let herself feel, hoping her heart would lead her to Randi despite the darkness. After concentrating for a long moment, Gwen felt the warmth she had been searching for. She slid off the marble slab and followed where her heart was leading her.
She walked for a while, remembering from her previous walks that time and space here was a fluid thing. Her thoughts and concerns were focused on Randi and why she had disappeared from the Empress’ safe room. Her pace was quick but not rushed, not wanting to miss anything coming from Randi, and the warmth she felt flowing meant Randi was alive here. Her greatest concern was the fact that Randi, at least for a few brief moments, had stopped breathing here. She could only imagine the havoc that was causing in the real world.
The warmth didn’t get weaker, but it didn’t get any stronger either. So it was an unpleasant sensation though not an unwelcome event, when she literally ran into the second marble slab. Her groan caused a gasp and an echoing moan from the form she fell into, and immediately a light appeared to illuminate the small area around them.
What Gwen saw there was nothing short of shocking, and it rendered her momentarily speechless. It was Randi – not unexpected given their current location in her mind – but it was Randi twice over again – very unexpected in any case.
Randi lay with her head in the Empress’ lap, curled up into a fetal position to try and alleviate the ache in her chest. Her breathing was slow and shallow as though she were hanging onto her life by the barest thread. The Empress’ hands gently combed through Randi’s hair, trying to offer comfort without adding to her misery, both still feeling the lancing pain the separation had caused them.
Gwen simply gazed at them for what felt like a very long time, trying to wrap her mind around the fact that Randi was no longer whole... again. Then she took the Empress’s hand in one of her own and placed the other on Randi’s chest, just barely able to fell the irregular tempo of her heartbeat. She met the Empress’ eyes seriously, finding pain and true fear lurking in those stark blue depths. Gwen moved her hand up to cup the Empress’s face, gratified when she leaned into the touch.
“Sweetheart, what happened here? Why are you two separate personalities again?” The Empress shrugged gently so as not to disturb the woman cradled in her lap. Her blue eyes dropped back to herself and she watched as she combed long fingers through her own dark hair, realizing in a dark, far-off way just how surreal the whole situation was.
Fingers under her chin lifted her face and she brought her eyes up to meet Gwen’s, finding only love and concern in those green depths and wanting to fall into them. “It’s not my fault, Gwen. I didn’t do this. She did.”
“Love, I’m not blaming the warrior or the woman for this. I’m not blaming any part of you at all. I’m just trying to figure out what happened so we can try to fix it. If we’re both still here, then we must still be on our spirit walk. We need to finish it and get out of here, and I think to do that we have to make you whole again. I felt you die, Randi....” She drew a sobbing breath. “Oh God, I can’t live through that again. I can’t.” The last was a bare whisper, but in the silence of the stillness around them, it was as if she shouted it from the hilltops. Everything was tranquil and still for a long moment then Gwen gasped when she felt the Randi that lay unconscious reach up and cover the hand that rested on her aching chest. Gwen tore her eyes from the Empress’ and glanced down, but Randi’s eyes remained closed and her breathing uneven. Gwen turned her attention back to the Empress. “Randi?”
“We don’t want to die, Gwen... not like this. But we’re not sure how to fix this either.”
“Tell me what happened or at least what you remember.”
The Empress considered the request thoughtfully. “I remember you leaving us - talking about it here... well, in my space.” She gave Gwen a small smile and Gwen returned it. “We talked – you and I; and we forgave each other even though I am still not sure what I was forgiving you for. I know, I know.... this was us, but it was mostly me even if Ares did cause it. I was so tired... both parts of me were and it just felt like we were fighting each other still. The pain was just... overwhelming. It hurt so much and the realization of what I had done as the warrior just finally....” The Empress motioned to the part of herself that remained unconscious in her lap. “It was too much for the woman in us to hold together. We’re afraid... I’m afraid that Ares will win after all if I can’t figure out how to get us back together again. We can’t defeat him apart like this.”
“Are you choosing to die here then? Are you choosing to give up instead of facing him together with me in the real world?”
“No, Love, NO! We would choose to stand with you under any circumstances. But I don’t think we can defeat him as a ‘we’ entity. We need to be a single whole person to stand with you as the single whole you and I are together.”
Gwen straightened up though neither Randi released their grip to allow her to move away from them. “All right. Have you tried... you know, like we did before? Laying down and merging yourself together?”
The Empress nodded. “As soon as we separated. We were still whole while we were in my safe place, but we were struggling. I was so tired and she was. It felt like she was dying inside me. Or I was dying inside her. We kissed you and closed our eyes for a little rest and when we opened them we were here in her safe place, and we had gone from being one person to two distinct personalities. So since she was already lying on the slab here, I tried to lay in the same space. But something went wrong; it nearly killed her. I felt her stop breathing and the pain.... The pain was excruciating. My chest... my head... God, Gwen, it hurt so badly. The only good thing was she started breathing again as soon as I was expelled. Then we just waited here just like we are now. We knew you’d come looking for us. You promised you would.”
Gwen cupped the Empress’ face once more, then brushed their lips together in the gentlest of kisses. “You’re absolutely right; I did. And I meant it, Randi – I always have. Wherever you go, I go. However, that being said, the only place I want to go right now is out of here.” Gwen caught and held the Empress’ eyes with an intensity she seldom employed outside the intimacy of their bedroom even when they were alone. It got her attention instantly as it always did. “Randi, I need to know if you can carry her out of here,” motioning to Randi’s unconscious self.
The Empress held Gwen’s gaze, then looked down at her other self and nodded. “If it’ll get us out of this goddamn darkness, I’ll carry her back to reality.”
Gwen chuckled. “Not that far, Love. I just want to go to the glade... to the safe room in my mind.”
“Is that a good idea? I mean, given what happened the last time....”
“We’ll make it secure for both of us. Trust me, sweetheart. I think it’s what we need. I think you need the peace of that place to be whole again.”
The Empress looked into those eyes that held the mirrors of her soul and trusted. Then she slid her arms around herself and scooped Randi into her embrace, groaning a little as the full weight hit her. She exchanged glances with Gwen. “Remind me I need to go on a diet when all this is over. I think I may give myself a hernia.”
Gwen snorted. “Sweetheart, it’s not fat that’s making you heavy. That is pure, unadulterated Valiant muscle. And I like it just the way it is.”
The Empress glared though Gwen could easily see the twinkle that lurked in the back of those eyes even in the dim light of this place. “You play dirty.”
“Yes, but I play to win. Now, c’mon. I want fresh air and sunshine.”
The Empress sighed but obediently followed Gwen, noting she refused to lose contact with either part of Randi. And they slowly made their way from the darkness into full-blown light.
When they crossed into the glade, the Empress slid to the ground – not under the weight of the burden of self she bore, but more from relief of being out of the darkness at last. She looked around with new eyes as though she had never seen this place before, and for a few minutes Gwen was content to allow her the luxury. Then the unconscious woman began to stir at last and their attention was taken by her. Without losing contact with the warrior, Gwen brushed the woman’s hair back from Randi’s face, gently caressing her skin and getting the tiniest smile out of Randi for her actions. “Hey,” she called softly. “How ya doing?”
“Hurts,” Randi replied in a whisper. “Hurts.”
“I know it does, Sweetheart. I know. But you have to let yourself be whole again. It’s the only way you can heal. You need the warrior’s strength as well as the woman’s. You need her clarity of mind and judgment as well as your compassion and mercy. You need to be whole to heal, Love, and I need you whole so we can go kick Ares’ ass, remember?”
Randi nodded and then shook her head. “Tried... already. Can’t.”
“Do you trust me, Randi?” Two heads nodded simultaneously. “Then you can do this. This is our place – yours and mine, and there is an energy here that is just us. Do you feel it?” Both incarnations nodded again. “It’s healing energy, Randi. This is what I feel when we come to our glade together – refreshed and revived and renewed. Trust in it, and let it heal you and make you whole again. Accept that you need what you perceive to be both your strengths and your weaknesses from both parts of yourself, Love.” Randi and the Empress looked at each other for long moments, measuring the other’s worth. Finally they nodded, and the Empress gently placed Randi on the soft grass with her head in Gwen’s lap. Randi moaned in pain then breathed out, trying to force herself to relax. Gwen put her hand on Randi’s shoulder, and Randi reached up to cover it with her hand. Then Gwen took the Empress’ hand in her own and squeezed it lightly. “I love and believe in both of you with all my heart.”
“Will you hold us?” the Empress asked as she prepared to try to merge into Randi once more. Gwen brought the hand to her lips and kissed it.
“For as long as it takes.”
Then the Empress took a deep breath and lay down on her body. Gwen watched in fascination as the features melded back into the woman she knew and loved.
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Reed gasped and froze, nearly hyperventilating as sensations cascaded over her. Rosie was instantly at her side offering support, and the rest moved as swiftly as they could manage. They had done all they could for Geoff and Jill; now it was a matter of waiting, which they were mostly content to do until Reed had reacted so violently to whatever had hit her senses.
Tiny took her hands in his, chafing them lightly. Lacey moved over to check on Randi and Gwen as the monitors and sensors on them started whining bare seconds behind Reed’s response. Sky took her other side, hoping between him and Rosie, Reed would be able to feel the energy they were able to channel from the abundance that was being conducted to them. Only the goddesses remained still, Athena and Artemis supporting Aphrodite in much the same way the others were sustaining Reed. Then they waited for Reed to speak. Tiny was talking to her quietly to offer comfort and to give her a few minutes to collect her wits from whatever corner they had been scattered to when Randi and Gwen had done whatever they had managed to do.
Finally Reed took a deep breath and swallowed, meeting his gaze. “Sweetheart, are you okay?” he asked, refusing to let his hands loose from hers, and she clasped his gratefully. She nodded and turned her head towards the bed.
“Lace?”
“They are... Randi is breathing on her own. Her pulse is stronger though still weak, and I think she might be healing finally though at the rate it is happening, we’re still gonna be here a while.”
“What about Gwen?” This from a groggy Jill who was lying next to Geoff. She had been sleeping until the commotion in the room had stirred her from her deep slumber, and though she still couldn’t open her eyes or dredge up the will to move, she had to know how her daughter was fairing in all of this drama.
“If she curled around Randi any tighter, they’d be sharing the same skin,” Lacey replied with a smile. “She’s doing great – deep, even breathing; strong pulse; nice color. Whatever Reed sensed has been a good thing for both of them.”
“Reed?” Tiny said, curious to know what had caused such fierce reaction.
“It was... I felt... it was almost like their souls merged or something.” She shook her head. “Whatever it was, it was powerful and intense.”
“Was it bad?”
Reed shook her head. “Not bad in a painful way... not like it has been. It was just overwhelming and unexpected. But for the first time in what seems like forever, it feels like they are back to being part of one another again.” She let her gaze go inward, then blinked and drew a deep breath. She made a move to stand, and the three around her stood with her as a single unit, unsure what she had in mind but unwilling to lose contact with her even briefly.
“Reed?” Tiny asked.
“Turn me around, Tiny. I want to see their auras.”
Tiny kept his eyes locked on hers, reading not apprehension but excitement and expectancy. For the first time in a long time, Reed was anticipating something good between Randi and Gwen instead of the searing pain that had long since accompanied these looks.
Rosie clasped one arm, and Sky took the other and they walked in a solemn circle and allowed Tiny to turn them in a circle so they never lost contact with Reed. When they were facing Randi and Gwen, Reed closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Then she opened her eyes and looked, pushing her body into Tiny’s behind her for support. She couldn’t stop the flow of tears. Tiny tightened his embrace and looked down into her face. “You all right, Baby?”
Reed smiled and nodded her head even through the tears. “Oh yeah. I haven’t hurt this good in forever it seems like. This is awesome.”
Tiny squeezed her again, and only then did he notice that Sky had his eyes clenched shut, shaking slightly. “Sky?”
“Even I can see it from here, Tiny,” the chief whispered. “They are so in tune with one another, it is impossible to tell them apart. They are indeed a single whole together once more.”
“So you can sense their life force again?”
“Yes, and it’s a beautiful thing,” Reed smiled. “It’s so strong. Randi is... Randi’s body is still damaged, but her soul is a single entity again. I don’t feel the struggle for power inside her that has been present since Gwen’s kidnapping and especially since she assumed command of the Sabres. And Gwen is simply melding into her. I wish you could see this; it’s amazing.”
The three goddesses listened but didn’t comment directly. When Dite had felt Randi’s body die, she had lost any connection to them whatsoever. So the only information the three of them were allowed now was whatever their human counterparts could share with them. Instead Artemis brought up the issue that wasn’t far from any of their minds.
“Can you contact her? Can you let them know about the antidote?”
Reed shrugged. “I dunno. I can try...” starting towards the bed when a shake of Lacey’s head stopped her. “Or I can wait,” she added, a frown creasing her forehead at Lacey’s action. “What’s wrong, Lace?”
“Their aura may be strong, but I’m not sure their physical bodies are up to that sort of effort yet. I’d rather not take the chance on doing damage that we could avoid by waiting for them... especially Randi... to heal a little while longer. Reed, I’m afraid it would kill them.”
“Can we afford to wait?” from Athena.
“I don’t think we can afford not to,” was Lacey’s stark answer. “Killing them due to our impatience would sort of defeat our whole purpose in being here trying to protect them.”
“Besides,” Reed broke in before the goddesses could get angry for any sort of perceived impudence on Lacey’s part. She had always been a straight shooter and tended to speak bluntly. Made for an interesting trait in a healer, but it was perfectly suited to the Sabre she was. “We have the barriers set up against Ares to keep him from popping in again. Aside from that, there really isn’t much we can do until Randi is well enough to return to consciousness or Gwen lets me know they need something. I can go back to monitoring them again.” Reed looked around the room at that suggestion, finding every head, Lacey and goddesses included, agreeing with her suggestion. “All right then. We need to get set up. Um... what about Geoff and Jill?” motioning to the two figures still reclining on the couch motionless.
“I have monitors set up for them,” Lacey said, “But I’ve done all I can for them at the moment. Jill needs rest and Geoff....” She shook her head.
Reed blew out a breath. They would have to worry about those consequences once Randi and Gwen were back in this reality with them. First though.... The four of them – Tiny, Sky, Rosie and Reed – moved as one body towards the bed, not wanting to lose tactile contact with each other. It was a bit of a struggle, but they managed to get Reed situated so she was able to monitor Randi and Gwen without losing the support the rest provided. Reed closed her eyes and let her mind wander, following the warmth she could feel between them and searching for her own safe place to observe and wait.
Then everyone settled in, hoping with a little luck, they would get a good ending to all of this soon.
Chapter II
Gwen opened her eyes when Randi shifted in her grip. She couldn’t have said how long they had they had been in the glade. When Randi was a single being once more, both she and Gwen had fallen into a deep, healing slumber. Now Randi stirred slowly, gingerly testing the limits of her still healing, sorely abused body. She was cautiously pleased, feeling the healing taking place in her body and relatively happy with the results. Then she looked up and found sleepy green eyes gazing back at her with a look that was nothing but genuine love. It made her smile. Gwen smiled at the sight. “What are you smiling at?”
“You. Do you know just how beautiful you are?”
Gwen blushed. She couldn’t help it. When Randi looked at her with the combination of love, lust and passion that burned out of those bright blue eyes it set her very soul on fire. And it had been so long since she had seen it focused in her direction, Gwen found she was somewhat taken by surprise by it now. She cupped Randi’s face in her hand and gave into her desire for a kiss – a kiss that she quickly lost control of when Randi took passionate possession of her mouth. Gwen leaned back when it was over, blinking and breathing before she cleared her throat to speak. “Ahem... well, that certainly answers that question.”
“What question? How beautiful you are?” Randi teased, waggling her eyebrows to good effect.
“No, you goofball. You’re the only one who sees me that way. No, I was going to ask you how you felt, but I think your response to that kiss said plenty.”
Randi tangled her hands in Gwen’s lengthening hair and pulled her down until their lips were just touching. “First of all,” she growled low, “I’m certainly not the only one who thinks you are beautiful, Love. I’m just the only one who gets to enjoy it privately.”
This time Gwen took control of the kiss and only stopped reluctantly when Randi nipped her bottom lip. “Air... I need air, Sweetheart. I’m still having....”
“Oh God, Randi! Did I hurt you? Are you all right?”
Randi captured the hands that were wandering over her torso checking the damage. It tickled and was stimulating and painful all at the same time. “I’m fine, Gwen, really. Coming here has worked wonders for me. I feel whole again... for the first time since Ben infected me with whatever that was. I’m not fighting with myself anymore, and that feels so wonderful.”
“Does it feel different than what happened before?”
Randi nodded and slid up until she was partially sitting and could rest her head in the crook of Gwen’s neck. “It’s very different. Before I could still feel both parts, and though we weren’t fighting one another, we could only merge so far... sort of whole but not.”
“Is that why you weren’t healing?”
“Probably. The more we read, the harder it was for the woman in me to hear what the warrior in me had done, especially in my actions towards you. That caused it to get worse and the darkness we were held in only exacerbated the problem. Being here with you in the light has made all the difference. I can see the good I did as well as the bad now.”
“Can you really?”
“Uh huh. It’s kinda hard to explain.”
“Would you try?”
“Um... sure, but I don’t know if I can make it make sense. See, as I accepted responsibility for everything I’ve done in the last year, the injuries Ares inflicted on me spread because I was focused on the bad. Accepting responsibility meant acknowledging the deaths I had committed and the misery I had caused... especially yours. I took the guilt for my actions on all of me... not just the warrior part. Since Ares had already tried to blow the snot out of me, doing that weakened me enough to force the Empress and me to split into two distinct personalities again.”
“Okay, so how is your merging different this time? How do we know this will stick?”
Randi chuckled... a painful venture, but well worth the answering smile it brought to Gwen’s face. “Well, for one thing, there is only me now. I am the Empress as well as the woman... the lover and the fighter. Look into my eyes, Love. This close, you’d be able to see the parts of my soul if it was still fractured.”
Gwen did so and the sight brought tears to her eyes. Randi wiped them away gently with her thumb, understand all too well where they were coming from. “Do you know,” Gwen whispered as she tightened her arms around Randi while still trying to keep from doing more damage to her slowly healing upper body. “Do you know how wonderful... how amazing it is to see you... all of you looking back at me again? To see that love and strength and desire all in the same glance?”
“I know how fantastic it feels to be able to do that again. It’s one reason I believe the merging will stick. I think it means whatever poison Ares used to infect me is gone because before I had to fight to feel anything beyond rage and hatred for the rebels. I should have destroyed them; I was originally going to and I didn’t. That’s another reason I think this merging is permanent. I did good, Gwen. I can actually see that now. Before I could only see the ugliness of my actions, but there have been a lot of positive consequences as well. I think it is safe to say I have expunged the poison from my being – body and soul.”
“There is an antidote... at least Artemis had top Amazon scientists working on one. I know they were close, but I don’t know if it is done yet. Do you think you still need it?”
Randi shrugged, then winced at the pull on her chest. “Gotta remember not to do that for a while yet. As for the other, I honestly don’t know, Love. I don’t think so, because I feel clean and whole. On the other hand if it is ready, would it hurt? Maybe it would help me to heal faster.”
“Well, not a lot we can do about it here, and I’m not ready to leave yet. I like it here with you; besides you have to get stronger before we can go. I want you to be able to kick Ares’ ass, but mostly I want you to see how I see you. And you’re going to need every bit of strength and fortitude we can muster for that.”
Randi frowned. “Why? Are you planning to take me back into that room?” remembering the lights and colors and music she had briefly glimpsed in the open corridors of Gwen’s mind.
“Yes,” Gwen said frankly. “It’s the only way for you to see yourself through my eyes and I think it’s important that you do. We will take every precaution, but this means a lot to me.”
“We’ll see what we can do, Love. I don’t want to do any more damage to either of us. But for now I am perfectly content to remain right here with you. It is lovely and peaceful and totally refreshing.”
They passed a bit of time in contented silence before Randi spoke again. “Kinda late for me to worry about this, I suppose, but I’m not hurting you, am I? Because I’m not sensing the warmth from outside us that I did before, which means you’re not getting any extra strength even though you are sharing yours with me. Wonder why we lost it.”
Gwen brushed a light kiss over Randi’s temple and gently started tracing the familiar planes of Randi’s face. “No, Sweetheart. I am relishing the experience of having you in my arms again. In fact, when we get out of the spirit realm and back to the real world, I see everything taking a backseat to some serious ‘us’ time. We have a lot of make-up cuddling and tracing and snuggling to do.”
“Please do not forget about the make-up sex. I figure we may get a chance to come out of the bedroom after the first fifty years or so.”
Gwen blushed again but decided to turn the tables on Randi. “I hate to break it to you, Stud, but I’m not gonna have had my fill of you by then so if you want a turn, we’re going to be in that bedroom for a lot longer than fifty years. I may let you be on top after fifty years if you’re lucky.”
The rejoinder was so unexpected, even the tips of Randi’s ears burned beet red. <Ahem> “Well that is more than sufficient motivation for me to hurry up and get the hell out of here so we can kick Ares’ ass and go home.”
“Do we get to go home, Randi?”
“I think it depends on what we want to do, Sweetheart. We have the world by the tail now as it were. We can do what we want with it.”
“But can we really do that? Your becoming Empress means you accepted a responsibility for the world and the people of it. Can you just walk away from that? Do you want to?”
Randi tilted her head. “Well, when I took the job, I did so with the understanding that the responsibility was a temporary one for me... much like the job of Sabre Commandant. I did what I set out to do with them; accomplished the goals I set for myself. I quelled the rebellion and brought peace back to the world. The threat is gone.”
“Yes, but just two nights ago you promised to stay. You said and I quote, ‘Since it is the will of the people, I will accept the responsibility to continue as your Empress until such time as we feel the peace is well established enough to maintain itself without my governing.’ You just accepted the position; last night was your Coronation Ball, for heaven’s sakes! That doesn’t sound like something you can just walk away from at a whim.”
“If it’s a choice between going home with you and staying here to rule alone, there’s no contest, Gwen. I’m not giving us up again... not for anything. I can’t believe I gave it up to start with... not given how goddamn hard I had to fight for it in the first damn place.” There was more than a little disgust in her voice and Gwen moved a hand from around her shoulders up to cradle her face.
“You never gave us up, Randi... not once. You fought to protect me, to keep me safe. Just because I didn’t agree with the way you went about it doesn’t mean you gave us up, Sweetheart. You fought for us harder than I did. I didn’t do anything but give you grief.”
“On the contrary, you gave me a reason. Without you, I would have slaughtered the rebels. Without you, innocents would have died. Because of you, the rebels got a choice... a second chance, and the Amazon Nation is reestablishing itself. Don’t you dare discount your worth to me or to anyone else. You are the reason the world is changing.”
“I... but... um, really?”
Randi grinned charmingly, enraptured of the stunned expression on Gwen’s face. “Yeah... really.”
“I never... um, I never actually considered... I never thought... wow!”
Randi chuckled. “I love you, ya know.”
“I know. That makes me the luckiest woman in the whole damn world. And I love you too... so much.”
It was quiet for a while after that because those words needed an unspoken affirmation, and they took their time and enjoyed the connection between them. When they finally broke apart for air, they spent a long moment simply gazing into one another’s eyes. Then they smiled.
“God, I’ve missed this,” gently tracing the planes of Randi’s face. Randi smiled and raised her hand to trace Gwen’s lips.
“So have I, and it feels so good. Even better, I can sense the healing happening... almost feel things mending inside me when we kiss. Your love... our love is healing me.”
“Does this mean we should keep kissing?”
“Um hmm... for the greater good, you understand.”
“I see,” Gwen said, easing out from behind Randi and lowering her gently into the soft grass. Then she stretched out beside her and propped her head in her hand and looked into Randi’s face with a mischievous twinkle in her eyes. Gwen let her fingers trace around Randi’s collarbone and down into her cleavage, watching Randi’s breathing hitch as she circled a nipple without touching it. “So,” Gwen said, clearing the huskiness from her throat, “if kissing can heal you slowly, do you suppose escalating our physical activities might speed the healing process even more?”
Randi didn’t deign to answer verbally; instead she let her fingers do the walking, sliding them into Gwen’s clothing and making skin on skin contact. She felt Gwen’s gasp as sensations began to cascade between them and grinned fiercely, then she was too busy feeling... for what seemed like the first time in eternity.
************
Reed gasped. The sensations she felt between them were overwhelming, but she almost welcomed the burn. It, even more than their aura, signified a true return to the strength of their bonding. A strength that she welcomed gladly. It made the tears run from her eyes.
“Reed?” Tiny lifted one hand to wipe the tears from her eyes and Reed smiled at him with blinding intensity.
“Oh God, Tiny. It hurts so much, and it feels so good. They’ve re-knit the bond between them stronger than it was before.” She took Tiny’s hands in hers and opened her mind, willing him to see what she did. She knew the moment he saw – he simply froze all movement. Then his mouth dropped open and his eyes bugged out, forgetting to blink and forgetting to breathe. She cut her eyes at Sky who understood her unspoken directive and moved to intercept Tiny when Reed removed her hands from his. Sky held onto him gently as Tiny came back to himself, blinking rapidly as his body tried to catch up to the experience his mind had seen.
“That’s what Randi has been living without for the past few months?? Damn! No wonder she’s been pricklier than a hedgehog in heat!”
The small group, even the goddesses, chuckled at his pronouncement. Despite its innate truth it was a great stress reliever, and everyone appreciated the chance to laugh. Lacey stopped first though her smile remained big as she looked around the room.
“You want even better news? Whatever they are doing to repair their bond is also working to heal Randi’s physical injuries. I can almost see it repairing itself in front of my eyes.” That announcement made everyone shift in her direction, though no one, Reed especially, got close enough to touch. What they saw made them all gasp.
As Lacey had indicated, Randi’s healing could almost be seen taking place with the naked eye. It was obviously clear that the damage Ares had done to her was getting better. Athena looked at Lacey. “Are you sure this is them and not the regen unit finally doing its thing?”
“Oh yeah... I’m sure. The regen unit isn’t even on. Sky removed it at my instruction just before we arrived. We thought since her wounds were inflicted by Ares that perhaps trying to regen her was making her worse instead of better. So whatever is happening... whatever is causing her to heal... is them alone. We’re not doing anything at all to make a difference. We’re not even channeling strength their way right now. They are completely on their own except for the outside monitoring we’re doing.”
“Why? Why aren’t you channeling strength to them?”
“Same reason Reed isn’t trying to contact Gwen right now. It’s not safe for them... or her for that matter.”
“I don’t understand,” Dite piped up. “I mean, I know I totally lost them when Randi died, but....”
Lacey took a deep breath. “When we moved Gwen and we got them physically together again, they literally pushed all of us out of their space. To try to reestablish a connection with them without an invitation means disrupting whatever they have going on between them. And since whatever they’re doing is working for them, distracting them from it could kill them... and us.” She looked at Aphrodite. “It could even do serious damage to you.”
“Okay, dying would majorly suck.” She looked between Reed and Lacey. “Any idea how long this healing biz will take?”
Reed and Lacey exchanged glances and shrugged. “Best guess physically speaking... if she keeps healing at her current rate, I’d say within the next two hours.”
“And then they’ll be all right? Everything will be back to normal for them?”
Reed smirked. “What’s normal for them?” The rest returned her look, exchanging smiles with one another. “The fractures to their auras are already healed, mended as though they never happened. Their bond is stronger than it has ever been. I think the only reason they haven’t finished their spirit walk is because Randi’s physical self is still healing. When they’re ready, they’ll return to us. Then the real work begins.”
“How do you figure?”
“Well, Randi is still the Empress; Gwen is still the Amazon queen; the rebels are still in the process of being reeducated. Then there is the fact that the people really want Randi as a leader; they like what she has done in the few months she has been in command of the Sabres and control of the world. It’s a safer place than it has ever been and they are informed like they haven’t been in their lifetimes. She promised them she would stay until everyone was satisfied that the peace was in place, and we all know that could take a while. Mankind’s track record in the peace department is pretty sorry.”
“It gets more complicated,” Tiny chimed in.
“Of course it does,” the rest answered in chorus.
“We all know that neither of them will stand for that sort of demand on them for very long. They have fought too long and too hard to be together to allow that sort of intrusion into their lives more than briefly. That means they are going to be looking for a way to return home alone. Randi has always been an extremely private individual; she won’t stand for any sort of public scrutiny for long.”
“Neither will Gwen,” Reed assured him. “Despite her status as a celebrity, Gwen is a very private woman and has always safeguarded her privacy fiercely. She won’t tolerate the examination of every little detail of her life either.”
“So what can we do? Regardless of whatever support we provide for them, we are still simply support for them. They are the names and faces the world knows and wants. We can’t just jump in and take over now that things are more stable. No one knows us; that could cause Gwen and Randi far more problems than it would solve. And none of us want that.”
“That’s true, Lace... but I think we need to be proactive about this. Anything to make this easier.”
“What about Ares?”
Tiny shrugged and looked at Aphrodite. “That will be up to Randi... or more to the point, it will be up to both of them. But I’d imagine, all things considered, that is the one thing she will insist on taking care of personally. The rest... well, it would be nice to figure out a way to go ahead and get the ball rolling. The sooner we have a plan of sorts figured out to present to Randi, the better off things will be for them and for us.”
“All righty! So we need some radical plan of action, right? I think we should totally look into some food first then, Babe. I know if I’ve got the munchies, the rest of you must be way starved.” Artemis and Athena exchanged glances and shook their heads but acknowledged Dite probably did have a point. “Wicked. Let’s see what we can whip up for these bodacious dudes and dudettes.”
“All right, Dite. All right. We’ll go figure out something good to feed them, and they can get to work figuring out what they can do to speed things along as it were.”
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“This is my favorite place in the whole world,” Gwen said sometime later. She was curled up in Randi’s arms with her head resting over Randi’s heart, listening to the strong rhythm of her heartbeat. Her hand traveled over every bit of skin she could reach, lightly tracing familiar patterns and feeling the goosebumps follow behind her touch. Randi squirmed a little, then turned her head and brushed a kiss over the blonde hair.
“You’re tickling me,” she stated matter-of-factly. “And I wouldn’t have you be anywhere else, Love. I have missed this with you so much. I have missed everything with you so much.”
“Ditto, Stud. I can’t tell you how good it feels to just lay here like this with you and just be.”
“You don’t have to, Sweetheart. I know.”
Silence reigned for a while before Gwen eased her head up and turned to meet Randi’s gaze. “How do you feel?” gesturing to Randi’s torso. “I mean it looks healed, but here I am laying on it and it could still be painful for you.” She stopped talking when a hand cupped the back of her head and positioned her on Randi’s chest again listening to her heartbeat. Gwen smiled. “Guess that means you’re feeling better, huh? God, I’m glad.”
“Me too, though I suppose that means we have to head back to the real world. And that means we’ll be separated again, at least for a little while.”
“Why? Do you need me to go away from you again?”
Randi brow creased in a frown. “Again? Gwen, Sweetheart, you already left. Remember? That’s what started this spirit quest in the first damn place.” She drew a shuddering breath and her voice dropped to a whisper. “You gave me back your ring and you left.”
“And I have already made the return trip back to the palace.” Randi shifted so they were both lying on their sides, facing one another. She stared into Gwen’s eyes searching for answers. Gwen put a hand on Randi’s cheek and cupped it lightly. “I had Reed move me back to the palace a while ago. You were dying here in the spirit realm as well as on the physical plane. I wanted physical contact with you. I hoped it might help you heal.”
“Gwen, that could have killed you.”
“Randi, if you had died here, it wouldn’t have mattered. I would have been dead anyway. Where you go, I go, remember?”
“But...?”
“Shh. It’s the truth and you know it. It always has been; it just sometimes takes a little longer to remember that promise than it does others.”
“I’ve been thinking about that... a lot actually. And about what to do about Ares. I want this to be the end with him, Gwen. We have been through the karmic cycle over and over again throughout history for thousands of years. And in every lifetime, he’s been there... teasing me, tempting me, trying to separate us. Sometimes he has been subtle, and sometimes he’s been blatant, but always, always he has been some part of our lives together.”
“So what do you want to do, Love? I know you’ve been thinking about this for at least a little while.”
Randi nodded and sat up, leaning against their tree and pulling Gwen’s naked body into her own, relishing the simple sensation of skin on skin contact. She wrapped her arms around Gwen’s middle and smiled when not only did Gwen cover her arms with her hands, but she leaned back into Randi’s chest with a sigh of absolute contentment. “In the short term, I am going to demand a code duello with set conditions. As the one who has been wronged repeatedly, it is my right to do so and I believe it will be easy enough to get my demands met... if not by Ares’ choice, then on command of a higher authority. You know there are a number of gods who would stand for us. More than anything, Ares cannot afford to lose face over this, and if he refuses to accede to my demands, the rest will view him as weak.”
“Playing on his vanity, huh? You’re pretty damned smart.” Gwen felt the silent chuckle behind her. “Do you think you can beat him though, Love? I mean... he is a god after all. And I don’t want him doing damage to you again like he did today.”
“Ah, but I’ve already thought of that. One of the conditions will be that he will have to lose the god powers to fight. Not just have them bound or whatever, but have them completely stripped away. He has to fight as a mortal with only the skill he possesses. It’s not going to be a fight to the death either. I only want to make him yield.”
“He’ll never go for it, Randi. He can’t stack the odds that way.”
Randi smiled. “I know. But I will make it a very public challenge if I have to – so not only will the entire worldwide pantheon of gods know about it, but the entire world will. He will have to accept just to keep the followers he has because who wants to follow a war god who won’t accept a challenge?”
“Won’t he lose face when you beat him?”
Randi’s smile turned melancholy. “You’ve never lost faith in me, have you? Even when you left tonight, you did so knowing I would choose you,” letting her fingers trace over Gwen’s smooth skin. “As for the other, yes. That’s why it’s a win/win situation for me no matter what he chooses to do. He’s going to have to choose one or the other.”
Gwen caught Randi’s fingers in her own and tangled them together in a light clasp. “I had my doubts,” seeing the immediate hurt in wide blue eyes, “but not in you or us. My doubts had more to do with Ares and what he had done to you.” Her eyes dropped to their still joined hands. “I’m sorry for the doubts though. He just stacked the decked against you so high; I never expected you to choose me so quickly. I didn’t know you were fighting him so hard or so long on your own.”
Randi brought their hands up under Gwen’s chin and lifted it until their eyes met. “I know... and I’m sorry for that. I was fighting so hard it made everything else nearly impossible, especially talking about it. I’m just glad you forced the choice. I think it was the kick in the pants I needed to confront Ares.”
Gwen smiled tremulously into Randi’s eyes. “Guess we make a pretty good team, huh?”
“Damn straight,” then stealing a kiss.
“Okay, you said that was short term. What’s the long term plan, or is there one yet?”
Randi nodded slowly. “There is one, sorta. It kinda depends on you.”
“Me?”
“Uh huh. I figure the short term solution will buy us peace in this lifetime. The only way we’re gonna have eternal peace is to remove our souls from the karmic cycle completely.”
“Completely?” Gwen sat still staring blindly ahead for a long moment considering Randi’s words, then she blew out a breath. “Wow. That’s... I never thought about.... Why haven’t we done that before now?” She leaned her head to one side so she and Randi could gaze into one another’s eyes.
Randi shrugged. “Probably because he’s never pushed us so hard or so far. He hasn’t been this involved in our lives since our original journeys together millennia ago. So we’ve never really had a reason to make a decision like this. His participation has been minuscule or so completely detached that it was nearly impossible to trace anything back to him. This lifetime, he was blatant.”
“Is that what you want to do, love? Doesn’t he win if we quit?”
“I guess it depends on your point of view. I don’t think so because we would be doing it on our terms; it would be our decision. I’ll be honest with you, Gwen; I’ve been thinking about this a lot, especially lately.” She looked down the length of their bodies then back in Gwen’s eyes. “I’m tired, Little One. More tired than I’ve ever been before. It’s selfish of me to say this, but I really don’t know that I want to keep doing this anymore.”
Gen sat up and turned around in Randi’s lap, straddling her legs and resting her arms on the broad shoulders beneath her. She twined her hands together in the dark hair and tilted Randi’s face up to meet her gaze. They stayed that way for a long moment; spending that kind of quality time together in the past few months was something they had both sorely missed, and it was apparent they were going to indulge that need very often in the foreseeable future.
Gwen brushed her lips over Randi’s but didn’t allow the contact to deepen. “I’m going to keep saying this until you catch a clue, all right? Where you go, I go, Warrior. In life; in death; in the afterlife; to the moon or another plane of existence... it doesn’t matter. I promised you forever. In each and every lifetime we have shared together, I have always promised you forever, and that has never ever changed... not since we first exchanged vows privately between us nor anytime since then. God, Randi... I love you so much. You are the best part of who I am and who I want to be. I will walk with you anywhere. You got that?” capturing the lips just beneath hers passionately until she felt Randi’s hands start to wander indiscriminately.
They separated on an uneven breath and Randi smiled – a smile that started in the depths of her blue eyes and worked its way outward until it consumed her entire expression. “I got that. I got you – FOREVER - and that makes me the luckiest human being to ever walk the face of this planet. However,” tilting her head for another kiss, “you can always keep reminding me this way. I’ll never, ever get tired of hearing it.”
Gwen laughed. “I’ll bet. We could debate the lucky part, but we’ll have to save that for another day. Just like we probably need to table any other life-altering decisions until we get out of here. As long as we understand one another and know that regardless of what we decide to do, it will be us together forever, the actual decision of what we do can wait until we get back to the real world. But Randi, I’ll be happy to stop going and settle down. I’m a little tired too.”
Randi looked deep into those deep green eyes, and saw the truth in Gwen’s words. Unexpectedly Gwen stood up and offered her hand to Randi, who accepted the gesture automatically and allowed herself to be hauled to her feet. They spent a few minutes dressing, then Gwen extended her hand again.
“C’mon,” she said with a tingle of excitement in her voice. “One quick trip and then we’ll head back.”
Randi nodded and slowly they walked to the door that would take them into the orderly chaos that was the creative side of Gwen’s productive mind.
Chapter III
“Oh man... I’m stuffed. That was so good. You don’t have a recipe, by any chance?” Rosie asked.
The three goddesses exchanged glances and Dite snorted. “As if. But if you really want it, I guess we could manage to like, sit down together when this totally over and see what we can, you know, figure out. Shouldn’t be too hard, huh?”
“After this... nothing should be too hard ever again.”
“True that,” Dite agreed. “So you have some sort of gnarly plan worked out to show Randi?” She and the other goddesses had left the five awake and aware humans to pour over ideas and details to present to Randi and Gwen when they awoke because they had already interfered more than was actually allowed by the rules they now operated under. It was bad enough they couldn’t fix the damage that had already been wrought by Ares. But they knew even better than Reed did how Randi and Gwen would covet all the time together that could be managed.
Tiny shrugged. “Sorta. More like a few suggestion and options. We can’t do much until we know Randi’s state of mind. If the Empress returns, we can only offer ideas. If we get any other part, well, we’ll work with it when the time comes.”
His wording got Athena’s attention. “Do you see her as more than one person, Tiny?”
Tiny considered his answer carefully. “No,” he said at last. “I see her as having many facets. It’s just that her focus has been so intense lately that first the Commandant and then the Empress have dominated everything else.”
“Which facet do you think will return? If Reed is right and she and Gwen have been on their spirit walk together, do you think the Empress or the Sabre will be in charge? Or will Gwen find the woman she fell in love with and bring her to the fore? I’m asking because if Reed is right, and we all believe she is, then I think it is safe to say that Gwen is not going to let this spirit walk end until she... until they... have been successful in returning Randi to a more complete sense of self than she has had lately. That would explain why it is taking them so long.”
Tiny cleared his throat. “If you think I’m betting against either of them in this you are out of your mind... no offense intended.”
Athena chuckled. “None taken. We learned a long time ago not to rule out any possibilities where these two souls are concerned.”
A gasp from Reed stopped any further conversation and Tiny rushed back to her side. She had wandered closer to the bed after their repast. They had moved away to eat, knowing there was little they could do for Randi and Gwen and content that the monitors would alert them to any physical changes that took place in the meantime.
“Reed?”
She reached out a hand blindly, knowing that Tiny would comprehend her need. He intercepted it and held on tightly, moving to wrap her up in his arms. After a moment she stopped shaking and took a deep breath. Then she relaxed in his arms and turned to smile at him.
“Thanks, honey. I needed that.”
“What happened?”
Reed shrugged. “A surge of energy between them. They actually seemed to glow for a brief moment.”
“Do you think...?”
“I dunno, Tiny, and I am past guessing with these two. I am too tired to try.”
Tiny chuckled wearily. “I know exactly how you feel, and I’ve only been a supporter through all this. Wonder if we could get a vacation out of this when it’s all over.”
Reed smiled. “Well, if not a real vacation, I’ll bet we could probably borrow some of the holo programs Gwen was telling me she and Randi had collected.” Her eyes twinkled in pure mischief.
“That good, huh?”
“Better,” Reed assured him.
A wailing noise caused them all to jump and Lacey to come skidding over to check the machines that had started screaming bloody murder in tandem. She looked up at Reed and Tiny in alarm, but before she could say a word Randi and Gwen sat up with a gasp, clinging to one another. Then they fell back to the bed, blinking rapidly and panting for air before curling completely into one another and falling into a deep healing sleep.
“What the hell was that all about?? Lacey, what’s going on?”
“I don’t know! I’m not sure what happened between them to cause the monitors to go haywire, but they’re sleeping naturally now. In my expert opinion, I’d say their spirit walk is over.”
“Waitaminute... that’s it?!? That’s how it ends? What a total bummer!! Where’s the drama??”
Rosie laughed. “Aphrodite, take a chill pill! You’re gonna hurt yourself in a minute.” The goddess looked so flummoxed by Rosie’s words that she goggled at her, causing the rest to laugh as well. She started to get angry, then decided it was a much needed stress release for everyone and joined in the laughter.
“Okay, so what just happened here? Surely that’s not it??”
“No, it’s not. Their spirit walk is over, but their work has just begun. We might get to hear about their walk together, but then again, we may not. You know how closed mouthed they can both be about things between them and this was intensely personal.”
Now Dite crossed her arms and pouted. “Well, that just bites! I wanted to dish... ya know? Get some details from these babes.” She sighed deeply. “All right then... I guess if we’ve gotta wait, then we’ve just gotta wait.” She looked around at the five men and women who had been up all night long keeping an eye on Randi and Gwen.
“Why don’t you rockin’ chicks and studs take off and get some shut-eye? The three of us can keep an eye on those two,” motioning towards the big bed, “and those two,” gesturing to Geoff and Jill. “Ya’ll have earned whatever fab rest you can find... especially if more work is rolling down that nasty pipeline for ya. So g’wan... shoo now, ‘kay?”
They all grinned tiredly in her direction. Sky stood up from the chair he’d been sprawled in. “I have to admit that sounds like a wonderfully decadent idea.” He turned to Reed. “I can’t begin to imagine how you feel.”
“Good,” she answered, looking at Randi and Gwen wrapped together once more before leaning back into Tiny’s embrace. “I am exhausted and seeing them together again is painful, but I haven’t felt this good in a long, long time. C’mon, Baby. Let’s go get some sleep. We can worry about the consequences of all this tomorrow... or at least much later today. The world will just have to manage on its own for a few hours.”
“What about the shielding? The People and the military are not gonna be able to keep that up indefinitely.”
Sky and Reed closed their eyes simultaneously only to have them pop back open a moment later so they could trade startled glances. “They won’t have to,” Reed said softly. “Randi and Gwen have their own shielding in place.”
Lacey looked between them before voicing the question on everyone’s mind. “Um... what does that mean exactly?”
“It means,” Athena replied when no one else answered, “that at some point in the future, Randi and Gwen are going to challenge Ares’ claim and actions. It means that they will have to invite him in for him to do anything else to them.”
“WHAT?!? Wait... just... if they could do that all along, why wait til now? We know they’ve already paid a terrific price to be together,” indicating the spot where Gwen’s parents were. “Everyone here has suffered with and supported them through it for the past few months. Why did we go through all the pain and suffering and shit first? Why did they? Why not do it as soon as they knew the truth?”
“Because, Lacey, even for the gods, everything happens in its own time and its own way. The truth is they couldn’t do it all along; they did it as soon as they could. Their bond is unbreakable now; ask Reed. It is stronger than it has ever been. They had to suffer, to know separation, to know the rending between them like they did before. They had to make a conscious choice to be a part of one another again and to determine the cost they were willing to pay to be together – the cost they are willing to exact from Ares for his repeated interference in their lives. Not just in this lifetime, but in every lifetime they have shared together since they found one another all those millennia ago. Whatever happened to them in that spirit walk, they had to experience it alone together. That is how they were able to finally seal their bond again.”
“I wonder what the cost was for them and what it will be for Ares.”
The silence that followed was staggering.
************
Gwen stopped when they reached the door. She could feel Randi’s rapid heartbeat through their joined hands. She turned to look at Randi and watched as she closed her eyes and took a deep breath before opening her eyes and allowing their gazes to meet. “You all right there, Stud?”
Randi’s head nodded yes, but her eyes weren’t as confident in their answer. Gwen reached over and took Randi’s other hand in hers and just held them for a long moment, chafing Randi’s pulse point until she could feel the pounding beneath her touch slow to a more normal rhythm. Finally Randi took a second deep breath and blew it out slowly. “Sorry... I’m a little nervous. After what happened before....”
“I know, Love, and I’m sorry about that. I didn’t know it would be as overwhelming for you as it was. I didn’t know you were still fractured. But this time you are going in whole. Both parts of you have melded and blended to become one again and you and I are more a part of one another than ever. Can you feel the difference?” Randi considered Gwen’s words then nodded her agreement. “Trust me, Randi. Together we have the fortitude to do this again. We need to do this... we both do. I need you to see what I see when I look at you, and you need to see it. I know you think I only see the darkness, love, and I know it is there. It’s an integral part of who you are; it’s where your strength comes from. But it is not all you are, and it is certainly not all I see.”
“How can you not, especially after all that has happened between us lately?”
“How could I, especially after all that has happened between us lately?”
Silence for a long moment while Randi let the peace and warmth of Gwen’s words soak into her, then she squeezed the hands she still held. “All right,” she said with confidence. “Let’s do it.”
Gwen put her hand on the door, then hesitated briefly. “If it starts to get overwhelming again, focus on my voice and my eyes and my touch. That will ground you until we can get back here.”
“I’m gonna be all right, Sweetheart. You’re gonna be there with me, and I’m ready for this. You’re right... I do need to see this as much as you need to share it.” She reached over and put her hand on Gwen’s so that together they could open the door. “Let’s do it.”
Randi kept her attention on Gwen, not allowing her eyes or hearing to stray beyond that focus. She was peripherally aware of the sight and sounds and scents that surrounded her of course, but she did not let it overwhelm her senses and she found it a much more pleasant experience than the time before. It was warm and comforting and familiar and strangely enough, soothing to her battered psyche. It occurred to her to wonder why; instead Randi decided to simply enjoy the sensations.
They stopped walking and Gwen turned to find Randi’s eyes fixed intently on her. She blushed and swallowed and Randi grinned ferally. “Well, I was gonna ask how you were doing, but, um... I think I can guess. Are you ready?”
Randi nodded but didn’t take her gaze from Gwen. Gwen slid around to stand beside her. Randi’s eyes followed her; then Gwen reached out and turned Randi’s chin away from her form and toward what appeared to be a mirror. She watched in fascination as her reflection faded and in its place....
The warrior facing her was dark and intense, but Randi could see an aura of light surrounding her. Even as she watched, the reflection changed and morphed – she lost the dark, gleaming armor she wore and became a woman as well as a warrior. There was strength and purpose in her body and determination in her stance. She was a warrior to be both feared and admired. But it was her eyes that Randi took note of. They twinkled and glowed with unbridled love and affection and even from where she stood, Randi could feel the love and desire she felt both for and from Gwen. For a long time Randi just stood looking, amazed at the image looking back at her. Finally she turned back to look at Gwen, the wonder clear in her eyes. “Is that really how you see me?”
“Yep,” she said with a little smile. “It really is.”
“That’s... um, wow, Gwen. I... I never... I... hmm....”
This time Gwen chuckled. “Speechless much there, Love?” Long fingers reached over and tickled Gwen’s ribs, eliciting a squeal.
“With you, it’s a constant state of being.”
The words were so unexpected Gwen sucked in a breath and just held it, staring into Randi’s eyes for a timeless moment. Then she wrapped her arms around Randi’s neck and pulled her down for a deep, passionate kiss. It went on until they broke for air and when it was over they gasped, ending their spirit walk and sending them both into a natural, healing sleep.
************
It was still raining when Gwen woke up, though not with the ferocity it had stormed the previous night. She eased her head up off Randi’s shoulder and looked around, noting with distinct pleasure that she and Randi were not only sharing the same bed for the first time in months, but they were curled around one another possessively again. She couldn’t stop the tears that flowed down her cheeks, but for the first time in forever, they were happy tears. Gwen let her fingertips gently trace the planes of Randi’s face, learning the harsh changes the months had wrought on Randi’s features. Her cheekbones were more pronounced and the planes were sharp. She let her touch wander down Randi’s body, feeling her ribs more prominent than they should be. Her fingers clenched into light fists in anger at the damage their separation had done to Randi and then she felt the touch of fingers on her face, tenderly wiping away her tears.
“Tears, Little One? I thought waking up together like this was a good thing,” she teased lightly. She was concerned; not because of the tears - Gwen had been known to cry on occasion when she was happy. More it was that she had felt the fists clench as well as the touch of anger that had flowed through Gwen.
“Waking up like this is an incredible thing, Stud. I just can’t tell you how much. These are happy tears,” leaning up so she could look into Randi eyes. Then just because she could, she leaned down and brushed their lips together, smiling into the kiss when Randi deepened it. Only the clearing of a throat brought them back to an awareness of the present... and the fact that they were not alone.
Randi sat up and tucked Gwen behind her or tried to at any rate. She gave it up when Gwen simply wrapped around her like an octopus and held on tightly. Aphrodite stepped into the light, wincing when Randi glared at her. She shifted her gaze to Gwen and returned the small smile of contentment Gwen wore. She shifted around to Gwen’s side of the bed and lightly touched her face, studying her face before exchanging a long look with Randi.
“It is so fab to have you two back again! How’s it hanging?”
“Well technically speaking, it’s not hanging at all,” Randi smirked, enjoying the light blush the banter got her. Then she laughed at the smack it earned her on the belly, enjoying the rub that immediately followed. “We’re doing good, Aphrodite. In fact, better than good; we’re absolutely fantastic.”
Aphrodite clapped her hands together and hopped in place just a little. “That is so cool! So what happened? C’mon... tell Dite all about it!” Unseen, Artemis and Athena just covered their eyes and shook their heads. Leave it to Aphrodite to stir the pot unthinking very first thing.
“Excuse me?” Randi’s eyebrows went into her hairline.
Dite dropped onto the bed. “What?? C’mon, dish a little.”
Gwen wrapped her arms more securely around Randi’s frame, soothing her with a gentle touch. Randi turned and met Gwen’s eyes, feeling her gaze soften. Gwen arched an eyebrow in question and Randi gave her a tiny, crooked smile. Gwen smiled back brightly before turning her attention to Aphrodite. “No, Aphrodite.”
“Huh?”
“No. We’re not going to share what happened between us there... at least not now. Maybe not ever.”
“But....”
“Dite, what happened to us on our spirit walk is intensely personal and extremely private.”
Dite pouted and picked at the covers. “All right, all right. Fine. But we still need to talk. You so need to know what’s been, like, going on here during your righteous walk together. We’ve hit a few bumps while ya’ll were busy.”
The seriousness of her tone caused both Randi and Gwen to straighten up. It was then that they realized that Athena and Artemis were in the room as well as they chose that moment the make their way over to the bed. Randi tightened her hold on Gwen, feeling the tension mount when the other two goddesses arrived. Dite reached for Gwen’s hands and Artemis sat behind her with her hands on Dite’s shoulders. Athena stood behind both of them to lend her strength. Gwen gripped Randi’s hands and looked at her in alarm. Randi brushed a kiss across Gwen’s temple and murmured in her ear, “I love you.” Then they held stares for a long moment until Randi saw Gwen smile just the tiniest bit. The embrace became a brief hug, and they turned their attention to the goddesses. “All right... what kind of bumps?? Where is everyone?”
Dite gave Athena a plaintive look, and Athena cleared her throat. Randi’s eyes sharpened into steel points and Athena took a deep breath and started to speak. “We sent most everyone to bed to get some rest. They had been working all night and were exhausted. We stayed here keeping an eye on the two of you. You’ve been sleeping for a full day... and so have they.”
They blinked at each other, then Randi spoke. “You said most... what happened?”
“First of all, I need you to both understand that no one was ready for you to begin your spirit the way you did. Nothing was in place like it was supposed to be especially as far as Randi was concerned. There was no shielding here because of course Ares knew where to find Randi. She called on him twice before she fell into the state which started your walk.”
“When Gwen and her contingent arrived from the cabin, you were dying. You did in fact stop breathing for a few moments shortly after they arrived, and in that time....” She took another deep breath. “We were not here and the People were still setting up a perimeter. When Randi stopped breathing, Ares was furious. He saw it as her way of cheating him out of the prize he felt was rightfully his to claim. So he came back to seek vengeance. He was determined to take his due.”
“And...? Get to the point,” Randi growled impatiently. Athena arched her eyebrow and in any other situation, Randi might have been contrite for her impatience but not this time. She was tired and cranky and despite what she had told Gwen, sore from the damage Ares had inflicted her body. She hadn’t had many reserves left going into this ordeal and this had drained her almost dry. So Randi just returned Athena’s look and waited.
“And,” Dite broke in with a somber tone, “everyone that was here tried to protect you from him... both of you. Rosie, Reed and Lacey moved towards you first; they were the closest. Ares flung them against the far wall. He did the same to Tiny and Sky when they tried to tackle him.”
“Oh, God... are they all right?” from Gwen. “He didn’t hurt them too badly, did he?”
Dite shook her head and looked down at the blanket. “No... a few bruises. They’ll probably wake up sore and stiff this morning, but nothing a little time with the regen unit can’t cure.” Silence fell again until Randi broke it impatiently.
“Okay... and? I mean, ya’ll wouldn’t be acting like somebody died if....” Gwen gasped and Randi stopped as realization dawned. “Who died?? Who else was here??” a bit frantically. Gwen took Randi’s hands in her own and turned her body until she could look directly into Randi’s eyes. She felt a strange sense of calm and peace envelop her.
“My parents were here, Love. If they did what I asked them, they were here to offer you and the rest of our friends whatever support they could.”
Randi searched Gwen’s eyes, knowing her words for the truth. Then she turned to the goddesses. Aphrodite wouldn’t meet her eyes and Artemis’ glance offered sympathy. Athena extended her hand, and Randi unwound herself from Gwen then knelt down in front of her, clasping their hands together.
“I need to know, Sweetheart. I need to see for myself what Ares did. Do you want to wait here or come with me?”
“Would you like some privacy to grieve in first or would you like my support?”
Randi reached up one hand and cupped Gwen’s face, marveling at her composure and the tranquility in her expression. “Even the warrior in me would like you to be there with me to face whatever is waiting for us together. But what I really want is to make it all go away so this didn’t happen and we, and especially you, don’t have to suffer through the possible loss of your parents.”
Gwen covered Randi’s hand, and turned her head to brush a kiss across her palm. “Randi, my folks and I talked about this possibility. They knew the risks... everyone that was involved in this did. Even without Ares involvement, spirit walks can be dangerous undertakings,” here she smiled wanly. “The common consensus was that since we were involved, things would probably get complicated.”
“And yet they all stuck around anyway,” Randi whispered.
“Yes, they did. It was important to them and imperative for us.” Gwen took a shuddering breath unexpectedly and released it, her voice dropping in pitch and wavering just slightly. “I don’t want anything to have happened to my parents Randi. I love them both dearly and I’d like to have them around for the rest of my life. But I did ask them to stay with you once I left knowing you would need some support and they were more than willing. They were glad to do it.”
“But....”
“Shh.... They know what we mean to each other and they knew what was at stake. They wanted to be a part of this, love.”
“But why?”
“My father continues to be in a lot of pain and it bothers him; this was something he could do despite the pain. My mother still feels guilt about what happened with... um, with Ben. She was hoping to be able to start making up for it by helping here. Randi, I only asked them to stay here with you; they decided to do the rest on their own.”
Gwen turned back to the goddesses who were patiently waiting. “What did they decide to do anyway? What happened to my parents?”
Athena answered. “Ares was completely distracted because of the interference the others caused, and Geoff was able to get to the bed and cover you both just before Ares tried to claim you. Jill was only a step behind him and Ares physically knocked her across the room. We arrived bare moments after it happened and we sent him to the far reaches of the earth. But it was too late.”
Gwen bit her lip and held on to Randi’s hands tightly. Knowing something was likely wasn’t quite the same thing as having it confirmed. Randi returned the clasp and met Gwen’s eyes squarely. “I’m sorry, Little One,” she said, her shoulders slumping. “I have hurt so many people I care about because of this. I wouldn’t have had anything happen to Geoff and Jill for the world.”
Gwen smiled sadly. “Oh, Love... don’t do this. No guilt over this.” She held up her hand before Randi could speak. “No, Randi. This was their decision... their choice. No matter the outcome, this was what they wanted. Don’t dishonor them by taking that choice away from them.”
Randi stood then and helped Gwen do the same, then holding hands they walked to the small couches where Geoff and Jill lay. Geoff was hooked up to all manner of medical equipment including two full-sized regen units, but it was obvious that there was no practical function from Geoff’s mind or body despite the intrepid efforts of the variety of machines surrounding him. Jill, on the other hand, appeared to merely be sleeping. Randi and Gwen looked at Athena for an explanation and she walked to them before she spoke.
“By the time we got here, Geoff was already dead; his soul had passed on. Almost as though he knew it was safe for him to go. But your friends wouldn’t admit defeat and hooked his body up to these machines, hoping it would do some good.”
“What about my mother?” Gwen asked. “What happened to her?”
“I healed her as well as I could; the rest is up to her. I’m sorry, Gwen. It’s like Ares was deliberately targeting her... them... once he figured out they were going to protect you - like he expected the outcome to turn them against you... or each other. He purposefully inflicted as much damage to both of them as he could.”
Athena looked at Gwen then, expecting to see sadness in her eyes. What she found was a fire so bright, she felt scalded. Gwen held her eyes for a moment, then turned and wrapped herself in Randi’s embrace. “Randi?” the word a mere vibration that flowed through Randi’s chest.
“Hmm?” kissing the blonde head tucked beneath her head.
“Before you kick Ares’ ass to kingdom come, I want one good shot at him. Who knows? Maybe we’ll have war god on a stick.”
Randi couldn’t help it. She burst into laughter. She knew it was an emotional release for both of them, feeling Gwen laughing in her arms, but it was also just the least little bit funny. Not just picturing Ares hoisted on a stick, but the calm manner in which Gwen presented it. Besides, it chased the tears out of her eyes – tears that returned with fervor when she felt Gwen’s laughter evolve into sobs. The outburst only lasted a moment before Gwen pulled back just slightly and looked into Randi’s eyes. Randi wiped the wetness from Gwen’s cheeks and felt the touch reciprocated. “He died on his own terms, Gwen. He died as a warrior.”
“I know, Love. He found his peace. I was crying because I’m going to miss him. He was a constant friend during my childhood. And I’m crying for my mother. She is going to miss him even more than I will. They have been together for so long; I’m not sure how she’s going to live without him. And I was crying for you, Beloved because I know that no matter what I say and no matter what you know to be the truth, somewhere, somehow you’re going to take responsibility for this on your shoulders. And you shouldn’t have to live with that guilt.”
“Not guilt, Love, but responsibility. You’re right – their participation was their choice, and I won’t dishonor them by taking the choice away from them and feeling guilt. But I do bear a certain responsibility here, and I owe Geoff a debt of honor now.”
Whatever response Gwen might have made was cut off by the soft moan that came from the second couch where Jill was lying. Immediately Randi and Gwen knelt beside her and covered her hands with their own. Then they waited to see if she was going to come to. Long moments passed in silence while they waited. Aphrodite and Artemis joined Athena in the small sitting area, taking the seats they had occupied during the night and through the long day while everyone slept. Though they couldn’t interfere they could observe, and all three were anxious to see how this part of the saga would end.
Finally Jill moaned again, shifting her head slightly and grimacing at the pain that lanced through her head at the movement. She reached for it, only to find herself unable to lift her hands. She wondered vaguely if the harm Ares had done had paralyzed her in addition to causing her acute pain. Then she realized there was another sound besides the roaring in her ears and she strained to listen to it, hoping it would give her some insight into what had really happened.
The words made no sense; they were nothing more than so much sound. But the tone was familiar and warm, and the touch she felt on her face was one she recognized. Jill forced herself to concentrate, and ever so slowly, she opened her eyes.
And had to give the tiniest smile to the unexpected sight that greeted her.
Randi and Gwen sat in front of her wrapped around one another so tightly Jill doubted air could pass between them. It made her want to cry, knowing that whatever she had lost because of Ares, the balance had been restored. Instead she smiled at them and tried to speak. She was too dry though and the sound she made was more of a croaked whisper. Dite reached over their shoulders with a cup in her hands. Gwen smiled up at Aphrodite and accepted the cup. Randi moved from behind Gwen and slid beneath Jill, gently easing her up into a semi-sitting position so Gwen could help her drink. After a few swallows, Jill turned her head away and Gwen lowered the cup. Randi started to move out from behind Jill when a hand on her wrist stopped her. “Thanks, Randi. It’s so good to see the two of you right again.”
Randi nodded, but let her eyes drop. Jill’s glance went to Gwen and she saw the residual tears and the sadness in her eyes. “Your father’s dead, isn’t he?”
Gwen nodded, and Randi tried to slip out from behind Jill, figuring Jill would blame her for Geoff’s death. The hand on her wrist tightened and she froze and looked down into Jill’s eyes. Jill smiled sadly at her. “No, Randi. I don’t blame you for Geoff’s death. It was his choice; we talked about things. He wanted to die as a warrior, and he did.” Now she teared up, but she didn’t lose her grip or her tiny smile. “I am going to miss him, Randi... a lot, and I’ll probably get mad at him for being gone. But I wouldn’t have denied him the right to be whole again... to be a Sabre again... or Gwen’s father.”
“I wouldn’t have had this happen, Jill... not for anything.”
Jill patted her hands and then added Gwen’s to theirs, watching when Gwen’s and Randi’s fingers twined together as naturally as breathing. Then she covered their hands with hers. “I know, Randi. I’m just glad it was worth it. It was worth it, wasn’t it? Everything is all right again?”
Gwen’s smile was reassuring. “Everything is better than all right, Mama. Everything is wonderful, fantastic, amazing, incredible....” Jill chuckled and halted Gwen’s descriptive words mid-stream.
“I think I get the picture, Gwen, and I’m so glad. It is nice to see the sparkle in those eyes again, Little Girl. I’ve missed it.”
“Thanks, Mama.”
“C’mon, Jill. Let me get you settled on the bed, and then Gwen and I have some things to take care of together.” A pause. “Would you like us to start making arrangements for Geoff or would you like to do it yourself?”
Jill didn’t answer, having fallen back into a light doze. Gwen covered her up and then extended her hand to Randi. “C’mon, Stud. Let’s go get cleaned up. Then I’d like to say goodbye to my dad before we take him off the machines.”
They walked into the bathroom together and silence fell over the room.
Chapter IV
It was awkward at first, at least for Randi. She stopped in the middle of the room, hesitant and unsure. She had spent so long pushing Gwen away and then Gwen had sent her away, that she wasn’t sure how to handle the radical turnaround. It was all a bit surreal. Gwen set the water temperature and started to undress, then realized Randi was still frozen in the same spot. She dropped her shirt in the hamper and crossed to Randi, reaching out cautiously, a little uncertain at Randi’s lack of movement. “Randi, Love? Is something wrong, or...?”
Randi shrugged and rubbed the back of her neck. “I dunno... it’s so – normal. I don’t know if I remember how to do this... do normal.”
Gwen started to drop her hands, unsure now if Randi would welcome the touch. Randi reached out and clasped the hands, pulling Gwen closer, then blinked as though she had just realized the Gwen was standing inches from her clad in a sheer, lacy bra. Her eyes were pulled inexorably to the well-rounded cleavage and she licked her lips unconsciously. Gwen smiled, suddenly reassured by the lust she felt shiver through Randi’s frame. Gwen reached for Randi’s face, smiling when Randi’s hands naturally fell to her waist, gently rubbing the sensitive skin there with the pads of her thumbs while her eyes never strayed from Gwen’s breasts. Gwen cupped Randi’s cheeks and brought Randi’s eyes to meet hers, inhaling sharply at the blue deepened by desire to almost black. She took one of Randi’s hands and shifted it up to her breast, closing her eyes momentarily when Randi traced just the exposed tops with a light, teasing touch. Gwen slid one hand into Randi’s hair, lacing her fingers into the locks and tugging gently, until their lips were a hairsbreadth apart. “I think you’re doing normal just fine there, Love.”
Then their lips met and conversation stopped. Only the sound of water running in the shower brought them back to reality and a smile crossed both faces as they took in their state of near undress. Randi cleared her throat and smiled crookedly at Gwen. “I guess I am,” she agreed. “C’mon,” shedding the rest of her clothes and stripping Gwen of hers before ushering them both into the shower enclosure. Randi grabbed the soap and started lathering them indiscriminately, hoping to cool the fire raging in her blood. She felt a little uncomfortable with the burning desire she felt towards Gwen knowing Geoff was being kept alive only by Lacey’s machines in the very next room.
Gwen turned in Randi’s arms, eyes that only moments before had been darkened in desire were now tear-filled. She wrapped her arms around Randi waist and squeezed. Randi returned the embrace, kissing the top of Gwen’s head. “Is it wrong to feel so much love and desire for you when my father is...?” Her whispered words turned into silent sobs that Randi could feel. Her own eyes teared up but she refused to let them fall, instead choosing to focus all her love on the woman in her arms. After a moment Gwen stopped crying and pulled back with a watery smile. “Thank you, Randi. I love you.”
“I love you too, Gwen... so much. And no, it’s not wrong; it’s perfectly natural. Aside from what we just went through together and what we’ve been going through for months, death makes us long for an affirmation of life. It’s completely normal. And after what we’ve been through.... But I think first we should go pay our final respects to Geoff and give him the send off to the next world he deserves. Then what do you say to dinner tonight, maybe some candlelight, soft music, sexy lingerie and just you and me together in this plane? I think your dad would understand.”
Gwen smiled, thinking of her parents’ relationship, glad Geoff and Jill had always been openly demonstrative about the love between them. While it had been embarrassing for Gwen as a child, it was something she had come to rely on and even appreciate as an adult. “I think they both would.”
Randi bit her lip thoughtfully. “You think we should plan to stay with your mother instead?”
Gwen shook her head. “No, I think Mama is gonna need some time alone to adjust.” She stopped and blew out a breath, closing her eyes as memories washed over her. “I remember....” Her voice dropped to a whisper. “I remember... all I wanted was to be left alone. It’s easier to grieve and get angry and cry when there’s no one there to see. We’ll know when she wants company. She’ll tell us.”
“I’m sorry, Gwen,” feeling that burden of guilt settle squarely on her shoulders again. She moved to shut off the water and Gwen grabbed her arm. Randi smiled sadly. She does know me well realizing that Gwen knew she was trying to pull away. She turned the water off then twisted around to face Gwen, only to find Gwen gazing back at her with complete understanding.
“You know better than that, Randi. I won’t let you pull away from me and I won’t let you shoulder that guilt again.” Randi reached around and snagged a towel from the rack, reaching for Gwen and starting to dry her off. When she was done, she tucked the ends in, letting her touch linger on the soft skin. Gwen cleared her throat and Randi looked up with a mischievous twinkle in her eyes. Gwen took the second towel and repaid the favor. When she was down on her knees drying a long length of leg, she spoke quietly. “Randi, I want you to understand something – I never, ever want to go through losing you again. I won’t because I’d never survive it. But I also want you to know that what happened gave me a deeper appreciation of our life together as well as more sympathy for people that I didn’t have before. So while I would never have chosen to walk that path, I have learned to find the good in it, Love.”
Randi pulled Gwen to her feet, wrapping the towel around herself before pulling Gwen into a tight hug. “Only you would find good in that, Little One. Thank you.”
“Anytime, Sweetheart. Now c’mon. I need to say goodbye to my daddy, and I want you there with me.”
They stepped from the bathroom and immediately Randi realized that Jill was no longer in the bed, but had moved over to sit beside Geoff on the couch. Jill was combing her fingers through Geoff’s hair and even as Randi watched, she put her head down on his chest. A quick glance around showed her the goddesses were no longer in the room, at least visibly, and Randi turned away as well to give Jill a modicum of privacy to say her goodbyes in. She followed Gwen into the closet and they slowly dressed. Finally their eyes met and by common unspoken consent they walked out of the closet and into the bedroom. Jill was back in the bed, the pain on her face written in the tear tracks still visible. Her eyes were closed and her breathing even though so Randi decided to leave her alone in her grief for now. Instead she reached for Gwen’s hands and they walked together to Geoff’s side.
When they reached the couch, Randi released Gwen’s hand to allow her a minute of privacy with her father to have Gwen keep a firm grasp on her wrist. She looked at Gwen even as the bard knelt and pulled Randi down beside her. “Gwen? Love, I only wanted to....”
“I know, Randi. But we are one – body, soul and spirit. And Daddy knows that. I don’t think he would object to us saying our goodbyes to him as one.” Randi nodded and resumed her grip on Gwen’s hand, only this time she wrapped an arm around Gwen’s waist before clasping their fingers together. Gwen reached up with her other hand and grasped Geoff’s, surprised that it still retained a measure of warmth. “Hi, Daddy,” she said softly. “It’s Gwen and Randi. We’re together again, Daddy. It worked... just like it was supposed to.” She smiled at him wanly. “Well, maybe not just like it was supposed to,” she joked feebly. “This is us we’re talking about after all.” Gwen felt Randi’s silent chuckle and laughed a little herself. She turned to glance at Randi briefly, drinking in the strength of her before returning her attention to Geoff. “Thank you, Daddy. I never thought....” She took a shaky breath. “Well, I wish you were here to see the fruits of your efforts. She’s all mine again, Daddy. Ares has no hold on her anymore, and no hope of ever having any again.” Gwen shifted slightly and Randi released her hold, knowing instinctively Gwen needed some freedom of movement to finish her goodbye. Gwen leaned forward and brushed a kiss across Geoff’s cheek. “Goodbye, Daddy. I love you, and I’m going to miss you so much.” A tear ran down her face and she let it. “And if you’re not too busy, could you maybe look in on us once in a while? I’d like to know you were still keeping an eye on your little girl.”
She kissed him again then moved to take her place at Randi’s side. Then Gwen waited patiently for Randi to speak, hearing her swallow several times before her voice came out as a hoarse whisper. “I’m sorry, Geoff. You shouldn’t be lying here, but I will always, always be indebted to you for what you did – for Gwen and for me. If there was any way for me to fix this, I want you to know I would do whatever it took. I never meant to take you from your family.” She paused and cleared her throat. “I’ll take care of your little girl, Geoff... whatever it takes.” She stared at Gwen for a long moment before turning back to Geoff one final time. “God speed your journey, my friend, and reward you well for your sacrifice. And um... you might wanna look up my folks when you get to the other side. I know they would love to meet you. Ya’ll could probably swap some interesting stories.”
This time it was Gwen who chuckled silently and she leaned over to rest her head on Randi’s shoulder. “Um, Sweetheart? You do realize that if my father gets together with your folks, we may have to leave eternity just to get a little peace from the ragging they’re gonna do to us?”
Randi bit her lip and nodded. Then she leaned down to whisper into Gwen’s ear. “Except we have a hideaway that no one knows about... no one except us, remember?”
Gwen pulled back just slightly to watch Randi’s face for a long moment before comprehension struck. Her eyes lit, but before the expression could reach her lips, she tucked her head back into the crook of Randi’s neck. Her lips tickled when they moved to speak. “We’re going home?”
Randi nodded. “I think it’s time.” They were silent for a little while after that, then Randi eased Gwen away from her body. “Little One? I think it’s time we let his body join his soul in finding peace. Do you... do you think we should wake your mom up or...?”
Gwen shook her head. “No. She said her goodbyes. I think she wants us to do it. I think Daddy would prefer that too. That way he really does go as a warrior.”
“That is so important to him?”
“Wouldn’t it be important to you, Love?” A beat. “Randi, my father was a Sabre just like you. Well, not just like you because there has never been anyone else even close to being who you are, but he is just like the other Sabres I have met. Despite his handicaps, he was bred a Sabre. I think he’d want to be remembered as one.”
Randi nodded. “Then let me do it, Love. He isn’t the first, and I doubt he will be the last. I will honor the sacrifice he made as a warrior’s gift.” So saying, she reached up and flipped off the machines that were keeping his body alive. Then together they watched as the monitors flat lined one by one until the room was left in silence, the wail having been silenced before it could even begin to sound an alarm.
“Goodbye, Geoff. Thank you.”
“Goodbye, Daddy. I love you.”
Jill kept her eyes closed but the tears slid down her face as she whispered her last private goodbye to the man she had spent the better part of her life loving and living with. Then she prayed for sleep to come just to get a respite from the loneliness she already felt in her heart.
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When Randi opened the door, the guards snapped to attention, then they bowed as she and Gwen exited their suite with joined hands and headed for the huge office area she had commandeered that also served as her conference room. They had tucked Jill in and decided to call everyone else together to let them know what was going on. Their friends deserved that much, and in honesty Randi and Gwen felt they deserved more. But for now disclosure would have to be enough.
Yuri, who had assumed the job of her personal assistant, snapped to attention as Randi and Gwen crossed the threshold. He bit his lip to keep from smiling over the obvious change between them. Though is had only been spoken of in hushed tones, he was aware, as were all who were in the household, of the fractured tension that had been between them – a tension that had obviously been dissolved by whatever had taken place in all the excitement two nights previously. Yuri bowed his head. “Empress... Consort....”
“NO.” Gwen had frozen at the title, and Randi’s word cut through the stillness. “No, Yuri. Gwen is many, MANY things, but she is not now nor will she ever be my consort. Make sure everyone is aware of that before the end of the day.”
“Yes, Empress.” He turned to Gwen. “My apologies, Co....” He gave her a beseeching look, unsure how to address her.
“Gwen is fine, Yuri.”
“But her title is that of Queen.”
“Yes, Empress,” he nodded. “My queen,” with a bow in Gwen’s direction. Gwen rolled her eyes and shook her head, slapping Randi lightly on the belly.
“You’re a troublemaker.”
Randi grinned and wrapped her hands around Gwen. “You’re just now realizing that? You’re getting slow there, Beautiful. Besides, as you so aptly pointed out, you are my equal, not my lesser. The world needs to know that. You deserve the respect the title garners you.”
“The only title I want to wear is that of your soulmate, wife and lover. Everything else is just so much window dressing.”
Randi smirked. “I suppose it would be useless to point out that you actually named three so-called titles.”
“No, you weren’t paying attention. Same title, different words.”
Randi was enjoying their banter so much, she opened her mouth to retort when she stopped and thought about what Gwen had said. “Damn, Sweetheart, you’re right.” She chuckled and kissed Gwen’s nose. “I love you.”
Gwen smiled. “I know. I love you too.” They stood gazing into one another’s eyes, enjoying the renewed warmth that flowed between them. A throat clearing nearby brought their attention away from one another and back to the room... and Yuri.
“Congratulations, Empress... my queen. It is wonderful to see you so happy together again.”
“Thank you, Yuri. It is wonderful to be so happy again.” She and Gwen crossed the foyer area arm in arm, stopping only when they reached the door to her office. “Yuri, please call my staff together. We have a lot to talk about.”
He motioned to the door, but before he could answer she opened it – then stopped dead when she saw her staff sitting around the large conference table set to one side of the room with coffee cups and Danishes, waiting patiently for her arrival. When they saw that she and Gwen were together, and how together they were, bright smiles broke out across the room and they cheered.
“Nevermind, Yuri,” Randi threw over her shoulder before she and Gwen entered the room and shut the door behind them. It didn’t keep the sound of cheering from resonating across the room, nor did it stop the smile on Yuri’s face from growing into a grin. He scurried to his desk and began to prepare the ‘consort’ memo; he was fairly certain no one wanted to be on the receiving end of Randi’s ire if that slip was made again.
The door closing brought utter stillness to the entire group. Reed had reached out to Tiny and Rosie before the door even opened, and the only movement was her hands clenching theirs. Randi slid Gwen around in front of her and wrapped her arms around Gwen’s body, relishing the connection, especially when Gwen linked their hands together as naturally as breathing. They stood regarding their friends... friends who had risked everything to make sure things worked out for her and Gwen. Friends who continued to be there even knowing things would never be easy where Randi and Gwen were concerned because that’s just the way things were with them.
“I’m sorry about what happened to Geoff, Gwen,” Tiny said, breaking the silent tableau. “We all are. If there had been anything else we could have done....”
“I know, Tiny and I appreciate it. He died as a warrior and that meant everything to him.”
“There aren’t words... there’s nothing we can say that could convey....” Randi bit her lip and stopped speaking. Gwen squeezed the hands she held.
“Thank you all. What you did for us is beyond price.”
At Gwen’s words, Reed rose slowly and the rest followed suit, never losing contact with her or each other. She more than any of them had suffered with Randi and Gwen – first by their joining; then through their rending; and now through a bonding so complete even Sky and Rosie could sense their union with little effort. Gently she eased her hands from Tiny’s and Rosie’s, sensing their reluctance and hoping she had guessed right.
Reed looked at each of them and nodded slightly. They released her, though Tiny followed right behind her as she walked from the table to stand two steps from where Randi and Gwen remained near the door. For a long moment, they simply looked at one another, then Reed reached out a hand towards them. Gwen hesitated, knowing the pain their bond had always caused the seer before and unwilling to hurt her again. “Please?” Reed asked, her eyes glowing silver with the power that was flowing between them. Slowly Gwen extended her hand and waited for Reed to grasp it. Randi and the rest watched and waited, fascinated by the drama playing out.
Reed took a step forward and clasped Gwen’s hand firmly. Then she smiled broadly and raised her eyebrows in question, extending her arms. Gwen tapped lightly on the hands around her middle and Randi freed her hold on Gwen. Gwen stepped into Reed’s embrace, hugging with all her might. Eventually they pulled away from one another and Gwen cupped Reed’s face in her hands and placed a kiss on either cheek. “Thank you, Reed,” she whispered. “What you did....”
“What I did, I did out of love and genuine friendship. The fact that it was for the greater good was a really nice benefit, but I would do it again for you both alone in a heartbeat. You changed the world, Gwen, and I’m proud to have been a part of that.”
“Waitaminute. What the hell is going on here?? Reed, what happened?” Tiny was ultimately the one who dared to voice the question, having been stunned out of his silence at her words. “Did we finally channel enough strength to you to make your barrier against them impregnable?”
Reed shook her head, letting go of Gwen’s hand and capturing both of Tiny’s instead. “No. This is all them. Somehow the barrier they have enacted against Ares is also serving to protect me. It is channeling their aura into something I can manage. It’s incredible.”
“Wait...” Randi broke in. “We’re doing this? How?”
“Yes. When you healed your relationship during the spirit walk, you were able to strengthen the bond between you to the extent that you are able to keep Ares out. When you get ready to confront him, you will have to invite him in. He can’t reach you otherwise.”
“But Reed, she hasn’t had the antidote yet.”
“She doesn’t need it, Gwen. The millennia’s worth of good karma you have built up together has finally synched up in this lifetime to protect you both.”
“Okay, not that I’m not glad to hear it on several levels, and we’ll certainly have to discuss this in greater detail later, but what does that have to do with you now? Because you’re not feeling any pain here, are you?” This from Randi.
“No. The barrier that is keeping Ares out is also keeping the strength of your connection in... just between the two of you. So while I can see how bright your auras are and I can sense how strong your bond is, all the feelings associated with it are completely yours.”
“That’s amazing,” Gwen said. “I’m so glad, Reed.”
Whatever she might have answered was lost when Randi stepped forward and took Reed in her arms for a timeless moment, simply rocking them back and forth. No words were spoken, but none were needed; the embrace itself spoke volumes. When they separated Randi smiled at Reed and spoke simply. “Thank you, Reed.”
The softly spoken words were the impetus the rest needed move forward and claim hugs of their own, and Randi and Gwen were happy to comply. For a while the only sounds in the room were the whisper of cloth; the occasional sniffle of tears; the quiet murmur of voices exchanging condolences and gratitude. Eventually the group made its way back to the table, and everyone resumed their seats. Despite their happiness over the turn of events, there was still work to do, and the sooner they got down to business, the sooner they could be done and go home. And that was something they were all looking forward to.
“All right,” Randi said as she took her seat, then noticed Gwen was still standing. “Shit!” she muttered with chagrin to some serious tittering from her staff. Randi popped back up immediately and crossed to her desk, pushing her chair from behind it and over to the table. It made quite the statement since she could have easily asked them to move or taken one of the two empty chairs already at the table. Even more significant than the use of her personal chair – one she’d had custom made for herself here – was the fact that she put it beside the other chair at the head of the table. Gwen started to slip into the original chair, only to be stopped by Randi’s hand on her arm. Gwen looked at Randi with a question in her eyes.
For answer, Randi held the chair she’d pulled from behind her desk and waited for Gwen to take a seat. Then she pushed it up to the table next to the chair she’d been seated in and resumed her seat there. Everyone at the table, including Gwen, was aware of the significance of her actions. Randi reached over and took Gwen’s hand in hers. “All right,” Randi said again. “Now that we’re all seated,” with a grin at Gwen. “I want some ideas on what we can do to solidify the peace. Gwen and I are ready to go home, but I made a promise two nights ago and we want to do the best we can. BUT we are not going to do this for very long. We have other things we want to be doing. Ruling the world was never in my plans.”
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“Gods be damned!!! I’ll be damned!!” Ares screamed at the top of his lungs. He was storming around in a favored temple, periodically destroying things and causing his priests to go scurrying for cover. He stomped back and forth as he ranted and raved and the priests had long since learned to stay out of his way.
Ares strode back over to the alcove that held his scrying bowl, the one area of the temple that remained unscathed. He stopped in front of it, willing there to be more there than just water and cursing virulently when it remained dark.
“You can’t keep me out, Randi. I’m going to find a way to get to you, and when I do, YOU *WILL* BE MINE!!!”
The priests wisely found somewhere else to be, leaving the war god to his madness.
************
Randi had not released Gwen’s hand the entire time they had been sitting, and their thumbs gently caressed the soft, inner skin over one another’s pulse points. Now she looked around the room, meeting everyone’s eyes individually. “These are good ideas... good suggestions, guys. Thanks. I think there is a way we can make these ideas work, but it’s gonna take a little time to work everything out.”
“At least we have time now,” Sky commented. “I have sent the People back to the village as it appears we no longer need them here to provide a barrier for anyone.”
“How long will this new barrier last?”
Rosie and Reed exchanged glances, then shrugged simultaneously. “We don’t know, Cam. This is a totally new area for us. The barrier is protecting Reed from Randi and Gwen’s energy, but it’s also keeping her from being able to scan more than just the exterior – she can’t get in. So we’re pretty much stuck with guessing at this point.”
“So what’s the guess?” Brenda asked. She, Cam and Jess had been part of the barrier effort that protected Gwen and Randi in the palace and she finally had an inkling of what Reed had endured as a seer. Though she had always considered Reed a friend, she’d never pretended to understand her gift. Now she had a sympathy that went beyond friendship. She hoped the guess was in Reed’s favor.
“Well, since Randi and Gwen pushed everyone, friend and foe, out of their space when their auras merged and became one, the assumption is that they have some sort of control. At least they appear to have the ability to protect themselves until the time comes to confront Ares.”
“When will that be?” Tiny asked, looking at Randi. “Do you know?”
“If we do it on our timetable? It will be our final objective – the last thing we do before we go home.”
“You have a plan then?”
Gwen nodded and answered this time. “Yes, we do... for Ares at least.” Her eyes grew hard and everyone sat back in their chairs in surprise. Her fury was a surprise even while it was not completely unexpected. They’d not thought to see it among them, at any rate. “However,” she continued, softening her expression at their reaction, “if he is able to force the issue sooner, we will deal with him. This fight will be on our terms.”
Silence reigned for a few moments as everyone considered the implications of Gwen’s words. Finally Randi cleared her throat to speak again. “Tiny, please let the staff know that today is a day of mourning for Gwen and I. We will be having a pyre for Geoff tonight if any of you would like to attend the service.”
“Is there anything we can do?”
“No, thank you, Reed,” Gwen answered. “Lacey is preparing – him; Randi took care of the arrangements this morning.”
“Actually,” Randi broke in, “if someone could make sure that Tommy and Ella are taken to their room when they turn up and could notify me of their arrival, I would appreciate it.” She was more than a little curious as to why they hadn’t already been here, but it was one of the many things she and Gwen hadn’t had time to talk about yet.
“We’ll do that,” Reed assured Randi, taking Tiny’s hand.
“I’d like to go sit with Jill a while if that’s all right?” Rosie looked between Randi and Gwen. Randi turned to Gwen, leaving it up to her. Gwen stared into Rosie’s eyes for a long moment, seeing an unexpected sympathy and understanding glowing in the back of Rosie’s eyes. She nodded mutely, and Rosie covered Gwen’s hand with her own in silent comfort.
After a moment, Gwen cleared her throat. “Thanks again… all of you. We would never have defeated the rebellion and achieved the peace we have without each and every one of you. And Randi and I certainly wouldn’t be here now without all your support. There is nothing we could say or do that could ever express our gratitude for your friendship and your devotion to us, but I promise you all we’ll try.”
“Gwen, the fact that ya’ll are together again and Randi is back to normal is thanks enough,” Tiny said, then gave an evil smile “Though normal for her is....” He cleared his throat when he caught Randi’s glare in his direction and turned his attention back to Gwen. “But I don’t think anyone would object to a good party and some good music,” with a wicked glance in Randi’s direction, “when things settle down a little bit.”
Randi growled and Gwen chuckled. “I think we can manage that, Tiny.”
“Good. Now if you’ll excuse us, I think we all have things we need to do.” They rose as one and started towards the door, then Tiny turned back to Gwen and Randi who were still sitting together at the head of the table. “What time tonight?” asked quietly.
“Sunset,” Gwen replied. “In the garden.”
“We’ll be there. C’mon, you lot,” Tiny said, capturing Reed’s hand in his and ushering the rest out the door ahead of them. He looked at Jess who was lagging behind; she gave him the slightest shake of her head and he and Reed left her with Randi and Gwen, closing the door soundly behind them.
Jess looked up at Randi and Gwen and cleared her throat to speak. “I’m sorry about your father, Queen Gwen, but I’m glad you’re all right.”
“Jess? I know we’ve only just met, but you can call me Gwen. What you’ve done....”
Jess shook her head violently. “No, I can’t. As a card-carrying Amazon, you are my queen. As the wife of the Empress, you are still my queen. I just wanted to ask your forgiveness.”
Gwen frowned and looked at Randi in consternation squeezing the hand she still held. Randi shrugged. She was as lost as Gwen. They turned back to Jess.
“For what, Jess? We’ve only just met.”
“Because it’s my fault you were put into danger... my fault Lenore died. It was my responsibility to let Reed know when the attack was going to take place, and I wasn’t able to. There was no time, my queen... honestly. I tried when we arrived in the village, but because of the way the circumstances played out the attack happened before I was able to reach Reed.” Jess bowed her head. “I’m sorry, my queen. I have no excuse, but I am asking you to forgive me.”
Gwen stood up and released Randi’s hand. Then she walked the table length to where Jess still sat with her hands clasped together and her head bowed. Jess didn’t look up when Gwen took the chair beside her. “Jess? Jess, I don’t blame you for what happened and neither would Lenore. Everything happens for a reason, and Lenore would be the first to tell you that. If you need me to forgive you, I will, but you did your duty, Jess. There is nothing to forgive you for.”
Jess smiled and looked at Gwen. “Thank you, my queen. Empress,” she said, standing and bowing her head briefly towards them before she too made her exit from the room. Gwen and Randi looked at one another in silence, and Gwen stood and waited for Randi to join her. When Randi reached her, they took one another’s hands again and headed back to their suite.
Chapter V
Lacey was waiting for them when they arrived and the guards didn’t have time to bow before she had opened the door and was ushering them inside. Geoff and Jill had both been removed as had Lacey’s equipment. Randi wondered what the emergency was and then realized Lacey was simply trying to give them a private update so she could continue with the preparation of Geoff’s body. As a Sabre, he was entitled to certain honors and Lacey had insisted on her right to accord him her very best effort. Gwen, however, didn’t understand the nuances of protocol Lacey was working under and was visibly concerned by her behavior. She looked around frantically, trying to figure out why Lacey was so anxious until Randi took her hands and waited for Gwen’s attention to focus on her. “It’s all right, Love. She is simply trying to give us an update so she can get back to Geoff. Sabres do things a little differently when it comes to burying one of their own. Lacey’s on a deadline.”
“Of course Sabres do things a little differently when it comes to burying one of their own,” Gwen agreed wryly. “Sabres do everything a little differently. Not that I’m complaining on any level right now,” she added with a mischievous smile in Randi’s direction. Lacey just shook her head. Despite the lack of time, the two of them were simply too precious together again, and she wasn’t about to discourage or interfere with them. They had all fought too hard to get them back to this point. Gwen turned to Lacey with a look of chagrin. “Sorry, Lacey. It’s just....”
“No need to explain, Gwen. It’s wonderful to see. BUT... I had Jill moved back to her room and gave her a sedative to help her rest. She has physically healed from the damage Ares did to her, but she will be recovering from the aftereffects for another few days. She’s a tough old broad – her words,” Lacey chuckled, “but she’s got some seriously hard days ahead of her. Otherwise there’s not much else I can do for her until and unless she asks for help.”
Gwen reached for Lacey’s hands, feeling Randi slide around behind her to support her. “Thank you, Lacey. Thank you for taking such good care of my parents. Is there anything I can do?”
“Not with the preparations, no. As for your mother,” Lacey shrugged. “Take your cues from her. She’ll let you know what she needs from you... and when. Now if you’ll excuse me... I still have a few things to do before sunset. Do you have the service prepared?”
“Yeah, I think so. And what I’m not sure about Randi has covered. Thanks, Lace.”
Lacey squeezed the hands she held before releasing them. “I’d rather not have to, but I’m glad to be able to do it.” She turned to Randi. “The workmen are waiting for your authorization before starting their work. See you both at sunset.” Then she disappeared out the door.
Gwen turned in Randi’s arms and put her head down just over Randi’s heartbeat. She felt the strong arms tighten around her. She tipped her head back to look into Randi’s eyes without losing the sound of rhythmic thudding. Randi reached a hand up and tenderly caressed Gwen’s cheek, wondering where the suddenly lost look had come from. “Sweetheart?”
Gwen shook her head and buried her face in Randi’s chest, greedily absorbing the scent that surrounded her. “I have missed being here in your arms... so much. This has always been the safest place in the world for me and I am so very glad to be back here in my place. Yet I feel guilty about being here.” She didn’t move out of Randi’s embrace though, and Randi realized Gwen was looking for reassurance.
She scooped Gwen into her arms and moved out of the bedroom and into the living area of their suite. Randi dropped onto the couch there and stretched out, smiling when Gwen automatically shifted until she was curled up in her favorite position half on Randi’s body with her ear centered over Randi’s heart. Randi ran her hands up and down Gwen’s back and arms, feeling Gwen’s body relax more fully into her own. “Comfortable?”
“Um hmm,” patting Randi’s chest.
“Feel better?”
“I can’t help but, being here,” she said softly. “But....”
Randi’s fingers covered her lips. “Gwen, don’t you think Geoff would want you to be happy; to know that you were back where you belonged; that his sacrifice was worth the cost? Your dad knew what he was doing, Love, and he did it willingly for you and for us. If I can’t dishonor him by taking responsibility for his decision, then you can’t dishonor him by feeling guilt because of it.”
It was silent for a while as Gwen considered Randi’s words, then Randi felt Gwen smile against her. “You’re pretty smart, you know that?” feeling the surface beneath her face shake with silent laughter. “Keep reminding me of that, will you?”
“Of my brilliance? Absolutely... oof!” sitting up slightly to glare down at twinkling green eyes. Randi kept up her glare though she couldn’t keep the mischievous sparkle out of her eyes.
“You’re such a goof. God, I’ve missed that, too,” squeezing Randi around the middle.
“Me too,” returning the hug. “And I’ll keep reminding you if you keep reminding me.”
“For as long as it takes,” Gwen said with a smile and tilted her head up for a kiss. It was a leisurely exploration that was as much a reaffirmation as it was about love and passion. Slowly they pulled back from one another, relishing the renewed warmth and connection between them. Gwen smiled and watched its answer form on Randi lips. “You’re really good at that, you know?”
“Umm... yeah. I’ve got this amazing practice partner. She rocks.”
Gwen grinned, and tangled her hands in Randi’s hair and brought their lips together again. This kiss was a little more intense and would have lasted longer if a knock on the door hadn’t separated them. Gwen’s brow furrowed and Randi smoothed out the lines, even as she called out. “Come in.”
The workman didn’t blink twice at the position he found the Empress and her Consort... no, her Queen... in, remembering the instructions he’d gotten from Yuri. He figured it wasn’t his business anyway, and besides, if they were happy together, it had to bode well for the rest of the world, right? So he bowed his head and waited respectfully for Randi’s instructions.
Randi and Gwen exchanged confused glances. Finally Gwen shrugged and spoke. “Um, can we help you... with something?”
“I await your orders, my Queen.”
“I beg your pardon?”
Now the man looked up. “I’m sorry. I was told I needed authorization to begin the rework here. Was I mistaken? Should I...?”
“Oh, God... sorry.” Randi struggled to sit up and Gwen shifted so they could sit up together. Gwen slid up to the sofa arm and leaned into Randi, wrapping her arm around Randi’s shoulders. Randi leaned into Gwen and motioned for the man to take a seat. “You’re Jake, right?”
“Yes, ma’am. I just need your go ahead, and we’ll get started.”
“Did Yuri give you your instructions?” Jake nodded. “Then please... go with my blessing. But Jake, you need to be done an hour before sunset, so....”
He nodded and nearly ran out of the room. Randi and Gwen exchanged glances.
“So what’s he gonna do?”
“Change a few things, but that’s not important now. However, I am curious to know why Tommy and Ella weren’t here.” Randi bit her lip. “Is Tommy still angry at me?”
“Oh, Baby... Tommy was never angry at you. He didn’t understand the violence or your joy in it, but he was never, ever angry at you, Love. He wasn’t here because I asked him to stay away.” Gwen blew out a breath. “I didn’t know what we were going to get into, and I didn’t want anything to happen to them... especially Randall. I wasn’t going to give you that kind of guilt.”
Randi reached up and cupped Gwen’s cheek. “Always looking out for me, huh?”
Gwen covered Randi’s hand with her own. “Always. Somebody’s gotta watch your back.”
“Glad I’ve got the best,” Randi confirmed with a smile and then cleared her throat. “Can I interest you in a picnic? There’s um... there’s a small wooded area beyond the garden. It’s nothing like home... nothing like our glade. But it is cool and shaded and right on the river.”
“What about Tommy and Ella?”
“Reed will see to getting them settled and will advise me when they arrive. But I think we need a little time apart to process what’s happened and to prepare for tonight. We can be strong for the family tonight and for the world tomorrow, but for right now, I would really like to be alone with you.”
Gwen nodded, then a knock on the door made her groan softly and drop her head onto Randi’s. “I thought we were supposed to have the day off,” she muttered.
Randi squeezed her knee and called out for the second time, “Come in.”
Jill stood in the doorway as it slid open, and Randi and Gwen stood to meet her. “Mama? I thought you were resting.”
She looked a little dazed and Randi wondered how and why she’d forced herself to function through the sedatives Lacey had given her. She moved to Jill’s side immediately and put and arm around her waist. “C’mon, Mom,” she said gently. “Let us tuck you back into bed. You look wiped and you want to be rested before the service tonight.” Randi began to lead Jill back toward her suite of rooms with Gwen sliding in on her other side. “That’s it,” Randi soothed. “You and Geoff took good care of me and Gwen. Let us take care of you now.”
The mention of Geoff’s name made Jill stop walking. “Geoff? Geoff is why I was coming to see you. He left you a holo-chip.” She smiled sadly and allowed Randi and Gwen to continue their escort to her set of rooms. “He said he made it just in case, but I think he knew he was going to die. I think he hoped he would.”
Randi and Gwen exchanged horrified glances. Randi wondered how much of Jill’s speech was truth, and how much was based on drug-induced delusion though she knew that even the delusion had to have some foundation in truth. But before they could comment, Jill slumped and only Randi’s swift reaction kept her from hitting the floor. The door slid open at Gwen’s behest and Randi crossed through the small living area into the bedroom. They wondered briefly where Rosie was, then Gwen straightened the cover on the bed, and Randi gently placed Jill back in the bed. Carbon merely lifted his head and whined at them, then he gently nuzzled Jill’s neck and face before curling up at her knees. Gwen covered Jill’s body then they stood together by her bedside for a long moment. Then Randi took Gwen’s hand in her own and together they walked back into the living room.
“Maybe we should postpone our picnic,” Randi suggested.
“How about if we just move the location? Instead of the river, what if we just sit in the garden? I’d like to get outside alone with you for a while, but I don’t want to go too far away from Mama.”
Randi smiled. “I like that compromise. Would you like to go to the kitchens and put it together ourselves or would you prefer to call down and have something prepared?”
Gwen gave Randi a look. “Sweetheart, if I have my way, we’re going to get rid of the staff and do for ourselves like we do at home. I don’t plan for either of us to be here long enough to get accustomed to being waited on like we rule the world or something.”
Randi snickered. “Well, my queen, tomorrow you can make any and all changes you think we need to make here. And we’ll start making plans to get out of here as quickly as we can. But for now....” She tugged on the hand she still held. “C’mon. Let’s see if we can find the kitchen in the damn place and go outside for a while.”
************
“God, I am so tired,” Reed said as they left the conference room. “I’d like to take a vacation now, please and thank you very much.”
Tiny chuckled and wrapped his arms tightly around her. “Soon, Baby. I promise. How about some of Rosie’s barbeque for now? I understand she was heading down to the kitchens to run everyone out and take over. She told me last night she was over this plastic food they kept trying to feed her.”
Reed laughed. “Oh, she would have loved eating Sabre rations.” Then she laughed harder at Tiny’s exaggerated grimace. “C’mon, Big Boy. You and I have a hot date with some really good barbeque. Maybe then I’ll feel like going back to work.”
“Nah... when Randi declared today a day of mourning, I made it across the board. Except for essential personnel, everyone has the day off. We can pick up the work tomorrow; it’s not gonna go anywhere unfortunately. At least not for a while. One day off, more or less, isn’t going to make much difference for us in the long run.”
“I’m sorry for the reason behind it, but I love you.”
Tiny smiled. “I love you too. Now c’mon, Woman... I’m starving and I can hear your stomach growling from here.”
They started down to the kitchen, already able to smell the difference with Rosie in the kitchen. Then Reed’s Sabre alert went off and she dropped her head on Tiny’s chest. “Augh! What happened to my day off??” Then she read the message. “Oh... never mind. I like this kind of news. C’mon.” She turned and headed in the opposite direction.
“Honey? Hooooneeey??” Tiny wailed as he scurried to catch up to Reed. “Reed... what about lunch?”
“I imagine Tommy and Ella might like some lunch as well.” Tiny’s response was cut off by the vibration of his own alert bracelet. He looked down and grimaced. “What?”
“Someone asking for permission to enter the perimeter. Someone who isn’t on the clearance list.” He blew out an exasperated breath. “Go meet Tommy and Ella. I’ll try to meet you in the kitchen in a few minutes. Hopefully this won’t take too long.”
“Who is it, Baby? Why do they want to come in?”
“Um....” He looked at the information scrolling across his wrist pad. “Something about an honor guard for Gwen. The request is coming from someone called Lorac.”
“Let them in, Tiny. Lorac is the Amazon weapon’s master who was teaching Gwen when we were in the village and she is the temporary regent until Gwen gets back to the Nation.”
“Temporary? Does she think Gwen is going to return to the Nation to stay?”
“No. They know she isn’t. She told them so up front when she accepted the position of queen. But they are in the process of setting up a new form of government, though I got the distinct impression that they would be perfectly content to remain with a monarchy style if it could be managed... and if they could get Gwen to settle down with them.”
Tiny took a deep breath to speak. The thought that the Amazons would even think about trying something like that after all it had taken to get the two of them back together made him madder than a wet hen... especially knowing what the cost would have been, not only to Randi and Gwen had they failed, but to the rest of the world. Reed’s hand on his arm caused him to pause.
“They do understand, Tiny; they really do. It’s just a vain hope, and they know that. Doesn’t keeping them from hoping though. The rest of the world is doing the same thing about Randi remaining Empress, Honey, and the truth is, if I thought she’d do it I’d be wishing for the same thing. She has a way of making things happen... good things.”
Tiny nodded. “I know. I’d already had the same thought. But you know she’d never go for it. She never wanted that kind of power.”
“I know – it’s one of the things that makes her so perfect for the job. Doesn’t hurt that she’s already managed to defeat Ares once of her own free will either. Her sense of duty and responsibility will keep them both here for a little while, but if they are here for their first anniversary, I’ll be amazed.”
Tiny chuckled and took Reed’s arm, heading them both towards the secured landing area. “Six more months?!? Honey, I never realized that you were such an optimist. If they are here until the equinox, it will be a miracle. In fact, if they are involved in any part of anything other than themselves by that point, I’ll be shocked.”
“Three months? You think they will be out of here in three months?”
“No, Baby. I think they will be out of everything but each other in three months. I’ll be surprised if they last here in the palace – here in the capital as Empress and Queen for more than a month.” Reed blinked at him in astonishment, and Tiny just shook his head at her. “Reed, why are you surprised at this? You’ve been around both of them to know that are completely absorbed in one another.”
“But they haven’t been, Tiny. I know they were; I guess I just need to readjust my thinking. I’ve been so focused on how they have been and trying to get them back to what they are supposed to be that I’ve sorta forgotten what that means to them and for us.”
“Yeah, you’ve had it more than a little rough lately, haven’t you?”
“Yeah, but it was worth it, Tiny. What it would have been like had we failed....” Reed shivered in reflex.
“So what do you see when you look at them now?”
“I can see their bond as a strong, solid wall, but I can’t sense any more than their own feeling of satisfaction and well-being. I can’t get past the barrier they have protecting themselves, and their bond can’t seem to get past it either. I have to tell you, it’s nice to be able to be around them without my senses screaming. I can actually enjoying being friends with them instead of simply enduring it.”
“I’m glad.”
“Me, too.”
At that, Tiny opened the door that led to the shuttle pad and he and Reed split up to meet the waiting occupants of the two newly arrived shuttles. Reed waved at the waiting Amazons and kept going to greet her arrivals as Randi had asked.
“Tommy! Ella!” Reed said opening her arms for a hug.
“Weed!!” The three adults exchanged glances and burst into laughter at the unexpected address. Finally Reed cleared her throat and knelt down to Randall’s level.
“Hi, Randall. Aren’t you just a cutie?”
“Yes,” Randall replied matter-of-factly. “Go to Wuv now?”
“Well, I don’t know, Randall. Randi and Gwen were busy earlier,” easily deducing whom he meant, “but I do know that Rosie is in the kitchen and she’s cooking up some barbeque and fried apple pies.”
“Nummmm,” Randall commented.
“Nummmm,” Tommy echoed.
Ella and Reed just laughed. “C’mon,” Reed gestured with her head. “Randi asked that I get ya’ll settled in, and Tiny and I really were on our way to lunch with Rosie when I got the alert that ya’ll were here. I know she’ll be almost as glad to see you as Randi and Gwen will be.”
“Reed, how are they? And how is Jill?” Tommy insisted on carrying their luggage and motioned Reed to lead the way. Ella took Randall’s hand and together they walked beside Reed into the palace.
“Jill is... Jill is still in shock, actually. She’s been pretty calm about it; Lacey thinks the truth just hasn’t sunk in. But her reactions seem to me that she almost expected it to happen. They knew going into that room that there were no guarantees, but....”
“But?”
Reed shrugged. “I dunno. It’s just a feeling, but I really believe she and Geoff were both prepared for this eventuality. I think they expected... something... to happen, and I honestly believe Geoff hoped that if anything did happen, it would happen to him. His one desire, barring a total regaining of his mobility, was to die a warrior. That’s part of what caused him to cover them like he did. It was an instinctive reaction we all had. He just had stronger motivation than the rest of us... that of both a father and a warrior. So he died the warrior he wanted to be, protecting his daughter and Randi in the process and ensuring their recovery. So I think Jill is just adjusting to the fact that he’s gone.”
Dumbfounded silence. “Poor Jill. Even knowing it’s coming doesn’t make it any easier.”
“I know, and I could be wrong, but I don’t think so. Painful as it is, I think Jill will have an easier time of it because she and Geoff talked about possibilities and about his desire to be a warrior again.”
“I hope so. She’s been through so much the past couple years.” A beat. “How are Randi and Gwen doing?”
“Randi and Gwen are phenomenal.”
“So everything is all right with them now?”
“Everything is better than all right. They have... it’s hard to explain, but it’s like their soul has merged. They have literally become a single soul... a single being.”
A sound made Reed stop walking and she turned to back to see Tommy standing still with the suitcases piled up around him and a look of shock written clearly across his face. Ella dropped Randall’s hand, rushed to Tommy’s side and took his face in her hands. “Tommy, Sweetheart? What’s wrong, Baby?” His jaw worked fruitlessly a few times and he stared into space. It took him a moment to bring his mind back to the present, and he blinked as Ella came into focus. By that time, Reed and Randall had walked back to where Tommy still stood gobsmacked.
“Tommy?” Reed said softly, taking his chin in her fingertips and turning his face towards her. “Tommy, what’s wrong? What did I say?”
“Reed, do you know the Legend of the Soulmates? Not the stories that Gwen tells but the actual legend about them?”
Reed shook her head. “I guess not. I only know anything about them because of the stories I’ve heard... the stories Gwen has shared.”
Tommy nodded. “That makes sense, I guess. Gwen has revealed a lot about the soulmates through her stories, but she hasn’t really shared the truth about who and what they are.” Tommy drew a breath and picked up the luggage, deciding to try a different tack. “C’mon, take us to our room and I’ll see if I can make sense of this for you.” They walked in silence for a little while except for Randall’s chattering. Finally they reached the rooms Randi had chosen for them, and Reed led them inside. Tommy set the cases down and immediately Ella took Randall to the bedroom to unpack. Tommy gestured for Reed to take a seat and sat at an angle to her. “Reed, what do you see when you look at Randi and Gwen? What does your seer’s sense tell you?”
“Now? Very little. Their merging has given them a barrier that keeps everything except the most basic, topical scan out.”
“And before?”
“Before – aside from being physically painful for me – they were more... blended, I guess you call them. One and yet still separate and apart from each other. Despite their bond, I could still sense both parts of their shared soul.”
“And you don’t sense that now?”
“No. The little I am able to see shows me one – one heart... one soul. Is that important?”
Tommy shrugged. “Depends on how much stock you put into the legend, I guess.”
“Well, you obviously believe in its importance, Tommy. Why don’t you share it with me and we can go from there?”
Tommy studied Reed for a long moment. He could easily see the exhaustion in her eyes and the remnants of lingering pain. Despite the unwritten rule about keeping this story in the family, she deserved to know. They all did – all those who had risked so much to insure the prophecy was fulfilled. He nodded his agreement. “All right,” he said, settling himself more comfortably. “But you have to understand that this legend has been passed down through both families for untold generations. It was the only story the warrior side helped preserve. It was that important. And though it isn’t forbidden, it has rarely been shared outside the extended family; you’ll understand why when you hear the story.”
Reed sat back and waited for Tommy to tell his tale.
************
“Hi, Lorac?” Tiny said hesitantly, extending his hand in greeting. “I’m Tiny, the Empress’ second. I understand you and your warriors are here to offer an honor guard to the queen?”
“Yes. May we see the queen?”
Tiny shook his head. “Not today; she and the Empress are taking the day to mourn and make preparations for the service tonight. I’m sure she will be glad to meet with you tomorrow.” Lorac nodded. It was much as she had expected, especially since Gwen hadn’t contacted them herself about Geoff’s death.
“How is the queen doing, I mean, with her father’s untimely death? I got the feeling from the report that we received that it was an unexpected occurrence.”
“May I ask how you found out? Not that it is wrong that you were notified, but if Gwen didn’t contact you, who is sending you reports about her?” Tiny saw her hesitation and continued. “Please, Lorac – Gwen and Randi’s safety is my top priority and if we have a leak I need to know about it.”
“It’s not a leak, per se, Tiny. We couldn’t in good conscience allow our queen to go off without an escort, and yet Queen Gwen wouldn’t allow us to send anyone with her. So, Jess agreed to act as our eyes and ears here so the Nation could keep an eye on our queen.”
Tiny nodded. “I can understand that, I suppose. Perhaps though, you and I could sit down and work out a better agreement between us. Because if the Empress found out information was going out without her knowledge....”
Lorac chewed her lip and then nodded her agreement. “I believe we can come to an understanding.” She offered Tiny her hand again. “I think we will make formidable allies.” They shook and then Lorac introduced him to the Amazon traveling with her.
“Let me get you settled and then we can go get some lunch. Rosie is cooking up barbeque and I for one am starving.” The four Amazons grinned at each other and followed him into the palace. “I apologize for the accommodations. Ya’ll were unexpected arrivals, and we are pretty full. So I’ve had to put you into two rooms. They are across the hall from each other, but it was the best I could do on short notice.”
“So, how did you get elected to meet us and take care of all this?” Lorac asked as Tiny led them down the short hallway. “Not that we don’t appreciate it because we do but....”
“But you already knew Reed and Jess and I’m not a woman, right?”
Lorac shrugged sheepishly. “Something like that, yeah.”
“Well, Reed and Jess were both given other assignments this morning, and that didn’t change because you all arrived. Besides, I really am Randi’s second and protocol demanded that I clear your arrival.”
Lorac smiled. “I’m glad you did. It’s always good to find allies and make new friends. And we appreciate the consideration. I know you didn’t have to let us land or give us a place here despite who we represent.” She paused. “Why did you?”
“Because we’re all on the same side, and I think your being here will be good for Gwen.”
“How is she? You never did say.”
Tiny shrugged. “Randi is taking care of her,” as if that said it all. And as far as the Amazons and Tiny were concerned, apparently it did.
Chapter VI
Though neither Randi nor Gwen had ever been to the kitchen in their short tenure in this place, the emptiness and almost complete silence inside was unnerving. Surely there were supposed to be people in this area at all time preparing food for the significant number of people who lived and worked in the palace. And yet there was only the shuffle of one pair of feet and one lone voice singing quietly when they pushed open to door. Randi and Gwen exchanged glances, stopping in surprise when they realized Rosie was alone in the kitchen, and she was obviously cooking. Gwen closed her eyes and just stood there breathing. Rosie turned around and caught the beatific look on Gwen’s face and the one of absolute adoration on Randi’s as she gazed at Gwen.
“Ahem.” Her slight throat clearing caused the spell to be broken and Gwen opened her eyes at the same time that Randi turned to look in Rosie’s direction. “What are ya’ll doing in my kitchen?” Randi’s eyebrows both shot into her hairline and her expression was one of surprised amazement. Rosie met Randi’s look with one of her own and a snort. “Don’t you even try to give me that look. I’ve had all the plastic food I can stand. No wonder you look like you haven’t eaten in months. I’d have stopped eating too if all I was getting was rubber chicken and burnt beef. My gracious, if that’s what you military folks consider good grub it’s a wonder there hasn’t been a revolt before now.”
“Um, Rosie, not to put a fine point on things because we will certainly enjoying eating your barbeque and fried pies again, but I thought you were going to sit with Jill. What made you decide come in here and run everyone else out so you could cook instead?”
“Two things actually – one, I really am tired of eating <ahem> what the people who were running this place considered edible meals... or at least it seems that way since we moved with Gwen from the village. Even the Amazons of old had it better than this, and I saw those recipes.” She shuddered and Randi and Gwen bit their lips to keep from chuckling. “The second,” Rosie continued, growing more serious, “is because Jill asked me for some barbeque. I figured she wanted to be alone more than anything, but I was happy to do whatever I could to ease her pain.”
Gwen stepped forward and wrapped her arms around Rosie, Squeezing tightly and holding on for a long moment. “Thank you, Rosie. You’ve done so much for us. We will never, ever be able to repay you.”
Rosie pulled back just enough to cup Gwen’s face in her hands. “There’ll never be any repayment, Gwen. What we did, we did out of love for you two and for the greater good. I’d do it all over again; we all would. Besides, it’s a really good feeling knowing that we did something that made a difference... to you and to the world. So thank you for letting me be a part of that. Now,” Rosie continued, stepping back from Gwen and clapping her hands together before stirring the pot bubbling softly on the stove. “What are ya’ll doing in my kitchen?”
This time Randi did laugh. “Rosie, don’t you ever go changing, all right? We just came in to your kitchen to get some things for a picnic. We thought we’d go sit in the garden for a while and just be for a few minutes.”
Rosie nodded soberly, understanding only too well the peace they wanted to find together. “All right then... let me put something together for ya’ll,” scurrying around the kitchen collecting items. In less than two minutes, Rosie had a nice lunch put together and was pushing them out the door. They looked at her askance. “Trust me on this, you two. If you wanna get a little time alone together in the garden, you need to get outta here before folks figure out we’re having barbeque for lunch. ‘Cause if they find you two in here....”
Randi and Gwen exchanged glances. “Point taken. We’re outta here. Thanks, Rosie. We’ll be back.”
“Enjoy, you two. I’ll make sure Jill gets something to eat before the service this evening.”
“Thanks, Rosie. You’re the best.” Then they slipped out the back door and down the hallway that led to the garden. They just missed the contented mob that descended on Rosie’s kitchen.
************
There really wasn’t any other way to tell this story so Tommy scrubbed his hands through his hair and blew out a breath, then decided to just start. “First you need a little background to understand what the legend is based on. When the soulmates originally found one another millennia ago, they thought their bond was unbreakable. Not only did they love one another deeply and passionately, but they were best friends who genuinely liked one another. They never thought anything could come between them – never thought anything could break them apart.”
“But...?”
“But they found out that wasn’t true. They found out that lies and circumstances and time could come between them and that there were gods and men who would take advantage of their separation and mistrust. It nearly tore them apart forever.”
Reed nodded. “That’s about what happened to them this time.”
“Yeah it is. Except.... When it happened to them originally they were targeted for destruction very much like this time; only then there was a complete lack of trust between them that they had to overcome. And when they came back together, they were able to form an unbreakable bond... something that nothing – not gods, not man, nothing short of death itself – was able to destroy.” Tommy took another deep breath, not seeing Ella come to the door and lean on the jamb to listen better. This was a story she hadn’t heard before and she really wanted to. “Unfortunately they were unexpectedly separated by a gruesome death, and it took them some time after that to return from eternity back into the karmic circle, and it was upon that return that the legend began.”
“So what’s the legend?” Reed asking, having a very good idea what Tommy was going to say.
“The legend stated that when the soulmates returned for their final trip through the circle, they would suffer again as they had before and that their unbreakable bond would return to protect them from the influences that were so eager to rip them apart. That barrier would allow them to succeed over those influences.”
“How do you know it hasn’t happened in each of their lifetimes?” Ella asked, turning their attention to her. “I mean, I realize what the prophecy says, but you know as well as I do that there have been lifetimes where those two souls have suffered greatly together. They’re in the stories Gwen allowed us to read.” Ella looked at Reed. “Those are the stories she has never shared publicly.”
Reed nodded. “I understand. Gwen and I got to have some interesting talks while we were in the village and she shared bits about her storytelling. So I know there is a lot that will never see the light of day, and a lot more that gets severely edited before it does.”
“Because never - not once in the stories that have been handed down through Gwen’s line - never once has there ever been a mention of an unbreakable bond or a barrier that could protect them from a god. And given the bard’s line’s propensity for detail, it would have been recorded. Besides, the legend was passed through both warrior and bard lineage. If it had occurred before, both sides would have known.” Tommy turned back to Reed. “I’ve shared this with you in confidence. I hope you will hold it in trust until I can share it with those of you who stood beside them through this whole mess.” Reed shook her head and Tommy cocked an eyebrow at her. She patted his knee and held up a hand before he could have a conniption.
“Don’t,” Reed said simply. “Don’t share this with folks. Shh,” she cautioned before he could interrupt. “Hush a minute and listen to me all, right? I want you to hear what I am saying to you.” He nodded and Reed took a deep breath to speak again. “It’s an incredible story, Tommy, and I’m inclined to believe it for several reasons I won’t even bother to explain. But if it’s true, and we think that it is, then it’s really not fair to Randi and Gwen for you to be the one to share it. Because you know what it means. And honestly, I don’t think it’s fair to those who helped bring them together for it to happen. That knowledge makes the good they feel they have done become a burden instead.”
“How do you figure?” Ella asked, coming to sit down beside Tommy and taking his hand in hers.
“You’ve spent the last few months living on the fringes of the upheaval Gwen and Randi have been living through, yes? You know how bad things have been for them.”
Ella nodded. “I have an idea, yes.”
“Okay, those few of us who have been right near the center of things, especially the last few days – what we did was not only for Randi and Gwen but also for the greater good. The world would have been destroyed if Randi and Gwen had not survived. Now imagine how you’d feel if you knew that your act of helping preserve the greater good and incidentally, your friends, had been the catalyst to end their karmic cycle.”
Ella’s face scrunched up in pensive thought. “Ew... I never thought of it that way. That makes it... that is a horrible feeling.”
Reed agreed. “It really is. And even though they could live another fifty years together, that knowledge casts a pall over everything; always in the back of your mind you know that their departure from the circle is imminent. And it’s saddening because you know that there is no chance of seeing them or the bond that they share, ever again.”
Tommy dropped his head in his hand. “God, Reed. I’m so sorry. I didn’t think of it like that. I just thought those of you who had struggled so hard to keep them together should know that... well, now I’m not so sure what I intended at this point. I wonder though....”
“What?” Reed asked, sitting back in her chair and trying to rid herself of the sudden tension that was flowing through her body.
“If they are leaving the karmic circle anyway, why was the outcome of this spirit walk so important? Whether it is a day, a year or fifty years from now, they will still be gone, not to return.”
“That’s true,” Reed said. “But if they hadn’t succeeded, had they not rejoined one another and merged to form that unbreakable connection, Ares would have won. He would have claimed Randi... forever. Gwen and Randi would never have been reunited – not here or in eternity. They would have destroyed everything searching for each other.”
“So you’re saying...?”
“I’m saying that they have come full circle and they have earned their eternal rest together. But I think the decision to share that with folks should be theirs and no one else’s.”
“I agree,” Tommy concurred, “but I don’t know if....”
“I can take the knowledge away from you... from you both... if you’ll trust me.”
Tommy and Ella exchanged a long glance, then turned to Reed and nodded simultaneously. She held out her hands to Ella, palms up and waited for her to take them. Then Reed closed her eyes and let her mind move in Ella’s. Even as tired as she remained, this wouldn’t take much effort or mental energy – especially compared to her output recently. It was fairly easy to erase it from Ella’s mind as she had only just found out about it, and when they were done, Ella didn’t even remember Reed’s presence. A call from Randall caused her to excuse herself and move back into the bedroom. Then Reed extended her hands to Tommy.
“No pain?” he asked softly, and Reed had to smile in reassurance.
“No pain. You won’t even know I’m there. It will take me a little longer than it did for Ella though. Your knowledge is old, not recent. Do you remember when you heard the legend?”
“Eighteen. It was passed on to each member as they reached adulthood.”
She nodded her understanding then closed her eyes with him as she moved into his mind. Reed was careful where she went and what she saw, focusing only on finding that one tiny piece of information and removing it as neatly as a surgeon would, leaving nothing behind to mark her presence there. And it was done. Reed slid her hands out from under Tommy’s and he opened his eyes slowly. Randall’s excited voice preceded his footsteps and he ran into Tommy’s leg. “I’m hungry, Pa.”
Tommy leaned down and pulled Randall into his lap. “You are? You think we should go see Rosie... get some barbeque?” hugging his son to him.
“N’apple pies,” Randall said emphatically, drawing a chuckle from the rest.
Reed opened her eyes slowly and slid to the edge of her chair before standing. Tommy looked at her in concern, noting the strain in her eyes and the tired lines around her mouth. “Reed? You all right?”
Reed nodded and stood. “Yeah. It’s just been a while since I ate and I’m a little hungry too.” She held out her hand to Randall. “Whaddya say, Big Guy? Wanna walk to the kitchen with me?”
Randall jumped from Tommy’s lap and grabbed Reed hand, tugging her forward firmly and with purpose. “YES!” Tommy and Ella followed at a much slower pace, silently laughing all the way down the hallway. Some memories were best left alone, but others were simply priceless.
************
“Wow... something smells really good,” Lorac commented as they followed Tiny through the corridors towards the kitchen.
“Yeah, I’m really glad Rosie got tired of plastic food, ‘cause it seems like forever since I had a good home cooked meal.”
“Waitaminute... you mean to tell me the queen has been eating bad food since she came here??”
“Well, let’s just say that what we’ve been having is a step above military rations but well below what most of us are used to. We had more important things to worry about and we let it slide. So don’t be surprised when you see her. She’s lost some weight.”
“How much? Is she in danger?”
“No... no. She’s all right, but it’s noticeable and I didn’t want you to be upset by the change. Although, in all fairness, I don’t think it was the food. I think it was a loss of appetite.”
Lorac nodded. “I noticed some of that at the village though at least the food was decent enough that she picked at it.”
“Yeah, that wasn’t a real choice here,” he chuckled, “though I did notice we were suddenly going through a lot more fresh fruit.” He pushed open the hinged door and the Amazons looked at him in amazement. “What??” he said with a shrug, motioning them ahead of him.
“This is a very odd house,” Lorac commented as she walked in. “Hello, Rosie. It’s good to see you again.”
Rosie crossed from the stove and she and Lorac embraced briefly. “Come in, Lorac and introduce me. Lunch is nearly ready.” Five stomachs growled in tandem and they all looked at one another and blushed. Rosie just laughed and clapped her hands together. “That is the highest compliment you can give to a cook.” She gestured them around the table and moved back towards the stove just as the door swung open again to admit Reed and Randall, then Tommy and Ella.
“Hail! Hail! The gang’s all here!”
“Not quite,” Tiny said, having been notified of Sky’s imminent arrival. “But we will be soon.” He rose and crossed over to where Reed stood, wrapping an arm around her even as he offered a hand to Tommy, then Ella. Tiny tousled Randall’s hair and guided them all to the table.
The Amazons had risen and Tommy initiated introductions while never losing contact with Reed. She returned his embrace, grateful for the added support he was providing her with. She had never expected the two short mind walks to drain her so badly. Rosie immediately put down the food she had been carrying and took Reed’s hands in hers. “Reed? Are you all right? You look terribly pale.”
Ella rose and walked to the stove to finish bringing food to the table, glad when the rest followed her example to give Reed and Rosie the moment they obviously needed. She had no way of knowing that the Amazons had seen it all before. So it was easy to make conversation between them when they returned to the table; they were all making an effort.
“So, Lorac, you’re the Amazon regent now, correct?” Tommy asked. “Are you still the weapons master as well?”
“Temporarily, I am the regent and I have a group of advisors of whom Nebula is the chief elder among them,” motioning to the older woman who had taken a seat next to Randall. “Cheyenne is our weapons master in my stead and Coop is here because you never know when a scout will be needed. Besides, I figured just seeing her smiling face would raise Gwen’s spirits... literally.” Lenore chuckled at the shocked faces around the table. “You don’t understand – Coop’s job was to teach the queen to walk through the trees.”
Now the rest of the table winced wryly and chuckled, understanding all too well the challenge that particular skill could present to any of them. “Can you share with us a little about Amazon life and how it is changing with the unification and Gwen’s return as queen?” Ella asked as she prepared a plate for Randall who was being remarkably quiet in light of all the strangers suddenly around him.
Lorac nodded and the door opened again, admitting the rest of the Sabre team leaders. Jess was welcomed by the Amazons with open arms and then moved to make introductions. It was enough to keep everyone’s attention from Reed, and she was thankful for that. Once the conversation started, she turned her attention back to Rosie.
“I’m fine, Rosie,” squeezing the hands that she held. “Just a little tired. Tommy and Ella brought an unexpected wave of nervous, almost negative energy with them, and it kinda wiped me.” She didn’t want to lie, but there was no way she was going to share the truth.
“Come and sit down. A little good food will go a long way towards making you feel better. And the company and conversation won’t hurt either.”
Reed smiled. “Rosie, just knowing you did the cooking is making me feel better.”
Tiny’s stomach growled again. “Me too. Now let’s eat, Woman! I’m starving!!”
With laughter, they joined the melee at table, and Reed felt some of her strength returning, just being among friends.
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Randi took a deep breath as she and Gwen stepped outdoors together, blinking in the bright sunlight. It was nice to see the sun after the storms of the previous couple days. Even more, it was the first time in forever they had been alone together in the light of day, and it felt soooooo good... so right. Finally things were back to the way they were supposed to be, and despite the sadness they both felt over Geoff’s death, they couldn’t help but revel in the completeness they were experiencing again once more. Gwen reached over and tucked her hand in the crook of Randi’s arm and sighed, squeezing lightly on the muscled arm beneath her grasp. She closed her eyes and stood still, soaking in the newness and freshness of air and sunshine and holding Randi in place with her light grip.
Randi looked down to find out why Gwen had halted them, then caught her breath at the vision she found standing beside her. “My God, you’re beautiful!” she whispered reverently. Gwen opened her eyes slowly and smiled up into Randi’s eyes, then felt her own breathing catch at the love pouring out of Randi’s eyes that made the blue literally glow from within.
“Wow....” Gwen sighed.
Randi blinked. “What?”
“You are so beautiful and when you look at me... I wish you could see what I see when I find you looking at me like that... again. It is so amazing.”
Randi let the basket slip from her hands, glad the polymer would protect both food and dishes from the drop. With her now free hand, she cupped Gwen’s face. “I know what you see, Love. It’s the same thing I see when I find you focused on me. I’m not really sure what you see when you look at me like that, but your eyes tell me... everything.”
Gwen didn’t answer verbally; instead she let her eyes speak for her. Then she wound a hand into Randi’s wild, dark hair and pulled her down until their lips met. And she let her lips do the talking for a long peaceful moment. They separated slowly, licking their lips in tandem then leaning their foreheads together to simply breathe in one another. The peace was shattered when their stomachs protested their abuse and distinct lack of sustenance loudly, and they broke into soft laughter.
“Talk about ruining a mood,” Randi muttered as she reached down to retrieve their basket. “C’mon.”
They walked slowly across the garden, pausing to admire the various flora and fauna that grew throughout. When they reached the place where the pillars had been placed to receive Geoff’s body for the service, Gwen stopped and looked around.
It was a small open space, surrounded by old, stately trees that shaded it without making it dark. Along the perimeter of the meadow area beyond the trees were flowering shrubs and Gwen nodded in approval. “Daddy would like this. It’s beautiful and peaceful; so full of life and color and fragrance.” Randi nodded but didn’t answer, unable to stop the wash of guilt. Gwen tightened her hold. “Don’t.”
“You felt that?”
“Yes. Please don’t.” Gwen tugged on the arm she still held and they headed into another area of the garden that also had trees but contained wildflowers. Randi set the basket to one side of the tallest tree and they spread the blanket out together. Then Randi seated Gwen and handed her the basket and took a seat beside her.
“Sorry. I didn’t mean to. I just....”
“I know, Love. We will probably both have some guilt over this for a while. But you know what?” accepting a glass of honey mead and passing Randi a full plate. “I’d be willing to bet you that when Mama gives us the holo-chip Daddy made, it will go a long way to assuaging the guilt both of us feel about what happened. Because I really do think he made an active choice to save us knowing what the consequences would likely be. Besides you know and I know he would have done it even knowing the outcome to have gotten the results we did.”
“That’s true. And I think Geoff is probably at peace now. I know he’s walking again and out of pain.” Randi’s head dropped to her chest and she sighed loudly. “And with my luck, he has already met my parents and they are planning all sorts of interesting things for our afterlife.”
“Well, Warrior Babe, I’d have to say you were pretty much dead on the money there. They are so rocking eternity right now.” Dark and light heads popped up at the first sound and Gwen looked for the source while Randi focused her eyes on one spot just in front and to one side of where they were sitting and waited patiently. A huff preceded a fading in of glaring blue eyes followed immediately by pouting lips and the skimpily dressed body of the goddess of love. “You totally take the fun outta being a goddess sometimes, ya know?”
Randi chuckled. “Of course. Why do you think I do it?”
“Bitch,” Dite muttered under her breath, causing a snort of laughter from Gwen, followed immediately by her clapping her hand over her mouth when Randi cut her eyes in Gwen’s direction.
“I beg your pardon?” returning Aphrodite’s glare tenfold.
“Oh, Randi... chill, Babe. It’s just a figure of speech.”
Randi held the expression for a long moment, then gave Dite a crooked grin. “Whatever. I had ya going there though.”
“As if,” Dite denied and Randi crooked and eyebrow at her. “Okay, maybe a little. Can we get on with the reason I came or is this gonna be a not so gnarly ‘pick on Dite’ visit?”
“Should I remind you who was trying to sneak up on whom in this little scenario? Hmm?” Randi was now enjoying a bit of teasing herself, knowing she could fluster Dite so easily by doing so. Beside her Gwen was chuckling in silent laughter.
Aphrodite pouted. “I hate you guys. You’re so mean to me. Here I came to let you know how Geoff was doing and you wanna pick on me? How bogus is that?” But she couldn’t help but see the renewed strength of their bond and the love that flowed between them again like a rushing river instead of the trickling stream it had been for too long. She clapped her hands together and squealed. “Ooooh... ya’ll are just so radically fab together again. I can’t tell you how happy.... Actually I can. It’s why I’m here.” She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, fanning herself rapidly before opening her eyes to speak. “Okay... okay... okay... see....” Dite blew out a breath and took another deep one in an effort to calm herself. “What happened between ya’ll a couple nights ago was just awesome. The vibes were delish and they rocked the world... all of it.”
Randi and Gwen exchanged glances, each hoping the other had a clue as to what Aphrodite was talking about. She realized they weren’t following her and closed her eyes again, centering herself to calm and allowing the more serious side of her demeanor to speak.
“All right... let me see if I can be a little clearer. The reunion of your souls the other night was a such a powerful phenomenon that it was felt on Olympus, throughout the underworld and even to some extent here on the mortal plane. That vicious storm...? That was a physical manifestation of what was happening between you.” Dite nodded when they blinked and looked at one another. “Everything... present and future was riding on the outcome of your spirit walk together. And when you won....” She shivered. “Oooooh man! It was totally bitchin’!!”
“So what does that have to do with Geoff?”
“His death provided the final impetus to seal your bond, and he knows that. He couldn’t be happier with how things turned out. And he is immensely proud of his role in your coming together again. Though he misses Jill and will continue to do so until it’s her time to join him, he is content in the afterlife he has now. He is no longer in pain, he is young and strong again, and he has had the opportunity to meet Bobby and Renee Valiant. That last has already given him a lot of fun.”
Randi dropped her forehead onto Gwen’s shoulder in a gesture of defeat. “I am so doomed.”
Dite laughed aloud. “Nah... it was just like you said it would be. Your parents received him warmly and welcomed him home. They are well on their way to becoming real friends beyond the forced acquaintanceship of being in-laws.”
“Already? We just released his soul from his body this morning.”
“Yes, already. They have been taking him around, showing him how things work in the afterlife. It was how he knew ya’ll were feeling guilt for the decision he made to die for you. He told me, and I quote, ‘Please tell those two that it was my choice... my decision, and if I had to do it all over again knowing what the outcome would be, I’d do it a hundred times if I had to.’” Dite scrunched up her forehead in thought. Then she made a face and continued. “He said, ‘Live as a warrior, die as a warrior, and if the sacrifice you make is for those you love the most, then it is worth the cost. Tell Randi I understand a little better what makes her the Sabre she is, but I’m glad my sacrifice was more personal. It makes it seem like hardly a sacrifice at all.’”
Silence for long moments while Randi and Gwen absorbed the words that Aphrodite shared. Finally... “Thank you, Aphrodite.”
“Anytime, Babes. We are so rocking up there, but this gave Geoff the last bit of closure he needed.”
“Did he say anything to my mother... leave some sort of message for her?”
Dite shook her head. “No, Cutie. He sure didn’t. He said they had settled everything between them before they ever left their room and came to yours.”
Gwen nodded. “That makes sense. And it certainly goes a long way towards explaining Mama’s reaction to everything... or lack thereof.
“Aphrodite, what about Ares?? I know ya’ll sent him away, but I also know better than to think he won’t eventually turn up here again ready for battle.”
Aphrodite bit her lip pensively. “He’s already tried, but Reed was exactly right with what she said about your bond now. It has formed a barrier around you two, shielding your souls – your very essence – from his machinations against you. He cannot get near you now, physically or spiritually, without your conscious permission; even the good guys are blocked from more than a basic read on your well-being,” said with a small smile.
“So you think he’ll quit now, knowing he can’t get in?”
“I wish I could believe that, Gwen, but he’s bet everything he has on this gamble. He pissed off a lot of deities with his manipulations and intrigues. And if he loses... he loses big.”
“Couldn’t happen to a nicer guy,” Randi mumbled. “He’s gonna lose, Dite. We’re gonna taking him down.”
Dite shrugged. “I figured as much. Can’t say I’ll be sorry to see him pay the price for his arrogance.”
“Can’t say I’m sorry to be the one collecting it either.” Randi cleared her throat and tried to erase the fierceness from her expression. “Now would you like to join us for some lunch? It’s barbeque, and Rosie made plenty.”
“Ask me another time and I will. I wouldn’t have disturbed ya’ll today if it hadn’t been important. But you both needed to hear the message from Geoff.”
Gwen held out her hands and took Dite’s in hers. “Thank you, Dite. Even though we knew it in our heads, hearing it from you makes it easier to believe in our hearts. Tell Daddy we love him.”
Aphrodite kissed Gwen forehead then squeezed her hands before releasing them. “He knows, and he’ll be keeping an eye on you two. ‘Cause that’s just something Daddies seem to do for their daughters. Ya’ll be good, and I’ll be in touch. Later!”
Then she was gone before either of them could answer her, leaving a mess of petals in her wake. They looked at one another and laughed, scattering the fragrant softness before resuming their meal together.
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But in the deep, sinister recesses of Ares’ darkest, most powerful temple, the god of war worked feverishly mixing and measuring, knowing the focus of his fight had to change and that everything was riding on the outcome of his work here.
Part 2
Thanks: To Phil for sticking around to beta read for me. She’s picked up all kinds of dropped letters because Pink and Fluffy tend to leave a trail of them. All errors belong strictly to me.
Special Thanks: To the many of you that have taken the time to send your kind words about the Valiant Series thus far. I greatly appreciate your feedback and your patience in waiting for this installment. I was actually writing this and Brave New World concurrently, and I appreciate both your patience and your indulgence.
Author’s Notes: Words and music used belong to Martina McBride. No money is being made from it and no copyright infringement is intended. The rest of the author’s notes will follow at the end of this story though the Storyteller’s Cardinal Rule is finally back in effect.
A Valiant Option
By D
Prologue
“NO!” The furious sound echoed across the hall of the temple as Sky gave Tiny his assessment of Randi’s condition. A vase flew into the wall with the single flick of a wrist and Ares stomped back over to the scrying bowl, watching the scramble of activity taking place in the palace room. “No, Randi! This isn’t supposed to happen!! I didn’t hit you hard enough to kill you.” He rubbed a hand across his face. “Damn it all to Tartarus!!” He watched a little while longer then roared in absolute frustration when Gwen was rushed to Randi’s side on a hover board and curled her body around Randi’s.
“No! It’s not supposed to be like this, dammit!! You’re supposed to call on me to join you so we can rule together, Randi. You’re not supposed choose that irritating little blonde over me and you’re certainly not supposed to die!” A beat. “C’mon! C’mon!” Ares growled as he continued to watch Tiny and Lacey fight to keep Randi’s body alive. Then everything came to a screeching halt when Gwen sat up in the bed with a single cry....
"RANDI!!!"
“Oh, no!” bellowed Ares. “No! It’s not going to end like this between us, Warrior! You’re mine now! I own you! You don’t get to choose your path!” And with that pronouncement Ares disappeared in a shower of blue fire.
Chapter I
“Are you sure about this, Rosie?” Lacey had set up her equipment to breathe for Randi, thus keeping her body alive, then set up the remainder to monitor both Randi and Gwen. Then at Rosie’s instruction, everyone had moved away from them. Now Geoff looked to the shamaness for some answers.
“I’m sure, Geoff. We’ve done all we can do. It’s up to them now. There’s nothing we can do except wait and hope.”
“How long?”
Rosie shrugged. “There’s no way to know. It depends on them and....” Whatever she had been going to say next was interrupted by the shimmer of dark sparkles that filtered into the room as Ares materialized next to the bed. Everyone shifted into action and what happened next was like a blur in super slow motion.
Ares lifted his hand to move Gwen off Randi’s body. Reed, Lacey and Rosie scrambled towards the bed as a single unit to protect them. Ares sent a burst of energy towards the three, knocking them across the room and into the wall. Tiny, meanwhile, headed directly for Ares, only to find himself thrown into Sky who was following behind him and together they slid down the wall next to the other three.
Fury lent strength to Geoff’s legs and the distraction of the rest allowed him the chance to slide into position covering Gwen and Randi with his own body. Then he screamed in agony when Ares’ hand landed on his back, but he refused to move from his place protecting them. Jill ran towards Geoff only to find herself physically assaulted when Ares backhanded her away from him, putting all of his anger and frustration into the blow.
Before he could turn to finish her off, he found himself being transported out of the palace against his will. “NOOOOOOOO!!!” he screamed, catching a glimpse of his three sisters connecting together to send him out of the palace. When he was able to see again, he didn’t recognize where he was; but he knew instinctively it wasn’t anywhere close to the palace.
He growled and orbed back to his temple on Olympus, intent on finding a way around this latest complication to his victory.
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Aphrodite, Artemis and Athena looked around at the carnage Ares had created. The five human beings slumped against the wall were slowly starting to stir, and Artemis crossed over to check on them. Athena went immediately to Jill who lay face down on the floor some distance from the bed. Blood trickled from her ear and onto the carpet beneath it.
Dite moved to the bed, anxious to check on Gwen and Randi, but also concerned about Geoff’s stiff, unmoving form. He seemed frozen in agony, and when Dite touched him he simply collapsed away from the pair he had been so desperate to protect. “Athena! Athena, NOW!”
“I can’t, Dite! She’s dying!” motioning to Jill with her head. Both hands were occupied with trying to heal her. Ares had done serious deliberate damage and Athena wasn’t sure she could heal her completely, not with the time factor working against them. She had to get to Randi and Gwen.
“The, I think he’s dead already,” Dite insisted, wanting to be grossed out but not really having time for it.
“Well, check, Dite!!” But she didn’t have to. Artemis had been successful in getting the others to their feet, albeit shakily, and Tiny stumbled to Geoff’s side with Lacey right behind him. The rest were a little slower, but they followed as quickly as they could manage. By then Tiny had scooped Geoff up in his arms and was moving him over to the couch. Lacey was quick to move over to help, opening his shirt and visibly flinching at the amount of physical damage Ares had done to Geoff. She exchanged a glance with Tiny and shook her head slightly, but still proceeded to start resuscitation and regen processes on him.
Dite’s focus immediately went to the two women still wrapped around one another on the bed, completely unaware of the drama being played out around them. She placed a hand on Randi and the other on Gwen, trying to sense them. Artemis walked over to Athena and checked on Jill’s condition before she allowed Sky to pick Jill up and move her over to the couch with Geoff. Athena continued to channel healing to her and Artemis lent her strength to help Athena.
The restrictions placed on them and the rest of the Pantheon made everything more difficult, and that was never more apparent or more frustrating than it was at this very moment in this time and place. It should have been so easy, and yet they were forced to allow things to play out to their conclusion with only a minimum of interference. Their only mission here was simply to protect Randi and Gwen until Randi could make her own decision. The rest was a calculated risk, and only the fact that the damage was done by a god made it even possible.
“Goddess, is there anything we can do to help?” Rosie asked, directing her question generally.
Dite pulled her hands away and shook her head. “There is nothing any of us can do,” she said quietly. “It really is all up to them now.” She blew out a deep breath. “Let’s go see if we can help them,” motioning to the small group on the couch.
“But what about the antidote?” Rosie asked. “Surely we can....”
“We found it, but it’s here on the physical plane. They have to be awake... here... for us to make the offer. We have to wait for them to come to us... or not,“ said Artemis.
“Rosie, were you able to set up a perimeter when you moved here?” Athena asked as Jill continued to heal ever so slowly. She wondered if Jill were resisting the healing because of her husband’s condition or if Ares had done irreparable damage.
The shamaness nodded vigorously. “Apparently Geoff rounded up all the local military and Sabre members he could contact, and we sent the People out as soon as Gwen demanded we move her back here. I’m not sure what happened after that except that the People knew to reset a perimeter here as tightly as they could manage. I’m not sure how you or Ares were able to penetrate it, in fact.”
Reed answered. “They weren’t focused on keeping gods out here since we never expected an attack from Ares against Randi. We figured he would target Gwen though given that obvious error in judgment, maybe we need to change that,” gesturing to the mess around them. “They were simply trying to bolster our strength.” Reed looked around. “Let me go take care of that.” She slipped out of the room and the rest went over to see how the Goldmans were doing.
Reed took a deep breath as she walked out the door. Her defenses had taken quite a beating once she had lost direct support from Rosie, though her barriers were more intact than she’d had any reasonable hope of expecting given the current situation. Still it was good to get out of that room and into the strong support she could feel flowing from the People in waves. She realized that the military and Sabres that Geoff had managed to gather together had been interspersed among the People and were doing their best to follow the example of those around them, and there were so many that they were within touching distance of one another. Reed stopped at each person to thank them for the support and to give them new instructions on changing their focus. Some of the regular military members didn’t understand, but they were willing to try. Fortunately the Sabres and the People did understand, and they would be able to redirect the rest. When she was finished, she took a deep breath and crossed back into the bedroom.
Rosie met her at the door, taking her hand immediately and providing her with some much needed relief. “How are you doing, my friend?” Rosie asked as her eyes began to glow once more as she channeled the enormous amount of power she was able to gather from the room into Reed.
Reed nodded. “Better now,” she acknowledged. “This hasn’t been anything like I thought it would be. Thank you for being here, Rosie. I wouldn’t have survived this without you. None of us would.”
Rosie bowed her head slightly to acknowledge the compliment, then looked around. Lacey and Tiny continued to work over Geoff’s unmoving form; Sky cradled Jill while Athena healed her and Artemis provided support for them both. Only Dite sat apart from the group, her focus totally taken by the two who remained motionless on the bed.
“What is up with them, Reed? Can you sense... anything?”
Reed shook her head. “Only a residual trace. It’s like they have gone somewhere beyond themselves – probably... hopefully, they are in Randi’s safe place in her mind.” She blew out a breath and glanced over towards the bed before looking back at Rosie. “The thing that concerns me – two things actually – are that Randi’s physical body is only being kept alive by Lacey’s machines and the fact that I can’t seem to reach Gwen. I feel like we’ve let them down.”
“Faith, Reed. Gwen knows we’re here and when we can help, she’ll let us know.”
“I hope so, Rosie.”
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Gwen struggled to look around the darkness. When Randi’s chest had stilled here in the Empress’ safe place, everything had been plunged into a thick, inky blackness. Now as Gwen searched with her hands, she realized that Randi had moved out of this room, and Gwen knew of only one other place she could have gone. Unfortunately she wasn’t sure how to find Randi’s other safe place without at least the smallest amount of light and even wishing for a light hadn’t garnered her any. So she closed her eyes against the blackness and simply let herself feel, hoping her heart would lead her to Randi despite the darkness. After concentrating for a long moment, Gwen felt the warmth she had been searching for. She slid off the marble slab and followed where her heart was leading her.
She walked for a while, remembering from her previous walks that time and space here was a fluid thing. Her thoughts and concerns were focused on Randi and why she had disappeared from the Empress’ safe room. Her pace was quick but not rushed, not wanting to miss anything coming from Randi, and the warmth she felt flowing meant Randi was alive here. Her greatest concern was the fact that Randi, at least for a few brief moments, had stopped breathing here. She could only imagine the havoc that was causing in the real world.
The warmth didn’t get weaker, but it didn’t get any stronger either. So it was an unpleasant sensation though not an unwelcome event, when she literally ran into the second marble slab. Her groan caused a gasp and an echoing moan from the form she fell into, and immediately a light appeared to illuminate the small area around them.
What Gwen saw there was nothing short of shocking, and it rendered her momentarily speechless. It was Randi – not unexpected given their current location in her mind – but it was Randi twice over again – very unexpected in any case.
Randi lay with her head in the Empress’ lap, curled up into a fetal position to try and alleviate the ache in her chest. Her breathing was slow and shallow as though she were hanging onto her life by the barest thread. The Empress’ hands gently combed through Randi’s hair, trying to offer comfort without adding to her misery, both still feeling the lancing pain the separation had caused them.
Gwen simply gazed at them for what felt like a very long time, trying to wrap her mind around the fact that Randi was no longer whole... again. Then she took the Empress’s hand in one of her own and placed the other on Randi’s chest, just barely able to fell the irregular tempo of her heartbeat. She met the Empress’ eyes seriously, finding pain and true fear lurking in those stark blue depths. Gwen moved her hand up to cup the Empress’s face, gratified when she leaned into the touch.
“Sweetheart, what happened here? Why are you two separate personalities again?” The Empress shrugged gently so as not to disturb the woman cradled in her lap. Her blue eyes dropped back to herself and she watched as she combed long fingers through her own dark hair, realizing in a dark, far-off way just how surreal the whole situation was.
Fingers under her chin lifted her face and she brought her eyes up to meet Gwen’s, finding only love and concern in those green depths and wanting to fall into them. “It’s not my fault, Gwen. I didn’t do this. She did.”
“Love, I’m not blaming the warrior or the woman for this. I’m not blaming any part of you at all. I’m just trying to figure out what happened so we can try to fix it. If we’re both still here, then we must still be on our spirit walk. We need to finish it and get out of here, and I think to do that we have to make you whole again. I felt you die, Randi....” She drew a sobbing breath. “Oh God, I can’t live through that again. I can’t.” The last was a bare whisper, but in the silence of the stillness around them, it was as if she shouted it from the hilltops. Everything was tranquil and still for a long moment then Gwen gasped when she felt the Randi that lay unconscious reach up and cover the hand that rested on her aching chest. Gwen tore her eyes from the Empress’ and glanced down, but Randi’s eyes remained closed and her breathing uneven. Gwen turned her attention back to the Empress. “Randi?”
“We don’t want to die, Gwen... not like this. But we’re not sure how to fix this either.”
“Tell me what happened or at least what you remember.”
The Empress considered the request thoughtfully. “I remember you leaving us - talking about it here... well, in my space.” She gave Gwen a small smile and Gwen returned it. “We talked – you and I; and we forgave each other even though I am still not sure what I was forgiving you for. I know, I know.... this was us, but it was mostly me even if Ares did cause it. I was so tired... both parts of me were and it just felt like we were fighting each other still. The pain was just... overwhelming. It hurt so much and the realization of what I had done as the warrior just finally....” The Empress motioned to the part of herself that remained unconscious in her lap. “It was too much for the woman in us to hold together. We’re afraid... I’m afraid that Ares will win after all if I can’t figure out how to get us back together again. We can’t defeat him apart like this.”
“Are you choosing to die here then? Are you choosing to give up instead of facing him together with me in the real world?”
“No, Love, NO! We would choose to stand with you under any circumstances. But I don’t think we can defeat him as a ‘we’ entity. We need to be a single whole person to stand with you as the single whole you and I are together.”
Gwen straightened up though neither Randi released their grip to allow her to move away from them. “All right. Have you tried... you know, like we did before? Laying down and merging yourself together?”
The Empress nodded. “As soon as we separated. We were still whole while we were in my safe place, but we were struggling. I was so tired and she was. It felt like she was dying inside me. Or I was dying inside her. We kissed you and closed our eyes for a little rest and when we opened them we were here in her safe place, and we had gone from being one person to two distinct personalities. So since she was already lying on the slab here, I tried to lay in the same space. But something went wrong; it nearly killed her. I felt her stop breathing and the pain.... The pain was excruciating. My chest... my head... God, Gwen, it hurt so badly. The only good thing was she started breathing again as soon as I was expelled. Then we just waited here just like we are now. We knew you’d come looking for us. You promised you would.”
Gwen cupped the Empress’ face once more, then brushed their lips together in the gentlest of kisses. “You’re absolutely right; I did. And I meant it, Randi – I always have. Wherever you go, I go. However, that being said, the only place I want to go right now is out of here.” Gwen caught and held the Empress’ eyes with an intensity she seldom employed outside the intimacy of their bedroom even when they were alone. It got her attention instantly as it always did. “Randi, I need to know if you can carry her out of here,” motioning to Randi’s unconscious self.
The Empress held Gwen’s gaze, then looked down at her other self and nodded. “If it’ll get us out of this goddamn darkness, I’ll carry her back to reality.”
Gwen chuckled. “Not that far, Love. I just want to go to the glade... to the safe room in my mind.”
“Is that a good idea? I mean, given what happened the last time....”
“We’ll make it secure for both of us. Trust me, sweetheart. I think it’s what we need. I think you need the peace of that place to be whole again.”
The Empress looked into those eyes that held the mirrors of her soul and trusted. Then she slid her arms around herself and scooped Randi into her embrace, groaning a little as the full weight hit her. She exchanged glances with Gwen. “Remind me I need to go on a diet when all this is over. I think I may give myself a hernia.”
Gwen snorted. “Sweetheart, it’s not fat that’s making you heavy. That is pure, unadulterated Valiant muscle. And I like it just the way it is.”
The Empress glared though Gwen could easily see the twinkle that lurked in the back of those eyes even in the dim light of this place. “You play dirty.”
“Yes, but I play to win. Now, c’mon. I want fresh air and sunshine.”
The Empress sighed but obediently followed Gwen, noting she refused to lose contact with either part of Randi. And they slowly made their way from the darkness into full-blown light.
When they crossed into the glade, the Empress slid to the ground – not under the weight of the burden of self she bore, but more from relief of being out of the darkness at last. She looked around with new eyes as though she had never seen this place before, and for a few minutes Gwen was content to allow her the luxury. Then the unconscious woman began to stir at last and their attention was taken by her. Without losing contact with the warrior, Gwen brushed the woman’s hair back from Randi’s face, gently caressing her skin and getting the tiniest smile out of Randi for her actions. “Hey,” she called softly. “How ya doing?”
“Hurts,” Randi replied in a whisper. “Hurts.”
“I know it does, Sweetheart. I know. But you have to let yourself be whole again. It’s the only way you can heal. You need the warrior’s strength as well as the woman’s. You need her clarity of mind and judgment as well as your compassion and mercy. You need to be whole to heal, Love, and I need you whole so we can go kick Ares’ ass, remember?”
Randi nodded and then shook her head. “Tried... already. Can’t.”
“Do you trust me, Randi?” Two heads nodded simultaneously. “Then you can do this. This is our place – yours and mine, and there is an energy here that is just us. Do you feel it?” Both incarnations nodded again. “It’s healing energy, Randi. This is what I feel when we come to our glade together – refreshed and revived and renewed. Trust in it, and let it heal you and make you whole again. Accept that you need what you perceive to be both your strengths and your weaknesses from both parts of yourself, Love.” Randi and the Empress looked at each other for long moments, measuring the other’s worth. Finally they nodded, and the Empress gently placed Randi on the soft grass with her head in Gwen’s lap. Randi moaned in pain then breathed out, trying to force herself to relax. Gwen put her hand on Randi’s shoulder, and Randi reached up to cover it with her hand. Then Gwen took the Empress’ hand in her own and squeezed it lightly. “I love and believe in both of you with all my heart.”
“Will you hold us?” the Empress asked as she prepared to try to merge into Randi once more. Gwen brought the hand to her lips and kissed it.
“For as long as it takes.”
Then the Empress took a deep breath and lay down on her body. Gwen watched in fascination as the features melded back into the woman she knew and loved.
************
Reed gasped and froze, nearly hyperventilating as sensations cascaded over her. Rosie was instantly at her side offering support, and the rest moved as swiftly as they could manage. They had done all they could for Geoff and Jill; now it was a matter of waiting, which they were mostly content to do until Reed had reacted so violently to whatever had hit her senses.
Tiny took her hands in his, chafing them lightly. Lacey moved over to check on Randi and Gwen as the monitors and sensors on them started whining bare seconds behind Reed’s response. Sky took her other side, hoping between him and Rosie, Reed would be able to feel the energy they were able to channel from the abundance that was being conducted to them. Only the goddesses remained still, Athena and Artemis supporting Aphrodite in much the same way the others were sustaining Reed. Then they waited for Reed to speak. Tiny was talking to her quietly to offer comfort and to give her a few minutes to collect her wits from whatever corner they had been scattered to when Randi and Gwen had done whatever they had managed to do.
Finally Reed took a deep breath and swallowed, meeting his gaze. “Sweetheart, are you okay?” he asked, refusing to let his hands loose from hers, and she clasped his gratefully. She nodded and turned her head towards the bed.
“Lace?”
“They are... Randi is breathing on her own. Her pulse is stronger though still weak, and I think she might be healing finally though at the rate it is happening, we’re still gonna be here a while.”
“What about Gwen?” This from a groggy Jill who was lying next to Geoff. She had been sleeping until the commotion in the room had stirred her from her deep slumber, and though she still couldn’t open her eyes or dredge up the will to move, she had to know how her daughter was fairing in all of this drama.
“If she curled around Randi any tighter, they’d be sharing the same skin,” Lacey replied with a smile. “She’s doing great – deep, even breathing; strong pulse; nice color. Whatever Reed sensed has been a good thing for both of them.”
“Reed?” Tiny said, curious to know what had caused such fierce reaction.
“It was... I felt... it was almost like their souls merged or something.” She shook her head. “Whatever it was, it was powerful and intense.”
“Was it bad?”
Reed shook her head. “Not bad in a painful way... not like it has been. It was just overwhelming and unexpected. But for the first time in what seems like forever, it feels like they are back to being part of one another again.” She let her gaze go inward, then blinked and drew a deep breath. She made a move to stand, and the three around her stood with her as a single unit, unsure what she had in mind but unwilling to lose contact with her even briefly.
“Reed?” Tiny asked.
“Turn me around, Tiny. I want to see their auras.”
Tiny kept his eyes locked on hers, reading not apprehension but excitement and expectancy. For the first time in a long time, Reed was anticipating something good between Randi and Gwen instead of the searing pain that had long since accompanied these looks.
Rosie clasped one arm, and Sky took the other and they walked in a solemn circle and allowed Tiny to turn them in a circle so they never lost contact with Reed. When they were facing Randi and Gwen, Reed closed her eyes and took a deep breath. Then she opened her eyes and looked, pushing her body into Tiny’s behind her for support. She couldn’t stop the flow of tears. Tiny tightened his embrace and looked down into her face. “You all right, Baby?”
Reed smiled and nodded her head even through the tears. “Oh yeah. I haven’t hurt this good in forever it seems like. This is awesome.”
Tiny squeezed her again, and only then did he notice that Sky had his eyes clenched shut, shaking slightly. “Sky?”
“Even I can see it from here, Tiny,” the chief whispered. “They are so in tune with one another, it is impossible to tell them apart. They are indeed a single whole together once more.”
“So you can sense their life force again?”
“Yes, and it’s a beautiful thing,” Reed smiled. “It’s so strong. Randi is... Randi’s body is still damaged, but her soul is a single entity again. I don’t feel the struggle for power inside her that has been present since Gwen’s kidnapping and especially since she assumed command of the Sabres. And Gwen is simply melding into her. I wish you could see this; it’s amazing.”
The three goddesses listened but didn’t comment directly. When Dite had felt Randi’s body die, she had lost any connection to them whatsoever. So the only information the three of them were allowed now was whatever their human counterparts could share with them. Instead Artemis brought up the issue that wasn’t far from any of their minds.
“Can you contact her? Can you let them know about the antidote?”
Reed shrugged. “I dunno. I can try...” starting towards the bed when a shake of Lacey’s head stopped her. “Or I can wait,” she added, a frown creasing her forehead at Lacey’s action. “What’s wrong, Lace?”
“Their aura may be strong, but I’m not sure their physical bodies are up to that sort of effort yet. I’d rather not take the chance on doing damage that we could avoid by waiting for them... especially Randi... to heal a little while longer. Reed, I’m afraid it would kill them.”
“Can we afford to wait?” from Athena.
“I don’t think we can afford not to,” was Lacey’s stark answer. “Killing them due to our impatience would sort of defeat our whole purpose in being here trying to protect them.”
“Besides,” Reed broke in before the goddesses could get angry for any sort of perceived impudence on Lacey’s part. She had always been a straight shooter and tended to speak bluntly. Made for an interesting trait in a healer, but it was perfectly suited to the Sabre she was. “We have the barriers set up against Ares to keep him from popping in again. Aside from that, there really isn’t much we can do until Randi is well enough to return to consciousness or Gwen lets me know they need something. I can go back to monitoring them again.” Reed looked around the room at that suggestion, finding every head, Lacey and goddesses included, agreeing with her suggestion. “All right then. We need to get set up. Um... what about Geoff and Jill?” motioning to the two figures still reclining on the couch motionless.
“I have monitors set up for them,” Lacey said, “But I’ve done all I can for them at the moment. Jill needs rest and Geoff....” She shook her head.
Reed blew out a breath. They would have to worry about those consequences once Randi and Gwen were back in this reality with them. First though.... The four of them – Tiny, Sky, Rosie and Reed – moved as one body towards the bed, not wanting to lose tactile contact with each other. It was a bit of a struggle, but they managed to get Reed situated so she was able to monitor Randi and Gwen without losing the support the rest provided. Reed closed her eyes and let her mind wander, following the warmth she could feel between them and searching for her own safe place to observe and wait.
Then everyone settled in, hoping with a little luck, they would get a good ending to all of this soon.
Chapter II
Gwen opened her eyes when Randi shifted in her grip. She couldn’t have said how long they had they had been in the glade. When Randi was a single being once more, both she and Gwen had fallen into a deep, healing slumber. Now Randi stirred slowly, gingerly testing the limits of her still healing, sorely abused body. She was cautiously pleased, feeling the healing taking place in her body and relatively happy with the results. Then she looked up and found sleepy green eyes gazing back at her with a look that was nothing but genuine love. It made her smile. Gwen smiled at the sight. “What are you smiling at?”
“You. Do you know just how beautiful you are?”
Gwen blushed. She couldn’t help it. When Randi looked at her with the combination of love, lust and passion that burned out of those bright blue eyes it set her very soul on fire. And it had been so long since she had seen it focused in her direction, Gwen found she was somewhat taken by surprise by it now. She cupped Randi’s face in her hand and gave into her desire for a kiss – a kiss that she quickly lost control of when Randi took passionate possession of her mouth. Gwen leaned back when it was over, blinking and breathing before she cleared her throat to speak. “Ahem... well, that certainly answers that question.”
“What question? How beautiful you are?” Randi teased, waggling her eyebrows to good effect.
“No, you goofball. You’re the only one who sees me that way. No, I was going to ask you how you felt, but I think your response to that kiss said plenty.”
Randi tangled her hands in Gwen’s lengthening hair and pulled her down until their lips were just touching. “First of all,” she growled low, “I’m certainly not the only one who thinks you are beautiful, Love. I’m just the only one who gets to enjoy it privately.”
This time Gwen took control of the kiss and only stopped reluctantly when Randi nipped her bottom lip. “Air... I need air, Sweetheart. I’m still having....”
“Oh God, Randi! Did I hurt you? Are you all right?”
Randi captured the hands that were wandering over her torso checking the damage. It tickled and was stimulating and painful all at the same time. “I’m fine, Gwen, really. Coming here has worked wonders for me. I feel whole again... for the first time since Ben infected me with whatever that was. I’m not fighting with myself anymore, and that feels so wonderful.”
“Does it feel different than what happened before?”
Randi nodded and slid up until she was partially sitting and could rest her head in the crook of Gwen’s neck. “It’s very different. Before I could still feel both parts, and though we weren’t fighting one another, we could only merge so far... sort of whole but not.”
“Is that why you weren’t healing?”
“Probably. The more we read, the harder it was for the woman in me to hear what the warrior in me had done, especially in my actions towards you. That caused it to get worse and the darkness we were held in only exacerbated the problem. Being here with you in the light has made all the difference. I can see the good I did as well as the bad now.”
“Can you really?”
“Uh huh. It’s kinda hard to explain.”
“Would you try?”
“Um... sure, but I don’t know if I can make it make sense. See, as I accepted responsibility for everything I’ve done in the last year, the injuries Ares inflicted on me spread because I was focused on the bad. Accepting responsibility meant acknowledging the deaths I had committed and the misery I had caused... especially yours. I took the guilt for my actions on all of me... not just the warrior part. Since Ares had already tried to blow the snot out of me, doing that weakened me enough to force the Empress and me to split into two distinct personalities again.”
“Okay, so how is your merging different this time? How do we know this will stick?”
Randi chuckled... a painful venture, but well worth the answering smile it brought to Gwen’s face. “Well, for one thing, there is only me now. I am the Empress as well as the woman... the lover and the fighter. Look into my eyes, Love. This close, you’d be able to see the parts of my soul if it was still fractured.”
Gwen did so and the sight brought tears to her eyes. Randi wiped them away gently with her thumb, understand all too well where they were coming from. “Do you know,” Gwen whispered as she tightened her arms around Randi while still trying to keep from doing more damage to her slowly healing upper body. “Do you know how wonderful... how amazing it is to see you... all of you looking back at me again? To see that love and strength and desire all in the same glance?”
“I know how fantastic it feels to be able to do that again. It’s one reason I believe the merging will stick. I think it means whatever poison Ares used to infect me is gone because before I had to fight to feel anything beyond rage and hatred for the rebels. I should have destroyed them; I was originally going to and I didn’t. That’s another reason I think this merging is permanent. I did good, Gwen. I can actually see that now. Before I could only see the ugliness of my actions, but there have been a lot of positive consequences as well. I think it is safe to say I have expunged the poison from my being – body and soul.”
“There is an antidote... at least Artemis had top Amazon scientists working on one. I know they were close, but I don’t know if it is done yet. Do you think you still need it?”
Randi shrugged, then winced at the pull on her chest. “Gotta remember not to do that for a while yet. As for the other, I honestly don’t know, Love. I don’t think so, because I feel clean and whole. On the other hand if it is ready, would it hurt? Maybe it would help me to heal faster.”
“Well, not a lot we can do about it here, and I’m not ready to leave yet. I like it here with you; besides you have to get stronger before we can go. I want you to be able to kick Ares’ ass, but mostly I want you to see how I see you. And you’re going to need every bit of strength and fortitude we can muster for that.”
Randi frowned. “Why? Are you planning to take me back into that room?” remembering the lights and colors and music she had briefly glimpsed in the open corridors of Gwen’s mind.
“Yes,” Gwen said frankly. “It’s the only way for you to see yourself through my eyes and I think it’s important that you do. We will take every precaution, but this means a lot to me.”
“We’ll see what we can do, Love. I don’t want to do any more damage to either of us. But for now I am perfectly content to remain right here with you. It is lovely and peaceful and totally refreshing.”
They passed a bit of time in contented silence before Randi spoke again. “Kinda late for me to worry about this, I suppose, but I’m not hurting you, am I? Because I’m not sensing the warmth from outside us that I did before, which means you’re not getting any extra strength even though you are sharing yours with me. Wonder why we lost it.”
Gwen brushed a light kiss over Randi’s temple and gently started tracing the familiar planes of Randi’s face. “No, Sweetheart. I am relishing the experience of having you in my arms again. In fact, when we get out of the spirit realm and back to the real world, I see everything taking a backseat to some serious ‘us’ time. We have a lot of make-up cuddling and tracing and snuggling to do.”
“Please do not forget about the make-up sex. I figure we may get a chance to come out of the bedroom after the first fifty years or so.”
Gwen blushed again but decided to turn the tables on Randi. “I hate to break it to you, Stud, but I’m not gonna have had my fill of you by then so if you want a turn, we’re going to be in that bedroom for a lot longer than fifty years. I may let you be on top after fifty years if you’re lucky.”
The rejoinder was so unexpected, even the tips of Randi’s ears burned beet red. <Ahem> “Well that is more than sufficient motivation for me to hurry up and get the hell out of here so we can kick Ares’ ass and go home.”
“Do we get to go home, Randi?”
“I think it depends on what we want to do, Sweetheart. We have the world by the tail now as it were. We can do what we want with it.”
“But can we really do that? Your becoming Empress means you accepted a responsibility for the world and the people of it. Can you just walk away from that? Do you want to?”
Randi tilted her head. “Well, when I took the job, I did so with the understanding that the responsibility was a temporary one for me... much like the job of Sabre Commandant. I did what I set out to do with them; accomplished the goals I set for myself. I quelled the rebellion and brought peace back to the world. The threat is gone.”
“Yes, but just two nights ago you promised to stay. You said and I quote, ‘Since it is the will of the people, I will accept the responsibility to continue as your Empress until such time as we feel the peace is well established enough to maintain itself without my governing.’ You just accepted the position; last night was your Coronation Ball, for heaven’s sakes! That doesn’t sound like something you can just walk away from at a whim.”
“If it’s a choice between going home with you and staying here to rule alone, there’s no contest, Gwen. I’m not giving us up again... not for anything. I can’t believe I gave it up to start with... not given how goddamn hard I had to fight for it in the first damn place.” There was more than a little disgust in her voice and Gwen moved a hand from around her shoulders up to cradle her face.
“You never gave us up, Randi... not once. You fought to protect me, to keep me safe. Just because I didn’t agree with the way you went about it doesn’t mean you gave us up, Sweetheart. You fought for us harder than I did. I didn’t do anything but give you grief.”
“On the contrary, you gave me a reason. Without you, I would have slaughtered the rebels. Without you, innocents would have died. Because of you, the rebels got a choice... a second chance, and the Amazon Nation is reestablishing itself. Don’t you dare discount your worth to me or to anyone else. You are the reason the world is changing.”
“I... but... um, really?”
Randi grinned charmingly, enraptured of the stunned expression on Gwen’s face. “Yeah... really.”
“I never... um, I never actually considered... I never thought... wow!”
Randi chuckled. “I love you, ya know.”
“I know. That makes me the luckiest woman in the whole damn world. And I love you too... so much.”
It was quiet for a while after that because those words needed an unspoken affirmation, and they took their time and enjoyed the connection between them. When they finally broke apart for air, they spent a long moment simply gazing into one another’s eyes. Then they smiled.
“God, I’ve missed this,” gently tracing the planes of Randi’s face. Randi smiled and raised her hand to trace Gwen’s lips.
“So have I, and it feels so good. Even better, I can sense the healing happening... almost feel things mending inside me when we kiss. Your love... our love is healing me.”
“Does this mean we should keep kissing?”
“Um hmm... for the greater good, you understand.”
“I see,” Gwen said, easing out from behind Randi and lowering her gently into the soft grass. Then she stretched out beside her and propped her head in her hand and looked into Randi’s face with a mischievous twinkle in her eyes. Gwen let her fingers trace around Randi’s collarbone and down into her cleavage, watching Randi’s breathing hitch as she circled a nipple without touching it. “So,” Gwen said, clearing the huskiness from her throat, “if kissing can heal you slowly, do you suppose escalating our physical activities might speed the healing process even more?”
Randi didn’t deign to answer verbally; instead she let her fingers do the walking, sliding them into Gwen’s clothing and making skin on skin contact. She felt Gwen’s gasp as sensations began to cascade between them and grinned fiercely, then she was too busy feeling... for what seemed like the first time in eternity.
************
Reed gasped. The sensations she felt between them were overwhelming, but she almost welcomed the burn. It, even more than their aura, signified a true return to the strength of their bonding. A strength that she welcomed gladly. It made the tears run from her eyes.
“Reed?” Tiny lifted one hand to wipe the tears from her eyes and Reed smiled at him with blinding intensity.
“Oh God, Tiny. It hurts so much, and it feels so good. They’ve re-knit the bond between them stronger than it was before.” She took Tiny’s hands in hers and opened her mind, willing him to see what she did. She knew the moment he saw – he simply froze all movement. Then his mouth dropped open and his eyes bugged out, forgetting to blink and forgetting to breathe. She cut her eyes at Sky who understood her unspoken directive and moved to intercept Tiny when Reed removed her hands from his. Sky held onto him gently as Tiny came back to himself, blinking rapidly as his body tried to catch up to the experience his mind had seen.
“That’s what Randi has been living without for the past few months?? Damn! No wonder she’s been pricklier than a hedgehog in heat!”
The small group, even the goddesses, chuckled at his pronouncement. Despite its innate truth it was a great stress reliever, and everyone appreciated the chance to laugh. Lacey stopped first though her smile remained big as she looked around the room.
“You want even better news? Whatever they are doing to repair their bond is also working to heal Randi’s physical injuries. I can almost see it repairing itself in front of my eyes.” That announcement made everyone shift in her direction, though no one, Reed especially, got close enough to touch. What they saw made them all gasp.
As Lacey had indicated, Randi’s healing could almost be seen taking place with the naked eye. It was obviously clear that the damage Ares had done to her was getting better. Athena looked at Lacey. “Are you sure this is them and not the regen unit finally doing its thing?”
“Oh yeah... I’m sure. The regen unit isn’t even on. Sky removed it at my instruction just before we arrived. We thought since her wounds were inflicted by Ares that perhaps trying to regen her was making her worse instead of better. So whatever is happening... whatever is causing her to heal... is them alone. We’re not doing anything at all to make a difference. We’re not even channeling strength their way right now. They are completely on their own except for the outside monitoring we’re doing.”
“Why? Why aren’t you channeling strength to them?”
“Same reason Reed isn’t trying to contact Gwen right now. It’s not safe for them... or her for that matter.”
“I don’t understand,” Dite piped up. “I mean, I know I totally lost them when Randi died, but....”
Lacey took a deep breath. “When we moved Gwen and we got them physically together again, they literally pushed all of us out of their space. To try to reestablish a connection with them without an invitation means disrupting whatever they have going on between them. And since whatever they’re doing is working for them, distracting them from it could kill them... and us.” She looked at Aphrodite. “It could even do serious damage to you.”
“Okay, dying would majorly suck.” She looked between Reed and Lacey. “Any idea how long this healing biz will take?”
Reed and Lacey exchanged glances and shrugged. “Best guess physically speaking... if she keeps healing at her current rate, I’d say within the next two hours.”
“And then they’ll be all right? Everything will be back to normal for them?”
Reed smirked. “What’s normal for them?” The rest returned her look, exchanging smiles with one another. “The fractures to their auras are already healed, mended as though they never happened. Their bond is stronger than it has ever been. I think the only reason they haven’t finished their spirit walk is because Randi’s physical self is still healing. When they’re ready, they’ll return to us. Then the real work begins.”
“How do you figure?”
“Well, Randi is still the Empress; Gwen is still the Amazon queen; the rebels are still in the process of being reeducated. Then there is the fact that the people really want Randi as a leader; they like what she has done in the few months she has been in command of the Sabres and control of the world. It’s a safer place than it has ever been and they are informed like they haven’t been in their lifetimes. She promised them she would stay until everyone was satisfied that the peace was in place, and we all know that could take a while. Mankind’s track record in the peace department is pretty sorry.”
“It gets more complicated,” Tiny chimed in.
“Of course it does,” the rest answered in chorus.
“We all know that neither of them will stand for that sort of demand on them for very long. They have fought too long and too hard to be together to allow that sort of intrusion into their lives more than briefly. That means they are going to be looking for a way to return home alone. Randi has always been an extremely private individual; she won’t stand for any sort of public scrutiny for long.”
“Neither will Gwen,” Reed assured him. “Despite her status as a celebrity, Gwen is a very private woman and has always safeguarded her privacy fiercely. She won’t tolerate the examination of every little detail of her life either.”
“So what can we do? Regardless of whatever support we provide for them, we are still simply support for them. They are the names and faces the world knows and wants. We can’t just jump in and take over now that things are more stable. No one knows us; that could cause Gwen and Randi far more problems than it would solve. And none of us want that.”
“That’s true, Lace... but I think we need to be proactive about this. Anything to make this easier.”
“What about Ares?”
Tiny shrugged and looked at Aphrodite. “That will be up to Randi... or more to the point, it will be up to both of them. But I’d imagine, all things considered, that is the one thing she will insist on taking care of personally. The rest... well, it would be nice to figure out a way to go ahead and get the ball rolling. The sooner we have a plan of sorts figured out to present to Randi, the better off things will be for them and for us.”
“All righty! So we need some radical plan of action, right? I think we should totally look into some food first then, Babe. I know if I’ve got the munchies, the rest of you must be way starved.” Artemis and Athena exchanged glances and shook their heads but acknowledged Dite probably did have a point. “Wicked. Let’s see what we can whip up for these bodacious dudes and dudettes.”
“All right, Dite. All right. We’ll go figure out something good to feed them, and they can get to work figuring out what they can do to speed things along as it were.”
************
“This is my favorite place in the whole world,” Gwen said sometime later. She was curled up in Randi’s arms with her head resting over Randi’s heart, listening to the strong rhythm of her heartbeat. Her hand traveled over every bit of skin she could reach, lightly tracing familiar patterns and feeling the goosebumps follow behind her touch. Randi squirmed a little, then turned her head and brushed a kiss over the blonde hair.
“You’re tickling me,” she stated matter-of-factly. “And I wouldn’t have you be anywhere else, Love. I have missed this with you so much. I have missed everything with you so much.”
“Ditto, Stud. I can’t tell you how good it feels to just lay here like this with you and just be.”
“You don’t have to, Sweetheart. I know.”
Silence reigned for a while before Gwen eased her head up and turned to meet Randi’s gaze. “How do you feel?” gesturing to Randi’s torso. “I mean it looks healed, but here I am laying on it and it could still be painful for you.” She stopped talking when a hand cupped the back of her head and positioned her on Randi’s chest again listening to her heartbeat. Gwen smiled. “Guess that means you’re feeling better, huh? God, I’m glad.”
“Me too, though I suppose that means we have to head back to the real world. And that means we’ll be separated again, at least for a little while.”
“Why? Do you need me to go away from you again?”
Randi brow creased in a frown. “Again? Gwen, Sweetheart, you already left. Remember? That’s what started this spirit quest in the first damn place.” She drew a shuddering breath and her voice dropped to a whisper. “You gave me back your ring and you left.”
“And I have already made the return trip back to the palace.” Randi shifted so they were both lying on their sides, facing one another. She stared into Gwen’s eyes searching for answers. Gwen put a hand on Randi’s cheek and cupped it lightly. “I had Reed move me back to the palace a while ago. You were dying here in the spirit realm as well as on the physical plane. I wanted physical contact with you. I hoped it might help you heal.”
“Gwen, that could have killed you.”
“Randi, if you had died here, it wouldn’t have mattered. I would have been dead anyway. Where you go, I go, remember?”
“But...?”
“Shh. It’s the truth and you know it. It always has been; it just sometimes takes a little longer to remember that promise than it does others.”
“I’ve been thinking about that... a lot actually. And about what to do about Ares. I want this to be the end with him, Gwen. We have been through the karmic cycle over and over again throughout history for thousands of years. And in every lifetime, he’s been there... teasing me, tempting me, trying to separate us. Sometimes he has been subtle, and sometimes he’s been blatant, but always, always he has been some part of our lives together.”
“So what do you want to do, Love? I know you’ve been thinking about this for at least a little while.”
Randi nodded and sat up, leaning against their tree and pulling Gwen’s naked body into her own, relishing the simple sensation of skin on skin contact. She wrapped her arms around Gwen’s middle and smiled when not only did Gwen cover her arms with her hands, but she leaned back into Randi’s chest with a sigh of absolute contentment. “In the short term, I am going to demand a code duello with set conditions. As the one who has been wronged repeatedly, it is my right to do so and I believe it will be easy enough to get my demands met... if not by Ares’ choice, then on command of a higher authority. You know there are a number of gods who would stand for us. More than anything, Ares cannot afford to lose face over this, and if he refuses to accede to my demands, the rest will view him as weak.”
“Playing on his vanity, huh? You’re pretty damned smart.” Gwen felt the silent chuckle behind her. “Do you think you can beat him though, Love? I mean... he is a god after all. And I don’t want him doing damage to you again like he did today.”
“Ah, but I’ve already thought of that. One of the conditions will be that he will have to lose the god powers to fight. Not just have them bound or whatever, but have them completely stripped away. He has to fight as a mortal with only the skill he possesses. It’s not going to be a fight to the death either. I only want to make him yield.”
“He’ll never go for it, Randi. He can’t stack the odds that way.”
Randi smiled. “I know. But I will make it a very public challenge if I have to – so not only will the entire worldwide pantheon of gods know about it, but the entire world will. He will have to accept just to keep the followers he has because who wants to follow a war god who won’t accept a challenge?”
“Won’t he lose face when you beat him?”
Randi’s smile turned melancholy. “You’ve never lost faith in me, have you? Even when you left tonight, you did so knowing I would choose you,” letting her fingers trace over Gwen’s smooth skin. “As for the other, yes. That’s why it’s a win/win situation for me no matter what he chooses to do. He’s going to have to choose one or the other.”
Gwen caught Randi’s fingers in her own and tangled them together in a light clasp. “I had my doubts,” seeing the immediate hurt in wide blue eyes, “but not in you or us. My doubts had more to do with Ares and what he had done to you.” Her eyes dropped to their still joined hands. “I’m sorry for the doubts though. He just stacked the decked against you so high; I never expected you to choose me so quickly. I didn’t know you were fighting him so hard or so long on your own.”
Randi brought their hands up under Gwen’s chin and lifted it until their eyes met. “I know... and I’m sorry for that. I was fighting so hard it made everything else nearly impossible, especially talking about it. I’m just glad you forced the choice. I think it was the kick in the pants I needed to confront Ares.”
Gwen smiled tremulously into Randi’s eyes. “Guess we make a pretty good team, huh?”
“Damn straight,” then stealing a kiss.
“Okay, you said that was short term. What’s the long term plan, or is there one yet?”
Randi nodded slowly. “There is one, sorta. It kinda depends on you.”
“Me?”
“Uh huh. I figure the short term solution will buy us peace in this lifetime. The only way we’re gonna have eternal peace is to remove our souls from the karmic cycle completely.”
“Completely?” Gwen sat still staring blindly ahead for a long moment considering Randi’s words, then she blew out a breath. “Wow. That’s... I never thought about.... Why haven’t we done that before now?” She leaned her head to one side so she and Randi could gaze into one another’s eyes.
Randi shrugged. “Probably because he’s never pushed us so hard or so far. He hasn’t been this involved in our lives since our original journeys together millennia ago. So we’ve never really had a reason to make a decision like this. His participation has been minuscule or so completely detached that it was nearly impossible to trace anything back to him. This lifetime, he was blatant.”
“Is that what you want to do, love? Doesn’t he win if we quit?”
“I guess it depends on your point of view. I don’t think so because we would be doing it on our terms; it would be our decision. I’ll be honest with you, Gwen; I’ve been thinking about this a lot, especially lately.” She looked down the length of their bodies then back in Gwen’s eyes. “I’m tired, Little One. More tired than I’ve ever been before. It’s selfish of me to say this, but I really don’t know that I want to keep doing this anymore.”
Gen sat up and turned around in Randi’s lap, straddling her legs and resting her arms on the broad shoulders beneath her. She twined her hands together in the dark hair and tilted Randi’s face up to meet her gaze. They stayed that way for a long moment; spending that kind of quality time together in the past few months was something they had both sorely missed, and it was apparent they were going to indulge that need very often in the foreseeable future.
Gwen brushed her lips over Randi’s but didn’t allow the contact to deepen. “I’m going to keep saying this until you catch a clue, all right? Where you go, I go, Warrior. In life; in death; in the afterlife; to the moon or another plane of existence... it doesn’t matter. I promised you forever. In each and every lifetime we have shared together, I have always promised you forever, and that has never ever changed... not since we first exchanged vows privately between us nor anytime since then. God, Randi... I love you so much. You are the best part of who I am and who I want to be. I will walk with you anywhere. You got that?” capturing the lips just beneath hers passionately until she felt Randi’s hands start to wander indiscriminately.
They separated on an uneven breath and Randi smiled – a smile that started in the depths of her blue eyes and worked its way outward until it consumed her entire expression. “I got that. I got you – FOREVER - and that makes me the luckiest human being to ever walk the face of this planet. However,” tilting her head for another kiss, “you can always keep reminding me this way. I’ll never, ever get tired of hearing it.”
Gwen laughed. “I’ll bet. We could debate the lucky part, but we’ll have to save that for another day. Just like we probably need to table any other life-altering decisions until we get out of here. As long as we understand one another and know that regardless of what we decide to do, it will be us together forever, the actual decision of what we do can wait until we get back to the real world. But Randi, I’ll be happy to stop going and settle down. I’m a little tired too.”
Randi looked deep into those deep green eyes, and saw the truth in Gwen’s words. Unexpectedly Gwen stood up and offered her hand to Randi, who accepted the gesture automatically and allowed herself to be hauled to her feet. They spent a few minutes dressing, then Gwen extended her hand again.
“C’mon,” she said with a tingle of excitement in her voice. “One quick trip and then we’ll head back.”
Randi nodded and slowly they walked to the door that would take them into the orderly chaos that was the creative side of Gwen’s productive mind.
Chapter III
“Oh man... I’m stuffed. That was so good. You don’t have a recipe, by any chance?” Rosie asked.
The three goddesses exchanged glances and Dite snorted. “As if. But if you really want it, I guess we could manage to like, sit down together when this totally over and see what we can, you know, figure out. Shouldn’t be too hard, huh?”
“After this... nothing should be too hard ever again.”
“True that,” Dite agreed. “So you have some sort of gnarly plan worked out to show Randi?” She and the other goddesses had left the five awake and aware humans to pour over ideas and details to present to Randi and Gwen when they awoke because they had already interfered more than was actually allowed by the rules they now operated under. It was bad enough they couldn’t fix the damage that had already been wrought by Ares. But they knew even better than Reed did how Randi and Gwen would covet all the time together that could be managed.
Tiny shrugged. “Sorta. More like a few suggestion and options. We can’t do much until we know Randi’s state of mind. If the Empress returns, we can only offer ideas. If we get any other part, well, we’ll work with it when the time comes.”
His wording got Athena’s attention. “Do you see her as more than one person, Tiny?”
Tiny considered his answer carefully. “No,” he said at last. “I see her as having many facets. It’s just that her focus has been so intense lately that first the Commandant and then the Empress have dominated everything else.”
“Which facet do you think will return? If Reed is right and she and Gwen have been on their spirit walk together, do you think the Empress or the Sabre will be in charge? Or will Gwen find the woman she fell in love with and bring her to the fore? I’m asking because if Reed is right, and we all believe she is, then I think it is safe to say that Gwen is not going to let this spirit walk end until she... until they... have been successful in returning Randi to a more complete sense of self than she has had lately. That would explain why it is taking them so long.”
Tiny cleared his throat. “If you think I’m betting against either of them in this you are out of your mind... no offense intended.”
Athena chuckled. “None taken. We learned a long time ago not to rule out any possibilities where these two souls are concerned.”
A gasp from Reed stopped any further conversation and Tiny rushed back to her side. She had wandered closer to the bed after their repast. They had moved away to eat, knowing there was little they could do for Randi and Gwen and content that the monitors would alert them to any physical changes that took place in the meantime.
“Reed?”
She reached out a hand blindly, knowing that Tiny would comprehend her need. He intercepted it and held on tightly, moving to wrap her up in his arms. After a moment she stopped shaking and took a deep breath. Then she relaxed in his arms and turned to smile at him.
“Thanks, honey. I needed that.”
“What happened?”
Reed shrugged. “A surge of energy between them. They actually seemed to glow for a brief moment.”
“Do you think...?”
“I dunno, Tiny, and I am past guessing with these two. I am too tired to try.”
Tiny chuckled wearily. “I know exactly how you feel, and I’ve only been a supporter through all this. Wonder if we could get a vacation out of this when it’s all over.”
Reed smiled. “Well, if not a real vacation, I’ll bet we could probably borrow some of the holo programs Gwen was telling me she and Randi had collected.” Her eyes twinkled in pure mischief.
“That good, huh?”
“Better,” Reed assured him.
A wailing noise caused them all to jump and Lacey to come skidding over to check the machines that had started screaming bloody murder in tandem. She looked up at Reed and Tiny in alarm, but before she could say a word Randi and Gwen sat up with a gasp, clinging to one another. Then they fell back to the bed, blinking rapidly and panting for air before curling completely into one another and falling into a deep healing sleep.
“What the hell was that all about?? Lacey, what’s going on?”
“I don’t know! I’m not sure what happened between them to cause the monitors to go haywire, but they’re sleeping naturally now. In my expert opinion, I’d say their spirit walk is over.”
“Waitaminute... that’s it?!? That’s how it ends? What a total bummer!! Where’s the drama??”
Rosie laughed. “Aphrodite, take a chill pill! You’re gonna hurt yourself in a minute.” The goddess looked so flummoxed by Rosie’s words that she goggled at her, causing the rest to laugh as well. She started to get angry, then decided it was a much needed stress release for everyone and joined in the laughter.
“Okay, so what just happened here? Surely that’s not it??”
“No, it’s not. Their spirit walk is over, but their work has just begun. We might get to hear about their walk together, but then again, we may not. You know how closed mouthed they can both be about things between them and this was intensely personal.”
Now Dite crossed her arms and pouted. “Well, that just bites! I wanted to dish... ya know? Get some details from these babes.” She sighed deeply. “All right then... I guess if we’ve gotta wait, then we’ve just gotta wait.” She looked around at the five men and women who had been up all night long keeping an eye on Randi and Gwen.
“Why don’t you rockin’ chicks and studs take off and get some shut-eye? The three of us can keep an eye on those two,” motioning towards the big bed, “and those two,” gesturing to Geoff and Jill. “Ya’ll have earned whatever fab rest you can find... especially if more work is rolling down that nasty pipeline for ya. So g’wan... shoo now, ‘kay?”
They all grinned tiredly in her direction. Sky stood up from the chair he’d been sprawled in. “I have to admit that sounds like a wonderfully decadent idea.” He turned to Reed. “I can’t begin to imagine how you feel.”
“Good,” she answered, looking at Randi and Gwen wrapped together once more before leaning back into Tiny’s embrace. “I am exhausted and seeing them together again is painful, but I haven’t felt this good in a long, long time. C’mon, Baby. Let’s go get some sleep. We can worry about the consequences of all this tomorrow... or at least much later today. The world will just have to manage on its own for a few hours.”
“What about the shielding? The People and the military are not gonna be able to keep that up indefinitely.”
Sky and Reed closed their eyes simultaneously only to have them pop back open a moment later so they could trade startled glances. “They won’t have to,” Reed said softly. “Randi and Gwen have their own shielding in place.”
Lacey looked between them before voicing the question on everyone’s mind. “Um... what does that mean exactly?”
“It means,” Athena replied when no one else answered, “that at some point in the future, Randi and Gwen are going to challenge Ares’ claim and actions. It means that they will have to invite him in for him to do anything else to them.”
“WHAT?!? Wait... just... if they could do that all along, why wait til now? We know they’ve already paid a terrific price to be together,” indicating the spot where Gwen’s parents were. “Everyone here has suffered with and supported them through it for the past few months. Why did we go through all the pain and suffering and shit first? Why did they? Why not do it as soon as they knew the truth?”
“Because, Lacey, even for the gods, everything happens in its own time and its own way. The truth is they couldn’t do it all along; they did it as soon as they could. Their bond is unbreakable now; ask Reed. It is stronger than it has ever been. They had to suffer, to know separation, to know the rending between them like they did before. They had to make a conscious choice to be a part of one another again and to determine the cost they were willing to pay to be together – the cost they are willing to exact from Ares for his repeated interference in their lives. Not just in this lifetime, but in every lifetime they have shared together since they found one another all those millennia ago. Whatever happened to them in that spirit walk, they had to experience it alone together. That is how they were able to finally seal their bond again.”
“I wonder what the cost was for them and what it will be for Ares.”
The silence that followed was staggering.
************
Gwen stopped when they reached the door. She could feel Randi’s rapid heartbeat through their joined hands. She turned to look at Randi and watched as she closed her eyes and took a deep breath before opening her eyes and allowing their gazes to meet. “You all right there, Stud?”
Randi’s head nodded yes, but her eyes weren’t as confident in their answer. Gwen reached over and took Randi’s other hand in hers and just held them for a long moment, chafing Randi’s pulse point until she could feel the pounding beneath her touch slow to a more normal rhythm. Finally Randi took a second deep breath and blew it out slowly. “Sorry... I’m a little nervous. After what happened before....”
“I know, Love, and I’m sorry about that. I didn’t know it would be as overwhelming for you as it was. I didn’t know you were still fractured. But this time you are going in whole. Both parts of you have melded and blended to become one again and you and I are more a part of one another than ever. Can you feel the difference?” Randi considered Gwen’s words then nodded her agreement. “Trust me, Randi. Together we have the fortitude to do this again. We need to do this... we both do. I need you to see what I see when I look at you, and you need to see it. I know you think I only see the darkness, love, and I know it is there. It’s an integral part of who you are; it’s where your strength comes from. But it is not all you are, and it is certainly not all I see.”
“How can you not, especially after all that has happened between us lately?”
“How could I, especially after all that has happened between us lately?”
Silence for a long moment while Randi let the peace and warmth of Gwen’s words soak into her, then she squeezed the hands she still held. “All right,” she said with confidence. “Let’s do it.”
Gwen put her hand on the door, then hesitated briefly. “If it starts to get overwhelming again, focus on my voice and my eyes and my touch. That will ground you until we can get back here.”
“I’m gonna be all right, Sweetheart. You’re gonna be there with me, and I’m ready for this. You’re right... I do need to see this as much as you need to share it.” She reached over and put her hand on Gwen’s so that together they could open the door. “Let’s do it.”
Randi kept her attention on Gwen, not allowing her eyes or hearing to stray beyond that focus. She was peripherally aware of the sight and sounds and scents that surrounded her of course, but she did not let it overwhelm her senses and she found it a much more pleasant experience than the time before. It was warm and comforting and familiar and strangely enough, soothing to her battered psyche. It occurred to her to wonder why; instead Randi decided to simply enjoy the sensations.
They stopped walking and Gwen turned to find Randi’s eyes fixed intently on her. She blushed and swallowed and Randi grinned ferally. “Well, I was gonna ask how you were doing, but, um... I think I can guess. Are you ready?”
Randi nodded but didn’t take her gaze from Gwen. Gwen slid around to stand beside her. Randi’s eyes followed her; then Gwen reached out and turned Randi’s chin away from her form and toward what appeared to be a mirror. She watched in fascination as her reflection faded and in its place....
The warrior facing her was dark and intense, but Randi could see an aura of light surrounding her. Even as she watched, the reflection changed and morphed – she lost the dark, gleaming armor she wore and became a woman as well as a warrior. There was strength and purpose in her body and determination in her stance. She was a warrior to be both feared and admired. But it was her eyes that Randi took note of. They twinkled and glowed with unbridled love and affection and even from where she stood, Randi could feel the love and desire she felt both for and from Gwen. For a long time Randi just stood looking, amazed at the image looking back at her. Finally she turned back to look at Gwen, the wonder clear in her eyes. “Is that really how you see me?”
“Yep,” she said with a little smile. “It really is.”
“That’s... um, wow, Gwen. I... I never... I... hmm....”
This time Gwen chuckled. “Speechless much there, Love?” Long fingers reached over and tickled Gwen’s ribs, eliciting a squeal.
“With you, it’s a constant state of being.”
The words were so unexpected Gwen sucked in a breath and just held it, staring into Randi’s eyes for a timeless moment. Then she wrapped her arms around Randi’s neck and pulled her down for a deep, passionate kiss. It went on until they broke for air and when it was over they gasped, ending their spirit walk and sending them both into a natural, healing sleep.
************
It was still raining when Gwen woke up, though not with the ferocity it had stormed the previous night. She eased her head up off Randi’s shoulder and looked around, noting with distinct pleasure that she and Randi were not only sharing the same bed for the first time in months, but they were curled around one another possessively again. She couldn’t stop the tears that flowed down her cheeks, but for the first time in forever, they were happy tears. Gwen let her fingertips gently trace the planes of Randi’s face, learning the harsh changes the months had wrought on Randi’s features. Her cheekbones were more pronounced and the planes were sharp. She let her touch wander down Randi’s body, feeling her ribs more prominent than they should be. Her fingers clenched into light fists in anger at the damage their separation had done to Randi and then she felt the touch of fingers on her face, tenderly wiping away her tears.
“Tears, Little One? I thought waking up together like this was a good thing,” she teased lightly. She was concerned; not because of the tears - Gwen had been known to cry on occasion when she was happy. More it was that she had felt the fists clench as well as the touch of anger that had flowed through Gwen.
“Waking up like this is an incredible thing, Stud. I just can’t tell you how much. These are happy tears,” leaning up so she could look into Randi eyes. Then just because she could, she leaned down and brushed their lips together, smiling into the kiss when Randi deepened it. Only the clearing of a throat brought them back to an awareness of the present... and the fact that they were not alone.
Randi sat up and tucked Gwen behind her or tried to at any rate. She gave it up when Gwen simply wrapped around her like an octopus and held on tightly. Aphrodite stepped into the light, wincing when Randi glared at her. She shifted her gaze to Gwen and returned the small smile of contentment Gwen wore. She shifted around to Gwen’s side of the bed and lightly touched her face, studying her face before exchanging a long look with Randi.
“It is so fab to have you two back again! How’s it hanging?”
“Well technically speaking, it’s not hanging at all,” Randi smirked, enjoying the light blush the banter got her. Then she laughed at the smack it earned her on the belly, enjoying the rub that immediately followed. “We’re doing good, Aphrodite. In fact, better than good; we’re absolutely fantastic.”
Aphrodite clapped her hands together and hopped in place just a little. “That is so cool! So what happened? C’mon... tell Dite all about it!” Unseen, Artemis and Athena just covered their eyes and shook their heads. Leave it to Aphrodite to stir the pot unthinking very first thing.
“Excuse me?” Randi’s eyebrows went into her hairline.
Dite dropped onto the bed. “What?? C’mon, dish a little.”
Gwen wrapped her arms more securely around Randi’s frame, soothing her with a gentle touch. Randi turned and met Gwen’s eyes, feeling her gaze soften. Gwen arched an eyebrow in question and Randi gave her a tiny, crooked smile. Gwen smiled back brightly before turning her attention to Aphrodite. “No, Aphrodite.”
“Huh?”
“No. We’re not going to share what happened between us there... at least not now. Maybe not ever.”
“But....”
“Dite, what happened to us on our spirit walk is intensely personal and extremely private.”
Dite pouted and picked at the covers. “All right, all right. Fine. But we still need to talk. You so need to know what’s been, like, going on here during your righteous walk together. We’ve hit a few bumps while ya’ll were busy.”
The seriousness of her tone caused both Randi and Gwen to straighten up. It was then that they realized that Athena and Artemis were in the room as well as they chose that moment the make their way over to the bed. Randi tightened her hold on Gwen, feeling the tension mount when the other two goddesses arrived. Dite reached for Gwen’s hands and Artemis sat behind her with her hands on Dite’s shoulders. Athena stood behind both of them to lend her strength. Gwen gripped Randi’s hands and looked at her in alarm. Randi brushed a kiss across Gwen’s temple and murmured in her ear, “I love you.” Then they held stares for a long moment until Randi saw Gwen smile just the tiniest bit. The embrace became a brief hug, and they turned their attention to the goddesses. “All right... what kind of bumps?? Where is everyone?”
Dite gave Athena a plaintive look, and Athena cleared her throat. Randi’s eyes sharpened into steel points and Athena took a deep breath and started to speak. “We sent most everyone to bed to get some rest. They had been working all night and were exhausted. We stayed here keeping an eye on the two of you. You’ve been sleeping for a full day... and so have they.”
They blinked at each other, then Randi spoke. “You said most... what happened?”
“First of all, I need you to both understand that no one was ready for you to begin your spirit the way you did. Nothing was in place like it was supposed to be especially as far as Randi was concerned. There was no shielding here because of course Ares knew where to find Randi. She called on him twice before she fell into the state which started your walk.”
“When Gwen and her contingent arrived from the cabin, you were dying. You did in fact stop breathing for a few moments shortly after they arrived, and in that time....” She took another deep breath. “We were not here and the People were still setting up a perimeter. When Randi stopped breathing, Ares was furious. He saw it as her way of cheating him out of the prize he felt was rightfully his to claim. So he came back to seek vengeance. He was determined to take his due.”
“And...? Get to the point,” Randi growled impatiently. Athena arched her eyebrow and in any other situation, Randi might have been contrite for her impatience but not this time. She was tired and cranky and despite what she had told Gwen, sore from the damage Ares had inflicted her body. She hadn’t had many reserves left going into this ordeal and this had drained her almost dry. So Randi just returned Athena’s look and waited.
“And,” Dite broke in with a somber tone, “everyone that was here tried to protect you from him... both of you. Rosie, Reed and Lacey moved towards you first; they were the closest. Ares flung them against the far wall. He did the same to Tiny and Sky when they tried to tackle him.”
“Oh, God... are they all right?” from Gwen. “He didn’t hurt them too badly, did he?”
Dite shook her head and looked down at the blanket. “No... a few bruises. They’ll probably wake up sore and stiff this morning, but nothing a little time with the regen unit can’t cure.” Silence fell again until Randi broke it impatiently.
“Okay... and? I mean, ya’ll wouldn’t be acting like somebody died if....” Gwen gasped and Randi stopped as realization dawned. “Who died?? Who else was here??” a bit frantically. Gwen took Randi’s hands in her own and turned her body until she could look directly into Randi’s eyes. She felt a strange sense of calm and peace envelop her.
“My parents were here, Love. If they did what I asked them, they were here to offer you and the rest of our friends whatever support they could.”
Randi searched Gwen’s eyes, knowing her words for the truth. Then she turned to the goddesses. Aphrodite wouldn’t meet her eyes and Artemis’ glance offered sympathy. Athena extended her hand, and Randi unwound herself from Gwen then knelt down in front of her, clasping their hands together.
“I need to know, Sweetheart. I need to see for myself what Ares did. Do you want to wait here or come with me?”
“Would you like some privacy to grieve in first or would you like my support?”
Randi reached up one hand and cupped Gwen’s face, marveling at her composure and the tranquility in her expression. “Even the warrior in me would like you to be there with me to face whatever is waiting for us together. But what I really want is to make it all go away so this didn’t happen and we, and especially you, don’t have to suffer through the possible loss of your parents.”
Gwen covered Randi’s hand, and turned her head to brush a kiss across her palm. “Randi, my folks and I talked about this possibility. They knew the risks... everyone that was involved in this did. Even without Ares involvement, spirit walks can be dangerous undertakings,” here she smiled wanly. “The common consensus was that since we were involved, things would probably get complicated.”
“And yet they all stuck around anyway,” Randi whispered.
“Yes, they did. It was important to them and imperative for us.” Gwen took a shuddering breath unexpectedly and released it, her voice dropping in pitch and wavering just slightly. “I don’t want anything to have happened to my parents Randi. I love them both dearly and I’d like to have them around for the rest of my life. But I did ask them to stay with you once I left knowing you would need some support and they were more than willing. They were glad to do it.”
“But....”
“Shh.... They know what we mean to each other and they knew what was at stake. They wanted to be a part of this, love.”
“But why?”
“My father continues to be in a lot of pain and it bothers him; this was something he could do despite the pain. My mother still feels guilt about what happened with... um, with Ben. She was hoping to be able to start making up for it by helping here. Randi, I only asked them to stay here with you; they decided to do the rest on their own.”
Gwen turned back to the goddesses who were patiently waiting. “What did they decide to do anyway? What happened to my parents?”
Athena answered. “Ares was completely distracted because of the interference the others caused, and Geoff was able to get to the bed and cover you both just before Ares tried to claim you. Jill was only a step behind him and Ares physically knocked her across the room. We arrived bare moments after it happened and we sent him to the far reaches of the earth. But it was too late.”
Gwen bit her lip and held on to Randi’s hands tightly. Knowing something was likely wasn’t quite the same thing as having it confirmed. Randi returned the clasp and met Gwen’s eyes squarely. “I’m sorry, Little One,” she said, her shoulders slumping. “I have hurt so many people I care about because of this. I wouldn’t have had anything happen to Geoff and Jill for the world.”
Gwen smiled sadly. “Oh, Love... don’t do this. No guilt over this.” She held up her hand before Randi could speak. “No, Randi. This was their decision... their choice. No matter the outcome, this was what they wanted. Don’t dishonor them by taking that choice away from them.”
Randi stood then and helped Gwen do the same, then holding hands they walked to the small couches where Geoff and Jill lay. Geoff was hooked up to all manner of medical equipment including two full-sized regen units, but it was obvious that there was no practical function from Geoff’s mind or body despite the intrepid efforts of the variety of machines surrounding him. Jill, on the other hand, appeared to merely be sleeping. Randi and Gwen looked at Athena for an explanation and she walked to them before she spoke.
“By the time we got here, Geoff was already dead; his soul had passed on. Almost as though he knew it was safe for him to go. But your friends wouldn’t admit defeat and hooked his body up to these machines, hoping it would do some good.”
“What about my mother?” Gwen asked. “What happened to her?”
“I healed her as well as I could; the rest is up to her. I’m sorry, Gwen. It’s like Ares was deliberately targeting her... them... once he figured out they were going to protect you - like he expected the outcome to turn them against you... or each other. He purposefully inflicted as much damage to both of them as he could.”
Athena looked at Gwen then, expecting to see sadness in her eyes. What she found was a fire so bright, she felt scalded. Gwen held her eyes for a moment, then turned and wrapped herself in Randi’s embrace. “Randi?” the word a mere vibration that flowed through Randi’s chest.
“Hmm?” kissing the blonde head tucked beneath her head.
“Before you kick Ares’ ass to kingdom come, I want one good shot at him. Who knows? Maybe we’ll have war god on a stick.”
Randi couldn’t help it. She burst into laughter. She knew it was an emotional release for both of them, feeling Gwen laughing in her arms, but it was also just the least little bit funny. Not just picturing Ares hoisted on a stick, but the calm manner in which Gwen presented it. Besides, it chased the tears out of her eyes – tears that returned with fervor when she felt Gwen’s laughter evolve into sobs. The outburst only lasted a moment before Gwen pulled back just slightly and looked into Randi’s eyes. Randi wiped the wetness from Gwen’s cheeks and felt the touch reciprocated. “He died on his own terms, Gwen. He died as a warrior.”
“I know, Love. He found his peace. I was crying because I’m going to miss him. He was a constant friend during my childhood. And I’m crying for my mother. She is going to miss him even more than I will. They have been together for so long; I’m not sure how she’s going to live without him. And I was crying for you, Beloved because I know that no matter what I say and no matter what you know to be the truth, somewhere, somehow you’re going to take responsibility for this on your shoulders. And you shouldn’t have to live with that guilt.”
“Not guilt, Love, but responsibility. You’re right – their participation was their choice, and I won’t dishonor them by taking the choice away from them and feeling guilt. But I do bear a certain responsibility here, and I owe Geoff a debt of honor now.”
Whatever response Gwen might have made was cut off by the soft moan that came from the second couch where Jill was lying. Immediately Randi and Gwen knelt beside her and covered her hands with their own. Then they waited to see if she was going to come to. Long moments passed in silence while they waited. Aphrodite and Artemis joined Athena in the small sitting area, taking the seats they had occupied during the night and through the long day while everyone slept. Though they couldn’t interfere they could observe, and all three were anxious to see how this part of the saga would end.
Finally Jill moaned again, shifting her head slightly and grimacing at the pain that lanced through her head at the movement. She reached for it, only to find herself unable to lift her hands. She wondered vaguely if the harm Ares had done had paralyzed her in addition to causing her acute pain. Then she realized there was another sound besides the roaring in her ears and she strained to listen to it, hoping it would give her some insight into what had really happened.
The words made no sense; they were nothing more than so much sound. But the tone was familiar and warm, and the touch she felt on her face was one she recognized. Jill forced herself to concentrate, and ever so slowly, she opened her eyes.
And had to give the tiniest smile to the unexpected sight that greeted her.
Randi and Gwen sat in front of her wrapped around one another so tightly Jill doubted air could pass between them. It made her want to cry, knowing that whatever she had lost because of Ares, the balance had been restored. Instead she smiled at them and tried to speak. She was too dry though and the sound she made was more of a croaked whisper. Dite reached over their shoulders with a cup in her hands. Gwen smiled up at Aphrodite and accepted the cup. Randi moved from behind Gwen and slid beneath Jill, gently easing her up into a semi-sitting position so Gwen could help her drink. After a few swallows, Jill turned her head away and Gwen lowered the cup. Randi started to move out from behind Jill when a hand on her wrist stopped her. “Thanks, Randi. It’s so good to see the two of you right again.”
Randi nodded, but let her eyes drop. Jill’s glance went to Gwen and she saw the residual tears and the sadness in her eyes. “Your father’s dead, isn’t he?”
Gwen nodded, and Randi tried to slip out from behind Jill, figuring Jill would blame her for Geoff’s death. The hand on her wrist tightened and she froze and looked down into Jill’s eyes. Jill smiled sadly at her. “No, Randi. I don’t blame you for Geoff’s death. It was his choice; we talked about things. He wanted to die as a warrior, and he did.” Now she teared up, but she didn’t lose her grip or her tiny smile. “I am going to miss him, Randi... a lot, and I’ll probably get mad at him for being gone. But I wouldn’t have denied him the right to be whole again... to be a Sabre again... or Gwen’s father.”
“I wouldn’t have had this happen, Jill... not for anything.”
Jill patted her hands and then added Gwen’s to theirs, watching when Gwen’s and Randi’s fingers twined together as naturally as breathing. Then she covered their hands with hers. “I know, Randi. I’m just glad it was worth it. It was worth it, wasn’t it? Everything is all right again?”
Gwen’s smile was reassuring. “Everything is better than all right, Mama. Everything is wonderful, fantastic, amazing, incredible....” Jill chuckled and halted Gwen’s descriptive words mid-stream.
“I think I get the picture, Gwen, and I’m so glad. It is nice to see the sparkle in those eyes again, Little Girl. I’ve missed it.”
“Thanks, Mama.”
“C’mon, Jill. Let me get you settled on the bed, and then Gwen and I have some things to take care of together.” A pause. “Would you like us to start making arrangements for Geoff or would you like to do it yourself?”
Jill didn’t answer, having fallen back into a light doze. Gwen covered her up and then extended her hand to Randi. “C’mon, Stud. Let’s go get cleaned up. Then I’d like to say goodbye to my dad before we take him off the machines.”
They walked into the bathroom together and silence fell over the room.
Chapter IV
It was awkward at first, at least for Randi. She stopped in the middle of the room, hesitant and unsure. She had spent so long pushing Gwen away and then Gwen had sent her away, that she wasn’t sure how to handle the radical turnaround. It was all a bit surreal. Gwen set the water temperature and started to undress, then realized Randi was still frozen in the same spot. She dropped her shirt in the hamper and crossed to Randi, reaching out cautiously, a little uncertain at Randi’s lack of movement. “Randi, Love? Is something wrong, or...?”
Randi shrugged and rubbed the back of her neck. “I dunno... it’s so – normal. I don’t know if I remember how to do this... do normal.”
Gwen started to drop her hands, unsure now if Randi would welcome the touch. Randi reached out and clasped the hands, pulling Gwen closer, then blinked as though she had just realized the Gwen was standing inches from her clad in a sheer, lacy bra. Her eyes were pulled inexorably to the well-rounded cleavage and she licked her lips unconsciously. Gwen smiled, suddenly reassured by the lust she felt shiver through Randi’s frame. Gwen reached for Randi’s face, smiling when Randi’s hands naturally fell to her waist, gently rubbing the sensitive skin there with the pads of her thumbs while her eyes never strayed from Gwen’s breasts. Gwen cupped Randi’s cheeks and brought Randi’s eyes to meet hers, inhaling sharply at the blue deepened by desire to almost black. She took one of Randi’s hands and shifted it up to her breast, closing her eyes momentarily when Randi traced just the exposed tops with a light, teasing touch. Gwen slid one hand into Randi’s hair, lacing her fingers into the locks and tugging gently, until their lips were a hairsbreadth apart. “I think you’re doing normal just fine there, Love.”
Then their lips met and conversation stopped. Only the sound of water running in the shower brought them back to reality and a smile crossed both faces as they took in their state of near undress. Randi cleared her throat and smiled crookedly at Gwen. “I guess I am,” she agreed. “C’mon,” shedding the rest of her clothes and stripping Gwen of hers before ushering them both into the shower enclosure. Randi grabbed the soap and started lathering them indiscriminately, hoping to cool the fire raging in her blood. She felt a little uncomfortable with the burning desire she felt towards Gwen knowing Geoff was being kept alive only by Lacey’s machines in the very next room.
Gwen turned in Randi’s arms, eyes that only moments before had been darkened in desire were now tear-filled. She wrapped her arms around Randi waist and squeezed. Randi returned the embrace, kissing the top of Gwen’s head. “Is it wrong to feel so much love and desire for you when my father is...?” Her whispered words turned into silent sobs that Randi could feel. Her own eyes teared up but she refused to let them fall, instead choosing to focus all her love on the woman in her arms. After a moment Gwen stopped crying and pulled back with a watery smile. “Thank you, Randi. I love you.”
“I love you too, Gwen... so much. And no, it’s not wrong; it’s perfectly natural. Aside from what we just went through together and what we’ve been going through for months, death makes us long for an affirmation of life. It’s completely normal. And after what we’ve been through.... But I think first we should go pay our final respects to Geoff and give him the send off to the next world he deserves. Then what do you say to dinner tonight, maybe some candlelight, soft music, sexy lingerie and just you and me together in this plane? I think your dad would understand.”
Gwen smiled, thinking of her parents’ relationship, glad Geoff and Jill had always been openly demonstrative about the love between them. While it had been embarrassing for Gwen as a child, it was something she had come to rely on and even appreciate as an adult. “I think they both would.”
Randi bit her lip thoughtfully. “You think we should plan to stay with your mother instead?”
Gwen shook her head. “No, I think Mama is gonna need some time alone to adjust.” She stopped and blew out a breath, closing her eyes as memories washed over her. “I remember....” Her voice dropped to a whisper. “I remember... all I wanted was to be left alone. It’s easier to grieve and get angry and cry when there’s no one there to see. We’ll know when she wants company. She’ll tell us.”
“I’m sorry, Gwen,” feeling that burden of guilt settle squarely on her shoulders again. She moved to shut off the water and Gwen grabbed her arm. Randi smiled sadly. She does know me well realizing that Gwen knew she was trying to pull away. She turned the water off then twisted around to face Gwen, only to find Gwen gazing back at her with complete understanding.
“You know better than that, Randi. I won’t let you pull away from me and I won’t let you shoulder that guilt again.” Randi reached around and snagged a towel from the rack, reaching for Gwen and starting to dry her off. When she was done, she tucked the ends in, letting her touch linger on the soft skin. Gwen cleared her throat and Randi looked up with a mischievous twinkle in her eyes. Gwen took the second towel and repaid the favor. When she was down on her knees drying a long length of leg, she spoke quietly. “Randi, I want you to understand something – I never, ever want to go through losing you again. I won’t because I’d never survive it. But I also want you to know that what happened gave me a deeper appreciation of our life together as well as more sympathy for people that I didn’t have before. So while I would never have chosen to walk that path, I have learned to find the good in it, Love.”
Randi pulled Gwen to her feet, wrapping the towel around herself before pulling Gwen into a tight hug. “Only you would find good in that, Little One. Thank you.”
“Anytime, Sweetheart. Now c’mon. I need to say goodbye to my daddy, and I want you there with me.”
They stepped from the bathroom and immediately Randi realized that Jill was no longer in the bed, but had moved over to sit beside Geoff on the couch. Jill was combing her fingers through Geoff’s hair and even as Randi watched, she put her head down on his chest. A quick glance around showed her the goddesses were no longer in the room, at least visibly, and Randi turned away as well to give Jill a modicum of privacy to say her goodbyes in. She followed Gwen into the closet and they slowly dressed. Finally their eyes met and by common unspoken consent they walked out of the closet and into the bedroom. Jill was back in the bed, the pain on her face written in the tear tracks still visible. Her eyes were closed and her breathing even though so Randi decided to leave her alone in her grief for now. Instead she reached for Gwen’s hands and they walked together to Geoff’s side.
When they reached the couch, Randi released Gwen’s hand to allow her a minute of privacy with her father to have Gwen keep a firm grasp on her wrist. She looked at Gwen even as the bard knelt and pulled Randi down beside her. “Gwen? Love, I only wanted to....”
“I know, Randi. But we are one – body, soul and spirit. And Daddy knows that. I don’t think he would object to us saying our goodbyes to him as one.” Randi nodded and resumed her grip on Gwen’s hand, only this time she wrapped an arm around Gwen’s waist before clasping their fingers together. Gwen reached up with her other hand and grasped Geoff’s, surprised that it still retained a measure of warmth. “Hi, Daddy,” she said softly. “It’s Gwen and Randi. We’re together again, Daddy. It worked... just like it was supposed to.” She smiled at him wanly. “Well, maybe not just like it was supposed to,” she joked feebly. “This is us we’re talking about after all.” Gwen felt Randi’s silent chuckle and laughed a little herself. She turned to glance at Randi briefly, drinking in the strength of her before returning her attention to Geoff. “Thank you, Daddy. I never thought....” She took a shaky breath. “Well, I wish you were here to see the fruits of your efforts. She’s all mine again, Daddy. Ares has no hold on her anymore, and no hope of ever having any again.” Gwen shifted slightly and Randi released her hold, knowing instinctively Gwen needed some freedom of movement to finish her goodbye. Gwen leaned forward and brushed a kiss across Geoff’s cheek. “Goodbye, Daddy. I love you, and I’m going to miss you so much.” A tear ran down her face and she let it. “And if you’re not too busy, could you maybe look in on us once in a while? I’d like to know you were still keeping an eye on your little girl.”
She kissed him again then moved to take her place at Randi’s side. Then Gwen waited patiently for Randi to speak, hearing her swallow several times before her voice came out as a hoarse whisper. “I’m sorry, Geoff. You shouldn’t be lying here, but I will always, always be indebted to you for what you did – for Gwen and for me. If there was any way for me to fix this, I want you to know I would do whatever it took. I never meant to take you from your family.” She paused and cleared her throat. “I’ll take care of your little girl, Geoff... whatever it takes.” She stared at Gwen for a long moment before turning back to Geoff one final time. “God speed your journey, my friend, and reward you well for your sacrifice. And um... you might wanna look up my folks when you get to the other side. I know they would love to meet you. Ya’ll could probably swap some interesting stories.”
This time it was Gwen who chuckled silently and she leaned over to rest her head on Randi’s shoulder. “Um, Sweetheart? You do realize that if my father gets together with your folks, we may have to leave eternity just to get a little peace from the ragging they’re gonna do to us?”
Randi bit her lip and nodded. Then she leaned down to whisper into Gwen’s ear. “Except we have a hideaway that no one knows about... no one except us, remember?”
Gwen pulled back just slightly to watch Randi’s face for a long moment before comprehension struck. Her eyes lit, but before the expression could reach her lips, she tucked her head back into the crook of Randi’s neck. Her lips tickled when they moved to speak. “We’re going home?”
Randi nodded. “I think it’s time.” They were silent for a little while after that, then Randi eased Gwen away from her body. “Little One? I think it’s time we let his body join his soul in finding peace. Do you... do you think we should wake your mom up or...?”
Gwen shook her head. “No. She said her goodbyes. I think she wants us to do it. I think Daddy would prefer that too. That way he really does go as a warrior.”
“That is so important to him?”
“Wouldn’t it be important to you, Love?” A beat. “Randi, my father was a Sabre just like you. Well, not just like you because there has never been anyone else even close to being who you are, but he is just like the other Sabres I have met. Despite his handicaps, he was bred a Sabre. I think he’d want to be remembered as one.”
Randi nodded. “Then let me do it, Love. He isn’t the first, and I doubt he will be the last. I will honor the sacrifice he made as a warrior’s gift.” So saying, she reached up and flipped off the machines that were keeping his body alive. Then together they watched as the monitors flat lined one by one until the room was left in silence, the wail having been silenced before it could even begin to sound an alarm.
“Goodbye, Geoff. Thank you.”
“Goodbye, Daddy. I love you.”
Jill kept her eyes closed but the tears slid down her face as she whispered her last private goodbye to the man she had spent the better part of her life loving and living with. Then she prayed for sleep to come just to get a respite from the loneliness she already felt in her heart.
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When Randi opened the door, the guards snapped to attention, then they bowed as she and Gwen exited their suite with joined hands and headed for the huge office area she had commandeered that also served as her conference room. They had tucked Jill in and decided to call everyone else together to let them know what was going on. Their friends deserved that much, and in honesty Randi and Gwen felt they deserved more. But for now disclosure would have to be enough.
Yuri, who had assumed the job of her personal assistant, snapped to attention as Randi and Gwen crossed the threshold. He bit his lip to keep from smiling over the obvious change between them. Though is had only been spoken of in hushed tones, he was aware, as were all who were in the household, of the fractured tension that had been between them – a tension that had obviously been dissolved by whatever had taken place in all the excitement two nights previously. Yuri bowed his head. “Empress... Consort....”
“NO.” Gwen had frozen at the title, and Randi’s word cut through the stillness. “No, Yuri. Gwen is many, MANY things, but she is not now nor will she ever be my consort. Make sure everyone is aware of that before the end of the day.”
“Yes, Empress.” He turned to Gwen. “My apologies, Co....” He gave her a beseeching look, unsure how to address her.
“Gwen is fine, Yuri.”
“But her title is that of Queen.”
“Yes, Empress,” he nodded. “My queen,” with a bow in Gwen’s direction. Gwen rolled her eyes and shook her head, slapping Randi lightly on the belly.
“You’re a troublemaker.”
Randi grinned and wrapped her hands around Gwen. “You’re just now realizing that? You’re getting slow there, Beautiful. Besides, as you so aptly pointed out, you are my equal, not my lesser. The world needs to know that. You deserve the respect the title garners you.”
“The only title I want to wear is that of your soulmate, wife and lover. Everything else is just so much window dressing.”
Randi smirked. “I suppose it would be useless to point out that you actually named three so-called titles.”
“No, you weren’t paying attention. Same title, different words.”
Randi was enjoying their banter so much, she opened her mouth to retort when she stopped and thought about what Gwen had said. “Damn, Sweetheart, you’re right.” She chuckled and kissed Gwen’s nose. “I love you.”
Gwen smiled. “I know. I love you too.” They stood gazing into one another’s eyes, enjoying the renewed warmth that flowed between them. A throat clearing nearby brought their attention away from one another and back to the room... and Yuri.
“Congratulations, Empress... my queen. It is wonderful to see you so happy together again.”
“Thank you, Yuri. It is wonderful to be so happy again.” She and Gwen crossed the foyer area arm in arm, stopping only when they reached the door to her office. “Yuri, please call my staff together. We have a lot to talk about.”
He motioned to the door, but before he could answer she opened it – then stopped dead when she saw her staff sitting around the large conference table set to one side of the room with coffee cups and Danishes, waiting patiently for her arrival. When they saw that she and Gwen were together, and how together they were, bright smiles broke out across the room and they cheered.
“Nevermind, Yuri,” Randi threw over her shoulder before she and Gwen entered the room and shut the door behind them. It didn’t keep the sound of cheering from resonating across the room, nor did it stop the smile on Yuri’s face from growing into a grin. He scurried to his desk and began to prepare the ‘consort’ memo; he was fairly certain no one wanted to be on the receiving end of Randi’s ire if that slip was made again.
The door closing brought utter stillness to the entire group. Reed had reached out to Tiny and Rosie before the door even opened, and the only movement was her hands clenching theirs. Randi slid Gwen around in front of her and wrapped her arms around Gwen’s body, relishing the connection, especially when Gwen linked their hands together as naturally as breathing. They stood regarding their friends... friends who had risked everything to make sure things worked out for her and Gwen. Friends who continued to be there even knowing things would never be easy where Randi and Gwen were concerned because that’s just the way things were with them.
“I’m sorry about what happened to Geoff, Gwen,” Tiny said, breaking the silent tableau. “We all are. If there had been anything else we could have done....”
“I know, Tiny and I appreciate it. He died as a warrior and that meant everything to him.”
“There aren’t words... there’s nothing we can say that could convey....” Randi bit her lip and stopped speaking. Gwen squeezed the hands she held.
“Thank you all. What you did for us is beyond price.”
At Gwen’s words, Reed rose slowly and the rest followed suit, never losing contact with her or each other. She more than any of them had suffered with Randi and Gwen – first by their joining; then through their rending; and now through a bonding so complete even Sky and Rosie could sense their union with little effort. Gently she eased her hands from Tiny’s and Rosie’s, sensing their reluctance and hoping she had guessed right.
Reed looked at each of them and nodded slightly. They released her, though Tiny followed right behind her as she walked from the table to stand two steps from where Randi and Gwen remained near the door. For a long moment, they simply looked at one another, then Reed reached out a hand towards them. Gwen hesitated, knowing the pain their bond had always caused the seer before and unwilling to hurt her again. “Please?” Reed asked, her eyes glowing silver with the power that was flowing between them. Slowly Gwen extended her hand and waited for Reed to grasp it. Randi and the rest watched and waited, fascinated by the drama playing out.
Reed took a step forward and clasped Gwen’s hand firmly. Then she smiled broadly and raised her eyebrows in question, extending her arms. Gwen tapped lightly on the hands around her middle and Randi freed her hold on Gwen. Gwen stepped into Reed’s embrace, hugging with all her might. Eventually they pulled away from one another and Gwen cupped Reed’s face in her hands and placed a kiss on either cheek. “Thank you, Reed,” she whispered. “What you did....”
“What I did, I did out of love and genuine friendship. The fact that it was for the greater good was a really nice benefit, but I would do it again for you both alone in a heartbeat. You changed the world, Gwen, and I’m proud to have been a part of that.”
“Waitaminute. What the hell is going on here?? Reed, what happened?” Tiny was ultimately the one who dared to voice the question, having been stunned out of his silence at her words. “Did we finally channel enough strength to you to make your barrier against them impregnable?”
Reed shook her head, letting go of Gwen’s hand and capturing both of Tiny’s instead. “No. This is all them. Somehow the barrier they have enacted against Ares is also serving to protect me. It is channeling their aura into something I can manage. It’s incredible.”
“Wait...” Randi broke in. “We’re doing this? How?”
“Yes. When you healed your relationship during the spirit walk, you were able to strengthen the bond between you to the extent that you are able to keep Ares out. When you get ready to confront him, you will have to invite him in. He can’t reach you otherwise.”
“But Reed, she hasn’t had the antidote yet.”
“She doesn’t need it, Gwen. The millennia’s worth of good karma you have built up together has finally synched up in this lifetime to protect you both.”
“Okay, not that I’m not glad to hear it on several levels, and we’ll certainly have to discuss this in greater detail later, but what does that have to do with you now? Because you’re not feeling any pain here, are you?” This from Randi.
“No. The barrier that is keeping Ares out is also keeping the strength of your connection in... just between the two of you. So while I can see how bright your auras are and I can sense how strong your bond is, all the feelings associated with it are completely yours.”
“That’s amazing,” Gwen said. “I’m so glad, Reed.”
Whatever she might have answered was lost when Randi stepped forward and took Reed in her arms for a timeless moment, simply rocking them back and forth. No words were spoken, but none were needed; the embrace itself spoke volumes. When they separated Randi smiled at Reed and spoke simply. “Thank you, Reed.”
The softly spoken words were the impetus the rest needed move forward and claim hugs of their own, and Randi and Gwen were happy to comply. For a while the only sounds in the room were the whisper of cloth; the occasional sniffle of tears; the quiet murmur of voices exchanging condolences and gratitude. Eventually the group made its way back to the table, and everyone resumed their seats. Despite their happiness over the turn of events, there was still work to do, and the sooner they got down to business, the sooner they could be done and go home. And that was something they were all looking forward to.
“All right,” Randi said as she took her seat, then noticed Gwen was still standing. “Shit!” she muttered with chagrin to some serious tittering from her staff. Randi popped back up immediately and crossed to her desk, pushing her chair from behind it and over to the table. It made quite the statement since she could have easily asked them to move or taken one of the two empty chairs already at the table. Even more significant than the use of her personal chair – one she’d had custom made for herself here – was the fact that she put it beside the other chair at the head of the table. Gwen started to slip into the original chair, only to be stopped by Randi’s hand on her arm. Gwen looked at Randi with a question in her eyes.
For answer, Randi held the chair she’d pulled from behind her desk and waited for Gwen to take a seat. Then she pushed it up to the table next to the chair she’d been seated in and resumed her seat there. Everyone at the table, including Gwen, was aware of the significance of her actions. Randi reached over and took Gwen’s hand in hers. “All right,” Randi said again. “Now that we’re all seated,” with a grin at Gwen. “I want some ideas on what we can do to solidify the peace. Gwen and I are ready to go home, but I made a promise two nights ago and we want to do the best we can. BUT we are not going to do this for very long. We have other things we want to be doing. Ruling the world was never in my plans.”
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“Gods be damned!!! I’ll be damned!!” Ares screamed at the top of his lungs. He was storming around in a favored temple, periodically destroying things and causing his priests to go scurrying for cover. He stomped back and forth as he ranted and raved and the priests had long since learned to stay out of his way.
Ares strode back over to the alcove that held his scrying bowl, the one area of the temple that remained unscathed. He stopped in front of it, willing there to be more there than just water and cursing virulently when it remained dark.
“You can’t keep me out, Randi. I’m going to find a way to get to you, and when I do, YOU *WILL* BE MINE!!!”
The priests wisely found somewhere else to be, leaving the war god to his madness.
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Randi had not released Gwen’s hand the entire time they had been sitting, and their thumbs gently caressed the soft, inner skin over one another’s pulse points. Now she looked around the room, meeting everyone’s eyes individually. “These are good ideas... good suggestions, guys. Thanks. I think there is a way we can make these ideas work, but it’s gonna take a little time to work everything out.”
“At least we have time now,” Sky commented. “I have sent the People back to the village as it appears we no longer need them here to provide a barrier for anyone.”
“How long will this new barrier last?”
Rosie and Reed exchanged glances, then shrugged simultaneously. “We don’t know, Cam. This is a totally new area for us. The barrier is protecting Reed from Randi and Gwen’s energy, but it’s also keeping her from being able to scan more than just the exterior – she can’t get in. So we’re pretty much stuck with guessing at this point.”
“So what’s the guess?” Brenda asked. She, Cam and Jess had been part of the barrier effort that protected Gwen and Randi in the palace and she finally had an inkling of what Reed had endured as a seer. Though she had always considered Reed a friend, she’d never pretended to understand her gift. Now she had a sympathy that went beyond friendship. She hoped the guess was in Reed’s favor.
“Well, since Randi and Gwen pushed everyone, friend and foe, out of their space when their auras merged and became one, the assumption is that they have some sort of control. At least they appear to have the ability to protect themselves until the time comes to confront Ares.”
“When will that be?” Tiny asked, looking at Randi. “Do you know?”
“If we do it on our timetable? It will be our final objective – the last thing we do before we go home.”
“You have a plan then?”
Gwen nodded and answered this time. “Yes, we do... for Ares at least.” Her eyes grew hard and everyone sat back in their chairs in surprise. Her fury was a surprise even while it was not completely unexpected. They’d not thought to see it among them, at any rate. “However,” she continued, softening her expression at their reaction, “if he is able to force the issue sooner, we will deal with him. This fight will be on our terms.”
Silence reigned for a few moments as everyone considered the implications of Gwen’s words. Finally Randi cleared her throat to speak again. “Tiny, please let the staff know that today is a day of mourning for Gwen and I. We will be having a pyre for Geoff tonight if any of you would like to attend the service.”
“Is there anything we can do?”
“No, thank you, Reed,” Gwen answered. “Lacey is preparing – him; Randi took care of the arrangements this morning.”
“Actually,” Randi broke in, “if someone could make sure that Tommy and Ella are taken to their room when they turn up and could notify me of their arrival, I would appreciate it.” She was more than a little curious as to why they hadn’t already been here, but it was one of the many things she and Gwen hadn’t had time to talk about yet.
“We’ll do that,” Reed assured Randi, taking Tiny’s hand.
“I’d like to go sit with Jill a while if that’s all right?” Rosie looked between Randi and Gwen. Randi turned to Gwen, leaving it up to her. Gwen stared into Rosie’s eyes for a long moment, seeing an unexpected sympathy and understanding glowing in the back of Rosie’s eyes. She nodded mutely, and Rosie covered Gwen’s hand with her own in silent comfort.
After a moment, Gwen cleared her throat. “Thanks again… all of you. We would never have defeated the rebellion and achieved the peace we have without each and every one of you. And Randi and I certainly wouldn’t be here now without all your support. There is nothing we could say or do that could ever express our gratitude for your friendship and your devotion to us, but I promise you all we’ll try.”
“Gwen, the fact that ya’ll are together again and Randi is back to normal is thanks enough,” Tiny said, then gave an evil smile “Though normal for her is....” He cleared his throat when he caught Randi’s glare in his direction and turned his attention back to Gwen. “But I don’t think anyone would object to a good party and some good music,” with a wicked glance in Randi’s direction, “when things settle down a little bit.”
Randi growled and Gwen chuckled. “I think we can manage that, Tiny.”
“Good. Now if you’ll excuse us, I think we all have things we need to do.” They rose as one and started towards the door, then Tiny turned back to Gwen and Randi who were still sitting together at the head of the table. “What time tonight?” asked quietly.
“Sunset,” Gwen replied. “In the garden.”
“We’ll be there. C’mon, you lot,” Tiny said, capturing Reed’s hand in his and ushering the rest out the door ahead of them. He looked at Jess who was lagging behind; she gave him the slightest shake of her head and he and Reed left her with Randi and Gwen, closing the door soundly behind them.
Jess looked up at Randi and Gwen and cleared her throat to speak. “I’m sorry about your father, Queen Gwen, but I’m glad you’re all right.”
“Jess? I know we’ve only just met, but you can call me Gwen. What you’ve done....”
Jess shook her head violently. “No, I can’t. As a card-carrying Amazon, you are my queen. As the wife of the Empress, you are still my queen. I just wanted to ask your forgiveness.”
Gwen frowned and looked at Randi in consternation squeezing the hand she still held. Randi shrugged. She was as lost as Gwen. They turned back to Jess.
“For what, Jess? We’ve only just met.”
“Because it’s my fault you were put into danger... my fault Lenore died. It was my responsibility to let Reed know when the attack was going to take place, and I wasn’t able to. There was no time, my queen... honestly. I tried when we arrived in the village, but because of the way the circumstances played out the attack happened before I was able to reach Reed.” Jess bowed her head. “I’m sorry, my queen. I have no excuse, but I am asking you to forgive me.”
Gwen stood up and released Randi’s hand. Then she walked the table length to where Jess still sat with her hands clasped together and her head bowed. Jess didn’t look up when Gwen took the chair beside her. “Jess? Jess, I don’t blame you for what happened and neither would Lenore. Everything happens for a reason, and Lenore would be the first to tell you that. If you need me to forgive you, I will, but you did your duty, Jess. There is nothing to forgive you for.”
Jess smiled and looked at Gwen. “Thank you, my queen. Empress,” she said, standing and bowing her head briefly towards them before she too made her exit from the room. Gwen and Randi looked at one another in silence, and Gwen stood and waited for Randi to join her. When Randi reached her, they took one another’s hands again and headed back to their suite.
Chapter V
Lacey was waiting for them when they arrived and the guards didn’t have time to bow before she had opened the door and was ushering them inside. Geoff and Jill had both been removed as had Lacey’s equipment. Randi wondered what the emergency was and then realized Lacey was simply trying to give them a private update so she could continue with the preparation of Geoff’s body. As a Sabre, he was entitled to certain honors and Lacey had insisted on her right to accord him her very best effort. Gwen, however, didn’t understand the nuances of protocol Lacey was working under and was visibly concerned by her behavior. She looked around frantically, trying to figure out why Lacey was so anxious until Randi took her hands and waited for Gwen’s attention to focus on her. “It’s all right, Love. She is simply trying to give us an update so she can get back to Geoff. Sabres do things a little differently when it comes to burying one of their own. Lacey’s on a deadline.”
“Of course Sabres do things a little differently when it comes to burying one of their own,” Gwen agreed wryly. “Sabres do everything a little differently. Not that I’m complaining on any level right now,” she added with a mischievous smile in Randi’s direction. Lacey just shook her head. Despite the lack of time, the two of them were simply too precious together again, and she wasn’t about to discourage or interfere with them. They had all fought too hard to get them back to this point. Gwen turned to Lacey with a look of chagrin. “Sorry, Lacey. It’s just....”
“No need to explain, Gwen. It’s wonderful to see. BUT... I had Jill moved back to her room and gave her a sedative to help her rest. She has physically healed from the damage Ares did to her, but she will be recovering from the aftereffects for another few days. She’s a tough old broad – her words,” Lacey chuckled, “but she’s got some seriously hard days ahead of her. Otherwise there’s not much else I can do for her until and unless she asks for help.”
Gwen reached for Lacey’s hands, feeling Randi slide around behind her to support her. “Thank you, Lacey. Thank you for taking such good care of my parents. Is there anything I can do?”
“Not with the preparations, no. As for your mother,” Lacey shrugged. “Take your cues from her. She’ll let you know what she needs from you... and when. Now if you’ll excuse me... I still have a few things to do before sunset. Do you have the service prepared?”
“Yeah, I think so. And what I’m not sure about Randi has covered. Thanks, Lace.”
Lacey squeezed the hands she held before releasing them. “I’d rather not have to, but I’m glad to be able to do it.” She turned to Randi. “The workmen are waiting for your authorization before starting their work. See you both at sunset.” Then she disappeared out the door.
Gwen turned in Randi’s arms and put her head down just over Randi’s heartbeat. She felt the strong arms tighten around her. She tipped her head back to look into Randi’s eyes without losing the sound of rhythmic thudding. Randi reached a hand up and tenderly caressed Gwen’s cheek, wondering where the suddenly lost look had come from. “Sweetheart?”
Gwen shook her head and buried her face in Randi’s chest, greedily absorbing the scent that surrounded her. “I have missed being here in your arms... so much. This has always been the safest place in the world for me and I am so very glad to be back here in my place. Yet I feel guilty about being here.” She didn’t move out of Randi’s embrace though, and Randi realized Gwen was looking for reassurance.
She scooped Gwen into her arms and moved out of the bedroom and into the living area of their suite. Randi dropped onto the couch there and stretched out, smiling when Gwen automatically shifted until she was curled up in her favorite position half on Randi’s body with her ear centered over Randi’s heart. Randi ran her hands up and down Gwen’s back and arms, feeling Gwen’s body relax more fully into her own. “Comfortable?”
“Um hmm,” patting Randi’s chest.
“Feel better?”
“I can’t help but, being here,” she said softly. “But....”
Randi’s fingers covered her lips. “Gwen, don’t you think Geoff would want you to be happy; to know that you were back where you belonged; that his sacrifice was worth the cost? Your dad knew what he was doing, Love, and he did it willingly for you and for us. If I can’t dishonor him by taking responsibility for his decision, then you can’t dishonor him by feeling guilt because of it.”
It was silent for a while as Gwen considered Randi’s words, then Randi felt Gwen smile against her. “You’re pretty smart, you know that?” feeling the surface beneath her face shake with silent laughter. “Keep reminding me of that, will you?”
“Of my brilliance? Absolutely... oof!” sitting up slightly to glare down at twinkling green eyes. Randi kept up her glare though she couldn’t keep the mischievous sparkle out of her eyes.
“You’re such a goof. God, I’ve missed that, too,” squeezing Randi around the middle.
“Me too,” returning the hug. “And I’ll keep reminding you if you keep reminding me.”
“For as long as it takes,” Gwen said with a smile and tilted her head up for a kiss. It was a leisurely exploration that was as much a reaffirmation as it was about love and passion. Slowly they pulled back from one another, relishing the renewed warmth and connection between them. Gwen smiled and watched its answer form on Randi lips. “You’re really good at that, you know?”
“Umm... yeah. I’ve got this amazing practice partner. She rocks.”
Gwen grinned, and tangled her hands in Randi’s hair and brought their lips together again. This kiss was a little more intense and would have lasted longer if a knock on the door hadn’t separated them. Gwen’s brow furrowed and Randi smoothed out the lines, even as she called out. “Come in.”
The workman didn’t blink twice at the position he found the Empress and her Consort... no, her Queen... in, remembering the instructions he’d gotten from Yuri. He figured it wasn’t his business anyway, and besides, if they were happy together, it had to bode well for the rest of the world, right? So he bowed his head and waited respectfully for Randi’s instructions.
Randi and Gwen exchanged confused glances. Finally Gwen shrugged and spoke. “Um, can we help you... with something?”
“I await your orders, my Queen.”
“I beg your pardon?”
Now the man looked up. “I’m sorry. I was told I needed authorization to begin the rework here. Was I mistaken? Should I...?”
“Oh, God... sorry.” Randi struggled to sit up and Gwen shifted so they could sit up together. Gwen slid up to the sofa arm and leaned into Randi, wrapping her arm around Randi’s shoulders. Randi leaned into Gwen and motioned for the man to take a seat. “You’re Jake, right?”
“Yes, ma’am. I just need your go ahead, and we’ll get started.”
“Did Yuri give you your instructions?” Jake nodded. “Then please... go with my blessing. But Jake, you need to be done an hour before sunset, so....”
He nodded and nearly ran out of the room. Randi and Gwen exchanged glances.
“So what’s he gonna do?”
“Change a few things, but that’s not important now. However, I am curious to know why Tommy and Ella weren’t here.” Randi bit her lip. “Is Tommy still angry at me?”
“Oh, Baby... Tommy was never angry at you. He didn’t understand the violence or your joy in it, but he was never, ever angry at you, Love. He wasn’t here because I asked him to stay away.” Gwen blew out a breath. “I didn’t know what we were going to get into, and I didn’t want anything to happen to them... especially Randall. I wasn’t going to give you that kind of guilt.”
Randi reached up and cupped Gwen’s cheek. “Always looking out for me, huh?”
Gwen covered Randi’s hand with her own. “Always. Somebody’s gotta watch your back.”
“Glad I’ve got the best,” Randi confirmed with a smile and then cleared her throat. “Can I interest you in a picnic? There’s um... there’s a small wooded area beyond the garden. It’s nothing like home... nothing like our glade. But it is cool and shaded and right on the river.”
“What about Tommy and Ella?”
“Reed will see to getting them settled and will advise me when they arrive. But I think we need a little time apart to process what’s happened and to prepare for tonight. We can be strong for the family tonight and for the world tomorrow, but for right now, I would really like to be alone with you.”
Gwen nodded, then a knock on the door made her groan softly and drop her head onto Randi’s. “I thought we were supposed to have the day off,” she muttered.
Randi squeezed her knee and called out for the second time, “Come in.”
Jill stood in the doorway as it slid open, and Randi and Gwen stood to meet her. “Mama? I thought you were resting.”
She looked a little dazed and Randi wondered how and why she’d forced herself to function through the sedatives Lacey had given her. She moved to Jill’s side immediately and put and arm around her waist. “C’mon, Mom,” she said gently. “Let us tuck you back into bed. You look wiped and you want to be rested before the service tonight.” Randi began to lead Jill back toward her suite of rooms with Gwen sliding in on her other side. “That’s it,” Randi soothed. “You and Geoff took good care of me and Gwen. Let us take care of you now.”
The mention of Geoff’s name made Jill stop walking. “Geoff? Geoff is why I was coming to see you. He left you a holo-chip.” She smiled sadly and allowed Randi and Gwen to continue their escort to her set of rooms. “He said he made it just in case, but I think he knew he was going to die. I think he hoped he would.”
Randi and Gwen exchanged horrified glances. Randi wondered how much of Jill’s speech was truth, and how much was based on drug-induced delusion though she knew that even the delusion had to have some foundation in truth. But before they could comment, Jill slumped and only Randi’s swift reaction kept her from hitting the floor. The door slid open at Gwen’s behest and Randi crossed through the small living area into the bedroom. They wondered briefly where Rosie was, then Gwen straightened the cover on the bed, and Randi gently placed Jill back in the bed. Carbon merely lifted his head and whined at them, then he gently nuzzled Jill’s neck and face before curling up at her knees. Gwen covered Jill’s body then they stood together by her bedside for a long moment. Then Randi took Gwen’s hand in her own and together they walked back into the living room.
“Maybe we should postpone our picnic,” Randi suggested.
“How about if we just move the location? Instead of the river, what if we just sit in the garden? I’d like to get outside alone with you for a while, but I don’t want to go too far away from Mama.”
Randi smiled. “I like that compromise. Would you like to go to the kitchens and put it together ourselves or would you prefer to call down and have something prepared?”
Gwen gave Randi a look. “Sweetheart, if I have my way, we’re going to get rid of the staff and do for ourselves like we do at home. I don’t plan for either of us to be here long enough to get accustomed to being waited on like we rule the world or something.”
Randi snickered. “Well, my queen, tomorrow you can make any and all changes you think we need to make here. And we’ll start making plans to get out of here as quickly as we can. But for now....” She tugged on the hand she still held. “C’mon. Let’s see if we can find the kitchen in the damn place and go outside for a while.”
************
“God, I am so tired,” Reed said as they left the conference room. “I’d like to take a vacation now, please and thank you very much.”
Tiny chuckled and wrapped his arms tightly around her. “Soon, Baby. I promise. How about some of Rosie’s barbeque for now? I understand she was heading down to the kitchens to run everyone out and take over. She told me last night she was over this plastic food they kept trying to feed her.”
Reed laughed. “Oh, she would have loved eating Sabre rations.” Then she laughed harder at Tiny’s exaggerated grimace. “C’mon, Big Boy. You and I have a hot date with some really good barbeque. Maybe then I’ll feel like going back to work.”
“Nah... when Randi declared today a day of mourning, I made it across the board. Except for essential personnel, everyone has the day off. We can pick up the work tomorrow; it’s not gonna go anywhere unfortunately. At least not for a while. One day off, more or less, isn’t going to make much difference for us in the long run.”
“I’m sorry for the reason behind it, but I love you.”
Tiny smiled. “I love you too. Now c’mon, Woman... I’m starving and I can hear your stomach growling from here.”
They started down to the kitchen, already able to smell the difference with Rosie in the kitchen. Then Reed’s Sabre alert went off and she dropped her head on Tiny’s chest. “Augh! What happened to my day off??” Then she read the message. “Oh... never mind. I like this kind of news. C’mon.” She turned and headed in the opposite direction.
“Honey? Hooooneeey??” Tiny wailed as he scurried to catch up to Reed. “Reed... what about lunch?”
“I imagine Tommy and Ella might like some lunch as well.” Tiny’s response was cut off by the vibration of his own alert bracelet. He looked down and grimaced. “What?”
“Someone asking for permission to enter the perimeter. Someone who isn’t on the clearance list.” He blew out an exasperated breath. “Go meet Tommy and Ella. I’ll try to meet you in the kitchen in a few minutes. Hopefully this won’t take too long.”
“Who is it, Baby? Why do they want to come in?”
“Um....” He looked at the information scrolling across his wrist pad. “Something about an honor guard for Gwen. The request is coming from someone called Lorac.”
“Let them in, Tiny. Lorac is the Amazon weapon’s master who was teaching Gwen when we were in the village and she is the temporary regent until Gwen gets back to the Nation.”
“Temporary? Does she think Gwen is going to return to the Nation to stay?”
“No. They know she isn’t. She told them so up front when she accepted the position of queen. But they are in the process of setting up a new form of government, though I got the distinct impression that they would be perfectly content to remain with a monarchy style if it could be managed... and if they could get Gwen to settle down with them.”
Tiny took a deep breath to speak. The thought that the Amazons would even think about trying something like that after all it had taken to get the two of them back together made him madder than a wet hen... especially knowing what the cost would have been, not only to Randi and Gwen had they failed, but to the rest of the world. Reed’s hand on his arm caused him to pause.
“They do understand, Tiny; they really do. It’s just a vain hope, and they know that. Doesn’t keeping them from hoping though. The rest of the world is doing the same thing about Randi remaining Empress, Honey, and the truth is, if I thought she’d do it I’d be wishing for the same thing. She has a way of making things happen... good things.”
Tiny nodded. “I know. I’d already had the same thought. But you know she’d never go for it. She never wanted that kind of power.”
“I know – it’s one of the things that makes her so perfect for the job. Doesn’t hurt that she’s already managed to defeat Ares once of her own free will either. Her sense of duty and responsibility will keep them both here for a little while, but if they are here for their first anniversary, I’ll be amazed.”
Tiny chuckled and took Reed’s arm, heading them both towards the secured landing area. “Six more months?!? Honey, I never realized that you were such an optimist. If they are here until the equinox, it will be a miracle. In fact, if they are involved in any part of anything other than themselves by that point, I’ll be shocked.”
“Three months? You think they will be out of here in three months?”
“No, Baby. I think they will be out of everything but each other in three months. I’ll be surprised if they last here in the palace – here in the capital as Empress and Queen for more than a month.” Reed blinked at him in astonishment, and Tiny just shook his head at her. “Reed, why are you surprised at this? You’ve been around both of them to know that are completely absorbed in one another.”
“But they haven’t been, Tiny. I know they were; I guess I just need to readjust my thinking. I’ve been so focused on how they have been and trying to get them back to what they are supposed to be that I’ve sorta forgotten what that means to them and for us.”
“Yeah, you’ve had it more than a little rough lately, haven’t you?”
“Yeah, but it was worth it, Tiny. What it would have been like had we failed....” Reed shivered in reflex.
“So what do you see when you look at them now?”
“I can see their bond as a strong, solid wall, but I can’t sense any more than their own feeling of satisfaction and well-being. I can’t get past the barrier they have protecting themselves, and their bond can’t seem to get past it either. I have to tell you, it’s nice to be able to be around them without my senses screaming. I can actually enjoying being friends with them instead of simply enduring it.”
“I’m glad.”
“Me, too.”
At that, Tiny opened the door that led to the shuttle pad and he and Reed split up to meet the waiting occupants of the two newly arrived shuttles. Reed waved at the waiting Amazons and kept going to greet her arrivals as Randi had asked.
“Tommy! Ella!” Reed said opening her arms for a hug.
“Weed!!” The three adults exchanged glances and burst into laughter at the unexpected address. Finally Reed cleared her throat and knelt down to Randall’s level.
“Hi, Randall. Aren’t you just a cutie?”
“Yes,” Randall replied matter-of-factly. “Go to Wuv now?”
“Well, I don’t know, Randall. Randi and Gwen were busy earlier,” easily deducing whom he meant, “but I do know that Rosie is in the kitchen and she’s cooking up some barbeque and fried apple pies.”
“Nummmm,” Randall commented.
“Nummmm,” Tommy echoed.
Ella and Reed just laughed. “C’mon,” Reed gestured with her head. “Randi asked that I get ya’ll settled in, and Tiny and I really were on our way to lunch with Rosie when I got the alert that ya’ll were here. I know she’ll be almost as glad to see you as Randi and Gwen will be.”
“Reed, how are they? And how is Jill?” Tommy insisted on carrying their luggage and motioned Reed to lead the way. Ella took Randall’s hand and together they walked beside Reed into the palace.
“Jill is... Jill is still in shock, actually. She’s been pretty calm about it; Lacey thinks the truth just hasn’t sunk in. But her reactions seem to me that she almost expected it to happen. They knew going into that room that there were no guarantees, but....”
“But?”
Reed shrugged. “I dunno. It’s just a feeling, but I really believe she and Geoff were both prepared for this eventuality. I think they expected... something... to happen, and I honestly believe Geoff hoped that if anything did happen, it would happen to him. His one desire, barring a total regaining of his mobility, was to die a warrior. That’s part of what caused him to cover them like he did. It was an instinctive reaction we all had. He just had stronger motivation than the rest of us... that of both a father and a warrior. So he died the warrior he wanted to be, protecting his daughter and Randi in the process and ensuring their recovery. So I think Jill is just adjusting to the fact that he’s gone.”
Dumbfounded silence. “Poor Jill. Even knowing it’s coming doesn’t make it any easier.”
“I know, and I could be wrong, but I don’t think so. Painful as it is, I think Jill will have an easier time of it because she and Geoff talked about possibilities and about his desire to be a warrior again.”
“I hope so. She’s been through so much the past couple years.” A beat. “How are Randi and Gwen doing?”
“Randi and Gwen are phenomenal.”
“So everything is all right with them now?”
“Everything is better than all right. They have... it’s hard to explain, but it’s like their soul has merged. They have literally become a single soul... a single being.”
A sound made Reed stop walking and she turned to back to see Tommy standing still with the suitcases piled up around him and a look of shock written clearly across his face. Ella dropped Randall’s hand, rushed to Tommy’s side and took his face in her hands. “Tommy, Sweetheart? What’s wrong, Baby?” His jaw worked fruitlessly a few times and he stared into space. It took him a moment to bring his mind back to the present, and he blinked as Ella came into focus. By that time, Reed and Randall had walked back to where Tommy still stood gobsmacked.
“Tommy?” Reed said softly, taking his chin in her fingertips and turning his face towards her. “Tommy, what’s wrong? What did I say?”
“Reed, do you know the Legend of the Soulmates? Not the stories that Gwen tells but the actual legend about them?”
Reed shook her head. “I guess not. I only know anything about them because of the stories I’ve heard... the stories Gwen has shared.”
Tommy nodded. “That makes sense, I guess. Gwen has revealed a lot about the soulmates through her stories, but she hasn’t really shared the truth about who and what they are.” Tommy drew a breath and picked up the luggage, deciding to try a different tack. “C’mon, take us to our room and I’ll see if I can make sense of this for you.” They walked in silence for a little while except for Randall’s chattering. Finally they reached the rooms Randi had chosen for them, and Reed led them inside. Tommy set the cases down and immediately Ella took Randall to the bedroom to unpack. Tommy gestured for Reed to take a seat and sat at an angle to her. “Reed, what do you see when you look at Randi and Gwen? What does your seer’s sense tell you?”
“Now? Very little. Their merging has given them a barrier that keeps everything except the most basic, topical scan out.”
“And before?”
“Before – aside from being physically painful for me – they were more... blended, I guess you call them. One and yet still separate and apart from each other. Despite their bond, I could still sense both parts of their shared soul.”
“And you don’t sense that now?”
“No. The little I am able to see shows me one – one heart... one soul. Is that important?”
Tommy shrugged. “Depends on how much stock you put into the legend, I guess.”
“Well, you obviously believe in its importance, Tommy. Why don’t you share it with me and we can go from there?”
Tommy studied Reed for a long moment. He could easily see the exhaustion in her eyes and the remnants of lingering pain. Despite the unwritten rule about keeping this story in the family, she deserved to know. They all did – all those who had risked so much to insure the prophecy was fulfilled. He nodded his agreement. “All right,” he said, settling himself more comfortably. “But you have to understand that this legend has been passed down through both families for untold generations. It was the only story the warrior side helped preserve. It was that important. And though it isn’t forbidden, it has rarely been shared outside the extended family; you’ll understand why when you hear the story.”
Reed sat back and waited for Tommy to tell his tale.
************
“Hi, Lorac?” Tiny said hesitantly, extending his hand in greeting. “I’m Tiny, the Empress’ second. I understand you and your warriors are here to offer an honor guard to the queen?”
“Yes. May we see the queen?”
Tiny shook his head. “Not today; she and the Empress are taking the day to mourn and make preparations for the service tonight. I’m sure she will be glad to meet with you tomorrow.” Lorac nodded. It was much as she had expected, especially since Gwen hadn’t contacted them herself about Geoff’s death.
“How is the queen doing, I mean, with her father’s untimely death? I got the feeling from the report that we received that it was an unexpected occurrence.”
“May I ask how you found out? Not that it is wrong that you were notified, but if Gwen didn’t contact you, who is sending you reports about her?” Tiny saw her hesitation and continued. “Please, Lorac – Gwen and Randi’s safety is my top priority and if we have a leak I need to know about it.”
“It’s not a leak, per se, Tiny. We couldn’t in good conscience allow our queen to go off without an escort, and yet Queen Gwen wouldn’t allow us to send anyone with her. So, Jess agreed to act as our eyes and ears here so the Nation could keep an eye on our queen.”
Tiny nodded. “I can understand that, I suppose. Perhaps though, you and I could sit down and work out a better agreement between us. Because if the Empress found out information was going out without her knowledge....”
Lorac chewed her lip and then nodded her agreement. “I believe we can come to an understanding.” She offered Tiny her hand again. “I think we will make formidable allies.” They shook and then Lorac introduced him to the Amazon traveling with her.
“Let me get you settled and then we can go get some lunch. Rosie is cooking up barbeque and I for one am starving.” The four Amazons grinned at each other and followed him into the palace. “I apologize for the accommodations. Ya’ll were unexpected arrivals, and we are pretty full. So I’ve had to put you into two rooms. They are across the hall from each other, but it was the best I could do on short notice.”
“So, how did you get elected to meet us and take care of all this?” Lorac asked as Tiny led them down the short hallway. “Not that we don’t appreciate it because we do but....”
“But you already knew Reed and Jess and I’m not a woman, right?”
Lorac shrugged sheepishly. “Something like that, yeah.”
“Well, Reed and Jess were both given other assignments this morning, and that didn’t change because you all arrived. Besides, I really am Randi’s second and protocol demanded that I clear your arrival.”
Lorac smiled. “I’m glad you did. It’s always good to find allies and make new friends. And we appreciate the consideration. I know you didn’t have to let us land or give us a place here despite who we represent.” She paused. “Why did you?”
“Because we’re all on the same side, and I think your being here will be good for Gwen.”
“How is she? You never did say.”
Tiny shrugged. “Randi is taking care of her,” as if that said it all. And as far as the Amazons and Tiny were concerned, apparently it did.
Chapter VI
Though neither Randi nor Gwen had ever been to the kitchen in their short tenure in this place, the emptiness and almost complete silence inside was unnerving. Surely there were supposed to be people in this area at all time preparing food for the significant number of people who lived and worked in the palace. And yet there was only the shuffle of one pair of feet and one lone voice singing quietly when they pushed open to door. Randi and Gwen exchanged glances, stopping in surprise when they realized Rosie was alone in the kitchen, and she was obviously cooking. Gwen closed her eyes and just stood there breathing. Rosie turned around and caught the beatific look on Gwen’s face and the one of absolute adoration on Randi’s as she gazed at Gwen.
“Ahem.” Her slight throat clearing caused the spell to be broken and Gwen opened her eyes at the same time that Randi turned to look in Rosie’s direction. “What are ya’ll doing in my kitchen?” Randi’s eyebrows both shot into her hairline and her expression was one of surprised amazement. Rosie met Randi’s look with one of her own and a snort. “Don’t you even try to give me that look. I’ve had all the plastic food I can stand. No wonder you look like you haven’t eaten in months. I’d have stopped eating too if all I was getting was rubber chicken and burnt beef. My gracious, if that’s what you military folks consider good grub it’s a wonder there hasn’t been a revolt before now.”
“Um, Rosie, not to put a fine point on things because we will certainly enjoying eating your barbeque and fried pies again, but I thought you were going to sit with Jill. What made you decide come in here and run everyone else out so you could cook instead?”
“Two things actually – one, I really am tired of eating <ahem> what the people who were running this place considered edible meals... or at least it seems that way since we moved with Gwen from the village. Even the Amazons of old had it better than this, and I saw those recipes.” She shuddered and Randi and Gwen bit their lips to keep from chuckling. “The second,” Rosie continued, growing more serious, “is because Jill asked me for some barbeque. I figured she wanted to be alone more than anything, but I was happy to do whatever I could to ease her pain.”
Gwen stepped forward and wrapped her arms around Rosie, Squeezing tightly and holding on for a long moment. “Thank you, Rosie. You’ve done so much for us. We will never, ever be able to repay you.”
Rosie pulled back just enough to cup Gwen’s face in her hands. “There’ll never be any repayment, Gwen. What we did, we did out of love for you two and for the greater good. I’d do it all over again; we all would. Besides, it’s a really good feeling knowing that we did something that made a difference... to you and to the world. So thank you for letting me be a part of that. Now,” Rosie continued, stepping back from Gwen and clapping her hands together before stirring the pot bubbling softly on the stove. “What are ya’ll doing in my kitchen?”
This time Randi did laugh. “Rosie, don’t you ever go changing, all right? We just came in to your kitchen to get some things for a picnic. We thought we’d go sit in the garden for a while and just be for a few minutes.”
Rosie nodded soberly, understanding only too well the peace they wanted to find together. “All right then... let me put something together for ya’ll,” scurrying around the kitchen collecting items. In less than two minutes, Rosie had a nice lunch put together and was pushing them out the door. They looked at her askance. “Trust me on this, you two. If you wanna get a little time alone together in the garden, you need to get outta here before folks figure out we’re having barbeque for lunch. ‘Cause if they find you two in here....”
Randi and Gwen exchanged glances. “Point taken. We’re outta here. Thanks, Rosie. We’ll be back.”
“Enjoy, you two. I’ll make sure Jill gets something to eat before the service this evening.”
“Thanks, Rosie. You’re the best.” Then they slipped out the back door and down the hallway that led to the garden. They just missed the contented mob that descended on Rosie’s kitchen.
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There really wasn’t any other way to tell this story so Tommy scrubbed his hands through his hair and blew out a breath, then decided to just start. “First you need a little background to understand what the legend is based on. When the soulmates originally found one another millennia ago, they thought their bond was unbreakable. Not only did they love one another deeply and passionately, but they were best friends who genuinely liked one another. They never thought anything could come between them – never thought anything could break them apart.”
“But...?”
“But they found out that wasn’t true. They found out that lies and circumstances and time could come between them and that there were gods and men who would take advantage of their separation and mistrust. It nearly tore them apart forever.”
Reed nodded. “That’s about what happened to them this time.”
“Yeah it is. Except.... When it happened to them originally they were targeted for destruction very much like this time; only then there was a complete lack of trust between them that they had to overcome. And when they came back together, they were able to form an unbreakable bond... something that nothing – not gods, not man, nothing short of death itself – was able to destroy.” Tommy took another deep breath, not seeing Ella come to the door and lean on the jamb to listen better. This was a story she hadn’t heard before and she really wanted to. “Unfortunately they were unexpectedly separated by a gruesome death, and it took them some time after that to return from eternity back into the karmic circle, and it was upon that return that the legend began.”
“So what’s the legend?” Reed asking, having a very good idea what Tommy was going to say.
“The legend stated that when the soulmates returned for their final trip through the circle, they would suffer again as they had before and that their unbreakable bond would return to protect them from the influences that were so eager to rip them apart. That barrier would allow them to succeed over those influences.”
“How do you know it hasn’t happened in each of their lifetimes?” Ella asked, turning their attention to her. “I mean, I realize what the prophecy says, but you know as well as I do that there have been lifetimes where those two souls have suffered greatly together. They’re in the stories Gwen allowed us to read.” Ella looked at Reed. “Those are the stories she has never shared publicly.”
Reed nodded. “I understand. Gwen and I got to have some interesting talks while we were in the village and she shared bits about her storytelling. So I know there is a lot that will never see the light of day, and a lot more that gets severely edited before it does.”
“Because never - not once in the stories that have been handed down through Gwen’s line - never once has there ever been a mention of an unbreakable bond or a barrier that could protect them from a god. And given the bard’s line’s propensity for detail, it would have been recorded. Besides, the legend was passed through both warrior and bard lineage. If it had occurred before, both sides would have known.” Tommy turned back to Reed. “I’ve shared this with you in confidence. I hope you will hold it in trust until I can share it with those of you who stood beside them through this whole mess.” Reed shook her head and Tommy cocked an eyebrow at her. She patted his knee and held up a hand before he could have a conniption.
“Don’t,” Reed said simply. “Don’t share this with folks. Shh,” she cautioned before he could interrupt. “Hush a minute and listen to me all, right? I want you to hear what I am saying to you.” He nodded and Reed took a deep breath to speak again. “It’s an incredible story, Tommy, and I’m inclined to believe it for several reasons I won’t even bother to explain. But if it’s true, and we think that it is, then it’s really not fair to Randi and Gwen for you to be the one to share it. Because you know what it means. And honestly, I don’t think it’s fair to those who helped bring them together for it to happen. That knowledge makes the good they feel they have done become a burden instead.”
“How do you figure?” Ella asked, coming to sit down beside Tommy and taking his hand in hers.
“You’ve spent the last few months living on the fringes of the upheaval Gwen and Randi have been living through, yes? You know how bad things have been for them.”
Ella nodded. “I have an idea, yes.”
“Okay, those few of us who have been right near the center of things, especially the last few days – what we did was not only for Randi and Gwen but also for the greater good. The world would have been destroyed if Randi and Gwen had not survived. Now imagine how you’d feel if you knew that your act of helping preserve the greater good and incidentally, your friends, had been the catalyst to end their karmic cycle.”
Ella’s face scrunched up in pensive thought. “Ew... I never thought of it that way. That makes it... that is a horrible feeling.”
Reed agreed. “It really is. And even though they could live another fifty years together, that knowledge casts a pall over everything; always in the back of your mind you know that their departure from the circle is imminent. And it’s saddening because you know that there is no chance of seeing them or the bond that they share, ever again.”
Tommy dropped his head in his hand. “God, Reed. I’m so sorry. I didn’t think of it like that. I just thought those of you who had struggled so hard to keep them together should know that... well, now I’m not so sure what I intended at this point. I wonder though....”
“What?” Reed asked, sitting back in her chair and trying to rid herself of the sudden tension that was flowing through her body.
“If they are leaving the karmic circle anyway, why was the outcome of this spirit walk so important? Whether it is a day, a year or fifty years from now, they will still be gone, not to return.”
“That’s true,” Reed said. “But if they hadn’t succeeded, had they not rejoined one another and merged to form that unbreakable connection, Ares would have won. He would have claimed Randi... forever. Gwen and Randi would never have been reunited – not here or in eternity. They would have destroyed everything searching for each other.”
“So you’re saying...?”
“I’m saying that they have come full circle and they have earned their eternal rest together. But I think the decision to share that with folks should be theirs and no one else’s.”
“I agree,” Tommy concurred, “but I don’t know if....”
“I can take the knowledge away from you... from you both... if you’ll trust me.”
Tommy and Ella exchanged a long glance, then turned to Reed and nodded simultaneously. She held out her hands to Ella, palms up and waited for her to take them. Then Reed closed her eyes and let her mind move in Ella’s. Even as tired as she remained, this wouldn’t take much effort or mental energy – especially compared to her output recently. It was fairly easy to erase it from Ella’s mind as she had only just found out about it, and when they were done, Ella didn’t even remember Reed’s presence. A call from Randall caused her to excuse herself and move back into the bedroom. Then Reed extended her hands to Tommy.
“No pain?” he asked softly, and Reed had to smile in reassurance.
“No pain. You won’t even know I’m there. It will take me a little longer than it did for Ella though. Your knowledge is old, not recent. Do you remember when you heard the legend?”
“Eighteen. It was passed on to each member as they reached adulthood.”
She nodded her understanding then closed her eyes with him as she moved into his mind. Reed was careful where she went and what she saw, focusing only on finding that one tiny piece of information and removing it as neatly as a surgeon would, leaving nothing behind to mark her presence there. And it was done. Reed slid her hands out from under Tommy’s and he opened his eyes slowly. Randall’s excited voice preceded his footsteps and he ran into Tommy’s leg. “I’m hungry, Pa.”
Tommy leaned down and pulled Randall into his lap. “You are? You think we should go see Rosie... get some barbeque?” hugging his son to him.
“N’apple pies,” Randall said emphatically, drawing a chuckle from the rest.
Reed opened her eyes slowly and slid to the edge of her chair before standing. Tommy looked at her in concern, noting the strain in her eyes and the tired lines around her mouth. “Reed? You all right?”
Reed nodded and stood. “Yeah. It’s just been a while since I ate and I’m a little hungry too.” She held out her hand to Randall. “Whaddya say, Big Guy? Wanna walk to the kitchen with me?”
Randall jumped from Tommy’s lap and grabbed Reed hand, tugging her forward firmly and with purpose. “YES!” Tommy and Ella followed at a much slower pace, silently laughing all the way down the hallway. Some memories were best left alone, but others were simply priceless.
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“Wow... something smells really good,” Lorac commented as they followed Tiny through the corridors towards the kitchen.
“Yeah, I’m really glad Rosie got tired of plastic food, ‘cause it seems like forever since I had a good home cooked meal.”
“Waitaminute... you mean to tell me the queen has been eating bad food since she came here??”
“Well, let’s just say that what we’ve been having is a step above military rations but well below what most of us are used to. We had more important things to worry about and we let it slide. So don’t be surprised when you see her. She’s lost some weight.”
“How much? Is she in danger?”
“No... no. She’s all right, but it’s noticeable and I didn’t want you to be upset by the change. Although, in all fairness, I don’t think it was the food. I think it was a loss of appetite.”
Lorac nodded. “I noticed some of that at the village though at least the food was decent enough that she picked at it.”
“Yeah, that wasn’t a real choice here,” he chuckled, “though I did notice we were suddenly going through a lot more fresh fruit.” He pushed open the hinged door and the Amazons looked at him in amazement. “What??” he said with a shrug, motioning them ahead of him.
“This is a very odd house,” Lorac commented as she walked in. “Hello, Rosie. It’s good to see you again.”
Rosie crossed from the stove and she and Lorac embraced briefly. “Come in, Lorac and introduce me. Lunch is nearly ready.” Five stomachs growled in tandem and they all looked at one another and blushed. Rosie just laughed and clapped her hands together. “That is the highest compliment you can give to a cook.” She gestured them around the table and moved back towards the stove just as the door swung open again to admit Reed and Randall, then Tommy and Ella.
“Hail! Hail! The gang’s all here!”
“Not quite,” Tiny said, having been notified of Sky’s imminent arrival. “But we will be soon.” He rose and crossed over to where Reed stood, wrapping an arm around her even as he offered a hand to Tommy, then Ella. Tiny tousled Randall’s hair and guided them all to the table.
The Amazons had risen and Tommy initiated introductions while never losing contact with Reed. She returned his embrace, grateful for the added support he was providing her with. She had never expected the two short mind walks to drain her so badly. Rosie immediately put down the food she had been carrying and took Reed’s hands in hers. “Reed? Are you all right? You look terribly pale.”
Ella rose and walked to the stove to finish bringing food to the table, glad when the rest followed her example to give Reed and Rosie the moment they obviously needed. She had no way of knowing that the Amazons had seen it all before. So it was easy to make conversation between them when they returned to the table; they were all making an effort.
“So, Lorac, you’re the Amazon regent now, correct?” Tommy asked. “Are you still the weapons master as well?”
“Temporarily, I am the regent and I have a group of advisors of whom Nebula is the chief elder among them,” motioning to the older woman who had taken a seat next to Randall. “Cheyenne is our weapons master in my stead and Coop is here because you never know when a scout will be needed. Besides, I figured just seeing her smiling face would raise Gwen’s spirits... literally.” Lenore chuckled at the shocked faces around the table. “You don’t understand – Coop’s job was to teach the queen to walk through the trees.”
Now the rest of the table winced wryly and chuckled, understanding all too well the challenge that particular skill could present to any of them. “Can you share with us a little about Amazon life and how it is changing with the unification and Gwen’s return as queen?” Ella asked as she prepared a plate for Randall who was being remarkably quiet in light of all the strangers suddenly around him.
Lorac nodded and the door opened again, admitting the rest of the Sabre team leaders. Jess was welcomed by the Amazons with open arms and then moved to make introductions. It was enough to keep everyone’s attention from Reed, and she was thankful for that. Once the conversation started, she turned her attention back to Rosie.
“I’m fine, Rosie,” squeezing the hands that she held. “Just a little tired. Tommy and Ella brought an unexpected wave of nervous, almost negative energy with them, and it kinda wiped me.” She didn’t want to lie, but there was no way she was going to share the truth.
“Come and sit down. A little good food will go a long way towards making you feel better. And the company and conversation won’t hurt either.”
Reed smiled. “Rosie, just knowing you did the cooking is making me feel better.”
Tiny’s stomach growled again. “Me too. Now let’s eat, Woman! I’m starving!!”
With laughter, they joined the melee at table, and Reed felt some of her strength returning, just being among friends.
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Randi took a deep breath as she and Gwen stepped outdoors together, blinking in the bright sunlight. It was nice to see the sun after the storms of the previous couple days. Even more, it was the first time in forever they had been alone together in the light of day, and it felt soooooo good... so right. Finally things were back to the way they were supposed to be, and despite the sadness they both felt over Geoff’s death, they couldn’t help but revel in the completeness they were experiencing again once more. Gwen reached over and tucked her hand in the crook of Randi’s arm and sighed, squeezing lightly on the muscled arm beneath her grasp. She closed her eyes and stood still, soaking in the newness and freshness of air and sunshine and holding Randi in place with her light grip.
Randi looked down to find out why Gwen had halted them, then caught her breath at the vision she found standing beside her. “My God, you’re beautiful!” she whispered reverently. Gwen opened her eyes slowly and smiled up into Randi’s eyes, then felt her own breathing catch at the love pouring out of Randi’s eyes that made the blue literally glow from within.
“Wow....” Gwen sighed.
Randi blinked. “What?”
“You are so beautiful and when you look at me... I wish you could see what I see when I find you looking at me like that... again. It is so amazing.”
Randi let the basket slip from her hands, glad the polymer would protect both food and dishes from the drop. With her now free hand, she cupped Gwen’s face. “I know what you see, Love. It’s the same thing I see when I find you focused on me. I’m not really sure what you see when you look at me like that, but your eyes tell me... everything.”
Gwen didn’t answer verbally; instead she let her eyes speak for her. Then she wound a hand into Randi’s wild, dark hair and pulled her down until their lips met. And she let her lips do the talking for a long peaceful moment. They separated slowly, licking their lips in tandem then leaning their foreheads together to simply breathe in one another. The peace was shattered when their stomachs protested their abuse and distinct lack of sustenance loudly, and they broke into soft laughter.
“Talk about ruining a mood,” Randi muttered as she reached down to retrieve their basket. “C’mon.”
They walked slowly across the garden, pausing to admire the various flora and fauna that grew throughout. When they reached the place where the pillars had been placed to receive Geoff’s body for the service, Gwen stopped and looked around.
It was a small open space, surrounded by old, stately trees that shaded it without making it dark. Along the perimeter of the meadow area beyond the trees were flowering shrubs and Gwen nodded in approval. “Daddy would like this. It’s beautiful and peaceful; so full of life and color and fragrance.” Randi nodded but didn’t answer, unable to stop the wash of guilt. Gwen tightened her hold. “Don’t.”
“You felt that?”
“Yes. Please don’t.” Gwen tugged on the arm she still held and they headed into another area of the garden that also had trees but contained wildflowers. Randi set the basket to one side of the tallest tree and they spread the blanket out together. Then Randi seated Gwen and handed her the basket and took a seat beside her.
“Sorry. I didn’t mean to. I just....”
“I know, Love. We will probably both have some guilt over this for a while. But you know what?” accepting a glass of honey mead and passing Randi a full plate. “I’d be willing to bet you that when Mama gives us the holo-chip Daddy made, it will go a long way to assuaging the guilt both of us feel about what happened. Because I really do think he made an active choice to save us knowing what the consequences would likely be. Besides you know and I know he would have done it even knowing the outcome to have gotten the results we did.”
“That’s true. And I think Geoff is probably at peace now. I know he’s walking again and out of pain.” Randi’s head dropped to her chest and she sighed loudly. “And with my luck, he has already met my parents and they are planning all sorts of interesting things for our afterlife.”
“Well, Warrior Babe, I’d have to say you were pretty much dead on the money there. They are so rocking eternity right now.” Dark and light heads popped up at the first sound and Gwen looked for the source while Randi focused her eyes on one spot just in front and to one side of where they were sitting and waited patiently. A huff preceded a fading in of glaring blue eyes followed immediately by pouting lips and the skimpily dressed body of the goddess of love. “You totally take the fun outta being a goddess sometimes, ya know?”
Randi chuckled. “Of course. Why do you think I do it?”
“Bitch,” Dite muttered under her breath, causing a snort of laughter from Gwen, followed immediately by her clapping her hand over her mouth when Randi cut her eyes in Gwen’s direction.
“I beg your pardon?” returning Aphrodite’s glare tenfold.
“Oh, Randi... chill, Babe. It’s just a figure of speech.”
Randi held the expression for a long moment, then gave Dite a crooked grin. “Whatever. I had ya going there though.”
“As if,” Dite denied and Randi crooked and eyebrow at her. “Okay, maybe a little. Can we get on with the reason I came or is this gonna be a not so gnarly ‘pick on Dite’ visit?”
“Should I remind you who was trying to sneak up on whom in this little scenario? Hmm?” Randi was now enjoying a bit of teasing herself, knowing she could fluster Dite so easily by doing so. Beside her Gwen was chuckling in silent laughter.
Aphrodite pouted. “I hate you guys. You’re so mean to me. Here I came to let you know how Geoff was doing and you wanna pick on me? How bogus is that?” But she couldn’t help but see the renewed strength of their bond and the love that flowed between them again like a rushing river instead of the trickling stream it had been for too long. She clapped her hands together and squealed. “Ooooh... ya’ll are just so radically fab together again. I can’t tell you how happy.... Actually I can. It’s why I’m here.” She closed her eyes and took a deep breath, fanning herself rapidly before opening her eyes to speak. “Okay... okay... okay... see....” Dite blew out a breath and took another deep one in an effort to calm herself. “What happened between ya’ll a couple nights ago was just awesome. The vibes were delish and they rocked the world... all of it.”
Randi and Gwen exchanged glances, each hoping the other had a clue as to what Aphrodite was talking about. She realized they weren’t following her and closed her eyes again, centering herself to calm and allowing the more serious side of her demeanor to speak.
“All right... let me see if I can be a little clearer. The reunion of your souls the other night was a such a powerful phenomenon that it was felt on Olympus, throughout the underworld and even to some extent here on the mortal plane. That vicious storm...? That was a physical manifestation of what was happening between you.” Dite nodded when they blinked and looked at one another. “Everything... present and future was riding on the outcome of your spirit walk together. And when you won....” She shivered. “Oooooh man! It was totally bitchin’!!”
“So what does that have to do with Geoff?”
“His death provided the final impetus to seal your bond, and he knows that. He couldn’t be happier with how things turned out. And he is immensely proud of his role in your coming together again. Though he misses Jill and will continue to do so until it’s her time to join him, he is content in the afterlife he has now. He is no longer in pain, he is young and strong again, and he has had the opportunity to meet Bobby and Renee Valiant. That last has already given him a lot of fun.”
Randi dropped her forehead onto Gwen’s shoulder in a gesture of defeat. “I am so doomed.”
Dite laughed aloud. “Nah... it was just like you said it would be. Your parents received him warmly and welcomed him home. They are well on their way to becoming real friends beyond the forced acquaintanceship of being in-laws.”
“Already? We just released his soul from his body this morning.”
“Yes, already. They have been taking him around, showing him how things work in the afterlife. It was how he knew ya’ll were feeling guilt for the decision he made to die for you. He told me, and I quote, ‘Please tell those two that it was my choice... my decision, and if I had to do it all over again knowing what the outcome would be, I’d do it a hundred times if I had to.’” Dite scrunched up her forehead in thought. Then she made a face and continued. “He said, ‘Live as a warrior, die as a warrior, and if the sacrifice you make is for those you love the most, then it is worth the cost. Tell Randi I understand a little better what makes her the Sabre she is, but I’m glad my sacrifice was more personal. It makes it seem like hardly a sacrifice at all.’”
Silence for long moments while Randi and Gwen absorbed the words that Aphrodite shared. Finally... “Thank you, Aphrodite.”
“Anytime, Babes. We are so rocking up there, but this gave Geoff the last bit of closure he needed.”
“Did he say anything to my mother... leave some sort of message for her?”
Dite shook her head. “No, Cutie. He sure didn’t. He said they had settled everything between them before they ever left their room and came to yours.”
Gwen nodded. “That makes sense. And it certainly goes a long way towards explaining Mama’s reaction to everything... or lack thereof.
“Aphrodite, what about Ares?? I know ya’ll sent him away, but I also know better than to think he won’t eventually turn up here again ready for battle.”
Aphrodite bit her lip pensively. “He’s already tried, but Reed was exactly right with what she said about your bond now. It has formed a barrier around you two, shielding your souls – your very essence – from his machinations against you. He cannot get near you now, physically or spiritually, without your conscious permission; even the good guys are blocked from more than a basic read on your well-being,” said with a small smile.
“So you think he’ll quit now, knowing he can’t get in?”
“I wish I could believe that, Gwen, but he’s bet everything he has on this gamble. He pissed off a lot of deities with his manipulations and intrigues. And if he loses... he loses big.”
“Couldn’t happen to a nicer guy,” Randi mumbled. “He’s gonna lose, Dite. We’re gonna taking him down.”
Dite shrugged. “I figured as much. Can’t say I’ll be sorry to see him pay the price for his arrogance.”
“Can’t say I’m sorry to be the one collecting it either.” Randi cleared her throat and tried to erase the fierceness from her expression. “Now would you like to join us for some lunch? It’s barbeque, and Rosie made plenty.”
“Ask me another time and I will. I wouldn’t have disturbed ya’ll today if it hadn’t been important. But you both needed to hear the message from Geoff.”
Gwen held out her hands and took Dite’s in hers. “Thank you, Dite. Even though we knew it in our heads, hearing it from you makes it easier to believe in our hearts. Tell Daddy we love him.”
Aphrodite kissed Gwen forehead then squeezed her hands before releasing them. “He knows, and he’ll be keeping an eye on you two. ‘Cause that’s just something Daddies seem to do for their daughters. Ya’ll be good, and I’ll be in touch. Later!”
Then she was gone before either of them could answer her, leaving a mess of petals in her wake. They looked at one another and laughed, scattering the fragrant softness before resuming their meal together.
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But in the deep, sinister recesses of Ares’ darkest, most powerful temple, the god of war worked feverishly mixing and measuring, knowing the focus of his fight had to change and that everything was riding on the outcome of his work here.
Part 2